The Light of ANAS

Extra_Part07 - Strange Fear

Naz and Arfin who looked at each other in surprise, then fixed their clothes. Naz who wears a long dress nightshirt just to lower his skirt and then put on his CD in a hurry. Arfin immediately wore a CD and his boxer pants were lucky he did not throw in any direction.

Naz got up and got into bed to get to his daughter. While Arfin kembai cleared the bedcover of their former activities.

“Eh, Light is awake ... It is still a night dear,” said Naz who is still was-was if his daughter really saw the activities that she and her husband had done earlier.

“Mau syusyu ...“ his whining is still with a typical hoarse sound of waking up, it seems like his consciousness has not accumulated all.

“Before awhile baby, Pagu made it first,“, he said as if nothing had happened and he immediately went to the kitchen to brew milk according to his daughter's request.

“We're going to the bathroom, Light pee first yes. “ Naz then carried the Light that looked still sleepy and took him to the bathroom.

“Hopefully he felt dreamy and did not really see us wikwik,” hope Naz in heart.

After Naz and Light were still sleepy out of the bathroom, Arfin came with a glass of milk in his hand. Arfin gave it to the princess and she immediately drank it up. The light then went back to lying down and continued his sleep while hugging the bolster.

Naz breathed a sigh of relief because his usually chatty daughter, not discussing what he said playing with the horses, she again enveloped the Light and kissed him on the forehead.

“She's sleeping again?”, asked Arfin who just returned from the kitchen to save the glass of her used milk drink Light.

“Udah, he just woke up to drink milk and just peed as usual. Did I say, it should have been given milk first so he didn't wake up. Aa anyway, so are we kegep same Light, not shy what?” Naz grumbled in a soft voice.

“Iya sorry, do not know if he suddenly woke up .. next time Aa made milk first before we wrestle," said Arfin chuckled.

Naz snorted annoyed, “Easyly he thought that what he had seen was only in his dream,“ said Naz hope.

“Sayang .. Light is already starting to grow, we should start to get him to sleep in his room only yes, to be independent. Especially in the middle of this year, he will start school.” Arfin instead advised his daughter not to sleep with them anymore.

“Yes too, later we try yes," this time Naz also thought the same thing.

“Iya, let us also free to make love. We are husband and wife, but if you want to make love must be cat-kissing like a lecherous couple afraid of caught people sekampung know not. I can't fully enjoy.” It turned out that was the real reason for Arfin.

“Heleh... Aa just make love thinking, sebal”.

“But you also like, dear.”

“Udah ah, let's sleep, later bad luck again,” he said then both of them slept side by side facing the Light of sleep in the middle of them.

**

The morning after the husband left for work, Naz bathed the Light as usual, because since the bed he will stick directly with his Pagu and can be released when delivering the departure of his Pagu to work. And luckily Light didn't talk about anything last night, it seemed like he felt like it was just a dream.

Because Cahaya had not attended school, Naz bought her educational books such as story books, illustrated prayer books that she would read as well as several posters of numbers, alphabets and hygienics, pictures of transportation, and a number of pictures, pictures of animals, fruits, and vegetables are attached to the wall of his room.

Naz and her husband have agreed as much as possible to keep her daughter away from electronic objects called gadgets. Whether it's a cell phone, ipad, iphone, tab and so on. Because the smell of seeing children today many are dependent on gadgets. Instead of being used as a means of information and communication for education, it is more often used to play online games or even tik-tokan which is actually not useful for their education.

Naz and Arfin prefer to give their daughters various types of educational toys, such as lego, puzel, cube rubik, congklak, shape sort, toys of various types of animals and fruits, etc, and do not forget girls certainly love dolls, home-based, and cooking utensils. As well as let him watch movies or children's shows on television rather than watching youtube on gadgets. Even they even bought a DVD cassette of his favorite cartoon or animation show, because sometimes Light will cry or get angry when his favorite show interrupted the ad.

Naz and Arfin also used to invite his daughter to pray with them if they were celebrating, or just with Naz only when he was all day with his daughter at home. Initially the Light wearing the Mukena will follow the movements of his Magu during prayer, but then he will disturb him. Sometimes he sleeps on his front prayer mat, or hugs his Magu leg, even when his Magu sits between two prostrations he will hug his Magu from behind, so when Naz prostrates, the Light claps on Naz's back.

If there is no lecture schedule, Naz will take his daughter to study while playing, whether it's singing, reciting daily prayers, learning to count one to ten, mentioning the names of animals, or not, fruits and vegetables according to the picture they show, the names of colors, either with Indonesian or with English. Not Light his name if it does not make Magu-nya upset and anxious with his behavior.

“Light... This fruit is what?” is called, Naz shows one of the Light's fruit toys from the expanse of toys scattered on the carpet in the living room.

“That's the name melon, and Chaya shuka melon,” she replied in a spoiled tone.

“What color is it?” Naz returned to test it.

“Green ... uh green," Light's answer is still true.

“Wah, his pinter son Magu.. If this fruit what try?” Naz pointed at another fruit.

“That's Manyu, Chaya ndak shuka, the fruit makes the mouth gatel." The light's answer began to deviate.

“Kok Manyu sih ... the right dong, dear.” Naz.

“Kan name same name Manyu, peneaple ... hahaha.” The light is laughing.

Naz only snorted to see his daughter laughing at his name. “Emm .. if this lego is what color anyway, ko Magu forgot ya?” Naz tested his daughter again.

“That's yellow color, masya Mangu ndak tau ih.” The light mocked Naz.

“Keep the yellow color is there how many yes? Try Light count deh.”

“Wan, cu, cri, prot ..“ Light counts with English.

“Four not prot ih. What a fart ...." Naz.

“Ih Manyu, if the fart is duutt ... not proooot," he said while turning his lips.

“Yang actually dong dear said yes, later linked the same Onty Aliya loh.” Naz knows that Light does not like to be mocked by Aliya who sometimes accompanies him to play in the afternoon or Sunday when Aliya is off school.

“Biarin, ndak fear. Later Chaya sayin Pagu, wle ..” Apparently not effective.

Naz sighed harshly, “Hmhhh, son Arfin base ...“ he said annoyed and anxious, he said,

"The light of his play accompanied by Mbak Retno first yes, Magu want to do the task first, can?“ he said he asked the child's permission.

“Iya, can .…” Light nodded.

Naz moved a little away from where his daughter was playing. He sat on the sofa in the middle room, then open his laptop that was previously placed on the table to double check the results of his internship report that has finished revision and stay in the internship report or internship seminar that will be held next week. He also checked the results of the report that had been printed out by him and re-studied it.

The light that was playing with Mbak Retno continued to be noisy, singing on his pink motorbike, then running around here and there laughing because of pranking Mbak Retno. Even he ran around Naz with a stuffed cow screaming as if he was riding a lumping horse, which of course was very disturbing. Finally, Naz asked Retno to invite Cahaya to play in the side yard that there are several mini-game rides, such as prostots and swings, so that Naz can learn without being disturbed by his daughter.

Not only playing prosotan, but he continued to run around in the side yard which then asked to swim in the pool that was there. Retno's mother invited Cahaya back into the house to ask permission on Magu-nya who then changed her clothes after getting permission, of course Retno accompanied her employer's child to swim.

At the moment, Naz who had finished cooking was about to invite Light to take a bath, but when he approached his daughter who was previously in the dining room, he fell asleep on the dining table chair.

“Yeah this kid, don't usually sleep this hour. Like tired all day playing continues until exhausted gitu”, Naz smiled as he shook his head to see the sleeping position of the child.

Naz then carried the Light and took it to put him to sleep in his room. Because if he takes a nap or plays will use his room, while at night he will sleep with his parents.

After she laid the child down, Naz covered her and kissed her on the forehead.

“Hah ... why is his forehead hot?” Naz then touches his daughter's neck which turns out to be hot as well.

He immediately took a thermometer from a special drawer where P3K, then used it to check the body temperature of the child. And it turns out the results show 37.3 degrees Celsius.

“Yes, Light fever. Present ... how is this, where soon I have an internship seminar again.” Naz was surprised to see the numbers listed on the thermometer, because he had already memorized the behavior of Light when sick.

Naz immediately went to the kitchen, then he took the warm water that was put into a small container and returned again to the Light room. Naz opened the wardrobe and took a towel-like handkerchief that was then dipped in warm water and used to compress his daughter's forehead. He pulled back the blanket, the boy, then lay down beside the Light to take care and look after her while waiting for Arfin who was on his way home to take the Light to the doctor he had contacted to make an appointment.

After the magrib prayer, Arfin and Naz took Light to the pediatrician for a check-up. Lucky Light only fever, apparently because of the slow play of water this morning in the pool. After getting their prescription, they went home.

Upon arrival at home, Light was immediately fed even a little, and continued to drink syrup mixed with powdered medicine. To drink it, Arfin and Naz need a hard fight, because the child is very difficult to take medicine. Cahaya had trouble sleeping because of her fever and kept asking to be carried by Arfin, so the two took turns to keep the Light until staying up.

The next day was still the same, Light did not want to be separated from Arfin, so he was forced to skip work. But it was in Naz's favor, so that he could concentrate on the preparation of his seminar.

Arfin who had not been in work for two days, when he would return to work there was a drama made by Cahaya. Finally Naz who usually deliver her husband to the front of the house, now forced to deliver her husband to the office with Light. Because he does not want to be separated from Arfin, Naz who has been for one year can drive a car. While Uje followed from behind carrying Arfin's usual car to the office.

**

During this one month Naz was not preoccupied with his campus duties, not to mention the Light that suddenly turned spoiled since illness. Although he was helped by the existence of Bu Rahmi for a week there, so he could concentrate on his internship seminar. And luckily, the seminar went well with satisfactory results.

Naz was again preoccupied with making a proposal to submit the thesis title and submit it to the supervisor who had been determined by the campus. And after several revisions, it can finally be Acc as well. Now she just began to compile the script and the object of her research is still in touch with her husband's company engaged in construction, to make it easier to do the work.

**

This weekend Arfin spent his time with Light at home, because Naz was feeling less well and after the morning prayers he went back to sleep again. He woke up just for breakfast, and it was his meal in the room delivered by Mbak Retno, because Arfin was feeding Light eat. After breakfast, Naz took vitamins and resumed his sleep.

After Aliya's arrival, the new Light can escape from Arfin. He plays with Aliya, while Arfin goes to his room to see his wife. And when he came in, his wife just came out of the bathroom apparently walking while holding his head. He immediately approached Naz and held him and laid him on the bed.

“Honey, we go to the doctor aja yuk.“ invite him who is worried to see the state of his wife.

“This is Sunday, where there are doctors who practice .. I'm okay, just a sop.“ Naz gave a reason to refuse treatment to the doctor.

“But your face is so pale, just now you staggered. Aa worried you why-napa, taking medicine also can not be found without knowing the disease, Aa contact aja doctor yes let you be examined at home aja.” Arfin still wants Naz examined by a doctor, to be treated appropriately.

“Do not A, I really do not do anything, this morning also after breakfast immediately take vitamins. So there are still many rest, later also better.” Naz still refused.

Tok tok…

“Non, iki si Mbak ...” Excited Mbak Jumin from behind the door.

“Include Mbak Jumin ...“ sahut Arfin welcome, and Mbak Jumin was entered with something in his hand.

“Iki loh Den, there is a home phone bill equal wifi." Jumin handed over two pieces of paper he had brought.

“Loh, dear ... tumben you haven't paid the bill?? Usually before the date you have paid ...” Arfell asked Naz.

“Hah ... Is it too late, right? What date is it now?” ask Naz who's till the date he can't remember.

“Date 10 Non...“ replied Mbak Jumin.

“Astagfirullah, means it's been four days huh?” Naz just realized, “Yeah, how can I forget ya?” Naz massaged his head that felt dizzy.

“You've let Aa pay the bill, here's the paper.“ Arfin asked for his paper, then he reached into his pocket to pick up the phone and found it.

“Why A?” naz asked who saw her husband looking confused.

“Oh yes forgot.. Aa's phone was on the charger in the Light room while playing with her. Aa take the cell phone first to the Light room."

“Iya, A...“ he said and the husband left.

“Si Mbak also excuse me, Non." Jumin is ready to leave.

“Mbak Jumin, please incandescent my feet yes, it feels really pegel ...." Naz asked for help.

“White, Non. “ Mbak Jumin also approached Naz and sat on the edge of the bed, then began massaging Naz's legs alternately.

Naz who was sitting selonjoran also massaged his head that felt dizzy. Suddenly he remembered something that surprised himself,

“Yes .. if it's date ten, it means I _____ “ Naz muttered in his heart and then he smothered his mouth.

“Astagfirullah .. why can I forget, if last month Light threw away all my KB pills, and I haven't bought them until now. Even though yesterday- yesterday is rarely related, but ___argh ... Yassalam, do-not me____ . So now I'm a week late. Well how is this?? Could-can he be angry ...” Naz who was still shocked again muttered in his heart. The feeling was not bad, and his head felt more dizzy.

Several times he kept sighing deeply to calm himself while massaging his head.

“Mbak Jumin ... “ call Naz.

“White, Non," said Mbak Jumin.

“Emmm .. Mbak Jumin please go to the pharmacy yes,” said Naz again for help.

“White, Non... Would you like to buy what medicine Non?” ask Mbak Jumin.

“Please buy tespack yes,” said Naz slowly.

“Hah .. Tespack? Not pregnant again? Alhamdulillah ..” Mbak Jumin is happy her employer is pregnant again.

“Ssttttt, don't say it out loud .. Mbak Jumin bought it quietly yes, don't get caught by anyone, including my husband.” Naz asks Mbak Jumin to keep it a secret.

“Oh ... ready Non,” he said with passion. Jumin thinks Naz wants to surprise her husband.

Naz opened the drawer next to his bed, took his wallet and gave money to Mbak Jumin.

“This money Mbak.. Buy his tespack two, all of you stop by the fruit kiosk to buy dragon fruit same melon yes. Light really likes, last night I saw the stock in the refrigerator is up.” Naz tells me what to buy, Jumin.

“Nggih, Non. the Mbak excuse me first.” Mbak Jumin also immediately carried out the orders of the employer.

Naz again lay down with a restless feeling, he continued to change his sleeping position, sideways to the right, supine, sideways to the left. She was afraid that her husband would be angry if she was really pregnant, because they both agreed that they would not have any more children, more precisely Arfin who forced his will on Naz not to get pregnant again.

“How is this? Surely he will be very angry if I get pregnant again .. Where is now busy dealing with thesis .. Why can I forget not to buy the Pill again anyway? How can I not realize that this month did not take the pill KB, bego bego bego bego ..“ The restless Naz continued to curse his carelessness, until he did not feel he was asleep.

Half an hour later, Jumin was back, he went into Naz's room and approached his sleeping employer.

“Non... Non..” Mbak Jumin woke Naz up for fear of being caught by Arfin.

“Emhh…. Why Mbak?” Naz awakens to hear Jumin's voice, still trying to open his eyes.

“Sorry Non, the Mbak play just in, from the door was set no one nyahut. Oh yes, Iki his tespack, Non.” Mbak Jumin handed over a small pocket of crackles.

Naz opened his eyes and got up and sat down. He looked around his room like he was looking for someone.

“Tenang Non, Den Arfin is accompanying Non-Light to play bicycles outside”, Mbak Jumin seemed to understand if his employer did not want the tespack known by her husband.

"Oh yes Non, iki akua his glass, because the Mbak confused what to bring his urine Non later.” Mbak Jumin also provides mineral water in plastic glass packaging.

“Still yes Mbak ...” Naz received a small crackle bag containing a tespack and mineral water that Jumin Mbak recommended.

“Nggih Non, the Ma'am excuse me first." He also left.

“Iya, Mbak.“ Naz looked at the thing in his hand, he still seemed to be afraid. Though she should be happy if she became pregnant again, but she kept thinking about her husband's reaction when she found out if she was pregnant.

Naz sighed a few times, then he got out of bed and went to the bathroom with shaky steps and a raging mind. Naz threw out the stuffing of my glass, then replaced it with his urine. After he finished and washed his hands, he opened the packaging and dipped the tip into a glass filled with urine that he put in the sink.

Ticktock, ticktock, ticktock,,,

Waiting a minute is like waiting a year to see the results. He lifted the tespack from my glass and then watched the object with a feeling of hope and anxiety. How surprised she was, when she saw the results of her testpack showed two red lines that indicate that she was positive for pregnancy.

Naz smothered his mouth, “Yeah, I'm really pregnant he murmured in the heart.

Naz's question made him the most ridiculous person in the world and if anyone heard him, he would surely laugh at him. The truth is, she felt scared when she found out she was pregnant, when clearly she had a husband and who impregnated her of course who else if not the owner of the Ujang, Aa Arfin.

Naz dumps his urine into a toilet and inserts his used plastic cups into a crackle bag. He also washed the tespack using soap. He continued to hold the tespack, then sat on the closet that had been closed.

It is undeniable that there is actually a sense of happiness that rises in his chest when he finds out he is pregnant for the second time. He looked at his flat stomach and rubbed it gently. But fear suddenly approached her when she thought of her husband's reaction to knowing it. Whether it's fear because of the sensitivity of pregnant women, either Naz alone who think too much.

Czechs ….

Suddenly someone opened the door and surprised Naz, so he accidentally dropped the tespack he had been holding onto the floor right in front of the feet of the person who had just entered the bathroom.

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