The Light of ANAS

I've Knew Everything

Arfin who was surprised to hear the name Rheanazwa was mentioned by one of the staff who told him that he had a guest coming, was, immediately stood up from his chair and then he left the meeting room without caring about the rules he had made himself, that during the meeting there should be nothing to disturb even if it was an important guest, unless there is a fire or earthquake, especially if there is a bomb in his office.

Now Arfin was walking towards his study because the staff told him that Naz was waiting in his room. Arfin was astonished and asked over Naz's arrival to his office,

"What's he here for.. What's it to meet that fucking Lutfi.. ? they really missed a deal in my own office..do they want to make me jealous to the ubun ? ", her grunts inwardly felt annoyed.

after he walked for a while to arrive at the door and enter his room, then approached Naz who was sitting in the guest chair available there.

“Naz,, why are you here?”, asked Arfin to the points.

Naz stood up, "I was told by Mami nganterin this”, he said while offering a bag.

“My work bag why can there be with you?”, asked Arfin astonished while receiving a bag from Naz's hand.

“So I was left behind on the dining table chair, and Mami only found out about it an hour ago, and Mami kept calling me to help bring it here, fearing that there was an important file in it,,, and,, while Mami again made a cake to give thanks to Aunt Ina for tahlilan tomorrow”, said Naz explained.

“Oh,, so, thank you”, his word.

“Oh yes, this is all Mami asked me to do this also”, Naz gave me a godie bag.

“This is what else?”, asked Arfin astonished

“Emm that,,,emm, said Mami for lunch,, it's already half eleven, so all of you brought it”, Naz replied nervously.

“Since when did Mami send me lunch?”, she said in a heart of wonder, then she smiled, she said,

”Oh... maybe he brought it to me on purpose but embarrassed to admit it”, arfin spoke again in his heart.

“Heh,, why smile so comfortable, kesambet yes. udah ah I want to go home”, said Naz while patting Arfin's arm and then moving away.

“Eh, wait, who were you here?”, asked Arfin to stop Naz.

“Online taxi, why? Want to change the fare, right? no need, already paid Mami kok earlier”, he said.

“Not about it... So now you are escorted home with aja” driver, said Arfin.

“Do not need me to take an online taxi again aja”, Naz refused.

“No rejection,, later Mami can nag me again if you let you go home alone”.

Naz snorted in annoyance, “Alright,, “.

“After I called Mr. Tejo nya”, said Arfin who then contacted the office driver to ask to deliver Naz home.

Then Naz was escorted by Arfin to the lobby and after making sure Naz had entered the car he saw from the glass wall, then Arfin left to go back to his room again.

Arfin walked while smiling happily, in contrast to when he had just arrived this morning. He entered his room and sat at his desk looking at the godie bag containing lunch for him.

“Thank you Naz, you do still care about me, every day you cook for me, this morning when I choke you helped me out straight away, and now you make me lunch and send it here, you know,, thanks Naz ,,,”, he murmured inwardly while smiling himself.

When he realized he saw someone in front of him smiling and it made Arfin surprised until immediately his smile disappeared, “Since when you were there?”. asked Arfin ketus.

“Since you daydream while smiling yourself smile “, replied Dilara then smiled.

“I have often said that...", not yet finished Arfin spoke directly cut by Dilara.

“I've knocked on the door a few times, but I don't go away, I think you fainted so I went straight in, it turns out you are possessed by a demon of love yes, haha”, haha, Dilara dared to joke because seeing the mood of his boss was already seen improving.

“Shut up you,,,!! what are you doing here? Damaging the mood of course”.he said back ketus.

“That sir people are still waiting in the meeting room, already on sore and tingling”, he said reporting.

“Disperate the meeting,, I have no taste for anger,,,“, he said casually.

"Oh my God.. Anger must take taste,, just eat,,, good taste good cake... base Director crazy.".", Dilara cussed in the heart.

"Hey....you again curse why am I in your heart?", asked Arfin annoyed.

“Eng do not ko Pak.. I'm sorry to disperse the meeting... “, said Dilara carry out Arfin's order.

" Oh my goodness, is he a psychic, if he is not my boss, I already pites tuh people,, really have a cousin like him", Dilara grumbled inwardly as she walked towards the meeting room.

After a while, the time came for a break, Arfin also performed the prayer dzuhur and opened the lunch sent by Naz, he ate it with a smile while smiling at the face of Naz.

After eating Arfin out of his room, he approached his secretary table, Dilara.

" Dil.. The design that asked to be revised has not been completed yet?", asked Arfin.

"Udah sir. but the file is in Pak Lutfi," replied Dilara.

"Well, have him hand over his files to my room" she told Dilara.

"Ethddah... You are young already senile, this morning sent Mr. Lutfi to the field ", Dilara reminded.

"Oh yes... I forgot..was his reaction how do you talk to him tell him to go to the field?", asked Arfin curiously.

"Okaya aja..kuman just oh ria..because earlier he was busy chatting while smiling like a smile like another person love kekiban love it ", Dilara replied casually.

"What ?? chat with women?", asked Arfin surprised.

Dilara was even more surprised "Gosh ..Why did he so surprised to know Mr. Lutfi had a girl bust, was the Boss jealous? lest he cucumber eat cucumber again.iihhhh", muttered Dilara in heart, then shuddered in horror.

"Navigator...!! you why do you often daydream?? , invited to talk even dumbfounded!", Arfin grumbled annoyed.

" Eh. sorry sir, I thought something...hehehehe...why sir?", asked Dilara while chuckling.

Suddenly Mr. Tejo came with a bag of crackles and approached the table Dilara.

"Excuse me, Ms. Dilara here orders her food and drinks, and this is the change" she said, handing over the bag she was carrying.

" Thank you very much, sir, no need, that's the change take for you," said Dilara.

"No need ma'am"., said Mr. Tejo refused.

"Eh. is not good to refuse sustenance, this is take", Dilara still forced and Mr. Tejo finally accepted it.

"Thank you very much, ma'am", said Mr. Tejo.

“Oh yes Mr Tejo,, earlier delivered Naz to my house what to his home Mr Aji?”, asked Arfin who just remembered Naz.

“No sir, so I drove Miss to Gayungan area, she said she wanted to meet her friend, Pak”, Mr. Tejo directly answered Arfin's question.

“What,, ? gaiungan area,, ?", he asked in surprise and immediately stood up, then he thought for a moment, "Wait-wait, is not we also have a project there? Lutfi is also there right?”, he asked Dilara to make sure.

“Iya Sir, we have a project in Gayungan area and Pak Lutfi is also now there”, replied Dilara.

“Basically b*doh,, why did you deliver Naz there?”, Arfin was angry at Mr Tejo.

“Sa I , I just follow the request Miss only Sir,,,”, he replied scared and confused.

“You again Dilara, why did you send Lutfi to the project in Gayungan? Can get to other projects”. Arfin blamed Dilara.

“Lah, it is you who told to send Mr. Lutfi to the project in Gayungan, because you are lazy to see the face of Mr. Lutfi“, replied Dilara reminding Arfin's previous orders.

"You can advise me to send Lutfi to another project, how the hell are you!", Arfin continued to scold Dilara.

"You again Mr. Tejo.. can you contact me asking may not take Naz to Galungan.... if later he nyasab how?? what if he kidnaps? what if he's missing? he does not know who is here and does not know here", Arfin expressed his anger at Mr. Tejo the driver who does not know what.

" I'm sorry, sir. I'm really sorry.

“Basically all of you are useless, no one is reliable, here my car keys”, he said asking for car keys from Mr. Tejo, and after getting it Arfin rushed away.

“Where I nyaho, earlier in the meeting room angry, continue in the room even smiley-self,, what might our Boss was crazy huh… and we're the target of his anger, damn it today... Maybe he was PMS again, Hahaha”, said Dilara who then laughed with Mr. Tejo.

While Arfin was now driving his car to Galungan seemed upset and angry, "Lihai also the Lutfi, I sent him to the field and he met Naz there,,, Arghh.. damn it ", he said grumbling annoyed while several times hitting the steering wheel of his car.

After a while, Arfin arrived at the construction site, when he entered the construction area, he was wearing a project helmet. He walked to find Lutfi and asked some workers, but they did not see him after the break. Arfin continued to search while grumbling annoyed at not finding her.

"Sial.. lest they walk again, together*sek", he said annoyed while kicking the sand.

As he was about to get into the car, he saw a person he knew in front of a rather large food stall and there was a place to eat his lexes, then he walked there. How surprised he saw Lutfi was chatting while standing laughing outside the shop on the side of the road. He immediately approached them with anger which culminated in the effect of a heart-burning jealousy.

As he stood behind Lutfi, he held onto Lutfi's shoulder, and turned his head... Bugh.

"Mas Lutfi,,,," cried Naz and approached Lutfi, who was looking good. "Sir Arfin what the hell?" cried Naz on Arfin.

Arfin grew angry to see Naz defend Lutfi, "That's a lesson for him because he had approached you, and had dared to invite you to meet here" Arfin said, expressing his frustration.

Naz approached Arfin, "He's not wrong, why do you have to hit him all right??, even if we have a relationship, it's none of your business... ! ", Naz raised his tone because of the emotion.

"Because I don't like you walking the same way he did, you don't meet him anymore!!,", Arfin replied while pointing towards Lutfi.

"Hahh.... What did you say? what right do you forbid me like that huh??? .... we've no relationship, anything else.... After all you already have a new boyfriend, anyway, and you already have no feelings for me no?,, then why should I not walk with another man?... why can't I have a relationship with another man? do I not deserve happiness after you hurt me, after you leave me for no apparent reason huh.hiks hyks ", naz said as he sobbed because he could not bear the pain in his heart."Why .... why huh??", asked Naz yelling at Arfin.

Arfin just silently stared at Naz's words, then he lowered his head.

Naz dropped himself and sat down on the ground, "Do you know what I've been feeling all this time??.sakitt... sakiit know not.... during this one year I was tormented, I kept being haunted by curiosity questioning what reason you left me, what was my fault, why with how much you played with my feelings,,, the torment...and every night I weep over it, I return to being the Naz I used to be, who always had a joking laugh and a cheer before others to hide my sorrow,, a hymn,, a, a hymn,,, I have no place to share my grief, for it is this person who gave me this pain,, the hyx", Naz revealed what he had been feeling all along.

Arfin who continued to silently peek at Naz's words and lowered his head, finally said, "Sorry.

"Sorry... ?? I'm sorry I'm sorry about what you said before.. Is that enough to treat my wounds, is that enough to remove my sadness, is that enough to ease my pain???",Naz returned to vent his emotions by raising his tone.

Then came a man from the food stall approaching and kneeling in front of Naz who was crying while sitting, "Naz, ", ", he cuddled Naz and rubbed his head.

"Lo think of me, huh?? why you never tell me about this, I'm Lo's friend from orok, still Lo hide your sadness from me" he said again with a sob.

"By. Anterin I'm coming home, I want to go home.gue does not want to be here", he asked his best friend.

"Ruby.... how did he get here?", asked Arfin in a shocked heart at Ruby's whereabouts.

Ruby also helped Naz stand up, then he approached Arfin, "I don't think that Brother Arfin can with his strength hurt Naz who is so dear to Brother Arfin,,, what Brother Arfin knows,,, every Naz has a problem with Arfin, we as his best friend always advise Naz and even defend Kak Arfin, because all this time we saw the seriousness of Kak Arfin against Naz, but it turns out,,,,,,,, because,,,,, why did Brother Arfin even play tricks on him,,,, Naz has never loved someone like he loved Brother Arfin, even he was willing to fight his father so dear to him for the sake of dating Kak Arfin...."

"Ruby already.let's go ", said Naz stopped Ruby's anger.

" I haven't finished Naz ,,", Ruby refused to move on.

" We're going home to my sister-in-law Lo, I don't want to cry here, By", said Naz continued to force, saying, and Ruby was finally willing to go with Naz leaving Arfin and Lutfi. Naz looked over for a moment, then he continued his steps again.

Arfin threw himself on the ground, his tears began to fall imagining how much Naz suffered.

"Bro... let's go. Lo's shame later seen by the project workers" said Lutfi reached out his hand to Arfin.

"Hit me , beat me until I can feel the pain" Arfin said.

" Lo crazy yeah,, I've been getting up,,, Lo wants to be a spectacle of people sitting on the side of the road like gini,, let's get up", Lutfi pulled Arfin's hand, and, but he didn't budge.

"Al.. I know what Lo rasain is, but don't believe it, you should go after him,,,,, don't even just shut up ", Lutfi continued to speak but Arfin still did not budge, and when he saw the car keys he immediately got up and left.

Lutfi who saw it seemed happy, finally Arfin wanted to pursue Naz, then he followed it. But it turns out the assumption was wrong, Arfin even wanted to ride his car, he immediately ran to him for fear he did something stupid.

" l... Where you go, don't go crazy, don't drive under these circumstances", Lutfi tried to snatch Arfin's car keys, but he was very strong and pushed Lutfi to the ground, then Arfin started the car and drove it.

Lutfi immediately followed Arfin with his car parked in front of the stall earlier, for fear of something happening with his boss. "Arfin... lest you do stupid,,,", he muttered as he continued to drive his car by increasing his speed to catch Arfin's car.

After a few moments of chase action like police chasing a thief, the two cars continued to drive, then entered the streets deserted...

cekiitt. jegerrrrr. Lutfi immediately stopped his car and immediately went down to the Arfin car that had seen the front ringsk.

"Al... Arfin,,, wake Al.... ",lutfi, panicked, tried to wake Arfin unconscious with a wound on his face, fortunately, the windshield was open.

"Please - please help.!!!", Lutfi shouted for help, then there were some people passing by in motorized vehicles stopped and helped Arfin and get him out of the car, then put in a car Lutfi, and immediately taken to the nearest hospital, because the overdue if you have to wait for an ambulance. Lutfi immediately contacted Mr. Purnomo Aji.

Luckily Arfin used a seat belt and airbag in his car worked so well that Arfin was only injured in the cheeks and nose, but he was unconscious. But I don't know with the inside, I hope there's no internal wound.

Upon arrival at the hospital, after being unloaded from a car and laid on a gurney, Arfin was taken to the ER room for treatment.

Before long, Mr. Aji came, because when he was called by Lutfi, he was on his way home in line with the hospital where Arfin received treatment. Lutfi also told his chronology to Pak Aji.

After a while the doctor came out and said he was fine, there were only a few minor injuries and had to be infused, so it is recommended to be hospitalized because Arfin who has been aware said before he had an accident, and he asked to do a complete check feared there were internal injuries like before.

Lutfi who just finished taking care of the administration and registration of hospitalization also contacted Bu Hinda reported the accident experienced by Arfin, and after a while Arfin was taken to the inpatient room accompanied by Pak Aji.

"Arfin... how are you now??", asked Mr. Aji, "the next time there is a problem do not drive a car alone, has not you been driven by a driver yesterday?", said advising.

"It's still a little dizzy Om, because all night I don't sleep,,, yes the name is also calamitous Om", he said chuckling then raise the bed part of his head using a remote, so that his position sat leaning.

Ceklek .. heard the sound of the door opening and then appeared two women from behind the door, none other than Naz and Ruby. Naz who was already covered in tears stepped slowly towards Arfin, he saw the man he loved so much was not seriously injured as in his shadow, there was only a slight wound on his face. He sat on the bed and hugged Arfin while crying.

"I'm sorry.. hiks hiks..I'm sorry ... hiks hyks... don't be like this anymore.. don't hurt yourself again... don't scare me like this. I'm so afraid of losing you.huhuhuhuhuhu" Naz said in tears.

"Naz. Arfin was confused by the change in attitude of Naz, who had been so angry with him, but now suddenly apologized.

"Naz... let me go, don't be like this, ashamed to be seen by Om Aji and Ruby".said Arfin tried to let go of Naz's embrace .... even Mr. Aji and Ruby who left the room and left Naz alone with Arfin.

"I don't care, , I won't let you go.hiks..I won't let you get away from me anymore, I'll keep you, Aa... hyks hyks", Naz said, refusing to let go of his embrace.

Arfin was stunned to hear Naz's words that so touched his heart, but when he realized he did not want to drift in a situation like this,

" Naz, let me go, as you said we had nothing to do with it anymore ,, and you also know that I have no feelings for you, I have also.", Arfin is not finished with his words, Naz took off his embrace and immediately cut off Arfin's conversation.

"Lies... It's all lies.. hiks hyks..", said Naz and raised Arfin's chin, "Look at my eyes .. Look at my eyes and then you repeat my sentence, hyx", he said while looking into Arfin's eyes, but he remained silent, "Why keep quiet ", said Naz again without releasing his gaze and Arfin even shed tears.

Arfin sighed for a moment, then his quivering lips were forced to say, "I love you so much,,,, I still love you so much, Naz, I did this because I love you too much ,,, but I don't want to make you suffer one day" Arfin said what he really felt.

Naz smiled at his sobs and hugged Arfin again, "I love you so much too. Hiks hiks .. I will always be with you.hiks hiks... I already know everything, hyks hyks ", hik ",.

Arfin instantly opened his eyes wide, then pushed Naz away and let go of his embrace, "What do you mean, Naz ?? Know everything about what??", asked Arfin with a look of shock.

Naz lowered his head for a moment, then lifted him up, his hands touched Arfin's cheeks and rubbed him, looked into his eyes" I already knew everything about you,, I already knew the reason you left me,,,,,, I,,, I already know everything, no matter what happens I will always be with you, I promise..hiks hyks,", Naz said.

Arfin who was still in shock just silently remained silent without releasing his gaze from Naz's eyes full of sincerity.

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