The Light of ANAS

I'm Not Ready

This morning as usual before starting Naz activities and the family breakfast together, occasionally Naz looks daydreaming because he still thought of his last night discovery about Nervan and Arfin are brothers.

"How can they be brothers? they got into a fight because of me, how if their parents knew that they had fought over me,,, aahhhh,,, you know that I wouldn't pick any of them", Naz muttered in his heart.

"Rheanazwa", came the sound of Dandy's jolt.

"Apaan sih Kak, ngagetin aja", Naz immediately disperse the daydream.

"Some of you have been called several times silent, but what the hell is this morning?? tuh Pak Udin already nyalain horn 9x beyond the capacity you asked alias already three times three noh call", cerocos Dandy.

"Oh my goodness, I have to go to school immediately", Naz immediately drank his milk and greeted his parents and brother, "Assalamualaikum,,, ", Naz said goodbye and rushed out of the house to walk to his pickup car.

After traveling for thirty minutes until Naz arrived in front of the school gate and immediately went down, he ran towards his class because all the students had started to gather in the field to carry out the flag ceremony. After storing his bag, Naz went to the field with a uniform hat on his head.

After the ceremony was completed, all students and teachers entered their respective classes to carry out teaching and learning activities.

The bell rang indicating that the break has arrived, and as usual the gang bontot unyu go to the cafeteria and eat there while sitting telling stories of all kinds.

"Hi guys,, my new phone is good, right?", Ruby showed off her new phone to her three best friends.

"Dih,, arrogant lo ya, mentang-mentang-can torprize hape at the party yesterday", Kiara immediately nyinyir.

"Yes, it's a hape that should be split in two with Akmal, you guys are duet as a gift to both yee", Andes commented.

"Where is the gap divided in two, I mean Lo I get the front screen and Akmal dapet the back of it,,,, ? where can the flame of the cow coy,, you guys just shirk... ", Ruby immediately protested and then looked at Naz, "Naz, lo kok diem anyway, Lo follow me indecently also yes I dapet driprize of Opa lo?", Ruby asked a little annoyed.

" From last night I thought of something By, it turns out Bang Evan is like Arfin's brother and sister, ", said Naz.

"What...??", the three companions of Naz asked while half-crying together.

"The Naz series,,,,?? crazy crazy crazy crazy...this is crazy name, sister brother two-two her fall in love with lo ,, use pellet what lo Naz ??", cerocos Ruby who felt disbelief with what she heard just now.

"That means that when we go to Dandy Airport, Bang Evan will also pick up his sister Arfin?" asked the Andes.

" Are you sure about the news?? keep on knowing where it came from, what of Kak Arfin himself?", asked Kiara curiously.

Naz then recounts the incident last night when he found Dandy's High School's memento book to an explanation from the Mother.

" So that's the story, I keep thinking, if I know they're brothers, I'm not going to accept any of them,,,, I know,,, I don't want their brotherly relationship to be broken just because of me, ", said Naz at length.

" Naz, how else, the rice has become porridge, it is impossible also Lo mutusin Kak Arfin because of this problem,,,, is,, besides if I see Bang Evan well not seem to not like your relationship, it means he's already legowo kan nerima lo as his sister-in-law, ", Ruby tried to advise Naz.

" Yes really you too, I also do not want to break up with Arfin, I love him very much" said Naz with a smile.

"Wanjir,, najeess lo,,, it's really so cute with your guy" Kiara sneered.

"In the meantime Kiara will be pregnant" chirped Andes suddenly.

"You mean,,?", Kiara immediately asked with a sharp look.

" Don't pretend, I already know keleus" said the Andes in a spoiled tone.

"Know what Des,, ko I'm really curious... ", Ruby is kepo.

"That's loh, Kiara again Deket same Mr. Emir the teacher BK killer" said Andes .

"Vergin.... Kiara tastes you,, you like the same father-father", Ruby mocked.

" Gilaaaa lo Ra, often punished so fall in love niyee.", Naz followed mocking.

"Be quiet all of you, it's just cheap gossip, I'm nothing about the killer, amit-amit-deh should be the killer's girlfriend, have to think 5000x first,,,, ah ah don't discuss him, can be damaged my appetite", Kiara nyerocos non-stop while his three friends even laugh at him because Kiara looks wrong behavior.

"Emm.. Now aja amit-amit, later mah very interested", Ruby continues to tease Kiara.

"Eh by the way anyway buswey,, that Raline yesterday actually reported to the same police Sister Arfin???", asked Andes who remembered the incident yesterday.

"Yes, yesterday it was reported, and my guy was persuaded by all kinds of seduction until I found out he didn't change his decision,,,,, that's,,, this morning I also know from Mr. Udin if Raline is detained from yesterday ashar",

"Sgratimin tuh the Raline, do not be freed to rot in prison,, my gleam, try yesterday to know his arrest I have recorded deh I viralkan in yutub... let her know what it was like to be humiliated in front of the crowd ", Ruby grumbled in annoyance.

"Yes, I'm also very grateful,, finally he got a punishment too,, his parents were too indulgent he anyway, have done me wrong as much as anything never punished,,, Brother Arfin is so cool that he can punish the chili's mouth,, not in vain I so his successful team he made dapetin lo Naz,,, he's really extra protective same lo,,,, ", Kiara continued to praise Arfin.

"Yes, but I also feel sorry for him, having to be cold in detention, and of course Mama Rahmi is very sad"

"Udahlah Naz, consider it a punishment for those who really like your pain, let alone the fate of your slap,,, eugh,,, you know,, if not parents I've slapped back the same hair pinches know no, uhhh sprain sprain sprains", Andes expressed his frustration.

"What??" said Ruby and Kiara simultaneously.

"Tante Rahmi nampar lo, Naz", asked Kiara to confirm and Naz nodded in response yes.

"And that's because Raline insulted Bu Mira, Naz will defend her mother uh even in the same slap Aunt Rahmi,, continued Kak Arfin came with Kak Hardi,,, naz was carried in a bridal style and taken away, unchhh romantic,,, "

"Pantesan yesterday we did not see you again after you went to the lobby, sorry yes Naz I did not want you yesterday, know that I will not start lo", Ruby regretted the incident yesterday.

"What's up By, anyway, yesterday's unexpected, all that matters is that I don't mind why ", naz ended their conversation because the entrance bell had rung so they rushed back to their respective classes.

After the school lesson was over, all the students went out of their classes to go home. Naz was as usual back picked up by Mr. Udin. While on the way Naz received a message from his Papa if Bu Rahmi was sick, then Naz asked Mr. Udin to change the direction of his destination and turn the direction to the residence of Mr. Sharief, then he asked Mr. Udin to change the direction of his destination, Naz also sent a message to his mother that he would come home late because he went to visit the sick Bu Rahmi.

After a while Naz arrived at Bu Rahmi's house, he pressed the doorbell and opened the door by one of the household assistants, "Assalamualaikum Bi, he said Aunt Rahma was sick, may I visit him?", said Naz politely.

" Wa'alaikumsalam, please enter Non, let Aunt take you to the Madam's room",

"Yes, thank you Bi", said Naz following the steps of the housekeeper to the room of Ms. Rahmi.

He also opened the door to Ms. Rahmi's room, "My son, you where son, Mama kangen.... ", Ms. Rahmi deliriously in her sleep.

" His hot mistress is high, this morning it was checked by a doctor and prescribed medicine, but still Non fever, you want to take her to the hospital, but the madam refused, ", he explained.

Naz approached Ms. Rahmi's bed where she was lying, "Bi, can I have a small basin, a clean little towel with flask water to compress Ma,,, eh Aunt Rahmi?", asked Naz, then Bi Surti immediately went to the kitchen to pick up some items requested by Naz.

Soon Bi Surti came back, then Naz took water from the bathroom faucet and mixed with flask water, then Naz put a small towel into the water in the small basin, then he squeezed it a little until the water did not pour again and the towel was folded and then compressed into the forehead of Bu Rahmi. Naz continues to do the same thing several times if the compress has started to cool.

Naz rubbed his feet and hands with eucalyptus oil, "No, auntie stay first, want to cook" said Bi Surti bamitan.

"Yes Bi, let me take care of Aunt Rahmi", replied Naz by throwing a smile and Bi Surti left the room.

" My boy.... My boy... Elea darling.... ", Madam Rahmi is back to delirious.

Naz approached and went to lie down on Ms. Rahmi's bed "Yes Ma, I'm here, I'm, I'm, I'm here, "I'm Ma, I'm here, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm here, I'm, I'm,,, I miss Mama, I miss Mama's embrace, I love Mama, I want to be close like this Mama, please don't hate me anymore Ma,,,, please, please don't hate me again Ma,,, it tortured me so much,, please love me again like before, Ma,,,, I love Mama,, I love Mama" Lirih Naz while crying and continue to hug Ms. Rahmi until she fell asleep.

Ceklek,,, there was a sound of someone opening the door and then entering the room, "Why do they look similar like mother and child?,, her sleeping style is the same as that", said Mr. Syarief who noticed Naz and his wife who was in deep sleep.

"Yes, sir, maybe because since Non Naz's baby has always been taken care of by the Madam, especially until she was given full ASI, there may be an inner bond between the two, Non Naz looks very missed Madam", bi Surti commented.

" Yasudah Bi, let them rest, let's go out again, it seems that Rahmi's fever has gone down" said Mr. Syarief after touching his wife's forehead, then leaving the room.

Naz fell asleep once until he was unaware of the presence of his Papa and Bi Surti. After nearly two hours of sleep, Ms. Rahmi began to wake up from her sleep, how surprised she saw Naz sleeping next to her.

"Emhh, I am still sleepy Mother, ", said Naz with a special hoarse tone of waking up and his eyes were still closed.

"Wake up,,, Rheanazwa,, why are you sleeping in my room", Ms. Rahmi immediately snapped at Naz and Naz immediately opened his eyes, he immediately woke up and positioned to sit on the bed.

"Mama..... Mama is better now?", he asked by throwing a smile while holding both arms of Bu Rahmi.

" Let go.. don't touch me,, get you out of here, go,,,, !!", Ms. Rahmi immediately took Naz's hand off her arm and pushed Naz away and kicked him out.

"Mama.... " Lirih Naz

"Don't call me Mama, I don't want to hear it, anyway I'm not your mother, we have nothing to do, so don't ever call me Mama again,,,,,, you know,,,, get out of here,,, go,,,, I hate you,, because of you my son is being held in a police station,,,, I really hate you Rheanazwa,, go !!!! I said go, and never show your face in front of me again, I don't want to see you again,,, satisfied now that you're content to have made me suffer more,, huh", Bu Rahmi screamed while cursing Naz who continued to cry hearing Bu Rahmi's insults.

Naz rushed out of Bu Rahmi's room, he ran away by continuing to wipe away his tears that did not stop flowing, the happiness he had just felt could be close to the person he called Mama was now gone, the pain that was very stifling chest that he now felt, now he felt, he ran looking for the whereabouts of Mr. Udin in the front yard of his Papa's house, and after finding him he got into the car and asked Mr. Udin to drive him to the lake.

Along the way Naz continued to cry as if the words thrown by Bu Rahmi continued to ring in his ear, the look of hatred continued to be reflected in his head, until it did not feel the car he was riding had arrived at the lake park. Naz got out of the car and Mr. Udin was seen taking a phone call, and then he ran to the edge of the lake and sat on his favorite bench to resume his crying.

"Hey.... You why did you cry gini,,, ?" ask someone who patted Naz on the shoulder from behind.

Naz immediately turned to "Aa. huhuhuhu,, huaaaaa", Naz instead cried louder and Arfin immediately approached him and sat down next to him.

" You're why, baby, hemmm"

" Mommy hates me, Mama doesn't want to see me or see me again huaaaaaaa" she said in between her cries.

Arfin pulled Naz and hugged him, "Sssstttt,,, cup cup,, dear, Aa yesterday said, Aunt Rahmi doesn't hate you, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,, she just can't accept the fact that you're her husband's son with another woman,".

" But Mama said to herself, Mama hates me, Mama doesn't want to see me again, she said because I Raline went to prison huhuhuhuhu",

"Already,,, baby already,, don't cry anymore,, your eyes have too often shed tears,, later can dry dear,, ", ", your eyes have too many tears,,, ",he said he tried to stop Naz's crying and sure enough Naz had started to calm down a bit, he let go of his embrace.

"Nih drink first", Arfin gave a small bottled drink to Naz that he took from the bag.

"Why is it here?? shouldn't it be in Surabaya?", asked Naz as he pleased.

"Aa again play to the Panti, was going to your house uh,, your phone can not be contacted, continued Aa asked to Mr. Udin, he said, he said you went to the house of Aunt Rahmi to see him because he was sick,, Who said Aa returned to Surabaya?" explained Arfin.

"Why don't you go to Surabaya again?", asked Naz again.

"You really want us to stay far apart???", Arfin chuckled to see Naz shaking his head, "Aa's work there is done, so now it's back to work at the headquarters, so we don't need LDR anymore".

"Oh yeah,,,,?? nice dong,, but, but, I'm back to Aa,,,,", Naz went straight into frown mode.

"Job ...? sebel why?? if Raline's problem, Aa has revoked the report, even though the plan is the day after", he said.

"I'm not happy because of that, uh but good if the report has been revoked, thanks for that, but still yes" Naz kekeh as well as Arfin.

" Sebel why the hell baby?", he asked again.

" Aa how not to be honest with me, Aa ko never said that Aa same Bang Evan sister brother?? he said that between us there can be no secrets", Naz expressed his regret.

"Loh, Aa, I think you already know about it.", Arfin even thought Naz already knew.

" Know where,,,? people I just found out last night, that's because I saw the memory book of Aa High School", Naz is still in bad fashion.

"I have no intention of keeping it a secret, baby, if you already know from Mother or Dandy that, because all this time you never asked her, too, why would we be brothers?", Arfell asked again.

"Yes, I'm not good, you guys have been fighting because of me, if I knew from the beginning if you were brothers I was ....", Naz hesitated to continue his words.

" I what,,,,?? I will accept Bang Evan's love that is what it means??", Arfin even guessed the no-no.

"It's not you, I don't have any intention of accepting him as my guy from the first time he shot too,,,, opsss", Naz sneaked.

"What,,,,?? so Bang Evan ever expressed his feelings to you?? he ever shoot you?", now Arfin is getting pissed.

"Yasalam,,, why do I wear all the lies,, beigo beigo,,,,", Naz muttered in his heart.

" Naz, why haven't my questions been answered?" Arfin asked again.

"Em.. baby it's over, anyway he's joking, not so serious, so I take the wind and then,, hehehe",Naz answered wrongly for fear that everything Nervan did could be revealed .

"That means that the secret play here isn't Aa but you, Naz"

" How come it's me??" asked Naz, getting nervous.

"Well, did you hide that from me, let alone the Bang Evan you were hiding from me?? Does she give you anything or anything" Arfin continued to investigate.

"No dear, he never said anything, yes, no, no ahh, Aa later said more and more whining, whirring me home ah",Naz immediately got up from his seat, as he was about to step Arfin immediately stiffened Naz's hand.

"Where are you going??? can't go home first, that's Mami wants to see you" he said.

"Mommy,,,??? that means Aa's mom is that?", asked Naz to confirm.

" Oh, baby, who else ?? and now he is waiting in the orphanage to meet my girlfriend" he said again.

"What,,,? is it in the parlour ?? now??,,, yasalam,,,,,", Naz was immediately shocked to hear that.

"Darling, please don't now, I'm not ready, a messy look gini, where the cry runs out, not yet showered anyway,,, not mindless,, I don't want to see you now please", Naz refused to meet.

"What's wrong, baby, you just wipe your face with a wet tissue, clean it,,,? Ayok", Arfin invited Naz to walk with him.

"Darling not now, not later", Naz still refused to meet.

"Now or later it's the same", Arfin still forced.

Naz sighed violently and massaged his forehead, "Honey, where's the wet tissue??" asked Naz and Arfin, giving wet wipes from his bag.

"Darling, I got into the car to clean my face, ", after Arfin nodded at Naz, he got in the car and Arfin waited outside, and he called her Mami. When the phone connection was lifted by his Mami, it turned out that the car driven by Mr. Udin had left the park.

"Latin..... ", Arfin shouted because his lover had run away, "Father son of a rancid.!!", said Arfin annoyed.

" I'm sorry, honey, I'm not ready to meet the future in-laws, ", said Naz, looking at the man he left behind from the windshield.

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How do you feel when you meet a prospective in-law??? does anyone run away like Naz???...

Happy Reading's.....😘