The Light of ANAS

How Teganya Teganya......

Today was so bright and the sun was as if leveling its rays to the hemisphere that was in a position during the day, but there were different, but there were different, this time the weather was inversely proportional to the feeling of Naz who was cloudy filled with black clouds until the rain of tears was unstoppable again after feeling the lightning flash in a hole that seemed to strike him so fiercely.

Naz who was still syock with what he saw and heard continued to run with tears that kept pouring down his cheeks, a tightness in the chest continued to rage within him, he ran down the deserted streets. When he arrived in front of the highway Naz circulated his gaze to stop a taxi, and after waiting for a while while continuing to wipe his tears, there was finally a taxi passing by and Naz stopped him, he got into the taxi and told me his destination address.

Naz pulled the phone out of his bag and he called someone, “Hallo Ra, hiks, lo at home no?,, I want to go there now,, hiks hiks...”, you at home do not?, I want to go there now, I want to go to it now, Naz spoke as he pleased.

“Naz ,, why? How come you cry,,, ?”, asked Kiara who sounded panicked.

“Later I tell you at home lo, Ra,,, hiks...”.

“Yes yes,, I am again on the way home,,, we meet at my house yes,,, ”, Kiara said.

Along the way Naz continued to cry and after a while the taxi that Naz boarded arrived in front of the gate of Kiara's house and along with a new car arrived there. Naz immediately opened the door and got out of the taxi and closed the door again and it turns out Kiara also just got out of the car that stopped behind the taxi, Naz immediately ran to hug Kiara.

“Kiara,,, huwaaaaaa,,,, huaaaaa”, Naz menanish with his firmness as if to vent his sorrow.

“Naz, lo why,,, let's go inside”, said Kiara panicked.

“Wait,,,,”, the taxi driver who looks young was out of his car suddenly shouted and approached Naz who was crying in the arms of Kiara,”I apologize in advance mbak,,,,, ”.

“Oh, so you've made my best friend cry kejer kayak gini? Brave lo”, Kiara immediately hustled at the taxi driver, then Kiara released Naz's embrace.

“Bu no,,, not me Mba,, uh I mean,,,, I just... “,,,, bugh,,,, not finished the taxi driver said Kiara immediately gave him a bogeman and the taxi driver immediately fell down.

“Heh,, how dare you macem-macem with my friend,, I report to you the same taxi company lo, even report to the police,, “,Kiara Emotions.

“Kiara,,, what is this,,??”, asked the man who drove Kiara home.

“Udah is in, this is my business, anyone who dares to disturb my best friend he is dealing with ku”, Kiara said .

“Ra,, you why even non-jok the taxi driver,,,, ? I have not finished crying..”, Naz said in his tears.

“Lo cried because the taxi driver was macem-mecem the same, right?? “, ask Kiara sotoy.

“Not,, I'm not crying because of him,,, hiks,, “, Naz said.

“Terus why did he say sorry for Lo ,?", asked Kiara wonder .

“Where I know,,, hiks hiks”.

“Mbak, I was sorry for wanting to collect unpaid taxi fares from the crying Mbak, I also do not know why Mbak was crying, either, because before boarding my taxi he was already crying and all the way also kept crying, so it is not my fault..... “, the taxi driver explained while grimacing in pain.

“Yeah,, why don't you say from earlier,,," Kiara told the taxi driver, "you again Naz make shame to take a taxi do not pay the fare”, Kiara grumbled annoyed at Naz.

“Sorry Mas,, I forgot, so sad I thought I was escorted by my personal driver,, it turns out I took a taxi yaa,,, hiks hiks,, “, I took a taxi, said Naz who was still crying, then he took the wallet from his bag and took five pieces of money a hundred thousand,”This Mas the fare,,,, hiksh”, Naz thrust the money at his taxi driver.

“But Mbak,, this is mostly,, only 42 thousand kok fare”, said the taxi driver.

“What do you think is a payment because you can bear to hear my cries during the trip,, hyks,,, all for treatment due to bogeman Kiara”, said Naz

“Te thank you Ma'am,,, “, he said.

“Ra,, let's go in ,,, I still want to continue my crying show,,,,, huwaaaa,,,,,”, Naz who kept crying invited Kiara in as if Kiara was the guest and Naz the owner of the house.

Kiara shook her head, “ It turns out lo if again sad can be lost sense also yes,, let's go in”, Kiara leads Naz and invites him into her house,”Pak, I first enter ya”, I will enter, Kiara said goodbye to the man she was with.

Kiara brought Naz into her room and as usual Naz was crying into her room immediately on her stomach on the bed by burying her face on a pillow.

Hwaaaaaaaa,,,, hwaaaaaaaa,,,,, Naz continues to cry as loud as possible. Kiara left him for a while to bring Naz water to drink and snacks. When she returned, Naz was still crying, and Kiara came up to him and sat on the bed beside Naz who was still busy crying.

“Naz,, you really why the hell, how can you cry like gini…?? Who made you like gini?”, asked Kiara.

“Sick Ra my heart,,, sakiiiitt,,,, hwaaaaaaaaaaaa,,, “.

“Yes, but why?? Udah dong crynya,, I bosen really see lo cry,, “,Kiara grumbled.

“Kak Arfin, Ra,,, it turns out he had an ex-girlfriend when his high school was hwaaaaaa”, said Naz.

“Yeah,,, I think why,, yes natural times, he's 26 years old and his life is 9 years earlier than lo, yes natural if he has an ex,,,,, he's,,, noh the Ruby had a lot of exes,, after all yes Naz whose name is the former is the past, the important thing is that the present of Kak Arfin is the same lo,,,,, the,,, and he is also very dear lo,, have not had to nangisin former Kak Arfin, it is not clear really know not the lo”, Kiara ngomel.

“Huaaaaa,, this is not as simple as you think Ra...”.

“Yes yes,, I know if I have no experience with dating or ex-whatever, but seeing the experience of Ruby, I can know a little from there Naz,,, where did you get the info about former sister Arfin..?” ask Kiara.

“At first I knew from the Embe, I kept knowing from Brother Nadine, plus there was a photo evidence of their togetherness", Naz began to explain.

“Hah,, the Embe,,,? he knows where to try, know Kak Arfin aja not, if Kak Nadine it's you know himself he has a heavy crush on Kak Arfin, Kak Arfin, so you do not need to believe all the talk, there are anyway he even happy if you make a fuss with Kak Arfin, especially if you guys break up, then he is happy, beuh can hawakan 7 days 7 nights her,,,,”, Kiara ngoceh.

“When I met Embe about the match, he asked me to have a girlfriend what not, he kept asking me to look at my guy's photo,,,, he said,, ehh pas seenin the Embe know Kak Arfin even he knows his name is Anas who likes to race, and he said he likes to watch Kak Arfin participate in motorcycle races. The Embe also said that he often saw Arfin's sister talking to his ex because the place where he lived was in the house of his grandmother Embe,,, and what he said was the same Embe as what Nadine said I was Ra, huhuhuhuhu”, Naz explained his case while sobbing.

“Hah,, his grandmother's house the Embe who deket SD we first ??”.

“Iya Ra,, and it turns out his ex-girlfriend Kak Arfin was his name Humaira his nephew Bude Hafsah,,, huhuhuhu”, said Naz.

“What,,,, ?? bude Hafsah's niece, the caretaker of our first SD decket orphanage?”, asked Kiara who was surprised.

“Iya Ra,,, and now Maira's sister is coming back here again with her mother and son because Bude Hafsah is sick, want to take care she said”.

“Wait-wait ,, why am I confused yes,, how do you know if Bude's nephew is Kak Arfin's ex?,, you stop first dong nangisnya, a true story deh ,,,,, you know ,,,puyeng know I do not hear it too, my brain is difficult to digest thish”, Kiara immediately protested while adamant because annoyed.

Naz then began to pause and he continued the story even while still having a bit of fun, “Kan a week ago I played in the orphanage, there I saw a little boy who I thought was a stranger playing with other orphanage children, and it turns out that his son Kak Maira his nephew Bude who came from Jogja because he heard Bude sick until hospitalized, Maira's sister could not see. Well a few days after that I was horrified by the story about former sister Arfin who turned out to be the orphanage child from the Embe, I had wanted to find out who her ex was Kak Arfin so I played to the orphanage, naz's speech stopped because he wiped his snot with a tissue.

“So when I went there I even chatted with Brother Maira and her son crying because the doll was damaged, I finally took them to the mall, I took them to the mall, because I feel sorry for his son who apparently does not know who his father is and never played out. Well when I was in the mall I accidentally met Kak Nadine, and she felt surprised I could be familiar with her ex Kak Arfin who turned out to be her man Kak Maira. I was really surprised at that time Ra, I got the old diem in toilet”.

“Yaudah Naz, he was just his ex Kak Arfin and just a part of his past, so do not think again, later even damage the harmony of your relationship with Kak Arfin deh”, Kiara.

“The problem is Ra,, on Friday when I just found out, Brother Arfin picked me up to the orphanage, and when in the car I again put a seat belt he saw Brother Maira in front of the door of the home, and he kept looking at him until I said no to him, no, no taste of Ra”.

“What,,,?? Brother Arfin has met his ex?”, Kiara again surprised.

“And at that time he just came home from Singapore accidentally picked me up to the orphanage, but right on the road he did not say anything, like dreamy so, like, even he did not want to stop by for reasons tired of wanting to rest,,, at that time my feelings were not good Ra,, and you know,,, I just found out that Kak Arfin did not go home immediately but he instead returned to the orphanage to meet Kak Maira ,,, huwaaaaaaaaaa, my heart sakiit Ra sakiuitt.. ”, I, naz said back in tears remembering Arfin's lies.

Kiara was silent after hearing Naz's explanation, “Naz, I don't know what to say,,, but I still can't believe that Kak Arfin can lie to you to meet his ex,, all this time I see from his actions Kak Arfin is very fond of lo Naz”.

“Gue also initially did not believe Ra,, since he nganter I was last met, he never found me just by phone, and today he promised me I want to walk, I want to walk, but at dawn he called me and broke his promise on the grounds of wanting to nganter his Mami to Depok visit his sick sodara, but this afternoon I went to the parlour,,, I saw him there again playing with his son Maira, and Kak Mina said since that Friday afternoon Arfin's sister came to the parlour every day,, the hysterical hyx,,,,,, that's,,,, lo shadowin Ra, she doesn't have time to see me, but she comes every day to the orphanage to meet her ex Ra,,,, the more hurt I am Ra,,, huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu”.

“There is one more thing that makes my heart break as broken as his destroyed Ra, earlier his son Kak Maira played with Kak Arfin and the boy called him Papa,,, hwuaaaaaaaaa”.

“What,,,,? So you mean Arfin's father's son??”, Kiara was surprised the umpteenth time.

“It looks like Ra,,, when I heard the story he said that the guy was studying abroad and after the guy came home after graduation, Sister Maira said she left her boy because she could not see again, and if calculated means that she was just pregnant with her child. And you know Kak Arfin said he had time to go home during Lebaran and after his graduation S1,, “.

“Naz,, Brother Arfin is diligent in worship,, there is no way he is that depraved to ngehamilin people's children,, has he liked the same kind of lo?” ask Kiara curiously.

“No,,, he was never the same kind of me Ra,,, he was really looking after me,,,,”, replied Naz.

“Terus why can you be sure if the child is his son Kak Arfin,,, ? can the child just call Kak Arfin as Papa because he never knows who his father is, so he needs a father figure,, “ucap Kiara positive thinking, “Naz, so he needs a father figure, , sometimes what we see and we hear does not correspond to the actual reality, if I think it is better to talk to this directly with Kak Arfin, because what I held from earlier you know all that from other people not directly from the two men,, have you asked Kak Maira about this truth?”.

Naz shook his head, “But said Mother, Arfin was once a wayward child and liked to hang out with thugs, it could have been him caliph...”, said Naz digress.

“Gosh Naz,, you do not think negatively that will later cause prejudice in your mind, so far you know and feel for yourself how good Kak Arfin is the same lo,,, do not just because of the incitement of people or gossip that is not necessarily the truth makes you misjudge your own man and think badly about him,,, if you keep believing your relationship can be direct the end know gak“, Kiara again advised.

“Terus I musti how is Ra…?? I'm really confused, on the one hand I love Arfin and I don't want to lose him,,,, on the other hand,,, but on the other hand if it is true that Syanala is his son Kak Arfin and Kak Maira, they need Kak Arfin much more than I Ra,, huhuhuhu”.

“Kalo according to my advice, you better talkin all this directly with Kak Arfin let all of it be clear,, ah ah don't cry anymore, bosen I see lo nangis mulu if dateng here,,,, “, Kiara gave a suggestion and then mocked Naz, “Eh I swear yes I ngenes the same as Embe, just met again kok even so biang kerok gini, ntar I pites tuh anak”, ntar, kiara was upset.

“Still yes Ra,,, lo emang my most friend T.O.P B.G.T,,,”, said Naz lalau hug his best friend, “Eh, wait ,,, how come I just realized earlier lo abis the same road Mr. Emir ya?”, asked Naz when releasing his embrace and Kiara immediately wave.

“It was,,, emm,, earlier I, emmm,,,”, Kiara confused what to say.

“My time is Ra, so you are really dating the Emir?”.

“Eng no Naz,, I just deket just the same him, no more”, replied Kiara nervously.

“Halah,, deket later on you guys are like I used to be with Brother Arfin, hahahhaa”, Naz laugh in the middle of his hustle.

“Do not make a mistake...”.

After venting out with his best friend, Naz was calm and he planned to run the advice of his best friend to talk directly to Arfin, but for now he prefers to go home to calm down and not call Arfin first.

During these three days Naz and Arfin only communicated through chat, because when Arfin wanted to call him or video call Naz always reasoned to do the task when he still felt not ready to talk to Arfin.

On Thursday, Arfin, who missed her boyfriend so much, couldn't hold her back and invited Naz to school to take her out to lunch. Naz could not avoid it anymore and he accepted Arfin's invitation, thinking maybe it was time he asked Arfin directly.

They were sitting in a cafe and waiting for their food order.

“Darling,, I miss you so much, finally we can meet also”, said Arfin holding Naz's hand.

“I too,, “, replied Naz smiling.

“Sorry yes during the week I was busy, and actually I invited you here to talk about something with you”.

“Oh yes?? I also want to talk about something with Aa,,”, Naz said.

“What's the matter ?”, asked Arfin.

“Emmm,, actually I want to ask you about........”, not yet finished Naz spoke Arfin phone ringing indicating there was a phone call.

Arfin took the phone out of his pants pocket and he looked surprised when he saw the screen of his phone, “Before a while dear,, I picked up the phone first”, Arfin then stood up and walked a bit away from their table.

Naz notices Arfin who is talking to someone and looks serious, then Arfin approaches Naz again after turning off his phone connection, “Honey,, I'm really sorry,, I'm really sorry,, I have to leave immediately there is important business,, “, he said.

“But the food,,,? we have ordered”, Naz protest.

“Sorry baby you eat alone yes, I really have to go,, later I call Mr. Udin to pick you up here yes. I'm really sorry dear,,, I'm really sorry,, I go first,, this is to pay for the meal”, Arfin keeps a few hundred thousand bills on the table and he rushes away.

Naz only paused for a moment as if lamenting the departure of Arfin who left him alone in the cafe, “What matters is what made him leave me here,,, he never did this before,,, what else is this?”, Naz asked in his heart.

Suddenly the waiter came to bring food that had been ordered by Naz and Arfin, finally Naz asked for his food to be wrapped, he thought it better to take home than to waste it, because his appetite was gone.

Naz came home by taxi, because if you wait for Mr. Udin must be long. Arriving at the house Naz gave the package of food to Ma'am Iyem while he went straight to his room. Naz took a bath and changed into a house outfit, he sat back in his bed reading his favorite comic.

Somehow he remembered Bude Hafsah who had not met him before when he returned from the hospital, then he called Bude Hafsah.

“Hallo assalamu’alaikum, Bude”.

“Wa’alaikumsalam Naz,, “, Bude replied.

“Bude, sorry I haven't had time to visit again after Bude came home from hospital”, Naz said.

“What is Naz, thank you very much yes, you and your Papa have helped Bude a lot, may Allah repay your kindness”.

“Amiin yarobal’alamin,, now how is Bude's health condition?”.

“Alhamdulillah has improved,, now even Nala who is sick”, Bude reported.

" What pain does Bude have?", asked Naz.

“Nala had a high fever since last night, and strangely she kept delirious to meet Arfin”, Bude replied.

“Hah,, want to meet Brother Arfin?”, asked Naz astonished.

“Yes, your girlfriend Arfin has been here for a few days, Mina said, and she often accompanies Nala to play, maybe that's why Nala feels close to her, and strangely it was after Arfin came the heat began to subside, now Arfin is still here because Nala does not want to escape from her sling, until eating and taking medicine just want to be the same Arfin”.

Naz was very surprised to hear Bude's explanation, “Oh so yes Bude,, oh yes Bude already yes I want to pray ashar first,, yes Bude should always take care of health not too tired,,,, I want to pray ashar first,,, assalamu’alaikum Bude”.

“Iya Naz , wa’aalikumsalam”.

After hanging up his phone, Naz fell on his stomach and buried his face in his pillow, crying.

" Hwaaaaaaaa... hwaaaaaaa... You know me for Nala's sake.

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