The Light of ANAS

The Light of ANAS
Extra_Part06- Are You Playing Horses ?



Both of them paused their hot activities, Arfin released the guy from his nest, with a feeling of annoyance he rose up intending to open the door.


When Arfin got off the bed, the knocking sound was heard again, but he who had just been wearing boxer pants and his clothes was still curious about the person who had dared to interfere with his show and continued his steps to open the door.


Czech ,,,,,, a ,,,,


Arfin opened the door, but he saw no one out there. Arfin looked in all directions and still found no one, finally he closed the door and went back in.


“Who A...??”, asked Naz who now hid his innocent body under a blanket while sitting down.


“Nobody is there, Arfin approached his wife.


“That legendary ghost, A..”, Naz still thought it was a ghost.


“There is no such thing as a ghost, dear,, most prankster, later we complain to the manager sucks it”, Arfin then sat on the bed.


“Kok so annoying manager,,?”, asked Naz was astonished.


“Well it doesn't suck how to try, time in a five-star hotel like gini, this morning can enter a madman, and just a prankster,,, nyesel Aa is here if the service is like this,, ”, Arfin is very upset.


Naz hugged her husband from behind, “Udahlah, don't think about it, we continue again aja yuk,,, “, invite him who makes Arfin chuckle, because his loyal wife again invited him to continue the struggle that had paused. He also re-heated, because his Ujang back shriveled because of the disturbance was not clear earlier.


Arfin and Naz are now suffocating after a heated struggle that brings them to the peak of ultimate pleasure. Naz heard a voice from outside.


“A, how can I hear something crying ya”, he said with breath gasping.


“Most pranksters again, let it go, “, Arfin who is still on the body of the wife does not pay attention to what Naz heard.


But Naz again heard a voice that sounded like a cry louder than before, and it was the sound of a child crying.


Tok, tok, tok, tok.


“Naz,,,!”, exclaimed someone who then changed to the sound of crying.


“A... listen to that, like the voice of Mama,, do-not, the crying is Cahaya”, said Naz.


“Naz,,, Arfin,,,!!”, the sound of shouting calling them back was heard accompanied by the sound of knocking on the door.


“Huaaaaaaaa,, huaaaaa”. The sound of crying was getting louder.


“True A, that's Mama's voice, and that's the cry of Light,,,,”, said Naz who knew her Mama's voice well and they let go of each other.


Naz got up from his bed, took his clothes and put them on, and went to open the door to leave his husband, because his mind was on the princess who was crying.


Chubby,,,,


“Huaaaaaa,,, huaaaa,,,,”, The light roars with a whim, and appears to be in revolt on the lap of Bu Rahmi.


“Mama,,, Light,,,”, Naz instantly took over Light and carried it.


“Sorry Naz,, the Light woke up and nyariin you, kept crying and none of us could ease it, we've persuaded him by all means, he said, but even louder cry, just told Retno Mommy here he said knocking on the door no one nyahut,, ”, , said Ms. Rahmi who looks awkward because she has disturbed her daughter and daughter-in-law's honeymoon.


“Cup,,, cup, cup,, baby, this is Magu,, baby,,,,sssttttt,, already crying ”, Naz tried to calm the light that was crying so much that he believed his son must have been crying for a long time, but the child was crying even louder.


“Sorry yes Ma,, have already taken care of Mama,, Light let me sleep in my room only,,,”, Naz looks overwhelmed because the Light continues to rebel even though it has been carried Magu-nya.


“What's wrong if Light sleeps here?”, Bu Rahmi feels awkward.


“Gak what Ma, maybe he misses because it's been two nights sleeping with Mama continues,, thanks a lot Ma, once again I'm sorry.”.


“Yasudah, if so Mama returned to the room again ya”, Bu Rahmi also said.


“Iya Ma,,,,”, Naz then closed the room door again after her Mama left, she pushed the door with her legs.


"Cup cup dear,,, already crying, tired, son,,,”. Naz continued to try to calm his daughter who was already covered in tears accompanied by sweat that poured.


“Light why so cry? Did he fall?”, asked Arfin who just came out of the bathroom.


“Mama said she woke up and started me, so she cried after not seeing me there”, Naz told her what her Mama said.


“Huaaaaaa,,, huaaaaa,,,,”, The light never stops crying.


“Honey,, cup,, already yes,,, already crying yes son,,, you must be tired Nak.”.


“Sini Aa aja ajar, you go to the bathroom first gih,,,”, Arfin want to take the Light from the sling of Naz, but the child instead revolted not to be carried Arfin.


“Huaaaaaa,,, huaaaaa,,, “.


“He does not want,,, yes, yes, yes, love Magu only yes,,, already yes,,, stop crying,,, Nak”, Nak, Naz then sat on the sofa and sat the Light on his lap.


“Udah dear yes, look at this Magu, not Oma or Nena, look dear.. here Magu hugged ya.”, Naz then hugged Light and rubbed the child's back to calm him. The light slowly stopped crying and now lives as he pleased.


“Sorry yes dear,, sorry Magu,, you must be angry yes, because it has not slept with us for two days, sorry, baby, Magu will not leave you again yes,,, yes,,,”, Naz kisses the head of his daughter who is still as clumsy as that. The Light hand immediately felt Magu's chest.


“I think he wants Mimi,,,”, said Arfin who sat next to Naz.


“Titip for a moment A, I want to wudhu first,,,”, Naz handed the Light to Arfin, but he instead returned to crying.


“Huaaaaa,,, Ma-ma-ma,, itut,,,,huaaaaaaa,,”.


“Cup cup dear,,, this is Papa son,,, already yes do not cry,,,”, Arfin trying to calm the Light.


Naz went straight to the bathroom, then came back again after finishing ablution. He took back the Light that continued to cry and rebel in Arfin's lap and Naz immediately suckled him.


He stared softly at the Light who was breastfeeding while a bit, rubbed the head of the princess who was soaked in sweat. Naz feels guilty for leaving Light with his two grandmothers in another room.


“Light must have been crying for a long time,, I feel guilty, we're having fun together here,, while our child until the cry of shock like this because there is no me by his side when he wakes up,”, he said who continues to pay attention to the face of the child.


Arfin also felt guilty for his daughter, because to fulfill his desire honeymoon with his wife, he with until the heart entrusts the Light that usually sleeps with them and is still a toddler to his mother and father-in-law. Though he knows very well if the Light still depends on ASI Naz. He rubbed his daughter's head and kissed her.


“Sorry yes dear,,,”, he told the princess.


Since then the Light did not want to escape from Naz, even to go to the bathroom alone he always wanted to come, too, but Arfin can still hold it even though Light still cries as if afraid of being left behind by Magu-nya.


As Naz said, even going honeymoon will still be like home with the Light between them. And finally the honeymoon event was turned into a family holiday event only. During the remaining two days of vacation there, they go for a walk visiting famous places of interest as well as shopping by-by the typical Balinese.


After the holiday was over, Naz with Arfin, Cahaya and Mbak Retno returned home to Surabaya, while Mama and Mami returned to Jakarta, so they separated at the airport.


**


Two months have passed, Cahaya has now been able to walk and has become accustomed to being given formula milk as her ASI companion according to the advice of Mami and her Mama. But since returning from Bali, Cahaya has become more spoiled and stuck with her Magu, as if she is traumatized and afraid of being abandoned again.






Even now after the semester break ended, he was still afraid of leaving his Magu and it made Naz could not enter college, because when he was about to leave there would be drama from the princess who would cry because she always wanted to come wherever Naz went, even when Naz to the bathroom was always Light wanted to come. No one can persuade the Light, be it Naz himself, the ART, even Arfin.


Naz had just put Light to sleep, he kissed his daughter's forehead, fell asleep, then covered her, Naz then sat on the sofa. Arfin who had just finished checking his work on the laptop approached Naz and sat down next to his wife. Naz leaned his body on the husband, he understood and then put his hand on his shoulder so he hugged him from the side.


“Aa, how is it, the Light never wants to escape from me?”, Naz feel confused what to do to overcome the attitude of the Light of the end.


Arfin let out a long sigh, “Aa was also confused, we all no one can persuade him,,,”, Arfin was the same because the same new parents who are not experienced in taking care of children.


“Do I just quit college?”, Naz intends to give up his education.


“Don't,, it's a pity that you've been to college two semesters,, we better think of another way that Light can be left alone again just like you were yesterday-yester”.


“Do not go to campus, I want to pee into the bathroom just he follow me continue,, If I take him to campus must be berabe, he can already walk,,,, if I take him to campus,, definitely will not be silent and can-can be lost on the campus ntar, but if I live, do not have the heart also he must be up to the crying again,,, It turns out that taking care of children while in college is not as easy as I think”, Naz just realized the thing that he had thought was easy.


“We will find the best way out for you and Light,, ”, said Arfin.


“Emm,,, what if I ask for advice to Mama, Mami and Mommy,,? , they are more experienced about taking care of anak”, Naz gave a proposal.


“Iya it is better and more accurate as well, besides we are still too layman and have no experience at all in taking care of children, moreover, controlling the Light that never wants to escape from you like this,”, Arfin supports his wife's proposal.


Naz then contacted her three mother-of-thumb one by one to discuss the problem she and her husband were facing and asked for their opinion on how to overcome the Light so that she could continue her studies without making the Light fear of being left out.


Mama and her Mama advise Naz to go back to college alone or take employee classes, and if the Light is still difficult to leave, they suggest that Naz take an online lecture so that he can still continue his education but stay home without leaving the Light.


Different things with Mother who was once since Naz was a toddler have been accustomed to leaving her at home to go to work, he advised Naz if he wanted to travel anywhere to say and ask permission first to Light. After hearing the story from Naz about the origin of the Light did not want to escape with him, he concluded that the Light was afraid of being left behind, because Naz always went quietly or secretly, even when the Light was sleeping and when he woke up, he could not find his mother. That leaves trauma on the child.


Now he realized all this time what he was doing was a big mistake. Since college, if he wants to leave he will ask Retno Ma'am to bring Light into his room so as not to see his departure and afraid to make him sad or cry.Sometimes he leaves when the Light has fallen asleep after breastfeeding him.


The thing that he considered to be true, it actually left a trauma to the child. He thought his infant son did not know anything and the Light would be happy again after Naz returned home. But he forgot the feeling of the child who, although still a baby, seemed to understand.


Even now Naz is afraid if the child thinks that Naz and Arfin do not love him because they often leave him at home.


**


The next day Light woke up when Naz just finished praying, “Mamama,,, “, call him with a typical hoarse voice wake up when he saw Naz was folding his face.


“Eh, dear Light has woken up,,”, Naz save his prayer tools and immediately approach his daughter. The light stretched out both hands to be carried, Naz immediately carried it and sat it on his lap.


“Emmm,, Light stinks acem ya,,,”, Naz kissed his daughter who seemed to still collect his consciousness and instead buried her face in Naz's chest. Then she got up and took her daughter to the bathroom to wash her face, after which she breastfed her daughter while sitting on the sofa.


“Papapa,, “, Light called Arfin by holding out his hands to hold him in his arms, the newly seated Arfin got up and went straight to the Light and carried him.


“Light,, baby,, Magu wants to pee first yes to the bathroom,, may,?”, Naz try to practice the advice of Mother.


“Moyeh,,”, Light nodded as if understanding what Naz meant. But when Naz had just advanced two steps Light realized that Magu was about to leave.


“Itut,,, Maa, itutt”, he immediately whined to come along. Naz and Arfin looked at each other, and Naz seemed disappointed that the experiment had failed.


“Light,,, Magu want to pee, to the bathroom for a while yes, Light wait here same Pagu, yes”, Naz pointed the direction of the bathroom.


“Well,,,”, Light nodded again as a sign of allowing Naz to leave, he stepped back to go to the bathroom and Light continued to pay attention until Naz entered.


His gaze continued to be directed towards the bathroom with a feeling of expectant anxiety, and after a while he saw Naz come out, making him smile as if relieved that his Magu had not left him. It seems like the second experiment has already started to work.


Naz kept doing the same thing as he was about to leave the Light, whether it be to the bathroom, to the kitchen and to the places in his house, he said, then leave the house as an experiment that lasts for one week.


Slowly the Light did not hold on to Naz, because he always said and asked for Light's approval wherever he would go, until he has started to be able to go to college again and when he comes home sometimes will bring souvenirs for the Light, be it food, accessories or toys. But he continued to monitor the princess, every time the class was finished, he would contact Retno via vdeo call, but not face to face with the Light, he said, for fear that he would cry and want to go to his Magu.


The more active Cahaya days, he never lacked attention from his parents, as well as from his grandparents from Jakarta always contact him via video call. During the weekend, Arfin and Naz will spend time with the princess, whether it be at home or going for a walk together, because at that time the Light will be very spoiled to his parents. Especially if he is sick, certainly do not want to be separated from his Magu sling.


Arfin always bought any toy to his daughter as he wanted when they went to the mall or to the children's playground, which sometimes makes Naz dislike because Arfin spoils their daughter too much.




Finally Naz limit what is necessary and does not need to be bought for his son, or the husband must ask for his approval first if he wants to buy anything. Except when Light was a year and a half old when weaned, Naz let Arfin spoil the child so as not to fuss.


**


Day after day through this little family with full of color and happiness, there is always a funny behavior from their adorable little daughter. Naz who began busy with various college assignments that took a lot of time, let alone being close to the thesis, making the Light who is now three and a half years even closer to Arfin. Naz also carried out his internship in the husband's office, so he did not need to go to the office every day, and just asked everything to Arfin or his secretary in the office. That way he can stay more at home to accompany his beautiful and cute and adorable little daughter.


This morning after finishing breakfast and delivering her husband who was about to go to work in front of the house, Naz went to her room followed by Light. He opened his twalet drawer and then took a single tablet of KB from the packaging sheet and drank it.


“Mangu is mamam what?”, asked Light.


“Magu abis taking medicine,, why call him Mangu,,? Dear magu,,,”, Naz rectify.


“Mangu”, Light Word.


“Ma-gu”, Naz confirmed.


“Manyu”, Light back memlesetiknya call.


“Ma-gu, ihh”, Naz protest.


“Manu”, Light is getting on purpose.


“Ma----- gu”, spell Naz.


“Ma---mu”, Light is indeed ignorant.


Chubby,,,,


the door opened and someone appeared from behind the door.


“Pagu,,,,!!”, cried Light who immediately ran up to Arfin and immediately asked in a cradle, Arfin raised the child and carried him.


“Yassalam,, the son's turn to call his Father aja really,, why call me never really,,, “, Naz grumbled slowly.


“Aa how to go back again? Is anyone missing?”.


“Iya dear,, Aa's phone missed on the table earlier abis prayer dawn charger,, please get ya”, he said.


Naz got up and took his phone and charger too, then handed it to her husband, “Light with Magu again yuk, Pagu want to go to work right.”.


“And come home, again??”, protest Light.


“This will still be morning, Pagu just want to leave, and just came again because someone missed. ayok here, he said he wanted to eat while playing with Magu.. “.


“Ndak want,, play it want the name Pagu,, ndak want to be with Magu”, Light does not want to be separated from Arfin.


“Loh said he wanted to ride a new bem bem,, later bem-bem given to onty Aliya ya“.


“No no no,, ”, prevent Light.


“We've let's play,, “, Naz also managed to persuade his daughter.


Arfin kissed the Light and handed it to Naz, “Tok salim again the same Pagu.”, Naz asked Light to kiss his hand then he did the same.


“Assalamu’alaikum,,”, Arfin said hello and left.


“Wa’alaikumsalam,, “, Naz and Light replied.


“Ayok ride bem bem bem...”, Cahaya also collect his Magu greeting which then invites him out of the room to the living room where Mbak Retno just put his new toy and bem-bem Light.


“Light same Ma'am Retno first yes, Magu want to bring food for Light to the kitchen, okay”.ucap Naz.


“OK,,,”, Light then take one of the objects from his toy,“Mak Eno,, Mak Eno,,, Chaya want to use this,,tantik ndak.?”, Light using these objects and then smile smile smile insignificance.


“Cuantik really, Non Cahaya”. replied Mbak Retno.


“Mak Eno Mak Eno sinih Chaya would like to ask for help, can you?”.


“Iya Non, ask for help what,?”, asked Ms Retno.


“Sinih sullenly,, “, Light asks Mbak Retno closer and whispers something to him, Weswesweswes…


“Oh yes Non,,,”, said Mbak Retno.


“Chaya want to ride bem bem pingky first,,,”, Light was riding his pink motorbike with his centil, “Ngang,,, ngeng,,, ngeng,,,, cetiiittt,,,, yihaa”, yihaa, etc, he said as if the motorbike he was riding was driving and then brake suddenly.



After Naz returned, he immediately fed his daughter while playing motorbike, while Mbak Retno permission to go out seemed to meet the demand of Light earlier.


The afternoon Naz just finished bathing saw his daughter playing on the carpet next to his bed with her back to him. Naz did not approach him and instead took the clothes from the closet and put them on, then he went back to store the dirty clothes and his old towel left the princess alone in the room after getting her permission to go out.


When Naz returned to the Light who was still a herd, with a glass of milk for his daughter. How surprised he was when he saw Light was randomizing the Pill and took out all the pill stuffing from the packaging of the sheet.


“Astagfirullah,,, Light, why did the pills all come out?”, Naz asked in shock.


“Astafilluloh Mangu,, Chaya tadet ihh”. Light rubbed the chest.


“That's why Magu's drug was thrown away all ouch,,,,?".


“Mangu ndak can mammam medicine, medicine is a hook,,, Chaya change use sweet-sweet candy, Mangu must be syuka”, he showed two packs of candy.


“Yes Glow,, that's the rest of five more sheets, you exit all the contents,, later Pagu can be angry”.


“No no... Pagu ndak will instead,,, Pagu will later visit Chaya, kalena Chaya,,, tukel mait Manyu syama sweet pemmen,,”, the child even so hero.


“As far as it is,, “, Naz snorts resignedly by seeing the behavior of his daughter.


”Tomorrow, drink first his milk”, Naz give glass to Light and he drank it.


He picked up all the pills that had been scattered on the floor and on the carpet, then threw them and their packaging into a small trash can in his room. He took Light to the bathroom to wash his hands and bathe him.


After that he went to the kitchen to cook for dinner, while Cahaya accompanied by Retno played while watching his favorite cartoon film.


**


Later that night, Arfin who just finished checking some files on his laptop and took a bedcover from the closet. He turned off the room light and replaced it with a sleeping lamp, then approached Naz who was sleeping soundly accompanied his daughter who had been sleeping since isya.


“Honey,,, “, whispered Arfin in the ear of his wife.


“Hem,, “, said Naz while closing your eyes.


“Main yuk,,,”, he said.


“What time is this?”, asked Naz in a hoarse voice.


“Half ten,, “.


“Bikinin milk first make Light gih,,,”, he said.


“She is still good, later if you have finished main”.


“How will he wake up? Kan usually also this hour is given milky”.


“Udah yuk ahh, the guy has woken up,,”, Arfin then invites Naz down and they do a hot struggle on the carpet next to the bed with a bedcover. Naz who was actually very sleepy just resigned to enjoy what her husband did.


After reaching the peak of pleasure, the two who only wore clothes drooped limp to rest for a moment. Naz and Arfin got up and sat down, looking at the bed. How surprised they were to see the child who had already woken up and looked at them.


“Sagu syama Pagu has been playing his horses?”, asked Light who is still lying sideways with a distinctive hoarse voice wake up.


The two looked at each other to hear their daughter's words about what they had done just now, although they were sure the Light did not see it clearly, because the room was dark, only illuminated by dim sleep lights.