The Light of ANAS

Even Keeping the Soul of Others

Arfin POVs

Still Flashback yasalam 🙏

After hearing Sherly's explanation, the, I felt so guilty that I taught him a lesson by having him apologize publicly and admit that what he mentioned was a lie and a joke, and stupidly I don't think that it will cause new problems that make him revenge for being humiliated.

After thinking about various considerations if reporting Sherly to the police will not only embarrass his family, it will also tarnish the good name of the school, as well as the Harfi family, because one of her grandchildren hurt the other, I decided not to report it to the police but on the condition that she be expelled from school and move out of town. At first his family refused, but rather than his son went to prison because I had strong evidence they finally chose to move his school to the city where his grandparents were.

Actually I really wanted to teach Serly a lesson, but unfortunately she is a woman, I also asked her to apologize to Naz for her actions, and they agreed. Meanwhile, I kept in touch with Mommy to monitor the state of Naz, and Mommy said Naz had mild hypothermia and was still in treatment. I really felt guilty, and after Sherly's house I rushed to the hospital, and when I got there Naz had entered the treatment room.

“Mother, who is alone here, where are others?”, how do I approach Mommy.

“Dad mah again to the canteen coffee with Nervan, while Dandy drove the three friends of Naz home pity atuda already tonight their tea is sought afterin his parents thought lost also”. said Mother who was sitting on the sofa, "Arfin, thank you very much already nolongin Mother's child, said Ruby your hand tea until the wound when breaking the door”, said Mother thanks to me.

“Just a bruise on Mother, later also lost”, I replied casually.

“That's a long bruise like Ar, Mommy asked ngobatin sister you ya”, Mother who is worried about offering treatment for my wound.

“No need Mother, later at home I compress using ice cubes, I want to see Naz first ya”, I stepped closer to Naz who was asleep with an infusion hose in his hand, I want to see Naz, oxygen hose stuck in his nostrils, and covered in several layers of blankets, it is my heart to see it like this, ”I'm sorry Naz, I caused you like this, I caused you like this, should the boy take revenge on me not you, I'm sorry that I was late to save you, sorry I can not accompany you here because I have to return to Surabaya, hopefully you soon recover”, I'm sorry, I said in my heart while rubbing his head and holding back my tears so as not to come out, until a while I kept looking at him, then I was ready to go home, because my flight was at 3 am, I still have time to go home first.

“Mother, I'll go home, keep me informed by the Bund about Naz's progress, and I'll leave this parcel for Naz,,”, and I'll leave it, I handed over the godie bag containing the doll and the Almond Crispy that Naz wanted, and I rushed home.

During these two days I continue to monitor the health development of Naz from Surabaya through Mommy because I have not dared to contact Naz directly, I still feel very guilty. But on the third day, I missed hearing his voice or videocalling him, but he never picked him up and he never answered. I was thinking maybe Sherly had already met him to apologize and admit his mistake to Naz, so she felt I was causing Sherly revenge on her, ”Did she get mad at me, did she hate me”, did she hate me, that question crossed my mind.

Until the fourth day Naz was treated, he still did not want to take a phone call from me, finally I called Mother and asked for help to talk to Naz, but Naz did not want to talk to me, she said, “ Later Mommy, just say I have another chat with Kiara, Andes, and Ruby, can not be bothered”, heard that voice when Mommy said I called her, we ended the conversation on the phone. Then Mother sent me a message.

Mother Anita

“Arfin, that Naz won't talk to you tea because you never came to see him”

“Cie no miss”.

After reading a message that makes me look like flowers and smile itself, I immediately asked Mr. Purnomo to book me a plane ticket to Jakarta as soon as possible, and lucky I got a one-hour schedule. I left an hour later and I prayed Friday at the airport mosque. After taking a flight for an hour and a half I arrived in Jakarta, I ordered a taxi to take me to the hospital where Naz was being treated, but as I passed Naz's school, I remembered Mother saying that Naz liked to buy Haji Ipeh's dimsum every time I went to school near the school, I also asked for a taxi to stop for a moment in front of the store on the marrow.

I did not think it turned out that Haji Ipeh still recognized me, because every time I went home from school I would have to visit here, we also chatted for a while while waiting for the marrow that was being wrapped, and then we would have to wait, and he gave me a plate of dimsum free. After my order was ready, I paid and said goodbye to Haji Ipeh.

Arriving at the door of Naz's hospital room I knocked on the door and entered, when Mother saw me, I gave her a code not to speak, she said, I approached Naz who was lying on his side staring at the window, and it just flashed through my mind to understand him, “Excuse me, this Neng is the meal", I said while keeping a godie bag containing a dimsum box on a special table for patient food. Naz immediately turned around and set his eyes on me, “Kak Arfin”, he said with a surprised expression, I threw my sweetest smile at him and he smiled at me, but I saw his eyes a little as moist as if they were crying, suddenly he tilted again at the window and turned away from my sight as if sulking.

I flirted with Mommy as if questioning Naz's attitude, and finally we talked to each other throwing jokes until I pretended to go home even though I wanted to go to the mosque because I had not prayed ashar. After returning from the mosque I heard Naz and Mommy talking about me until Naz said he wanted to apologize to me and I entered suddenly.

Finally I could talk to her and Mother also seemed to give space to us because she was saying goodbye to pick up her husband.

We were both joking around until I asked her to call me Aa, I fed her the rest of the time, and she finally asked to be taken to the toilet, but when in the toilet she called me Kak Arfin again and asked for help to get a tissue, but I pretended not to hear it even though I had taken a tissue just that I had to prank it. And finally he came back screaming for his knife,”Call me Aa, I just got you a wipes”, I said . and it turns out that he came back to prank me with dizzy temples and would faint until it made me panic and break the bathroom door, while he even came out with the face of the watados and said it was a lie, I was so worried about her being annoyed at being played with by her, and then there was a phone call and I went straight out of the room.

It turns out that the Mother who called me told me that it would come after a little night and Mr. Syarif would come here with Aunt Rahmi and Raline. Then I contacted my family's lawyer to make a letter of agreement in which the signer would not interfere with and injure Naz in any case, if that happens then he is willing to be reported to the police for his crime of nearly taking Naz's life. When I finished calling I came in and was surprised to see Naz lying on the floor, I immediately approached and laid him on the bed, and luckily there's a nurse who's going to do a routine checkup when I scream for help. And from that moment on I didn't leave the room for fear of something happening again with Naz.

When Naz realized I was approaching him who was about to get off his bed, then I called a router to make him go to the bathroom, because Naz had felt dizzy I carried him to the bathroom, then I brought her a wheelchair back to her bed after ablution to perform prayer. After that I had a chat with him and asked him who the perpetrator who locked Naz in the music room was, because Mommy said Naz told everyone that he was locked because the door was broken, she said the same thing to me, but I kept pointing her to tell her the truth.

Finally he told me the chronology of the incident, and when I heard it my chest felt as tight as hearing his suffering at that time, my blood seemed to boil wanting to immediately beat the perpetrator I already knew, I got up and was about to go to meet the two perpetrators, but Naz stopped me by threatening that he would never see me and know me again, I undo my intentions and then I go into the bathroom to make ablution and continue to wash my face so that my anger cools.

I chased after the boy and I set my phone in a voice recorder mode that was kept in my pants pocket, right near the stairs I pulled him under the stairs and clasped his jaw warning him not to hurt Naz again, but he did not admit and I kept on luring him until he confessed everything, it's my job to have proof of his confession.

Flashback off finally

This morning after the dawn prayer I went back to sleep because my body felt crumpled after a few days of exhausting days with my busy in Surabaya who continued to overtime. And when I woke up it was ten o'clock in the afternoon, and my stomach was already protesting because I was hungry, I went to the bathroom to wash my face and rushed to the kitchen to find food.

“Hapar yes, you are sleeping like a fainting person, weekend”, said Mami who was cutting mangoes and I ate it.

“Iya, tired of the problems in the Surabaya office, until overtime continues every day”, no, I complained while continuing to eat the mango pieces from the plate in front of Mami and I sat in the chair next to her

“Don't be too forced, you also have to take care of your health, just a week in Surabaya kok you so skinny so Ar,, so cepet nikah let anyone take care of you”. Mami's already started talking about getting married like I'm an old bachelor who never sells.

“He said he was skinny, if anyone ngurusin more flattened dong Mi”, I try to ngeles.

“You, I mean, Mami does not take care to grind until thin, but take care of everything you need, serve you, give love to you, pay attention to your health and food, and take care of your needs, yes, the pokonya who is the duty of my wife is”, Mami even more clear that I need a wife.

“Kan Al has said, Mami, she is still in school, the rich yes period of the story in the novels married school children, later Al can be subject to child exploitation for marrying underage girls, Al, This Al still has morals, Mami”. I also reminded him of my words last night.

“Halah,, just stating love does not dare, how to treat your people's children Al”, Mami mocked me.

“Not dare Mami, but again wait for the right time”, I replied giving an excuse.

“So when, wait for him in samber people??, you who deketin months, uh who dapetin even others, do not make nyesek tuh Al,,so the title is that you keep the soul mate of others then”, said Mami who then left me at the dinner table alone, then I also eat food that has been prepared at the dining table, after that, I went back to my room.

Mami's words seemed to give a loud slap to me, how cowardly I only dared to approach and love Naz without intending to express my feelings to Naz. What a difference I have with a fan who admires his idol that is not to be owned, whereas everyone who loves each other must want the certainty of their relationship.

Now I understand why when I asked if Naz missed me he didn't want to admit it but his attitude showed that he missed me, even when she blatantly showed annoyance when I was with another woman, but she did not want to admit that she was jealous, it was because she felt she had no right to miss me, there is no right to insult me, because between us there is no clarity about our relationship.

Why am I so stupid, what if what Mami said was true, if I never expressed my feelings, then there could be another gentle man willing to express his feelings to her and Naz accepted it, rather than waiting for uncertainty from me who is this coward.

“ Well I will think of how to express my feelings to him, but this is my first experience, how to yes, do I ask my brother or my friends who are experienced, argh,,, if you want to,, it's too embarrassing, they'll laugh and mock me in an exhaustion”, my mind becomes disfigured, it's true Agnes Mo said if love had no logic,,, no,, want IQ as high as anything if love problems can turn into IQ squat, huft.

I tried to find out on google about how to express romantic love, “ Anjiirr kok me so suddenly b*go gini yes, kayak so just ask for help mbah google, google, where on lebay all the other ways, Naz is not typical of girls who like things more, in gombalin aka say geleuh, amused lah, arghh....ko dizzy it turns out, mending told to count sheep feather deh I”. said I grumbled to myself, and just once my phone search died because it ran out of battery, then I charger.

My brain feels like a dead end thinking about something like this, “Ah yes, why do I not ask for the help of the three friends of Naz, yes, yes,, they must know very well what Naz” likes and wants the most, Finally otaku is way back. “ Aa's struggle has just begun, Naz. Be prepared Aa will give you a memorable surprise and will make you reluctant to forget it, Naz, because Aa does not want if it will happen to even keep the soul mate of others as said Mami“, murmured me with full confidence.

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