The Light of ANAS

Is this a TV Show Say Love?

The atmosphere of the cafeteria seemed crowded filled with students who went back and forth to buy food alias snacks and some eat on the spot at the table and bench provided but the number is limited, so that the fastest students can sit there, sometimes there are crouching or standing eating snacks while gathering with friends. As for the standard snack menu in the school cafeteria ranging from baso, cilok, batagor, siomay, chicken noodles, various juices and brewed drinks, do not forget all kinds of fried foods such as mendoan, banana aroma, and so on, gehu, bala-bala, risoles, cireng and so on. Not infrequently there are students who are naughty if buying fried foods like Darmaji aka dahar five ngaku hiji (eat five nganya one). Do not imitate yes it harms the seller loh.

At one table there is an attention-grabbing place where the bontot unyu gathered sitting there who was seen laughing and teasing Naz due to the voice note he accidentally pressed and the recording sent to the man who was the topic of conversation to the four people.

“You guys are silent, don't see if people are worried about us because you laugh like that?”, Naz said annoyed.

“Biarin, , let us famous”, Ruby even more laugh.

“You ko even nertawain me anyway, instead of grieving, what kind of friend you laugh over my suffering”, said Naz increasingly upset.

“What grieving, yes if it has been so its name is not grieving but joyous rejoicing scarfalala, Naz”, said Andes with his spoiled tone.

“IIihh,, you guys yes, there is no such thing as “, said Naz increasingly upset, then get up from his seat, ”Gue to first class ah, sebal”, then get up, Naz rushes out of the cafeteria and back to his class, followed by his three best friends.

After the break ended, the learning procession was resumed, throughout the lesson Naz could not focus because of the thought of the voice note incident earlier, Naz continued to grudge himself while occasionally daydreaming, and did not feel the bell rang indicating the end of the lesson, then the students and teachers rushed home.

After school, Naz contacted his mother asking for permission to go to the mother's orphanage, and she allowed him. Naz visited the orphanage for only a few moments, after chatting with Bude and then Naz went to the lake park to walk alone there. Upon arriving at the park, Naz sees a man sitting on an iron chair overlooking the lake, and Naz approaches him in slow steps.

“Bang Evan,, what is it here,, does it not work?”, asked Naz .

“Pacify yourself”, Nervan replied briefly without taking a look from the lake before him.

“What's wrong with Bang Evan,, usually he likes a lot of cingcong, why so quiet like this?”, uman Naz in heart and he also sat next to Nervan and looked towards the lake, looking at the lake, he was also swept away in the daydream still thinking about the voice note earlier, and suddenly crossed the mind of Naz, “Eh,,, and,, why don't I ask questions about the truth Anas Brother is Bang Evan yes.?.?”, Naz again muttered in his heart.

“Bang Evan..”, call him.

“Hmmmm”, Nervan only said.

“Abang why?”, Naz started asking because he felt astonished.

“Gak what-what”, Nervan answered briefly still mode view to the lake.

“Kok not kayak usually?”, Naz again asked, “Emm, if you have a problem, you can tell me the same story, maybe I can help”, he continued stale.

Nervan took a deep breath and exhaled violently, “Naz, have you ever hated someone?”, he asked.

“Kalo hate never, if annoyed often, hehehe, Mother says never plant hatred and resentment in our hearts, hehehe, because it will only make us a person who prejudices not good and always filled with anxiety without a sense of calm in the heart, forgiving and mengikhlaskan is the best way even though it is difficult Bang”, Bang, Naz answered at length.

“Although it is a family or parents themselves?”, Nervan again asked.

“Sure Bang…. Hating families who later the effect can break the cord of friendship, in religion is also prohibited. As good as friends or friends, it will not be like a family that has a blood bond with us Bang, let alone with parents, especially with parents, do not be hostile to them because their sacrifice is very great for us children, do not be a child of disobedience Bang. If parents are wrong with us, yes we may remind him because the human place is wrong and forget, usually the anger of parents is a sign of affection from them but the way of delivery is different, but the way is different, if we as his children do wrong also surely they forgive us because affection is much greater than everything”, Naz said his opinion.

“If we could choose to be born by whom yes...”, Nervan said with a blank look towards the lake.

Naz immediately turned his gaze towards Nervan who was sitting next to him,” Bang Evan?”, asked Naz in surprise, but who was asked instead was silent without a word, “Bang, he said, I also used to think like that, why I was not born from the womb of Mother why it must be from another woman, but it has all become the provisions of the Almighty, born, sustenance, soul mate, and so on, death has been established since the first time the spirit is blown while we are still in the womb, that is called the destiny Bang. The destiny of every human being is different and we cannot change it, learn to accept sincerely and remain grateful for better bang than lamenting and blaming destiny, he said, later Brother becomes a person who loses because of delicious kufur, the ends of his stress, the handsome period will be crazy”, said Naz at length.

Nervan smiled knot, “It turns out you besides beautiful and smart, can lecture and say wise also yes Naz, but do not pray crazy Brother also kali”, he said.

“Based on experience too anyway,,, someone used to tell me that I was lucky because I had a double parent so the affection I got was more and more,,,”, so, said Naz while glancing at Nervan because he wanted to see his expression, but it was ordinary. “Yes so do not be mourned, brought happy just so not to be crazy”, continued Naz.

“You are really beautiful, but when it comes to problems so double anyway,, the crazy origin because you are aja Abang willingly ,,, hahahaha”, he said laughing.

“Hemm,, it looks like Bang Evan is better, because now it's talking bad again”.ucap Naz .

“You are indeed a unique and awesome girl Naz”, Nervan praised.

“Newly know yes,, many say like that include……. “, Naz did not continue his words.

“Include Brother yes,, continue when you want to receive love and be brother Naz's girlfriend?”, dejavu question.

Naz sighed deeply and gave a puffed-up look, “I've said Bang the other day,,, again gegana Bang Evan still can discuss it “, said Naz annoyed.

“Hahaha, yes yes, what is it, what is it?”.

“Gegana was restless because he languished, I think you had been cut off by his girlfriend until it was as sad as that, hahaha” , Naz got a crack laughing at Nervan.

“There is Brother Diputusin”, Nervan denies.

“Iya deh, never cut off but rejected often”, said Naz ngasal.

“No Naz, just you who refuse Brother, many times again, fortunately you do not hang yourself on the tree toge also”.

“Better on the thick durian tree Bang, let fit hang all his head to the durian fruit, if hanging yourself do not bear the responsibility Bang “, Strange advice.

“Yeah Naz, you are very often nukahin Abang, jahara you yes?", said Nervan.

“Hahahaha,, speaking of bencong alay, geuleuh ih”, Naz shudder amusedly.

“What's the badass?”, asked Nervan astonished.

“Not boleh but geuleuh,, that Sundanese language means jijay”, Naz explained.

“Sundanese language is difficult yes talk, please do not talk to Abang Naz”.

“Iya yes, no wonder yes a bang Evan who nyeloseh can mellow also rich earlier”, Naz discussed the condition of Nervan earlier.

“Abang is also human, beautiful..punya mellow side as well, but only you doang who have seen Brother kayak gini, others know his brother always happy”, he said.

“Means that our features are mate”.

“Dih ngarep.com,,,”, said Naz jengah.

“Amiin”, Nervan even agrees.

“Apaan anyway Bang ih.. udah ah I want to go home, over time chatting with brother can stress me”.

“Yasudah ayok Abang interra, “ , Nervan volunteered.

“No need to Bang, I'm the same Mr. Udin,,”, Naz, refused.

“Easy is it, Mr. Udin told me to go home aja”, Still maksa.

“Yahh, whatever, free rejected also certainly maksa”, Naz gave up.

“Hahaha, you already know Brother very well apparently ya”, Nervan said confidently.

The two of them finally went home together because Naz was lazy to argue with Nervan, and Naz's goal, scraping Anas' information was sidetracked with their jokes.

Since that day Naz felt they had something in common and he also became often in communication with Nervan, every school departure is always escorted, while Arfin since received a voice note from Naz became rarely contact Naz, so he did not know, maybe that's one of the reasons Naz became close to Nervan.

The naz POV

Brother Arfin…. The name now seems to be residing in my heart, the more our days are getting closer even though the intensity of meeting is very rare especially since he served in Surabaya and my feelings for him feel more and more profound, although I do not know exactly what the name of our relationship is, either TTM kah either dating kah, I don't know for sure I'm always comfortable with him. Even when I was locked up in the music room the other day, it was just the name I remembered and the one I kept saying even in my subconscious. Whether this is called an inner bond or if it's just a coincidence that he was able to find me at that time.

So much kindness and sacrifice that he always gave me, made me more melted and I did not care if I had entered into the category of bucini, because I love him, because I love him, always miss him even I was always angry and upset if he was approached by any woman, let alone a woman like Nadine his schoolmate and Bu Riyanti the teacher at my school who liked Kak Arfin-ku. Anyway she's just mine and just for me, it might sound weird but yeah that's how I feel.

I remember when I was treated for the incident, Brother Arfin did not come to see me and did not even contact me at all when he was the only one I would come to, so that when he called me I pretended to be angry so he wanted to come, and my fishing was successful, he came to treat my longing so great. We spent time together, talking face-to-face while she was feeding me, and I don't know what happened to her she asked to be called Aa. I who initially felt amused to call Aa, gradually it has become my favorite call to her until now.

Since I accidentally sent a voice note saying that I love him and will be waiting for him, he has not contacted me for a few days, of course it makes me wonder, does he not have the same feelings as me?, or does he reject my feelings for him, is he avoiding me to stay away from me?, am I overconfident?, he said ?, various negative speculations seemed to fill my head and make me feel that something is missing because usually every night we always regularly communicate. “Aa,,, I miss you,, I miss,, right you said, if miss is heavy”, I can only pour my longing on the two teddy bear gifts.

On the one hand I miss Arfin very much who makes me nervous every night, but with the presence of Bang Evan who now always communicates with me, at least can divert my sadness. After I found out that Bang Evan seemed to have something in common with me, that is, we always harbored sadness and hid it in the joy that was always shown to everyone, my belief that he is Anas has been increasingly proven, it's just that I don't know what kind of feelings I feel for Anas' sister. Every day he would take me to school, even if we had gone out to eat a few times together.

Two weeks have passed, Brother Arfin really disappeared without news like swallowed by the earth, never contacted me and I was too proud to contact him first even though my heart was very longing. Today as usual I left for school delivered by Bang Evan of course jokingly during the trip because of his words.

When the break arrived there was Mr. Diman coming to my class saying that there was someone waiting for me inside the hall building for an important matter, because I felt traumatized if I went alone, I invited my three best friends to come with me.

“By, Des, Ra, said Mr. Diman there are waiting for me in the building Hall...”, I told him.

“Who... ?” they asked simultaneously.

“Don't know anyway, Mr. Diman just said there was someone waiting for me in the hall for important problems, and I don't want to come alone, so ngajakin you guys”, I said.

“We've come to see together who that person is, beware if anyone wants to do lo, I pites his person”, said Kiara.

The four of us rushed to the hall and when we got there we went in, but there was no one in the room.

“Naz, ko deserted gini”, asked Kiara.

“Iya ihh, like the intention to digerjain lo deh”, Ruby guessing..

“Eh wait, what is this”, Andes asked for finding something on the floor and picked it up.

“This red rose Des, uh tuh see in front there is also another”, I said and pointed towards the front.

“Iya, maybe the person wants to give directions, thought lo it was Dora times yes because the same in bangs ”, Ruby again guessed.

And sure enough we found the rose on the floor about a meter from one flower to another, finally, we walked in accordance with the directions of the flower until it arrived in front of the stage of the wall that was closed by the curtain. When we were in front of the stage, the curtain opened, and how surprised I was on stage there was decorated with a bouquet of red and pink roses placed on each chair that was lined up lengthwise and love balloons that floated with a rope given a ballast underneath, on the wall of the stage there is a balloon letter that reads “I LOVE U RHEANAZWA”, on the floor of the stage filled with flower coils and placed candles in the form of a symbol of love.

“Naz, you want to be shot in this”, said Ruby amazed.

“Wuanjir,, really romantic,,,,”, Kiara commented.

“Crazy,,, who wants to shoot this lo Naz, is this TV show say love?”, Andes was excited.

Suddenly someone came over, “Welcome, sorry who among you is Miss Rheanazwa?”, a beautiful woman asked the four of us.

“I Rheanazwa”, I replied.

“Please Miss to take the stage and stand inside the circle of heart shape candles”, she said, inviting me, and I followed her directions still in a surprised and confused fashion. After I stood inside this circle of candles of love, then came someone from the end of the stage step slowly and approached me closer into the circle of candles of love, then he knelt before me.

“Rheanazwa,, dear girl of my heart, it has been a long time since I have laid my heart on you, ever since I met you I have never stopped thinking about you, meeting you is destiny, being your friend is a choice, but falling in love with you really outside my day, I love you Rheanazwa,, will you accept my love and be my lover?”, the man declared his love to me, Will you accept my love, but I just silently stared because I was so surprised to see the man who was kneeling before me, I glanced at the place where my three friends stood, they looked surprised with their mouths agape.

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About who was Hayooo who was kneeling before Naz..... ???

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