WORRIED

LUKA (28 OCTOBER)

" it's a pity the juice" Mom gave me a glass of avocado juice.

" so good" (sipping it fast).

" why I take a shower first" I spent the avocado juice made mamah.

"sayang mamah lurks at grandma's house first. You okay with being alone ?" ask mama to worry.

" it's okay mah , greetings to grandma yah mah, I work tomorrow morning mah if I can mamah home early at dawn well" I asked.

" yes at 5 o'clock mama is home, do not forget the door lock" mamah pamit left me alone .

" be careful on mah's path" I drove mamah to the terrace. After mommy left I locked the door . Cause I like to forget to lock the door, but now I lock it right away.

The day changed night, the breeze from the weather that was experiencing radaroba so bone-piercing. I picked up a blanket in the room and slept in the tv room with my blanket . I read a novel by my favorite author. Gradually my eyes began to heavy, because it was not strong I slept on the sofa tv room.

In my sleep, there was the sound of someone's footsteps in my ears. Maybe it was just my dream. But the sound of the move was becoming more and more clear. I was still half sleepy trying to open my eyes slowly, but how shocked I was when I opened the eyes of the room was already very dark, even I could not see anything even my own hands. I was confused by whose step it was, and I had locked the door. In my mind I've caught a creepy thing. Why did it come in, I thought. I'm getting panicked. And try to stand in the dark.

"heh who?" don't mess around I can defend myself "I'm standing off the couch, clenching my hands ready to punch even in the dark. I slightly walked forward, and touched someone .

bugggg

I punched someone who knows who. But my fists seem to have no effect. When I wanted to punch that guy again, the lights of the house lit up. And how shocked I saw that there were so many people around me . Raka, Rasya, Alex, iko ,sindi and mamah were already in front of me.

" happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday megan, happy birthday" all singing the song at once, I just realized today is my birthday on October 28 . Today I am 19 years old . I forgot about this day so busy with my work and recording.

"make wish dong first" Raka gives a chocolate cake with a candle that has been lit. I was still confused and shocked by this surprise.I closed my eyes then blew the candle .

"happy birthday dear, may you live a long, happy life always" mamah hugged me then kissed me.

" my sweet darling happy birthday best prayer for you hope what you hope to achieve" Raka hugged me tightly, I wrapped my hands around her body. We hugged long enough to let go of the longing unconsciously with the situation around me.

" ekhem don't be long, not muhrim" mamah glanced at us who were hugging, just contact Raka took off my embrace. Everyone who was laughing saw our behavior.

" my dear megan, my sister happy birthday, may your prayer always be granted by God" Sindi embraced me, followed by my best friend iko alex and Rasya they gave me congratulations.

" thank you for the surprise, I'm so happy" I cut the cake that Raka brought. After eating the cake, we talked. I joked with iko and Rasya, Alex only occasionally chimed in on our chat. They also went home including Raka, because it was almost 1 midnight. Only Sindi stayed home.

" Rasya, alex, iko thanks for coming, you guys be careful on the road well" I drove them to the front porch. They waved and waved to me.

"sad tomorrow you don't have to work, I've the same permission manager I want to give you a surprise" said Raka ..

" yeah okay, you're careful on the road, baby" I waved my goodbye.

" yeah, you sleep at 9 am I pick up. asalamualaikum" Raka passed before I returned her greetings.

" waalaikumsalam" I said slowly. I locked the door and went inside the house. Mamah and Sindi were tasting her cake.

" so mamah deliberately pretended to nginep and you deliberately yah not bales chat and call me, evil you guys" I sing my lips.

" i'm sorry we're all Raka's ideas, she's the one who nyiapin this loh" sindi enthusiastically.

" emang well he can most make surprise surprises like gini" I daydream every near Raka he always gives a surprise that I myself never expected it. I'm lucky to have him now.

" cie's in love" she teased me. Instantly my face flushed.

" yuk sindi sleeps" I got up from the sofa rushing into the room. Sindi tailed behind, while mama was still in the tv room.

We lay on the bed, looking at the slightly dark bedroom sky and only illuminated by a slightly bright sleeping lamp. I took the e-cigarette lying on my room table. I saw a message from Raka

*** Greedy (i've changed my name in my hape contact, Abbreviation of My Dear Monster)

*** to Greedy

no, I miss it too, thank you for everything baby.

*** Greedier

you happy?

***to Racus

of course, I'm very happy . When did you arrive in Bandung?

***Racus

I arrived in the afternoon, preparing for your birthday I had planned one week ago, so I don't have to worry because Sindi helped me

for tonight's success.

***to Racus

you can make me most happy. Until I was confused how to make you happy again

*** Greedier

enough you smile and being next to me and I'm already very happy. Never even think of staying with me.

*** to Greedy

of course, I will try to keep you around and make you as happy as you have always been.

*** Greedier

yes already baby, you quickly sleep I was tired all day, see you tomorrow, and and beautiful😘

*** to Greedy

good night, baby, I love you

I saw Sindi who had fallen asleep at my side, she had to work early in the morning so she slept faster. But I am still engrossed in my mind. I never thought I would fall in love with Raka at all, and Raka could hang on with me. I'm not the restraint type, I've always believed in him. However, remembering the many women by his side made me a little uneasy. But Raka always managed to convince me with her earnestness.

Special thanks to Raka

I never knew when you fell in love with me.

I never understood why you fell in love with me.

But I'm the same.

I never knew when I fell in love with you, and I never understood why I fell in love with you.

Love never makes sense.

Love does not take long.

Love is we who feel, without being forced he will know the meaning of comfort and happiness.Thank you are present in my life.

God thank you for leaving this happiness so that I can continue to be happy like this

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