WORRIED

LOVE (GOD IS FAIR)

The end of school exam is over today is the last day of my school exam. Relief feeling. All students and students welcomed with joy. Today is my last day off work after this next 3 weeks I will not be off .

Since that day, my relationship with Raka has improved. We sent whatsapp message . We can be friends . And I've forgotten the seatbelt tragedy that night.

"megan, tonight we're going to your house. Rasya I managed to persuade" sound alex behind the phone .

" well, I don't want him to misunderstand me" I replied briefly

" lex thanks yeah" I said again.

" don't mind, you know me ,Rasya my friend" as usual alex answered casually.

" i used to have classes. assalamualaikum"

" waalaikumsalam" I replied. Tumben can call greetings. He usually knows the least manners. To the point

After Alex hung up, my phone rang again.

Crazy fans calling

"assalamualaikum" I said hello

"greetings waalaikum, megan this afternoon you have no event" a soft voice Raka heard at the end there. Hearing his voice, my heart thumped. I'm trying to hold him.

"there's no why?" ask me curious

" i want to buy you a chicken noodle, on the road naripan there are delicious chicken noodles "I'm surprised from where Raka knows I really like chicken noodles. If you remember, he gave me chocolate.

" i'm free anyway, but I don't want to ah" I replied ketus

"loh why?to celebrate the end of your exams. Or are you still traumatized by what happened that night ?" tanyakanya.

"no, I just don't want anyone to misunderstand me." I replied twitching

"you mean?" Raka doesn't understand what I'm saying.

"well, I'm afraid your boyfriend misunderstood you" I replied.

"oh Nanda, no. We asked him how he happened to have come home from work" Raka persuaded me. And succeed

"okay I want it to be sindi" I agreed to his invitation quickly.

" i picked up Sindi and picked you up at home" he suggested.

"sip" then we ended our conversation.

I rushed home, at home I was confused to choose clothes. I don't know why every time I meet Raka I'm wrong. I couldn't dress up like any other girl, and I ended up always picking my clothes. My hair was let loose.

On the way Raka and Sindi started the chat.

" mr. Raka, did megan know" Sindi asked starting the conversation

"how is your relationship with Nanda?" sindi knows everything. Ever since Raka expressed her feelings for megan to Sindi, Sindi has been the place to tell stories . Even Sindi told megan all about Raka.

" my relationship is tenuous, I've ignored it, this week I ignore it. "looked at the look of his confused face. Raka's gaze was empty

" you haven't decided on Raka yet?" sindi trus asked again.

" i'm not going to end it, Nanda is going after me and let him end it. Maybe he'll tire himself out with my nature" Raka was like a coward but in his heart he didn't want to hurt Nanda. Let time find its own way.

"what about megan?" Sindi stared deeply at Raka hoping for an answer that would calm her down.

" megan and I are friends let it be like this first, I can't let it stay away from me anymore. Wait until Nanda ends everything" In Raka's eyes looks solemn.

"don't you dare to play my cousin Raka, I won't allow that" Sindi threatenedly stared at Raka.

" you calm down, I won't hurt him. I will only accept that he who hurts me "the earnestness of Raka makes the sindi a little calm.

" i know how Megan, even I understand her heart. He was always insecure, when someone approached him he tried to ignore him, I knew he didn't want to get hurt anymore" Sindi looked out the car window.

Sindi and Raka arrive in the alley of Megan's house, they walk to megan's house . Megan was playing guitar on the porch of her house. There was a sad melodic sound in every note of his guitar. Raka looked at the figure of the girl he had admired since the first time he saw her. A girl he thinks is different. The girl who managed to hypnotize his world.

"megaan "sindi ran towards me hugging me who was unaware of her arrival. My eyes were fixed on the man behind Sindi.

"go in first" asked me.

" don't we just pull yuk, I happen to have laper "sindi pulled my hand.

" Wait for me to say goodbye first" I left Sindi and Raka on the terrace. We hurried away because the day had started late in the afternoon and the streets were definitely jammed

I sat in the back seat of the car with Sindi. Silent car atmosphere. Sometimes Raka looks at me in her spy, but I try to pretend I don't know. The distance from my house to Naripan is not far. Only 10 minutes by chance the streets are not crowded.

We entered the noodle shop, the atmosphere was very crowded, the store was visited by many visitors. Raka tailed behind me and sindi, we finally found a seat next to the corner . A table with 4 seats. Me and Sindi sat next to each other, while Raka sat in front of us. I was so uncomfortable with Raka's look at me. The look in his eyes was sharp, and I couldn't decipher it. Suddenly a waiter gave me a menu. We read the menu list. And how shocked I was to see the price of chicken noodles on that menu list.1 serving of chicken noodles in bandrol 75rb. I usually eat chicken noodles in the cart for 10k. It's 75k. Can 7x fold from my chicken noodles.

" i order sweet yamin noodles with crockery do not use vegetables. Drink orange juice. What did you guys order?" raka looked at me who was astonished to see the pricelist menu in this noodle shop.I hurriedly changed my shocked face. Care very important full stomach can eat well I thought.

" i ordered noodle soup with dumplings and fried meatballs, drank avocado juice" he said pointing to one by one the food he ordered. I am still confused as to what message.

" i ordered this sister, sweet yamin noodles plus meatballs and fried dumplings, drink orange juice" . I handed her the menu list.

"please wait, we'll make it soon" the waiter left us.

" eh megan, I went to the toilet first yah" Sindi moved out of her chair . I'm getting less and less because I have to be alone with Raka even though in this crowded place, I'm still nervous.

Raka just kept looking at me without saying anything, and I kept avoiding her gaze that seemed to want to eat me. I messed up my gaping hole to break up my nervousness.

" how was your exam?" raka broke the silence by starting the conversation.

" fluent even because it's too easy for me" I tried to melt the atmosphere. I didn't call him by calling him you anymore because Raka called me by your word. So I tried to speak politely like him. Different from my three best friends whose language you-gue.