The Light of ANAS

Is she sick ???

Establishing a relationship with someone is not always smooth, there are even times when it runs aground in the middle of the road. The end of a romantic relationship that has been established by lovers is usually referred to by the term breakup or in English broken heart.

Breaking up is one of those horrible, sad, sad situations, and the most unpleasant that describes the state of emotions and feelings of someone who is shattered like a glass of glass slammed to the floor so scattered to pieces everywhere. Sadness, longing, affection, anger, confusion, shock, disappointment, regret and a million other feelings mixed into one in the potion that made him sick and wanted to run all the way. The soul as if wriggling, stretching in the pain of a breakup that never subsided.

Breaking up with someone who is loved is not easy to do, especially if both still have feelings of love is very big, but sometimes if both are already uncomfortable or feel tormented, then it's better to just break up. Maybe in the beginning will feel the loss and pain so terrible, the memory of the good times that have been passed together are recorded in the memory of the brain as if continuing to dance in the mind, but gradually over time the pain will heal by itself. Especially if you have got a new heart patch, guaranteed to move on quickly. It's just that whether it's just an escape or indeed the person is easy to fall in love and easily forget it.

And that's what Rheanazwa and Arfin are going through. The couple, who have just broken off their relationship for three months, are now in deep pain and sadness. On the one hand Naz felt disappointed because he had been lied to by the man he loved so much, while Arfin felt sad because he had hurt the woman he loved so much. It's true there's a sentence that says ‘Harming a loved one will feel a thousand times painful’, and that's what Arfin feels like. I don't know what made it so hard for Naz, and that's what kept Naz wondering in his mind, why? What was? What mistake?... But the question did not get an answer, so only the pain that was obtained made him continue to cry.

Mother was very worried about Naz's condition, so she continued to accompany Naz in her room, to eat even Mother brought him to the room and eat with her favorite daughter, he said, because Dandy and Dad after work went straight to the orphanage, so he came home late. When Naz refused to eat, Mother also threatened not to eat, so Naz was willing to eat even while as much as possible because he could not bear to let the Mother was hungry.

“Darling,, Mother tea know this is very heavy for you, but gradually you tea can definitely forget it, do we need tea go out of town, to the beach or where is it?”, what is it, ask your mother when they finish eating.

“No need Mother, anyways I will just go to school again, it is not possible just because of this problem I missed school, can miss lessons later,,, I just need time to be able to accept all this and try to forget it”, he said with as much as he pleased.

“Mother knows you tea a very strong child, and definitely able to pass all this,, now mah you rest yes, must be very tired.the same father Dandy has gone home like”, I'm sure, he said that he heard the sound of the car outside, he also wanted to get out of Naz's room with a tray containing their used plates.

“Mother,,,,”, call Naz.

“Iya, why darling?”,sahut Mommy.

“Don't tell Dad the same Kak Dandy first yes about this”, said Naz and Mommy was nodding her, smiling and then she left Naz's room.

After completing her task, Mother returned to the room to accompany Naz to sleep because she realized Naz currently needed her most.

***

The next day Naz, who usually has followed the weekly opsih, this time he was not seen even out of the room, so it raises questions from Mr. Rizal and Dandy. Mother only said that Naz was still sad because of the departure of Bude Hafsah who had been very close to him, and fortunately they both believed in what Mother said. But Mr. Rizal still wanted to know the situation of his bontot daughter and went to the upper room to meet Naz.

Ceklek , Mr. Rizal opened the door to Naz's room which turned out to be unlocked, seen his daughter was lying sideways facing the window while hugging the bolster. Rizal walked up to him and sat on Naz's bed.

“Sayang... “, he said while stroking his son's hair, Naz who was crying pretending to sleep so that his father did not know. “Honey, I know you must be very sad about your Bude departure, but you don't have to drag on like this, son,,, Rest assured your Bude is calm in nature there,, so do not continue to lament his passing,, if he sees you like this will surely be sad too,, you better pray for him so that he is given the best place by His side”, he said, said Mr. Rizal while continuing to wipe the head of Naz.

“Tok here wake up,, I know you pretend to sleep,, come here hug dad, Darling”, he said while holding Naz's arm, and Naz got up and approached and hugged his father.

“Huwaaaaaaa,,, huwaaaaaa”, Tangis Naz broke back in her father's arms.

“Cry as much as you can and as loud as you can, if it can make your heart more calm and feel plump, and after that you do not cry anymore, she said, it is not good to continue crying over the dead, we all as creatures of God will definitely return to Him”, he said and Naz really cried loudly to vent his sadness, he said, after a while, he stopped.

“It's done?? Do you want to shout to release the burden on your mind?”, asked Mr. Rizal,, ”If you want Daddy to accompany, so we shouted in congregation, how?”, ask again, Naz nodded with a smile, “All right, we will shout as loud and after as possible, but by closing both our ears yes,,,, I count 1 to 3, we scream the same,,,,,, you know, you know,,,, we start yes .one,,,,, two,,, three,, “.

“Aaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkk...”, both father and son shouted with a tight cry, then both laughed happily because they felt plong as if they had removed the burden on the chest and mind.

Ceklek,,, “Naz , Dad, why are you screaming like that? Is there a vane? Where oruh malingnya?”, asked Mother who just came with breath panting, but they instead of answering instead laughed to see Mother who came with a face of panic with a teflon pot in her hand.

“Nothing, Bund,,, Dad just asked Naz to shout to get rid of his sadness", he said with a chuckle.

“Astagfirullah,, you tea make a surprise, Mother tea again cook directly here, this is a vegetable until it is poured from the teflon pot to the sink so shocked,, you guys tuh base,,,,,,, this is a vegetable until it is poured from the teflon pot to the sink so shocked,,,, “, Mommy grumbled annoyed,

“This is again the father,,, why scream in the house, is this tea in the wilderness what ?.. don't like to lower the soul of Dad's tarzan on our daughter deh”, Mother continues nyerocos.

“Hehe,,, Sorry dear,,,,”, Dad said with a chuckle, Naz also smiled to see Mother who nagged Dad.

“Huh,, you've been forced to eat tea without vegetables,,,,”, said Mother and then left, leaving,

”Had tired of making rib soup, uh because the duo tarzan so wasted,, pardon deh which makes the tea meni laboriously let the meat tender,”, Mother grumbled in annoyance as she walked down the stairs and returned to the kitchen.

After finishing cooking and serving it on the dining table, suddenly there was the sound of the doorbell.

Enter three people who are no strangers who each carry a bag of crackles, and Mother Iyem also reported to Mother, then Mother approached them to the living room.

“Hai, finally you tea came too,, “, Mommy greeted the three friends of Naz then they kissed Mother's hand alternately, “Before the tea Mother apologizes for interrupting your vacation time,,, The confused tea mother had to ask for help who else to comfort Naz”.

“Ih Mother kayak same who, we are her best friend Naz,, Naz sadness yes our sadness too,,,”, said Ruby.

“Yes Mother,, because of the last holiday, we do not exist when Naz needs us, but now we will always be with him Mother, so that Naz quickly forget his sadness”, Kiara also voiced.

“Thank you very much yes,, ehh but remember yes, never discuss the reason why they broke up,, fear Naz keinget again and more sad again.”, said Mother waiting.

“OK Mother, but by the way why did they break up, Bund? Brother Arfin is very dear to Naz, and vice versa”, asked Ruby curious.

Mother was silent for a moment to think about what reason he would say to the three friends of Naz. Mommy looked left and right as if afraid of being discovered, then Mommy let out a long sigh, “So gini,, actually this tea is our fault too, anyway,, Mother and father of tea advised them to get engaged, as well as Mami Arfin, but because they were both tea was not ready, then there was a problem between the two of them and ended with the breakup of their relationship,, and,,”, Mommy tells the core of the problem alone without revealing all the actual events.

“Kok strange anyway,, told to get engaged instead of happy ko even break up?”, asked Andes astonished.

“Yes we also feel strange, so later you guys do not discuss the reason for their breakup yes,,”, said Mother who was then embraced by the three friends of Naz

"Ih, you guys meuni pinter yes it comes just want to eat breakfast, if said the sundanese mah plate tikoro”, said Mother chuckling, “Sana gih upwards,,, in Naz's room again there is the Father, just throw him mah, let's not scream again like tarzan,,”, said Mother who then returned to the kitchen, said Mother who then returned to the kitchen, while the three friends of Naz went to Naz's room located on the second floor of the house.

When they got there, they went straight into Naz's room because the door was slightly open, apparently Naz was sitting alone on his bed looking out the wide open window. The three brands immediately approached Naz who seemed to be daydreaming by walking slowly. As they stood right behind Naz, Ruby gave a warning to surprise Naz, 1 2 3, Darrrrr.

“Aaaakkkk”, shouted Naz in surprise, then turned his body towards his three best friends, “You ?? why are you here in the morning?”, asked Naz in shock.

“Yes want to play,, it's been a long time right we never play here,, really can't?”, Kiara pura ignore the swollen eyes of Naz.

“Yoyoy,, and we've brought a lot of snacks,,, “, Ruby lifted a crackle bag with the label of a mini market.

“Iya nih,,, there is a deposit from Umi,, brownies lumer made by Umi I, said Umi lo likes it, Umi lo, when lo maen to my house it turns out Umi likes to be careful if you like to ngabisin brownies that Umi presented to lo... “, Kiara also explained the contents of her innate crackle bag.

“Kalo I brought the tape of the DVD Detective Conan with the latest Detective Qiu series, Taraaa”, said Andes while showing both tapes DVD.

“Heh,, is that really Detective Conan??”, asked Ruby suspiciously.

“Iya lo,,, look out if you kayak first again, you can run out in the same tebukin Mother,, we will watch it later in the middle of” room, Kiara helped meimpal.

“Iya sure,, 1000%, because I have tried to watch at home, but only one title aja”, said Andes reassured.

“Which is why?”, asked Naz wonder.

“That's Naz,, if not when we play to the Andes house when Junior High first, we're bosen tuh keep the Andes watching the movie and he took his DVD tapes from his sister's room… the cover is aja Doraemon, it turns out that the film - ahh an-ahh,, anjirrr,, stained my eyes”, Kiara explained.

“When the hell, why don't I inget?”, asked Naz who is still confused.

“That's when we nengokin Andes because of bonyok abis join the fight help us fight Raline's gang first ih”, Ruby reminded.

“Oh yes, I want, but the feeling we do not so watch, instead play gapleh”, said Naz who just remembered.

“Obviously you don't know, because you went to the toilet again,,,”, Ruby told Naz.

“Pillage, I don't know”, Naz understands now.

“Gue also brought two mic for us karaokean,,” , Andes again showed the luggage.

“Just today we will bombard this room for fun,, “, said Ruby spirit.

Naz smiled to see his three best friends, “Makasih ya, you are my best friend who is always there for me, I am sure you already know about me from Mommy huh?,,,,,, I'm sure you already know about me from Mommy?,,, because you usually do not play so early, especially usually on Sunday you like there is an event of your own”, said Naz terparu.

“Naz,, we're sorry before, during our last vacation we were away from lo,, and it turns out a lot of things that we missed, but now we're here for lo,,,, besides you've lost Bude, you've also disbanded with Arfin, I know this must be very heavy for you, but we're here to entertain you,,,,, I know,,, so no more tears of sadness yes, do not mellow-mellow-an again ahh,,,”, Kiara talk at length.

“Iya Naz, Kiara is right,, at first it's hard, but you will get used to it for a long time without her in your life,, just calm down there are still many guys who have a crush on you,,,,,, you know,,, dead one grows a thousand, Naz,, you see me right,, break up and continue to meet another heart patch, so can cepet move on“, Ruby share the experience.

“Believe me the same Miss Ruby mah,, she has not had many experiences of breaking up many times, even cut off,, if you are the one who died, Naz,,,? So more honorable" said the Andes as if insinuating.

“Sialan lo Des,, in other words lo ngatain I Terdina dong,,,,”, Ruby protest.

“I didn't say so lo,, “, Andes ngeles.

“Iya Naz,, you have to learn with Ruby like about this kayak, as long as you do not follow the madness,,,,,,, as long as you do not follow the madness,,, yes, after he was cut off the same Embe used to roll in the middle of the road, kan bashin”, Kiara even mocked Ruby.

“Ih Najess lo ya,,, very slander anyway lo,, it's my allot from the motor, not because of frustrating breakup, basic bolek lo”, Ruby do not accept maligned.

“But how can it really happen?? Ngaku aja deh lo... uh yes, at that time we met the Embe kan Naz”, said Kiara who just remembered.

“Iya,, if we match it right? , pangling very dia“, Naz agree.

“Iya By,, now the Embe is so skinny where handsome again, you if you meet him, guaranteed to be a valve and want to reverse the same dia”, said Kiara as a promotion.

“Wah,, time anyway Ra,,, ?? how can I be skinny? Is it because of the inner pressure of breaking up with you by By”, asked Andes.

“Serious ,, yes I lied, tanyain tuh same Naz,, I'm not wrong he dropped almost 40 kg-an kira”, said Kiara again.

“Iya bener By”, Naz again assented.

“Wahh,, the address can reverse you By the same as the Embe,, anyway you are more suitable with the Embe,, you call Ayang Emby,, if he is Ayang Embe,,,,, you are,,, so I'll take meow “, Andes continue to promote.

“Less Ajar lo ya Des,,, “, Ruby was upset then threw Andes with a pillow.

“Hahahhaa,,, actually also the Andes”, Kiara agrees.

“Heh,, already know Akmal,,, Ruby same Akmal has been dating him for a long time,, you guys are laknut friends ya”, Naz defend Ruby.

“Unchhh, thanks Naz, you are my best ally”, Ruby said in a spoiled tone and hugged Naz.

“Hehe,, oh yes By, I have the contact number of the Embe, you want to? “, Naz instead offers Embe number, and Ruby immediately let go of his embrace.

“Huh,, same basic as them”, Ruby grumbled in annoyance and made her three best friends laugh at her.

“Hahahaha,,, Naz is worse even... more laknut”, said Andes.

Suddenly Maak Iyem came and conveyed the message of Mother so that they immediately went down to eat breakfast together in the dining room, then the four friends also carried out Mother's orders.

After eating they also do a lot of things, playing chases in the side yard like a Kindergarten, playing hide and seek, watching the DVD Detektive Conan together in the living room while eating snacks, karaokean, karaokean, even they also play cards with Father and Mother with the punishment that wins her face scrawled using lipstick. It is strange to sound, but Ruby said that the winner is only one person while the loser is five people, so that one person gets a streak from the loser is much more exciting.

Day after day Naz passed by constantly accompanied by his three friends, be it at school or at home, and every Sunday they would go to the street together to the mall, even Raline also often come with them, because every Saturday Naz week stay at his biological parents' house. That way, slowly Naz began to be able to forget his memories with Arfin, and remove the name Arfin from his memory, but I don't know with his heart.

His family was finally told about the breakdown of Naz and Arfin's relationship, but when asked why, Naz only said there was no match between them. Surely Naz had much consideration to hide the real thing, which was because he did not want any enmity between the Arfin family and his family. On the one hand Arfin's parents were from his Father and his Mother, while on the other hand Mr. Latief was his Papa's best friend.

Arfin disappeared as if swallowed by the earth, it seems that he followed Naz's desire not to show himself again in front of Naz. Even when his best friend, Dandy married Arfin did not attend, because no one knew where Arfin was except his family, and they seemed to cover it, even though the question was Mr. Syarief or Mother.

***

One year has passed and many things have happened, including Naz who has returned to being a jolly girl and has now begun to learn adult and not childish anymore, even now he is good at cooking because it is often taught by his mother, but the nature of rancidity and efficacy is still there, maybe it is ingrained.

Naz, who has since ascended to the third grade, has been living with his biological parents, because Father and Mother are always busy with their respective jobs, whereas Naz needs a guide in his learning to face the UN later. It was for this reason that Ms. Rahmi, who was only a housewife, asked and persuaded Mother to allow Naz to stay with her, and Naz also gave the condition that he was willing to stay at his parents' house as long as Elsa was also allowed to live there, so that he could study with Raline and Elsa, too, but once a week Naz stayed at his mother's house.

This Sunday Naz and his three best friends gathered at Kiara's house to do schoolwork and as usual took place in the gazebo on the terrace next to Kiara's house. After completing the task, Kiara brought her niece who had just woken up to the gazebo.

“Udah fits you so mother one child”, said Ruby when she saw Kiara who just returned with a baby cradle.

"People... whose name is ? how old is Ra?", asked Naz.

"His name is Shava, and he is only seven months old" Kiara replied.

"Dearly wake up. Here's the same Mama", her sister Kiara suddenly came and took over her daughter from Kiara's sling, then pampit and brought her into the house.

"Yahhhh, just brought here, it has been taken again, ", complained Naz.

"Eh, Ra... Why is your brother so fat?" asked Ruby.

"That's almost a year ago almost a miscarriage told bedrest, her job is to eat the same sleep doang, and after the birth is also that, eat, sleep, baby nyuin, her husband is over-protective", kiara explained.

"Oh.. pantesan, so when we go home vacation is your sister not a miscarriage?? even though there was a lot of blood coming out?". asked Ruby who remembered the incident.

"Yes Alhamdulillah the baby is still safe, and after birth very funny" said Kiara smiling, Eh.kok I become inget, so, at that time I met Bang Evan in the hospital who he said again waiting for Kak Arfin who was sick again.

"Kiara!!", Ruby immediately glared.

"sick...? what pain is Ra?", asked Naz while remembering the time Kiara mentioned, when they finished their vacation.

"Gue didn't know, but he knew he was sick, and he was treated for 3 days said Bang Evan. ehh sorry Naz, I don't mean to ngingetin Lo same him", Kiara felt guilty.

"He's sick....?? what pain??,,, just right then did he look pale.... Oh, my God, is that why he, no, no, no way", Naz muttered inwardly as he smothered his mouth and shook his head in disbelief at what he thought himself.

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