The Light of ANAS

I'm the ANAS, my Cahayaku

At the end of this weather seemed to describe the feeling of Rheanazwa the beautiful girl who looked beautiful, when she was happy and flowers the weather was bright bright, bright, while when he felt sad the blue sky turned dark because it was filled with gray black clouds the rain bearer. So much sadness did he get from some of the people closest to him, from Arfin, from Raline, from Raline, also from Bu Rahmi who he has considered as his own mother because since the baby Naz was taken care of by him. The sky that has since appeared dark finally lowers rainwater soaks the surface of the earth as if representing the two beautiful beads Naz who was tired of removing the water matta which is now drying due to pain in the heart deepest. The girl seemed to be sound asleep even though it was so noisy outside with the sound of heavy rain.

“Her rain is very heavy yes Ar, fortunately Naz was back from lake”, said Bude who had just returned from the kitchen with a tray containing two cups of tea and a plate of sweet potatoes and boiled cassava that was still hot and seemed to have just been lifted from steaming. “ Please drink Ar,,, this also there is sweet potato equal cassava boiled, yesterday the neighbors who finished coming home the village love by- by a sack of cassava and yam”. Bude said.

“Wah, very fitting Bude, rain-rain gini eat the anget-anget”, Arfin sipped his tea slowly and then ate boiled cassava.

“Iya,, cassava is so soft he said cassava galengan rice fields, hehehe”. Say Bude and enjoy boiled cassava with Arfin. They also talked until it did not feel the rain had subsided.

“Bude, I say yes, the rain has subsided and I have sent a message to Dandy to send Mr. Shamsudin to pick Naz up here,,, thank you so much boiled cassava and its tea, very delicious.. mari bude Assalamu’alaikum”, Arfin say goodbye and greet Bude.

“Wa’alaikumsalam,, heart-heart on the road yes,,,”,ucap Bude .

Arfin went straight home and shortly after Mr. Udin came to pick Naz up, lucky that Naz had woken up from his sleep and was seen eating boiled cassava in the living room.

“Naz, your invitation has come tuh”, said Bude.

“Kok Pak Udin can until I know I am here ya” ask his astonishment.

“Assalamu’alaikum,, Non is ready? Earlier, Dandy called asking me to pick up Non here”, said Mr. Udin.

“Wa’alaikumsalam,, ohh, Ka Dandy who told Mr Udin if I was here, continued Kak Dandy know where?”, said Naz who was still feeling confused.

“Here home, it will rain again”, Bude said with a smile.

“Bude ngusir I nih story... it's been four in the afternoon it turns out, I was hitchhiking prayer ashar first yes,,”, I'm, naz said and rushed to the bathroom to get some water and prayed in Bude's room, after Naz's prayers realized something.

“Feelings earlier abis salat dzuhur I overslept in the guest chair, ko can sleep here huh in Bude's room,,,?? Do I digress, yes, there is no way Bude who carried me here”, said Naz dialog himself while folding mukena. “Ah already, I better go home before Mother Queen wrath because I disappeared from binge”, he continued to dialogue alone, then Naz came out of Bude's room and say goodbye.

And sure enough, upon arrival at the house of the Mother immediately brought Naz into his room and then nyerocos upset at Naz who suddenly disappeared from the party, “You tea anywhere, and,, disappearing without news makes everyone anxious and panicked nyariin you, fortunately Arfin was ngabarin to Dandy if you had tea again in the parlour,, Mother was afraid that you lost tea again like before, plus we were at the house of Sherly and there was Raline also there, Mother tea does not want if they wicked you again or”, or, said Mother upset.

“Hehe, sorry Mother, I was tired of no friends there, all mothers are like gaffers, so I came out fresh air, so,, eh suddenly wanted to go to lake”, Naz replied with a crybaby.

“But Sherly same Raline does not know you anymore right?”, asked Mommy...

“Mothers forget yes, they have signed a letter of agreement will not bother me anymore,, anyway Brother Sherly continued with his Mama, not nyamperin me at all, and, except when welcoming our arrival, he said, explaining, ”Mother I am hungry, have not eaten since at the party was“, he said as he held his stomach.

“Yasudah let us down,, there are still many people below as well, uhh but you tea shower dul course gih keep changing clothes, already the smell of asem that mu” body, you, Mother was successfully diverted and Naz carried out the decree of the Mother, after completion then he went down to the bottom floor which turned out there was Mimih, Father, Aunt Ina, and, Mother who was watching Aliya sing while dancing with her funny behavior.

“Wahh,, it turns out Aliya pinter sings and dances huh?”, said Naz who participated in sitting on the tapestry.

“Iya dong, who used to be her mama”, said aunt Ina proud of herself.

“Dek, eat first, earlier he said he had not eaten since lunch, later your stomach pain relapse”, decreed the Mother..

“OK deh,,”, Naz who just sat back up and rushed to go to the dining room, it turns out there is Dandy who just sat down to eat. “Kak Dandy just ate too,,?”, said Naz approached the dining table then took a plate and filled it with rice and side dishes.

“Iya, just ate a little at Arini's house, already let's eat, later we chat”, Dandy answered while chewing his food and they both ate without speaking until the food ran out. “You even went home first anyway, so did not have time to take photos with family, why the hell?, Raline also came home first with Aunt Rahmi,, you had a fight with Raline?”, so you also said, ask Dandy who just finished his drink.

“Hadeuhh this mah representative diplomatic Mother who is ready to interrogate ku”, murmured in her heart, “Not anything, really,, just there mom-mom same father and I do not know, so tired of the wind out”.

“It was good that Arfin Ngabarin if you are again in the home, if not, Mommy already wants to report to the police, where your phone is no longer active”, etc,.

“Kok Kak Arfin can be at Panti?”, ask his astonishment.

“Say he again ngunjungin Bude it turns out you again boci in there”, Fine was the answer.

“Oh, pantesan he knows, but when I wake up the person is no”, he said he can gung again.

“Yee.. why is he waiting for you to leak, no work apa”, Dandy sewot.

“What do-don't he who carried me to the room huh??”, Naz again muttered in his heart.

“Dek, that's why near your cheekbone is like a bruise gitu”, Tanya Dandy who noticed Naz's cheek sitting next to her.

“Emm,,, it's okay Brother,, this emm just fell during sleep”, Naz replied nervously, “Aduh,, this is Kak Dandy's eyes are very observant sih”, Naz replied, Naz grumbled in his heart.

“Don't lie,, who are you fighting? Who hit you? " Dandy kept asking

“Hahaha, where there is Kak, who hit me in a dream so I fell out of bed Bude”, Naz tried to ngeles.

“The same fallen wound was different Naz, you forgot this brother was a doctor?, now tell the same brother who hit you?? Or would you like to call Mother to ask?”.

“But Big Brother promised not to tell anyone including Daddy the same Bunda”, said Naz who can not dodge anymore.

“So who hit you?”, Dandy is still curious.

“Promise first”, said Naz thrust his pinky net to tie a promise.

“Yes Brother Promise, now answer who hit you?.

“Tante Rahmi..”, Naz replied while looking down.

“What…?? But why?”, Dandy felt so surprised to hear that.

“I was fighting a fight with Raline and she pitted me against Aunt Rahmi, and she got mad until she slapped me, “, he said, looking down with a sad face while Dandy did not say anything more, then Naz raised his gaze “Secret not to tell anyone,,, beware if you say the same Dad and Bunda”.

“Yes, Brother take the ointment first to treat the bruise”, said Dandy with a sad face look at his sister and then move to his room, after a few minutes he came back carrying the ointment and applied it to Naz's bruised face.

“But yes, sister, “, he said while covering his cheeks with hair and then moving back to the middle room to join nimbrung again.

The next morning, Naz was asked to deliver Aunt Ina to the airport with Aliya to return to Surabaya, while waiting for the arrival of Pak Udin, who came even Nervan and he forced to deliver them, although it was rejected by Naz , he continued to force his name as well as Nervan the maker, he continued, finally, Naz agreed because he was lazy to argue with the man who likes to talk bad.

After returning from Nervan Airport to take Naz to go somewhere, but Naz refused with the threat of jumping from his car if still forced, finally Nervan relented and drove Naz home.

“Yahh, red light,,,”, said Nervan then lowered his car door glass, “hei beautiful why the hell you jutek so much with Brother?”.

“Not ah usual aja”, Naz ngeles.

“It's like that, um not the name?", Evan even teased Naz.

“Abisnya Bang Evan tuh maksa, nyebelin”, he said sulking.

“Ahh, say you are angry with Brother because of Brother Raline yesterday ya”.

“Hahahhaha”, Naz laughed crisply, “Don't nag deh , who's jealous, who's there's Raline who's jealous of me, she's a heavy crush on you,,,,”, you know, naz said in his laughter.

“But Brother would like you to be beautiful”.

“Udah diem ah do not have to laugh”, said Nervan annoyed then he drove his car because the lights have turned green.

After traveling for a while they arrived, Naz opened the gate and Nervan entered his car, then after parked Nervan out of his car.

“Heh pretty go where wait dong“, Nervan not digubris and Naz directly into his house just like that .”Uh, that's his bag missing “, said Nervan who saw Naz's bag in the seat of Naz's former seat, and he took it.

Just now Nervan shut the door of his car. Bughh, someone hit him until he fell down.

“What-what is this, what does it mean to suddenly hit,, what is my fault?”, Nervan asked as he held his sore cheek.

“Do not make Naz as a toy lo like other women”, he said full of assertiveness.

“I don't intend to play him, I've approached him when you just got home from America”

Bugh ... Arfin again hit Nervan until it fell back.

“Bang Evan”, said Naz shocked who just came out of the door of his house,

Hearing that Arfin instantly pulled Nervan's collar and gave him a look of anger.

“Let him go, Brother Arfin nothing sih”, Naz pushing Arfin's body.

“Why Naz, do you like him, is it because of him that you rejected me , huh?”.Arfin asked still with a look of anger.

“So when you were close to me,, you were also close to him Naz?”, Arfin again asked with his angry gaze, while Naz just kept silent, “So right Raline said,, ?? how can you be close to two men at once Naz,, hehhh, I did not expect you like that”, he said smiling cynically and then moving away.

Naz just silently stared at Arfin's last words and then he drooped to the floor, “Why do I have to hear that sentence from your mouth kak”, kak, she sank in her heart and without feeling any tears fell down her cheeks.

Nervan approaches Naz, “Naz,, what is your relationship with Arfin,,, ? are you the woman he loves???.. do you love him Naz” too, Nervan said in a serious tone.”Naz,, replied Brother, Naz !”. Nervan asked for an answer in a firm tone.

“Not an affair Bang Evan”, naz wiped his tears and ran out of the gate and continued to walk towards the end of the complex looking for an ojek and he got it and asked the ojek to take him somewhere.

Nervan just silently stared because he was surprised by what he knew today, “Van, why do you bonyok face?”, asked Dandy who appeared from the gate,

“Nothing Dan... This is Naz's bag was left behind in the car, I want to go home first”. Nervan said with a face that looked confused.

“Let you go in first, let me medicine you face lo it”.ucap Dandy offers.

“No need Dan, I went straight home aja ya”, said Nervan opened the car door and went straight in, then he immediately rushed home, then he immediately rushed home, dandy went into his house feeling astonished and wondering in his heart.

After a while, the bell rang ting nong…. Mbak Iyem directly open the door, “Eh, Neng Ruby the same Neng Kiara please enter”.

“Thanks Ma'am,, ayok Ra, Kak we enter”, Ruby was entered followed by Kiara and Arfin.

“Hai bride-to-be, what else?”, Ruby greeted Dandy who was sitting in the guest chair while looking at the album.

“This again find childhood photos for prewed photos later, let's sit here, kok lo with them anyway Ar?”.tanyanya wonder.

“So we met on Kak street, wahh, it's an album has Naz yes, we see yuu...there are many photos of our childhoods”, we have, Ruby invites Kiara to sit next to each other and look at the photos on the album while Arfin sits in a chair close to Dandy.

“That's what file Dan?”, Arfin asked.

“Oh photocopying family card make requirements , marriage list”, Dandy replied.

“Cepet really want to register again,,,”, said Arfin then took the paper and read it, Arfin seemed surprised by the name on the bottom list of family members, "Rheanazwa Eleanoor Harfi”, he murmured inwardly.

“Eh Brother Arfin look, guess who this is?”, asked Ruby while showing a photo of someone.

“Whose photo is it?”, Arfin watched the photo closely.

“This photo Naz when still SD,, do not know yaa,, he was very fat, now just slim”, said Ruby.

“Oh yes, by the way Naz where Kak,, we are here to see him”, said Kiara.

“Don't know, from this morning out nganterin Aunt Ina to the airport has not been seen again”, dandy answered and Kiara pulled out her phone trying to contact Naz and heard a ringing phone in the bag lying on the chair, then Ruby took the bag and opened it,

“Yeah,,, bag and phone are here”, he said pulling the phone from the bag, plukk “Opss,, Naz's sacred toys fall”, said Ruby.

“This has who Ruby” is, said Arfin who took the toy.

“That,,,?? It was a smile of Naz”'s sacred toy, replied Ruby with his leisure.”Well, if Naz is not there we go home aja aja yuk Ra”, take him.

“I go home first ya”, said Arfin got up from his seat and he rushed out.

" Ehh, who took me home, who said goodbye to him? ", said Ruby wonder.

While in other places there is a girl sitting on an iron bench by the lake hugging her legs and bowing her head while crying,”Huhuhu,, hiks.

“Dek, why are you,,? Kok crying alone here”, someone asked Naz but did not digubrisnya and still solemn crying, he said, then the man sat on the same bench right next to Naz who was crying facing the side, so that it was as if they were sitting opposite.

“Dek, you why,, should be this hour you are still in school right?”, the person asked again, but Naz still did not pester him.

“Dek, later if Adek stop crying Brother will give you something, let's see”, let's see, the man lay down his hands and hid something in them and Naz stopped his crying for a moment and raised his head which had been lowered, how surprised he was to see the person sitting in front of him, but that person is smiling.

“This magic loh, if you stop crying then when you tap it will take out a gift, if you still cry,,,,,”., not even his speech is finished immediately cut by Naz.

“Enough,,, stop,,,hiks hiks hyks,, where did Big Brother know about this ?”, said Naz half-shouting between his cries.

“I'm sorry about Naz, I didn't mean to say that, I'm just afraid that he made you his toy like any other girl”.

“I didn't question the incident earlier, where did you know about the sentence you said just”.Naz asked again with a sigh.

“I do not need to find out from others, because the sentence itself that catapulted it when I first saw you crying here”, he said by giving a shady look at Naz.

Naz even shook his head and still did not believe, “Lies,, surely Big Brother lied”, he said then rose from his seat and put his feet about to leave.

That person was standing “Seven years ago, I was satisfying looking at the lake I was about to leave to go to America, suddenly there was a child with a big body and fat came and he sat on this bench crying by covering his face with both palms. I was in a wheelchair with my head in bandages and my face was still bruised from an accident a week earlier, approached the boy and tried to calm him down and finally I gave him my toy, be smile, to comfort him. And after three years later I found a facebook account whose profile picture used be smile photo, and we also often communicate through inbox”, he explained and was able to stop Naz step.

“And it turns out that the owner of the account is you Naz,,,, you are Eleanoor,,, you are Cahayaku., he said again and Naz turned his body back to face the man.

“Kak Anas,,,,”, Lirih Naz.

“Yes,, I am Anas,, I am the ANAS, I am, My Light is ”, he said in a soft voice.

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