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Naz, who was being overwhelmed with sadness, can now only complain to the Mother, who usually always shares sadness only with Arfin or his three friends. It is true that the most comfortable place to complain is to the parents themselves, especially to a mother who is usually more sensitive and wise even though it can end with a long tirade and advice. But it depends on the child who is closer to the mother or to her father, and also depends on the way they accept the complaint of the child and the way they react to it as well. Some can be wise and sometimes there are parents who immediately make decisions without thinking long, even not infrequently if they are ignited emotions so angry if their children are hurt, he said, then there can be a war with the team that the child complained about without caring who was wrong. Yes, that's one way parents show affection and protect their children, but of course, every parent has a different way.

Mother who saw Naz was so sad and beaten that crying like that made her feel furious at Arfin. Then Naz told him all the events that made him like that despite talking while hugging and crying. He cried again when he said the words that Arfin said to his mother.

“Yeah, when did Arfin talk like that? maybe you heard wrong, Dek, maybe he said he was not ready to get married, not not not going to get married,,”, Mother said in disbelief.

“I heard very clearly the words Mother,,,, hiks hiks ..I am not yet deaf,, she clearly said she would not marry anyone including me too,,,,,, she said,,,, hiks hiks hiks”, Naz back sobbing.

“During this tea Mother pay attention to Arfin tuh meuni love so much you tea, meuni willing to do anything for you,, asa moal maybe if she talks so mah,, until long ago he dared to ask permission with your Papa and Dad with his gentle to date with you tea, misheard the time you mah ahh”, mahh, Mother still does not believe that the prospective daughter-in-law of his dream said that.

“Iiihhh, Mother ko even belain him anyway, which Mother's child was me or her anyway,,, Mother instead wronged me again,, hix hiks”, Naz protested because he felt blamed.

“Yes you are also wrong,, yes, after you heard Arfin say that you samperin tea him, make sure that what you hear is true or not, keep asking for an explanation from him,,, and,, this is even blurred, your habits are mah da,,, so gini, you do not know what the truth is like, even cry keger until yelling like that,, you know what the truth is,, shy or Dek same neighbor, thought Mother tea torture you like a cruel stepmother, like stepmother Cheribella was tuh”, Mother even lectured Naz.

“Cinderella,,,”, Naz correcting.

“Iya wae pokonya mah, the prinesses who has a cruel stepmother tea”, said Mother , “Already, mending now mah you contact Arfin first deh, said Mother , ask him if he means what he said?”, Mother gives advice.

“Don't want ah,, mother who called him, all angry he tuh", he said with as much as he pleased.

“Halah, now just tell Mommy to get angry with her,, what the hell are you so time found out with Dandy you hug him in the room and hidden from Mother, for fear of being scolded by Mother, right?”, Mommy insinuates past events, “Now just tumben you again sad to ngadu to Mommy, usually mah anything ngadu to Arfin,,, indeed Mother of tea has never heard of what if you again call the same dia”, Mother cerocos.

“Mother anyway,, no shame what ngintipin his son again phonean,, have ah no need to discuss the past,, I want to break up with him,, I hate him,,,,,,, I,,,,hyks hyks".

“Dek,, you don't make decisions in a state of anger like this,, later your own tea that mending, mending gibberish first deh well, let there be no misunderstandings and everything is clear, If you want to break up also must be good or, you will start a relationship well,,,,,,, and,,,, You also have to remember the same struggle and sacrifice Arfin has for you. Do not think the same father Mother of tea never pay attention to you, we watched and were able to assess how your relationship was and how Arfin behaved with you, and, in addition to being very affectionate with you, he was also patient in dealing with your sometimes childish behavior, and,,, And you tea has begun to mature Deck, so must start thinking mature oruh, if you have dared to date, yes must be ready to dare also face the problems that will arise in a relationship,,,, if you have the courage to also face problems that will arise in a relationship,,, because not all relationships are like toll” road, Mommy advises Naz.

Naz just silently listened to Mother's words, as if he was contemplating them.

“Dandy tea once said yes to Mother, about you who had misunderstood Arfin and thought that Maira was Arfin's ex-boyfriend and his son was Arfin's son, until you cut Arfin,,, that tea should be a lesson for you, Dek, because the misunderstanding of your relationship is almost broken up and lucky to still be saved, do you want to repeat it once again now, huh?”.

Naz, who had stopped crying, bowed his head as if he were listening to the Mother's hospitality, “But I don't know how to,,,,, I do,,, just now he also did not chase me at all or try to explain to me”.

Mommy took a deep breath, “If you are not ready to talk with Arfin let Mommy talk about this with Hinda,,,, if you are not ready to talk with Arfin,,, Although it seems like this problem arises because we are talking about your engagement, After all Mother here wants to be a mediator for both of you,, Mother will not defend you even though you are the child of Mother, nor will you defend Arfin even though Mother already considers him to be her own child,,,, and also will not defend Arfin,,, Mommy just wants to help straighten out this problem because Mommy wants the best for you”.

Mother then took her phone from the bag and contacted Ms. Hinda, but after a few times still did not get an answer.

“Dek, this tea has been called the fifth time, but why not lift up? what is this ? why yes? how not usually Hinda like this”, said Mother asked questions.

“It looks like Mommy should meet Hinda directly this mah, to talk about this problem, yes you were rejected so ah still do not believe Mommy mah”, he continued again.

“Maybe Mami is still praying,,, “, said Naz when he looked at his watch, “Astagfirullah, I have not prayed magrib”, he said, he said then rushed to the bathroom before the Mother who had given him a sharp gaze lectured him all out, because the clock had shown at 18.40 WIB.

After finishing the prayer Naz came back to his Mother who was still sitting on the mattress while playing her phone, then Naz sat back while grinning.

“Pantesan aja nangis kayak dokatanan that, have not prayed turned out”, said Mother quipped.

“Hehe,, “, Naz just grin.

“Excuse me Mom,, this is a drink”, Sister Iyem came with a tray containing one glass of water for Naz.

“Dek, drink first,, surely you are tired of crying that much? Did you drink earlier in the bathroom?”, asked Mommy chuckling.

“I didn't love that many times, Bund”, said Naz and then drank the water to the end.

“Mbak Yem,, please clean up this mess ya,,,,”, Mother's word to her housekeeper, “Dek, you tea do try, this clothes all sorts of thrown around", ask Mother wonder.

“That's an item given by Kak Arfin, I don't want it in my room again”, said Naz.

“Hah ,, the feeling is that you used to wear clothes,, we who buy it, why throw also”, Mother noticed Naz clothes scattered on the floor.

“I thought I had a hard time choosing, yaudah I threw all”, replied Naz.

“Huhh, you are really yes,, beware yes do not repeat like this again ", Mother shook her head and mengultimatum, "Oh yes,, Mother shook her head and mengultimatum,, this simcard you have finished being taken care of this afternoon with Mother's employee,,”, Mommy gives a sim card to Naz.

“Wah,, so this is my old number back”, Naz said happily.

“Iya,, uhh by the way, why hape you tea is not active-active from last afternoon?”, asked the newly remembered Mother.

“Hape is gone”, replied Naz briefly.

“What? Astagfirullah,,, eta hape tea is expensive, why is it that everything is lost, ?", Mother was surprised to hear it. "Well, did you tea in three days and say two hape? Do you tea do not be so late, Dek,,, did you buy hape tea not use money? Where is your new hape price until tens of sni”, Mommy continues nyerocos.

“The name is also calamity, how to do again, maybe this is a sign”, replied Naz arbitrarily.

“What sign?”, asked Mother in wonder.

“Ya omen, hape her ilang , who thanks also lost”, replied Naz again.

“Astagfirullah, you don't like all the talk…. What if Arfin tea really disappeared from the face of the earth aka is dead? Want you?”, Mother esmosi.

“Ya means not that, the loss is lost from me, not mine anymore so”, said Naz clarify while Mommy just sighed rudely, not being mine anymore, then Naz saw Mbak Iyem put the two teddy bears on Naz's sleeping patch,

”Mbak, do not put here again, throw away, I do not want to see the two dolls, all the clothes are also tuh”, Naz shows the clothes that Arfin once bought.

Mother shook her head to hear the words of Naz who was still angry at Arfin, “Save it in the warehouse, Ma'am, later diplastikin first, can not waste goods, can not waste, unless you want tea to give it to someone else, or donated, that's also if you are aware later”, said Mother then Ma'am Iyem who had finished cleaning all the items lying on the floor immediately went to bring the dolls and clothes appointed by Naz to be stored in the warehouse.

“Emang I can stay there, Mommy?”, asked Naz.

“Yes can oruh,, Mbak Rahmi is your biological mother, besides she must miss you very much after a long time away from you, Mommy is okay,,,, anyway,,, You also must miss it very much, right?, already there gih you are packing your clothes to nginep there spend the rest of your school holidays ”, said Mother, said, keudian Naz also took his small suitcase and put some of his clothes to stay for 3 days at his Mama's house.

After dinner, Naz immediately went to the house of Bu Rahmi with Pak Udin who had picked him up, and when he arrived home immediately greeted with joy by his parents.

Because it was night, Naz was immediately taken to the room that had been prepared by his mother and he also slept with Naz, which of course they talked about many things before they went to sleep, he said, except for the problems that Naz is facing, because he does not want to ruin his happy moment with his birth mother.

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The next day, as usual Naz woke up at dawn and after performing the prayer he cleaned and cleaned his room, while the Mama returned to his room.

Tok tok tok ,,, the sound of knocking on the door and Naz then opened the door, “Raline,,, ?”, he said feeling surprised.

“Iya Naz,, can I enter”, he asked.

“Ah, yes-yes, please enter”, Naz let Raline in, then they sat together on a sofa in the room.

“Naz,, I want to apologize for all my treatment all this time to you, I've been so outrageous to you just because I envy you who get affection from everyone,,, I know,, especially now that I know you're Papa and Mama's biological child, I'm so ashamed of Naz,,,, that,,, I'm so embarrassed because all this time I've always thought about getting all that affection from Papa and Mama, or even Opa and Oma, without sharing a single bit with you,,,”, you, ralin said while bowing his head.

“Raline, without even apologizing I have forgiven you, after all we are brothers, even though we were not born of the same mother. I know about it, I'm sorry too, I didn't mean to take all their affection away from you, they all loved us both, they all loved us, moreover, Oma and Opa because we are their favorite granddaughters since we were children, right,,,,?? I hope we can be good brothers and get along and love each other like when we were little”, Naz said as he touched the back of Raline's palm.

“Thank you, Naz,, but I'm not the son of this Naz family, you deserve it here and get their affection”, you are, he said that he did not feel the tears of Ralinr also fell soaked Naz's hands.

“Same-same,, “, replied Naz with a smile then rubbed Raline's shoulder, ,” I know it's hard for you, but nevertheless you're still part of this family,,, Ever since our babies were raised with their affection, and now they won't change it all, just now we know who our own biological parents are,, and we all do, and we know, and we know who we are,,, I hope you also still consider Papa and Mama your parents, because they love you very much, and for them you are still their children, and we are still brothers”.

“You're right Naz,,, it's very hard for me, when Mama and Papa explain this, it feels like my world is destroyed,, I can't accept all of this,,,, I can't,,, but they kept raising my heart and assuring me that they kept holding me as their son, but still Naz, this is very painful,, and,, plus it turns out that the person that I hated and always despised was my own real mother, I was very angry and could not accept this fact Naz,, why it had to be like this,,,,, I was so angry,,, hiks hyks hiks”, said Raline who then cried.

“Raline,, this is already our destiny path from the Creator, we should take his wisdom, precisely in this way we can be brothers. Even though we are not raised by our biological parents, we can still feel the affection of the parents who care for us, even without realizing it turns out we also get affection from our biological parents who are still around ourselves. And you know Raline, we're one of the lucky ones, and there's a lot of people out there who don't have parents, and there's even parents but their lives are in short supply,, whereas we, in addition to getting abundant affection, also all our needs and desires can be easily fulfilled by our parents,,”, said Naz.

Raline who was still crying bowed her head, “You're right Naz,,, we are among the lucky ones,,, but I need time to accept all of this”.

“Iya Raline, I also understand,, later also slowly you will be able to accept all of this, anyway you have to remember, whoever our parents are, but we are still brothers, until whenever”, said Naz.

“Thank you Naz,, you are indeed very good,, even though I have hurt you so many times and insulted you all this time,, hiks hiks ”, Raline felt sorry and embarrassed.

“Already, then let it pass, the photo is now and in the future we must be brothers who love each other, okay “, said Naz smiled and Raline also returned his smile.

“Nah,, so dong,, Mama was happy to see the two daughters of Mama get along like this”, Ms. Rahma who just entered Naz's room immediately commented and approached the two.

“Mama,,, “, said the two girls together.

“Mama has heard and seen everything,,, it is wrong who the door is not closed so tightly, but Mama is very happy to see you guys like this, hopefully continue like this yes,, yes,, so brothers who get along and love each other, for Mama you are still Mama's biological daughter, because Mama really loves kalia both”, said Bu Rahmi who stood in front of her two daughters.

“Mama,,, “, said the two back together, then stood up and hugged his Mama simultaneously, accompanied by the cries of haru from the three.

“Mama dear y'all”.

“We also love Mama...”, said both compakan.

After a moment of hugging, they let go, and Bu Rahmi kissed the two daughters' eyebrows alternately, “Ah ah melow-saw,, Your Papa and Brother are waiting at the dinner table for breakfast together, let's go there”, Ms. Rahmi also leads her two daughters on both sides like a child and walks towards the dining room.

After finishing breakfast they immediately prepared to go to the top, which turned out to be pre-planned. Fortunately, Naz's clothes were still in the suitcase and had not been put in the closet, so it did not take long to prepare them.

They set off in a car driven by Hardi, Naz sat in the back with his Mama and Raline, while his Papa sat in the front. When the car was launched, Naz was given a godie bag that turned out to contain a new cell phone that was exactly the same as Raline's, because his mother already knew that Naz had lost his phone again.

“Wah, new phone,, Thank you Mama..”, Naz said as he hugged his mother who was sitting in the middle between him and Raline.

“Sama-sama dear, but that's who bought Papa all his assistant,, hehehe, and his assistant has mchargel full of your phone, also already filled with several applications using his email, hehehe, and his assistant has also, but directly in the login kok so that later can use your own email, so you just input the simcard and activate it , oh yes,,,,, so,,, your number has also been filled with a complete data package with ” pulsanya, Bu Rahmi explained.

“Unchhh,, thanks Mama , Thanks Papa, thank you also yes to Papa's assistant who has taken care of all this”, said Naz happy, then opened the dus hape and took the hape.

Naz put the simcard given by Mother last night that he stored in his bag into his new phone. And taraaa.. a lot of messages that go in there, SMS messages and some missed call messages because it has been four days that the number is not active. Then he entered his email as well as his number on whatsapp application.

Of the various SMS messages lined up, his finger was moved to open a message from Arfin that turned out to be a message when he disappeared to Bandung yesterday. His heart was sliced through the message sent by Arfin that showed how worried he was at the time, but there was no other message after that, Naz continued to stare at the screen of his phone with a sad look.

“Tried dong new phone camera, good not Naz”, said Raline as if to invite them selfie ria.

And Raline's words are able to disperse the reverie of Naz,“ Uh, yes, may, may, let's take a photo of the three of Ma”, invite Naz to her Mama too.

“Ayok-ayok “, Mama also nodded excitedly.

They also take pictures with a variety of styles and expressions although there are some results that blur because swayed by a car that passes through a hollow road. Women today everywhere like to exist, can not see the camera phone ngagnggur.

After that, Raline put Naz into their family group and asked Naz to send the photos to the group. Whether there was an impulse from where, Naz uploaded a photo of himself with Raline and his mother as if to tell him that his number had been activated again, and it seemed to be addressed to someone who was waiting to contact him, because he feels prestige if the current contacts the person first.

“May she see my WA status,,, “, she murmured in a hopeful heart.

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