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DARA (Girl)

After Raka left I was showered with questions from my 3 best friends.

"Megan who is she? why is he so presumptuous." Rasya questioned me with anger, his hands clenched tightly. I was confused what was going on with him.

"He said to himself, he was my fan.we met earlier when I was going to the toilet. Come on, I just had the first x fans until I asked for no hp everything." My reply.

I still want to laugh if I remember when I gave one of my phone numbers. Will he be able to find me. I'm getting curious, my smile continues to grow considering the incident.

"Lu's crazy, Megan, smile yourself, you like that Raka." Mercon Iko's mouth began to ring again.

"What a mercon's mouth, who's smiling to himself. I was surprised to see Rasya as much as me. I also want to have fans. Especially here I'm alone who is very unlucky right." I said while holding back a laugh looking at Rasya who then became embarrassed after my words just now.

"What the hell you megan, I don't want my friend this in deketin guy not really like the Raka." His eagle.

"Oh yes earlier the committee said the prize will be transferred 2 weeks after this to my personal account yes. I was told that I had entered. BTW money to be made for what. I really don't need that money?" Rasya shifted the subject.

Duh how well I talk to them, I need the money immediately. (inner me)

"Gue whatever, I also don't need very much money." Just as Alex's voice was heard, he just stared coldly at Megan as the brave Raka approached Megan.

What a beauty Megan, already item, tomboy, short again. Huh . Is that a blind guy.

Alex grumbled in his heart.

"Gue needs that money to buy a new bass guitar. You know even though I'm rich but they don't support my hobby on this one, how do you Megan?" Iko looks at. Because I daydream in the wave of his hands right in front of my face.

"Megan." Shouted Iko as loud as he could. Disperse my reverie. I looked at him while smiling wryly.

"Lu horrified me, didn't he? from earlier that guy came to you weird deh . If you think about it, you probably need the most money, right? the first time I told you to list you." Iko snorted annoyedly at my attitude.

"Honestly, I need the money to pay for spp next week, you know what my order is." I bent my face, however among the four of us there was never a lie we were always honest. That's why we can do this.

Suddenly Iko hugged me. Rasya then Alex. Their hugs make me cramped. I patted their arms.

"What the hell are you guys." Ketusku.

"Propay well bochil, still be a strong bochil ya." Iko hugged me again.

"OK means the money this time for Iko just as Megan. How do you agree not?." Rasya glanced at us all for answers

"okay." Answer Alex.

Megan why the hell is your life so heavy. But you keep rigid, I salute you equally. (murm in the heart)

All agreed with Rasya's decision. The time is 23:35. They rushed home after Iko bought a meal. Iko moved away from the restaurant in her sports car. Alexpun left with his civic. And as usual it was Rashid who would take me home, because their dwelling was in the same direction.

On the way Rasya just fell silent, he was upset over the incident Raka had earlier. I don't know what's in her heart, maybe because I'm the only girl among us. Rasya thinks of me like his sister. Rasya was only worried that I would get hurt if a man approached to play me.

"So you why the hell did I get so sleepy." I said as I hugged Rasya because that's my habit. I feel Rasya is my sister. He who always helped and took care of me after my brother and my parents had married and left Bandung.

Rasya just fell silent. He was still upset because I dared to give no hp to a newly known man. Rasya doesn't know that I gave Raka the wrong phone.

" Rashaaaaa." I shouted towards Rasya's ears.

"Abis you diemin me trus." I'm shaking my lips.

Damn why am I angry because of such a trivial thing. Though I already have a clear Desti my boyfriend. am I jealous there is a guy deketin megan, or just my fear aja. what feeling this guy. (murm in the heart with annoyance)

"Sory Megan was not astonished, I was tired of being the focus of bringing a motorcycle. You go to sleep when I wake up." Rasya lied .

After 40 minutes of travel, I finally got to my house. Rasya. I opened my eyes. In front of the house alley. Rasya saying goodbye not forgetting my thank you for taking me home.

From the alley to the house, I felt like someone was following me. I look back.

"Mom." I shouted.

Look of anger on my face. It's because it's too late I will be lectured 1 week full with the same theme. And the night-time exit permit will be frozen for the future. Fates. Though I've permission to go home late to join this festival a week before today.

"Let's go home and talk."

I just follow behind Mom. Go with what will happen. Inner war is sure.

"You pray first, surely you forget to pray Isya, clean yourself mamah wait here." Mom sat in the guest room.

"Well tomorrow I'm tired, sleepy, tomorrow will be free from morning until night again if you want to omelin me." Mutted

"Tonight is a quick wudhu." Mama resolutely.

I cleaned my body and face, ablution and prayer. Then approached mama. I sat on the sofa next to Mama.

"Megan you're a girl. Why go home at night? and again that brings you Rasya even though you are friends but people's views will definitely be negative. Mamah never forbid anything as long as you know the limits. Mamah allowed it because mamah thought you would not come home this late. And again mamah don't like you always ignore every prayer of yours." Mama took a long breath.

I know how mommy feels. Because the neighbors always gossip I naughty girls always hang out with men. I'm tired of those rumors.

"Mah Megan attended this event because megan needed money to pay for school spp. Megan believes Megan will win and bring a prize. Megan and Megan's best friend succeed. Megan had no way out to pay for the spp arrears and other delinquents at school. While the TU teacher kept asking that. Megan doesn't want to bother mom, brother and sister."

I don't feel my tears falling. It is so hard that God gave me a trial. Suddenly mamah hugged me tightly, I knew her heart was fragile but mamah had always been patient and steadfast all this time. I can't count my grief and what lessons make you strong through it all.

"I'm sorry Megan, mommy can't make you happy." I looked into my eyes, there were tears in the corner of her eyes.

"Had it been, Megan promised Megan would hold on to what she advised, this first and last Megan would not do it if not urgent. Megan will keep the family honor. Trust Megan mah."

My tight hug made mamah shed tears. I feel more guilty, have made mamah sad and worried.

"We entered the room only yuk mah Megan tired and sleepy. Tomorrow continues the story, huh mah."

We also left the living room. I'm still confused as to how I pay my spp. The deadline is only until next Saturday, while the money from the new 2-week festival goes to Rasya's account.

What if I'm part time at the food court where my brother's syndicates work. At least to redeem my exam card so that I can take the exam quietly (inner me).

Shortly after thinking that I slept well in my sleep.

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