WORRIED

STIGMA (Inner War. Be honest with your heart )

" Jimmy you can go home, today is a holiday you have to rest" Raka said as she flicked her hand.

" thank you, I won't linger anymore. And it seems like Mr. Raka is being kind today how will I refuse" Jimmy smiled wryly.

" you want me to withdraw my words. Or want me to cut your year-end bonus" Raka laughs to see Jimmy back with his flat face.

"excuse me" said jimmy quickly. Reversed his body. Jimmy doesn't want Raka to change her mind to tell him another macem thing.

" wait jim" Raka called his name. Jimmy regrets having teased Raka. With a heavy heart Jimmy turned his body to face Raka again.

" did you call megan?" ask Raka

"yes sir" replied jimmy doubtfully.

"i raised your year-end bonus ,as long as you work properly" Raka smiled . Just this time Raka smiled sincerely.

Jimmy patted his chest in relief. It turns out that miss megan is a panacea to make Raka happy, and the fastest one to make Raka go up . Her mood changed when dealing with megan .

" daddy is so kind, I'm sorry" Jimmy walked out of the house, drove his vehicle .

Raka took the hape out of his jacket pocket. Open the message application . Face wrinkle. Raka sees that the message she sent has been read, but Megan does not reply. Raka did not give up . Trying to contact megan

***to mommy tasya

megan can you tell me how I should forget you?

you seem to have managed to throw me away in your life

- are you happy ? are you happy now?

Raka keeps sending me messages to megan .It was read by Megan . Raka was upset to the point of slamming her hape .

Raka slid her body on the sofa. Raka looked at the ceiling . I remember all my memories with Megan. When they first met. Until Raka finally fell asleep.

drrt.drrt.drrt.

***mommy tasya

Raka please don't call me anymore. I beg you this is for our good.

Raka spread her hands, writhing by opening her eyes little by little.

Her stomach was beeping for fill. Raka getting off the couch .Take her cell phone and her house key. Raka was going out for lunch.

Raka drove her vehicle away from her new home. . Raka stopped her car at a restaurant . Raka ordered some of her favorite food. While waiting for the dish Raka took out the hape from the pocket. Then reply to incoming emails. Raka doesn't realize Megan has returned her message.

Raka frowned. Good for us? are we all right? Raka believes megan is also not good with her current situation. So did Raka, never found any good at all for 3 years.

Raka called megan .Megan ignores all incoming calls from Raka.

***to mommy tasya

can we meet. I want to talk about a lot of things. After that, if you've completely forgotten me . I won't bother you anymore.

Raka sent me the message.

Megan read the message Raka sent. I don't know why the feeling that I once kept tight open again. Megan found the key to her heart. The tightness in his chest was already uncontrollable . I don't feel any tears megan's shedding. In my heart, the name Raka is still neatly engraved, never touched for 3 years. Megan closed it well, even Rizal had never been in megan's heart all this time.

Megan was trying to keep everything just because of Tasya. Although many told her to split up, Megan struggled to keep her.

***mommy tasya

understand that I do not want to be an ungodly wife.

Raka stared at the message that Megan had sent. Raka re-typed the message to megan

***to mommy tasya

don't you feel guilty for leaving me like this?

Raka holds her cell phone firmly. Raka has limited his patience. Only Alex can bring it all back to the moment. Although Raka knows about Rizal's rot but Raka does not want to reveal everything directly to Megan. Raka wants megan to realize it herself.

Megan opens a message from Raka. Megan tears up her eyes reading it. I want to be honest with her feelings. That she was tormented in her calmness all this time. He is not strong in facing such a problem. Raka who used to always praise because of the strength and independence of megan now is just a bitch. Megan had already changed, the more fragile her heart became, as cold as an iceberg. His current strong foundation was only his smile and happiness.

***mommy tasya

should I beg?continue your life well. Let the past be memories . You don't have to bring it up anymore.

Raka replies to the message I sent with emotion. But still with a calm tone but can stab megan's heart slowly.

***to mommy tasya

have you forgotten what I said? I could never go on without you. How can your mouth say that. If I could I'd have done it a long time ago. I am a man who will never break my promise.

Megan was stunned for a long time. Megan can't convince Raka.

***mommy tasya

follow your mother's will, it's the best. Open your heart. Make peace with destiny.

***to mommy tasya.

I could have made peace with destiny. I will not be married forever. Can you make peace with your heart? sorry but I can't do that.

Raka did not want to miss her chance to solve her problem . Unlike megan she wants to end her inner war immediately. Megan can't be honest with her own heart. Even Raka was right, megan could never make peace with her heart. Megan was just trying to accept her fate.

*** mommy tasya

then what do you want?

Megan doesn't seem to have to persuade Raka, given how stubborn Raka is .

***to mommy tasya

meet me. Finish everything megan. I would never bother you again if I knew you had forgotten me.

Raka smiled this time Megan had given up. Raka always managed to persuade megan .Megan would easily say yes with all of Raka's words. Because Megan already knows how Raka is.

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