The Light of ANAS
It Turns out He Loves Other Women
The weather that since morning was so bright gradually made the sky appear cloudy in the crowd by a cloud that blackened, pseudo, afternoon towards the afternoon the cold began to feel as if tickling fine hair on the pores of the skin. A couple of different generations are now engaged in serious talks while sitting in a rattan chair facing the pool, accompanied by the gurgling of water accompanied by the ripples of fish dance while scrambling for food that is sown little by little into the pool water. Now comes a time when Arfin can not dodge and can not cover it anymore because Mother continues to hold him which makes him unable to dwell and start confessing everything. But this is not a hard thing for Arfin, because Mother is like her own mother and understands her so much. Since being friends with Dandy, Arfin can get the love and attention that has not been obtained from his mother, Mother always considers her children's friends like her own children, such as her own children, in fact, not infrequently Arfin often confide and ask for opinions from Mother.
Arfin finally frankly to Mother about his feelings for Naz, and now he has pocketed the support of Mother, just prepare the courage while waiting for the right time to express to the girl his adoration.
“Arfin, if Mommy notices mah it seems like Naz has the same feeling towards you”, Mommy is silent for a moment looking at Arfin who is sitting next to him and smiling and then patting Arfin on the shoulder, “ He also likes you, Ar”.
“Who likes the same Arfin ,Bund?”, heard the voice of someone from behind them who came over, making Arfin and Mommy surprised and set their eyes on the origin of the sound.
“Goddess,,,,??? How can it be here?” Arfin was surprised by the arrival of his secretary.
“Eh,, gening Dewi can be in Bandung,?”, Mother was also surprised by the arrival of beautiful women who look elegant wearing sleeveless dress with length above the knee and wear high heels.
“The story is long Mother...” Goddess approached and greeted, ”Oh yes, who likes the same Mr Boss ? Is the same person who always made Mr. Boss like ABG who was in love drunk while at the office”. The goddess laughed at her boss who looked salting.
“Oh yes, who is tea? Mother also became curious”, wisss Mother can act as well apparently.
“Basil the women are always kepo,,” Arfin twisting his eyes, “Kok Mommy can know Dewi?”, Arfin felt astonished because Dewi also called Mommy like she already knew close.
“Ya know oruh, know pisan instead,,, Dewi same Mama tea regulars in the store Bunda Ar.”, Bunda slightly explained , “Kita enter yuk, , outside it's getting cold can get in the wind later”. Mother invited Arfin and Dewi into the house, then they headed to the living room to continue their conversation there, it turned out there there was Mimih and Naz who had just sat down.
“Ehh, baby are you doing it?” Mommy approaches Naz, ”Ayo or please sit,” Mommy allows the Goddess and Arfin to sit in the guest chair.
“Ari is Nanaz kunaon? Naha Mimih teu apal?” Mimih asked Mother
“Indeed Nanaz why? Why doesn't Mimih know?”.
“So base Mimih tos jajap ka ku Arfin, teu lami Naz ngalengerek Mih, eta late emam tuda, but da alhamdulillah tos sakinten ayeuna mah saus emam and emam medan”, da alhamdulillah tos, Mother reports to Mimih.
“Then Mimih was delivered to the same room Arfin, before long Naz passed out Mih, because late eating, but thank God now it is better after eating and taking medicine”.
“It's a late ass atuh Neng krke-kke deui mahnya, ges mah begang kanke beuki cungkring ngoleang, or moal aya nu bogoheun ka incu Mimih anu pohara geulisna ieu teh”, Mimih advised Naz while rubbing the head of Naz.
“Don't like to eat late Neng later mah ya, already skinny later more gungkring, later no one has a crush on Mimih's very beautiful grandson this”.
“Iya Mimih I love”, Naz meng yes advice the Mimih with a big smile.
“Oh yes to forget, this is our arrival tea guest Mih”, Mother just remembered the Goddess.
“Saha ieu meni geulis pisan, but hanjakalna gening ngangge acuk jiga tea less material kitu, his hente tiris Neng?”, it turns out Mother likes ceplos it's derivative of her mother huh.
“Who is this beautiful, but unfortunately why wear clothes that are less material, do not cold Neng?".
Dewi and Arfin were only smiling because they did not understand what Mimih said, while Naz and Mommy seemed to hold back from hearing her laugh.
“Include my name Dewi Nek”. The goddess approached Mimih and regretted it.
“Oh enya Dewi, just call Mimih not Granny”, refuse tuir.
“Nah Dewi, if this is the daughter of Bunda”, Mother introduces Naz to the Goddess.
“Hai, I'm a Goddess, wahh Mother her daughter is so beautiful”, Dewi thrust her hand to shake hands with Naz.
“Rheanazwa, just call Naz”, Naz also greeted the Goddess with a friendly smile.
“Mimih, this is Minah Bu I already picked up”, suddenly Dandi appeared from the entrance with a middle-aged woman.
“Mimih to the back first well, want to be pijit”, Mimih got up from his seat then parted and went to his room with Bu Minah the incandescent.
“Pantesan aja lo earlier said, I would dyingukan left in this house alone, because I want to go to the toilet I just go to the back, just walk to the back, just look at the open door I walked there and then saw there was someone in the side yard, his intention wanted the direction of the toilet, uh it turns out like they know their voice, they know the same, so I am samperin deh and it turns out that Arfin is the same Bunda”, the Goddess spoke at length.
“Hahaha, sory Dew, earlier Mimih asked for help to pick up Bu Minah to his house, he said his body felt aching-feel like massage”, Dandy then joined sitting in the guest chair.
“Oh yes, Dewi you tea has not told me why it can be here?”, Mommy charges an explanation from Dewi.
“Ah yes I have not told you,,hehe,,, that my mother wants to attend a reunion with her Junior High friends tomorrow, , because I'm on a work holiday and I happen to have no events, Mama asked me to accompany her to Bandung, a spoiled base from Jakarta to Bandung just want to take a plane and we intend to stay at my aunt's house. While at the airport I met Dandy and he recognized me as Arfin's secretary, we greeted each other and chatted for a while until the HP number came up, then Dandy asked where we were going and it turned out to be in the same direction, finally I was with Mama to ride with Dandy”, Dewi explained at length.
“Oh so this is Kak Arfin's secretary who was said last night with Kak Dandy, aja Kak Arfin feel at home in the office, the person is beautiful and sexy”, Naz dialogue in his heart, the one who was smiling kindly now showed a sullen face.
“Do not lo Dan, my boss is not familiar, where a funny again if you never see anyone, still like I used to be indifferent to girls,, pas knows I called his nickname when in Junior High he used to know me”, Dewi laughed considering the beginning of meeting his new boss first.
“So what's the purpose of coming here ?”, Arfin spoke in a slender tone.
“Yeah Boss, it's so bad to be a person,, just calm down my master here does not want to take care of the work,, thegue also needs a holiday kalii,,,I bete had just diem bae at home with the same mothers who were again in a chat ngaler ngidul, so I called Dandy deh asked to be picked up for here he said here there is also Mr. Boss, it can be annoying Mr. Bos”. The goddess laughed at Arfin's expression that looked flurrying.
“Pantesan aja he here nyamperin Kak Arfin because of his work off so can not meet at the office, basic,”, Naz can only grumble in the heart.
“Oh so that's the story, yasudah please continue yes, mother takein drink first as a snack for you”, Mother got up from her seat and was about to walk away from the living room.
“Mother I help ya, all the ride to toilet”, Dewi also stood up and followed Mommy to the kitchen.
For a while there was no talk and the living room seemed silent, Dandy was busy playing mobile phones, Naz seemed to be playing his fingers while pouting and Arfin kept watching him since he sat there.
“Udah enjoy Naz”, Arfin can finally talk to Naz.
“It looks”, Naz replied with a jutek and it made Arfin feel astonished.
“Jutek is very Dek, can't be so ah”, Dandy protested Naz.
“No, normal kok”, still in jutek mode.
“Still craving yes, because it did not become to Trans Studio today, it is already in reschedule tomorrow to there mister puti”, Arfin tried to lower Naz's shock levels.
“Wah, you want there to be a road event anyway tomorrow, follow donk “, Dewi has returned carrying a tray containing drinks and brownies, then put it on the table and he sat back.
“Why go to Trans Studio ? Since when do you like to go to such a place Ar?”, Dandy felt astonished .
“So Naz is difficult to be told to eat with Mother, uh persuaded to be invited to ride a roller coaster to the new Trans Studio he wants to eat, but instead fainted, and, it turns out that after fainting and eating he wanted to go there”, Arfin tried to explain.
“We've rame-rame aja to there, quite exciting-call roller coaster ride same vertigo tuh there,” Dewi gave a proposal.
“I'm sorry, my head is still a bit dizzy”, Naz stood up and rushed to his room. Arfin who had noticed Naz had felt strange about his change of attitude, so it was still fine still smiling kindly, suddenly turned into a jutek, but he remembered that Naz was coming in the month , and thought maybe it was the influence of PMS. Arfin, Dandy and Dewi continued their conversation reminiscing about their Junior High.
Naz went into the room and locked the door, then he climbed onto the bed lying on his stomach immersing his face on a pillow ,“Hiks hiks,,,, Bad Arfin jack”.
The naz POV
It turns out that my guess has been wrong, I think Arfin liked me according to the characteristics that Ruby told me about the attitude of a man who likes a woman. He was always attentive to me, always there when I was sad, always making me laugh happily, and making me start to open my heart and let him approach me until I know what is called being in love.
I have been several times without knowing the shame of crying in front of him which is something I always avoid from others, even I have cried in his arms. I have never been close to any man other than my father, my brothers and my Andean best friend, but to him I was able to open up, share my grief with him, with him I felt comfortable, he said, even hearing her voice on the phone makes me happy.
Every night after I learned we always communicate, whether it's just chat, telephone even to video call, which originally discussed about the construction of the school terrace learning, joking joke, and even the video call, and the more we come here to discuss things that are not really important just so that we can communicate that makes us closer.
At first I did not understand what I felt, every day remember him, every night waiting for news from him, but we rarely met. But when Ruby told me that I had feelings for Arfin, I denied it, until one day when the distribution of the report and Kak Arfin brought me my report, My homeroom teacher seemed to like it and I felt annoyed until I was not clear, and that's when I realized it, as Ruby said I was jealous, yes I was jealous and it proved my feelings for Arfin.
At that time we did not meet at all for almost a month because I was busy preparing for UAS and he was busy with his work, I feel uneasy and it turns out this is what it feels like to miss someone we love, by hugging the doll giving the results of the doll claw the other day can slightly release my misses on him. Sometimes I talk to my teddy bear even I often pinch or munch on my unyeng tedy bear if I get upset at Arfin's legs who never contact me, and now my tedy bear is no more hix,, it turns out true love can damage logic and make people so stupid, even if the matter of lessons in school I am smart. Agul saeutik.
Yesterday I sent the wrong message of love that should be a reply to the message for Mother instead sent to Kak Arfin, I feel very embarrassed, really embarrassed even though that is my feeling to her, even though it is my feeling to her, but when I did say it first, prestige dong. I intend to avoid not wanting to meet him, but last night Kak Arfin even came to the house with Kak Dandy in a state of drenched, it feels like I want to hide, I want to hide, but I was reluctant to step up because I still missed him. When it was off the lights while outside the heavy rain accompanied by lightning and thunder, I was very surprised and saw the door open, I reflex hugged Arfin's brother who stood in front of me, I cried in fear, I was afraid, the trauma of my childhood is again present in my memory, the glade and flash of lightning that came again scared me really scared and increasingly tightened the embrace on Brother Arfin, before long Dad came and took over me and slowly kept me calm.
After I started to calm down Father and Brother Dandy even teased me, and I knew it was to divert my fear, yes and they succeeded, managed to scare me back, and I did, afraid of being discovered that I had been close to Arfin, it seems that he was not ready if our closeness was known by Father and Brother Dandy. When Kak Dandy said that Kak Arfin was more at home in the office and was lured by her beautiful and sexy secretary, I felt annoyed, angry, and disappointed and of course I was jealous. And the worse his secretary even followed Brother Arfin here, to Mimihku's house.
“hiks hiks hiks,, evil sister Arfin..I was wrong,,, how stupid I was ,, it turns out I misinterpreted her attention and kindness all this time, it turns out she loved another woman, not me,,,,, it was,,,not me..hiks hiks,,”.
Tok tok tok tok
" Naza......
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