WORRIED

WORLD (Crack)

" aunty" alex raised his face.then hugged her, mamah rubbed alex's back.

" let's say aunty doesn't understand what you're talking about, "Alex lets go of his arms, then stares at mamah with his heart

" what aunt has Megan not told me everything about yesterday's problems?" said polite. Mama shook her head.

" aunty does know Raka wants to propose to megan in the next few months" Alex asked again and again mamah shook his head because I have not told all my problems.

"i've known Raka's family since my cousin nanda dated her. From the beginning I told megan . But it is difficult to prohibit him "Alex staring at a mamah who is still not expressing.

"i know the character of Aunt Veronica how Rika, Raka's sister, who came to drive Megan yesterday, left the prambudi residence a long time ago because of the selfishness of her mother. And megan yesterday met aunty veronica " alex stopped her speech then looked back at mamah.

" aunty already knows, it's just that you're too far into megan's business son, better they solve their own problems without us having to interfere" mamah looked at alex with her gentle gaze .

" aunty has long since Alex harbored Alex's feelings for megan. Alex has been in love since the first time Alex knew megan" Alex closed both hands. Trying to calm his own heart.

" son, thank you for loving my aunt so much, but let all this be the way of God . We never know the fate of a person in the future. You have patience, son" mamah rubbed alex's back slowly.

" aunty alex just doesn't want megan hurt anymore, alex doesn't want to see her broken. Alex does not care about how alex feels, alex can already accept him, but alex can not accept if megan crying again" alex increasingly frustrated , he even raved everywhere not realizing that I was standing there listening to his talk.

" have entrusted all to Raka and Megan aunty sure Raka will not make megan hurt, you do not worry too much and do not let you hurt dear" said mamah attentively.

" aunty alex" Alex kisses mom's hand and leaves the house.

I still look at that incident. Still can't believe everything I hear and see. Alex says it all. I can't understand what's in his brain . What was on his mind to say such an absurd thing. He's like a different alex, far from the alex I've known all along. Alex is relaxed, cool and never talks much. Alex was like everyone else. The look in his eyes implied many things.

" megan why are you?" suddenly my mother held my shoulder .

" it's okay mah" I passed away leaving the mamah who was still with his her gaze.

" you won't tell me everything the same mama?" mamah said half-screaming.

" mama already knows everything, what should I explain again mah" I entered the room, actually I do not want to explain anything I do not want mamah too worried.

I lay down my body, my intention to end my relationship actually failed. Raka held me in various ways. There is a feeling of pleasure but there is also pain that I will feel in the future. Raka and I are a relationship on a steep hill. I can see the world beautifully from above. But when we step we will fall so high and will definitely hurt us. I heard a voice outside calling my name.

" megan has guests outside" she said softly .

I opened the door. Then hurry to the front porch.

" rika's sister" I said half screaming and then sat down beside her.

" are you busy with megan?" tanyanya looked at me who was still wearing a dress when she met Raka.

" no, sister, why is it. ?" ask me with a face full of questions.

" you can come with me?" ask again .

" where can you go? " i don't understand where he's taking me.

" well, sister, just wait a minute. I want to change my clothes first "I left it. Then change clothes with jeans and sweater . Mommy approaches.

" where are you going, baby?" ask mama.

" i'm going to Rika's apartment, can you?" I said.

" well, but don't go home too late. You have to rest enough later your body drops." Mama always like this worries me . Because maybe I can't tell you about my problem yet. I only heard it from Alex.

I salute mamah . Then leave to go with Rika.

#In the car#

" what is it really? why do we have to go to the apartment. Can talk in my house" I asked still with a look of surprise

(driving)

" we'll talk later okay"

I also listened silently to Rika's response. I can only ask in my heart what it really is. What does Rika want to say to me.

After 40 minutes we finally arrived at the apartment building in Bandung. We entered the parking area. Towards Rika's apartment.

" come in" Rika opened the door to her apartment. I saw a man sitting on the living room couch. He sat back to the door. But from behind I can guess who it is.

"Raka" lirihku's. Hearing her name called Raka running towards me then reflexively hugging me. I don't know what I feel. Every time he hugged me there was comfort, there was a sense of calm. Even I've been very memorized by her body scent and perfume.

" uhuk, uhuk "Rika pretended to cough when she saw Raka hugging me. Raka let go of her embrace . Then looked at Raka with her grim face.

" sitting down I want to talk about your relationship" he ordered me and Raka . I sat on the sofa next to Raka. While Rika went to the kitchen carrying some drinking glasses and snacks .

" you just eloped" he said suddenly.

"what" Raka and I stared at each other and then looked at Rika simultaneously.

" well you don't have to propose to megan event, you immediately eloped just as megan, without the knowledge of mami papi" he said while drinking the drink he had brought.

" you've gone mad well" said Raka half-screaming.

" and you have a better plan, you know your application until whenever the successful action "Rika looks at Raka with an annoyed face.

" I have my own plan so that mommy papi agrees. You don't have to make crazy ideas like that!" Raka saw me who was still silent .

" i don't want to, I don't want to do that" I said slowly .

"sister is crazy. Already you do not have to talk macem-macem again, "Raka emphasized his talk to Rika.