The Light of ANAS
Child Rejected, Mother Acts
Naz who never found the whereabouts of his cell phone began to panic because he was afraid of his lover was angry, because it had just been purchased 2 days ago was gone, maybe he was afraid he was thought to sell his phone for snacks. Finally, he took the initiative to borrow a landline to call his number, happened to be located not far because it was on a short sideboard attached to the wall and still in the middle room is quite spacious.
After asking Bi Darmi for permission, Naz dialed his number to call his mobile number, but it turned out that his number was inactive, many times still inactive.
“Down,, how is this,,, fix this mah missing, do not-don't fit into the bookstore was falling,,, ouhhh,, this is super makanti must not save oruhh,,, si Aa anyway buy hape pake expensive everything,,, really apes today”, murmured in his heart, then he came back to Nala.
“Kaka,,, Nala lapal ”, he said as he rubbed his stomach.
“Uluh-uluh,, Nena's grandson is hungry, yes, let's eat , Bi Darmi has finished cooking”, Mami who just came back after finishing calling hearing the grandchild's complaint, Mami, directly invite the two of them to the dining room even though it is only half 12 noon.
Nala, who had not been able to eat by herself, was about to be fed by Mami, but she refused and asked to be fed by Naz, and she also fed Nala painstakingly, Naz already got a plus again from his camer this mah.
Finish eating their prayers together then continue their activities in the living room. Naz helps Nala apply colored pencils on the still plain princess picture on the coloring book, and of course ends with an indistinct streak of scribbles from the picture. After a long time playing, Nala suddenly fussed and it turns out she was sleepy, then Naz tidied up picture books and others and then highlighted her bag. Mami also invites Naz who holds Nala to Nala's room located on the second floor to put Nala to sleep, because if taken to Arfin's room, the owner will be angry if the room is messy. They also climbed the stairs close to the middle room.
“Mami,, Nala if she sleeps should hold a blanket or cloth that is soft”, Naz told Mami.
“Hmmm,, already his face is like the brother, fearing lightning like the brother when he was a child, sleep also should there be a blanket soft material, if he does not believe this his son, it is very outrageous, it is, without DNA testing, too, has been discovered, ”, said Mami chuckled, then picked up a blanket from Nervan's wardrobe, then gave it to Naz and he immediately laid Nala on the bed.
“Naz, you also sleep aja temenin Nala, Mami want to go down first yes want to boci too, hehehe,, later Mami ask Bi Darmi nganterin towel same prayer tool yes, hehehe, maybe you want to pray ashar here later, pity Nala if left alone “, said Mami at length.
“Iya, Mi, thanks, yes, sorry so troublesome”, said Naz.
“It is precisely Mami who apologizes for bothering you”, said Mami, then she went out of the room and descended the stairs, then entered her room after giving instructions to Bi Darmi.
After a few moments of sleep, Naz was awakened because Nala who slept muter like a windmill kicked Naz's face with her tiny legs, “Aduh,, pain also hit the kick madun”. His words grimaced and opened his eyes, “Yasalam,, kirain dream, it turns out actually kicked my beautiful face,, Nala sleep it very yes, do not-don't drop again from his father… very unfortunate fate Nala, who descended from Bang Evan strange habits all”, he said with a hoarse tone and then chuckled.
Naz saw his watch, “Yeah it's four o'clock more, I haven't prayed”, Naz got up and went to the bathroom to make abudhu, I didn't pray, then he performed the Ashar prayer with mukena sent Bi Darmi before.
After praying he saw Nala who was still sound, then he decided to go to shower because his body felt sticky, and he took a bath even though after that he did not change clothes and only wear those clothes again. Just finished getting dressed again, he heard the sound of a car horn, then peeked at it from the window, “That's Kak Arfin's car, “, Naz said as he watched from behind a glass window.
“Mama.... “, said Nala in a hoarse tone, Naz who heard Nala's voice, immediately approached her.
“Ehh, Nala is beautiful already awake,, pee first yuk yuk keep washing face, it's Om Apin Ipin has come, later we are escorted home with him ya”, and, said Naz who is called Nala even though his consciousness is not 100%. Naz helps Nala get up, opens her pants, and carries her to the bathroom.
When she finished, Naz panned her bag and took Nala down, but she did not want to be carried because she wanted to walk down the stairs, when walking Naz heard the voice of Arfin who seemed to be talking seriously with Mami, because his voice sounded a bit loud as if he was being bickered. And when he finished going down the stairs Naz heard clearly Arfin's words.
“Once again I reiterate, I will not marry, and I will never marry anyone, including Naz”, Arfin half-cried as he stood face to face with Mami.
Naz who heard it was very surprised like he was struck by lightning in broad daylight, he was silent to peck, his chest felt tight, breathing was heavy, too, he smothered his own mouth in disbelief with what he heard then his hand turned to hold his chest as if holding back the pain.
“Om Apin Ipin”, Nala yells to Arfin, and when Arfin turns back he is very surprised to see the whereabouts of Naz.
“Naz,, “, He looked on with a surprised face, his body seemed to tremble looking at Naz with fear and guilt, his lips suddenly silent and heavy when he wanted to say words.
Naz turned his face and ran down the front room and out of the house, he ran as fast as he could, and when he arrived at the gate he looked back. Then he went out the gate with the door opened by the guard, his tears kept pouring down his cheeks, he continued to run on the sidewalk as if not necessarily direction. He stopped running and looked back, and there happened to be a taxi, he stopped him and immediately boarded it and said his home address.
“Why does he talk like that,,,,? why is he in a relationship with me? Are all the words of love he ever said that were just falsehoods ? does he just want to play with my feelings?, am I just a toy for him ? even he did not try to chase me,, have the heart of you Brother,, how could you play me like this”, Naz spoke in his heart while crying because his mouth was unable to say a word and only the sound of stuffing just yeng out of his mouth ,,, “hiks hyks”, hik, Naz continued to sob until he reached his home, he passed by Mbak Iyem who opened the door and ran to the room.
Naz throws all the items given by Arfin, starting from the clothes he once gave even all his own clothes as well, the two dolls that always accompany him to sleep, he said, and be smile was all thrown on the floor crying,
”Huwaaaaaaaaaaa,,,,,, huaaaaaaaaa”, Naz cried as hard as he could to shed his chest-stifling pain and did not care though everyone would hear him, he threw himself on the floor and threw himself down while banging on the floor with his fist.
”I hate you,,, I hate..huaaaaaa,,, huaaaaa”.
Tok tok shop…. “Neng ,,, Neng Nanaz why,, “, Ma'am Iyem knocked on the door and sounded panicked. ”Neng,,, open the door Neng,,,”, Mbak Iyem keep trying.
“Pergiiii,,,, leave me alone !!,,,, huaaaaaaaaa,,, ”, Shouted Naz who came back crying loudly.
It seemed like this time the pain Naz felt was much more pain than before. How not, the person he loves so much, the one who always wipes his tears when crying, the one who always comforts him when sad, the one who always makes him happy and laughs, he said, also the one who had always been his protector, now that person was the one who gave him such a deep pain in his heart. Until he cries hysterically outside his habit that if sad he will hide his sadness and crying from others, including from his own parents.
The words seemed to tell her that Arfin had no serious intentions with her and was just playing with her feelings, also indirectly Arfin had rejected her. So Naz prejudiced all the beautiful things and all the words of love and sweet words that came out of Arfin's mouth were just fake, all just lies.
Naz kept crying and locked himself in his room, and soon someone knocked on his room again, but this time it was Mommy who came, tok tok,,, “Naz,,, baby,,, this time,,, open the door, son..”, Mother shouted from behind the door because she was worried after receiving a report from Mbak Iyem.
"Huaaaaaa..,.. huaaaaaa ", Naz instead returned to crying loudly, “Darling,, you tea why or son, do not make Mother panic gini, let's open the door, son, “, , Mother is getting worried and banging on the door, but still there is no response from Naz, “, darling, let's open the door Nak, Mother please oruh baby, dear, do you need to call a complex security guard to break this door?”, Mother continues banging on the door, and finally Naz also opened the door,,, when the door opened Mother who had been worried immediately hugged Naz whose face was very tangled and messy.
“Huaaaaaaaa,,,, hiks hyks,,,”,Naz crying in his arms again.
“You tea why baby, how can you get to gini,, new Mother nyampe, Mother Iyem said you tea cry until screams”, Ask Mother while rubbing Naz's back, Iyem said, then he let go of his embrace slowly, then took Naz into the room and sat on his bed.
“Astagfirullah,, this is tea why again, your room is like a ship broke like this”, Mother looks around the room Naz mess.”You tea why love hem?”, asked Mommy while confirming the hair Naz covered part of his face that looked down.
“Kak Afin,,, hiks,, hiks, hiks... “, Naz said between his tears.
“Arfin why? You bickering? Wasn't yesterday tea okay?”, asked Mother wonder.
“Kak Arfin is a liar,, hiks hiks hiks,,, everything is a lie,,,, hiks hyks,, everything he says is a lie,,, hix hiks”, he said as he bothered and tears continued to flow.
“What? Since when did he become a liar? He lied to you?”, asked Mommy again, Naz instead of answering and continued to cry. “Yaudah or you nagis tea until full first, only later to talk to Mother, where the tears have been mixed with your snot, first wipe gih”, then, the Mother is again precarious to spit up her child.
Naz took the clothes under his feet that he threw earlier, then used it to wipe his tears and snot, “Astgfirullah,, habits da you mah, if you cry on his coat like to wear clothes, he said, it's a tissue on the study table”, Mother even nagged while pointing at the table Naz study.
“Away Mother,,,, hiks hiks”, Naz said as he sobbed.
Mother also waited for a moment to let Naz calm down first she will continue her interrogation, and after Naz looks calm Mother immediately threw the question, “You tea why the hell? What's the matter with Arfin? Though yes, this afternoon Mother had talked about your engagement with Hinda on the phone, beuh she was very excited and very agree”.
“Huaaaaaaa,,,,, huaaaaaaa”, Naz is crying again and making Mother shocked.
“Yes pardon, why are you crying so hard again or, Dek?, was it calm,, actually you tea why or, Dek ?, say oruh Mommy,,,,, actually,,,let Mommy help you” problems, Mother continues to ask because she feels strange and confused.
“Free Mother talking engagement, her own sister Arfin does not want to be engaged, even do not want to manikah with anyone including do not want to marry me too, huaaaaaaaaaaaa”, Naz explained in between her cries.
“What?? Why is that ? what's the reason, instead of tea you guys love each other ? do not joke you deck, you want to prank Mother yes, not funny ahh this important thing is made into a joke”, Mother does not even believe.
“I heard for myself Mother, when Brother Arfin spoke with Mami earlier,, huaaaaaaaa...”, Naz complained.
“What ? this tea must be something wrong,, just Mother call Hinda first,, you are in the first yes, on the brake first cry”, yes, he said he then took the phone from his bag and immediately contacted Bu Hinda, but after being contacted many times did not get an answer at all. “Dek,, this has been the fifth call, but why not lift? What's the matter? Why yes? “, said Mother asked questions.
“It looks like Mommy has to meet Hinda directly, yes you were rejected so ahh”, he said again.
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