WORRIED

ASA (Seed of Love)

* sadly new author can update , difficult for his time between writing and being a housewife *

Raka looked at her phone. This morning Raka was very excited.

***To megan

equally, I was horrified you did not resign, you do not stop working at the foodcourt well, I will disturb you again really. You can work comfortably.

Raka sent her wa message to megan . In her heart it was hard to stay away from megan . I don't know why he was tortured. It's true that Raka already has a boyfriend, Nanda's cousin Alex, but somehow megan is so special in her heart. Never before has Raka had such attention on women. He always manages to get everything, in contrast to megan to approach him alone Raka can't. All the women chase after him, he can choose as he pleases to be his girlfriend. But megan, why is Raka so hard to conquer. Even he felt the heartache of staying away from her like now. For a few days Raka always asked megan to her manager to see her working on a cctv that was connected to her hape. There was a miss torturing her. He wanted to reach it but he couldn't.

***megan

yes sir, thanks for the opportunity this time. I will not stop working because my father has paid my salary upfront is unethical.

Raka took a deep breath. Why is Megan always that formal. Megan hasn't forgiven him.

***To megan

why do I have to talk so formal? we are only 2 years old. Or have you not forgiven my mistakes?

Raka wants to call megan once, but she's undone because she knows megan won't talk to her anymore.

***Megan

sorry sir I have to be polite because I am a subordinate of the father . I have forgiven my father. Sorry I haven't forgotten it.

***To megan

okay I'm not bothering you with personal business. But if there's a problem in your work, don't call me back.

***Megan

okay sir.

Raka grumbled in her heart. Raka was upset the first time she wanted to express her feelings, but to no avail. Just liking megan she can't express it. Every night on his mind is just megan. Nanda had repeatedly protested because Raka had become so cold. But Raka ignored him.

Raka wants to change, she wants to leave the women who are after her. Ignore them and focus on what he feels . Raka even first fell in love, although there are so many ex-girlfriends but she has never felt in love like megan.

#Megan's house#

I always try to avoid Raka, stay away as much as possible so I don't expect her too much. Her first kiss with Raka was the thing I hated the most. I feel played with, but on the other hand I am very happy to enjoy every soft kiss from Raka. Every night it's just that scene that always comes to my mind. I always try to pull over but I can't. I can't avoid it with my little heart. But I have to be aware of the reality, Raka is already with Nanda, and everything Raka does to me is just having fun.

"then I seem to be in love with you" my inner self

I could not feel my tears dripping, for the second time my feelings clapped one hand. And it was very painful . I've always been like this. In my little heart I want to be like everyone else to feel what monkey love and first love is. I realized my face was not beautiful. Where there are men like me who are dirty and innocent, while out there are many girls with a beautiful face, plus they do body care so that their skin glows. While me? I read myself, maybe God has not been able to give me what I expect at this time. But I am always grateful to God to be surrounded by sincere people.

This Sunday I focused on studying, all day in my room. Review some lessons that will be tested tomorrow.

"megan" Mom knocked on my bedroom door. I opened it .

" son, this is a shipment "mamah presents a small gift with a blue colored wrap with a picture of flowers . Bandaged . Iopenit.

*megan I'm sorry, good luck studying so with this little gift you can forgive me, we can be friends again.

from Raka*

A chocolate.

"cie who got the chocolate shipment" mamah nudged my hand.

"what the heck mah, how common" I was singing my thin lips. I sat in the tv room, enjoying the chocolate. The sustenance cannot be denied.

" from Raka yah" mamah teased me with her statement.

" your mother knows, mamah wants this" I cut the chocolate and gave it to mamah but mamah refused on the grounds that her teeth would hurt again.

"megan, like raka actually has a crush on you, mamah gini-gini also has experience so you can know" again mamah seduces me.

" that raka already has a boyfriend, Nanda's cousin Alex. Wherever there are men who like the same girl as a dirty megan mah" my elak.

" well, I hope you feel wrong" you left me in the tv room.

***To Crazy Fans

Thank you for the chocolate I've spent . less know !!

Sent***

A word of thanks at least I have to say. Too naive if I keep trying to get away from him. Raka is not in your way like this even more tormented my inner

***Fans Crazy

Next time I send you a lot until your teeth run out because of my chocolate.we're friends

To Crazy Fans

okay friends***.

I smiled, in this way I could bury my feelings. Peace with heart and condition. As it used to be with Rasya, why can't I befriend Raka .

scribbles of my risau

*Rain can't convey my passion.

The wind cannot express my feelings.

I can only touch my heart,

by burying it on earth I can make peace with my pain

Swallowing the love.

Harboring her, I've been shrewd.

I'm used to making friends at night.

I'm used to waking up in the morning.

I can't be selfish.I can only cry.

May God place my heart with someone he has engraved my name*.

Raka thanks for all the attention.