The Light of ANAS

Where's Naz...???

Jealousy arises when a person feels afraid that something that already belongs to him or his loved ones will be seized by others. Jealousy can sometimes make a person forget themselves, not only can vent anger at someone who tries to approach or seize the person he loves, even a jealous person often vent anger and blame the person he loves, even though he is innocent which can lead to regret.

And that is now what is being felt by Arfin, usually he who is always nice and always spoils his beloved wife, but when he feels jealous because there is a man who approaches his wife, but when he feels jealous because there is a man who approaches his wife, not infrequently he vented his anger on his wife. He knew very well that his wife loved and was loyal to him. Either the logic is put where he can do such a stupid thing.

Naz, who was terrified of the husband's anger, felt guilty for not being forthright from the beginning about the man from his childhood who suddenly came, decided to leave the house after receiving the anger of her husband who was burning with jealous flames.

Perhaps Arfin had forgotten the words of his wife who had been yelled at by him when Felisha blamed Naz for making it to the hospital, that if Arfin once again snapped at him, he would disappear. And now Naz proves his point, goes and disappears.

Arfin who after venting anger at his wife then left and returned at midnight. He instead slept in the living room, and this morning only realized that his wife was not home after seeing his wardrobe, where his suitcase and some of his clothes were not in it.

Arfin rubbed his head rough, his body suddenly felt limp, he dropped himself to the floor.

“He went,,,.”.lirihnya who is now sitting on the floor, a sense of regret that is so deep now felt, he felt, he only realized that last night he had gotten out of control scolding his wife for burning jealous flames.

“I am a fool, I have hurt him so much, he really proved his words, he left me,,, I'm sorry,, I'm sorry, Naz”, he was full of regrets, implied in his head the look of Naz's frightened face which then cried while holding his stomach as he scolded him.

Tears of regret also flowed so casually down his cheeks, he continued to curse his stupidity that not only hurt his beloved wife, but also their future child. The fear suddenly came when he remembered that his pregnant wife, according to the doctor, should not be much thought, he was afraid of something happening with their wife and future children.

Arfin immediately wiped his tears, he got up and changed his clothes with a shirt, then brought his jacket and car keys, when he turned to the bed, he saw Naz's cellphone still lying there, which was still there, he also brought the phone. He left his room and walked out.

"Bak,, please bring my orange sports shoes!!", he shouted at Retno.

Just as he opened the door, there was already someone outside who was about to knock on his door.

“Assalamu'alaikum, Pak”, his greetings greetings.

“Wa’alaikumsalam, who are you?”, Arfin answered the greeting and asked the person.

“Pak Boss tea has forgotten the same handsome face, I Ujang tea, uh sorry Uje he means, driver as well as new bodyguard for the boss sir's wife,,, uh sorry Uje,, I received my work and signed a contract until my nickname was changed by Mr. Boss, and Ms. Dilara gave me the address of this house, because Mr. Boss said tea from today I work”, he said at length.

Arfin was just reminded of that Uje, “Already, come with me”.

“Where are you, sir?”, Ask Uje.

“Find my wife”, Arfin reply short.

“Astagfirullah,, Mr. Boss tea already have a beautiful wife, time want to find another wife, pity or Mr. Boss, where his wife again pregnant”, Uje another mind.

“You think I'm a greedy man,?,, my wife is gone, and I have to find her immediately, have come quickly, do not much cingcong, nihh”, do not, Arfin then threw the car keys at Uje, who he immediately arrested.

"This is Den, his shoes", Retno came to bring shoes, Arfin immediately wore them.

"Sir, please open the gate" he said again.

"Well , Den", Ma'am Retno immediately implement.

"So, wait, wait, ", Arfin and Uje immediately boarded the car, after the gate was opened by Ms Retno, Uje immediately drove forward the car.

“Where are we Mr Bos?”, Uje asking for their destination.

“To Om Aji's house first, in front of turn left”, he said indicating the direction.

“Eleuh ieuh, deket this is very good or not have to ride a car, Mr. boss, ride sandals also cepet nyampe”, he said when he arrived in front of the house.

“Not much comment”, Arfin then went down and entered through the gate that looks open, and it turns out Dinda just came out of her door.

“Eh, Om Arfin,, kok tumben early in the morning already here,, “,Why it feels surprised.

“Iya Dinda,, eng, what Naz came here?”, Arfin to the points.

“Kak Nanaz… ?? no Om, because we and our family just came home at two this morning, yesterday afternoon after school we abis nengok Eyang Uti, why Om?”.

“Oh yes if so,, maybe he again to the same market Mbak Retno,,”, Arfin was forced to lie so that Dinda did not ask much more, “Om go first yes, Dinda”, Dinda, he too soon.

“Oh, yes Om,, “, he said feeling strange.

Arfin got back in the car, he felt confused about where to find Naz, because to his knowledge Naz did not know anyone except with Aunt Ina and her children.

“Where else are we going, Mr Bos?”, ask Uje again.

“Ke campus”.

“Campus where oruh Pak, right in Surabaya tea there are many campuses”, Uje ask to be clarified.

“ITS, know kan”.

“Siap 86..”, Uje also returned to forward his car.

Arfin took his cell phone and called Lutfi for help tracking down Naz's ATM card, who knew he was using it to buy something out there. He also asked Lutfi to find out the departure data at the airport and at the train station, maybe Naz intends to go home to Jakarta he thought.

He put his phone back in the bag, and he saw Naz's cell phone, and he took it from the bag. He opened the gallery file to look at the picture of his wife, there were two photos that dumped her so beautiful with a sweet smile on her lips, which he thought was taken while on campus.

He looked at the photo with a sad look,

“Where are you, baby?,, are you okay?? I'm sorry,,”, I'm sobbing it in my heart.

As he shifts to look at the other photo, there is a photo of Naz being alone with his friend, who he believes is his new friend. Suddenly he remembered a new friend who had been told by Naz, named Kristina. He immediately searched the contact number of his friend.

Arfin, who had found Kristina's contact number, then called the number.

Tuuut ,, Tuuuut,, that's what the dial tone sounds like, but after he thought again, he immediately canceled his phone call.

“Can he lie if I ask Naz” directly, he murmured in his heart.

He decided to just send a message and pretend to be Naz, but he just opened the WhatsApp application on Naz's phone, suddenly someone sent him a message, which is none other than the contact number that was in his miscall. Arfina opened the message.

Christina

“Cock squid ?”

“What is pregnant?”

“Kangen yes sama akyu?”

“Now also did not meet a day,, hahaha”

Naz

“Where?”

Christina

“At home,, “

“kan ospek activity has finished yesterday”

“Lecture starts next week yes don't get me wrong”

“If monday the day after the start of the contract kks first”

Naz

“Shareloc , now !!”

Christina

“Hah, want to go to my house?”

Naz

“Iya”

Christina

“Eh busyet this early?”

Naz

“There's something to talk about”

Christina

“OK deh”

“It turns out to be true yes, the pregnant woman likes weird-anaeh,, hahaha”

Kristina also sent her place of residence.

“We go to this place”, Arfin shows the location map sent by Kristina to Uje, and he put Naz's phone in a special place phone that he installed on the dashboard of his car.

“Siap Pak..”, Uje also listened to the directions from the road guide voice from the google maps.

Arfin, realizing from Kristina's conversation that Naz is not with her, still intends to visit Kristina at her residence, hoping that she might be able to find out information about Naz's whereabouts.

Along the way he just kept silent with the thoughts that raged between worrying about his wife, confused to look for where because he was new to living in Surabaya and did not have many acquaintances, yet, plus Naz left his phone, making it difficult for him to track Naz's whereabouts. He continues to curse his stupidity that makes him hurt the feelings of his beloved wife.

“You have arrived at your destination which is on the left of”, that is the voice of the directions from google maps.

“Pak, said neng google we tea has arrived, the house on the left he said teh”, Uje told his employer who seemed jolted his daydream.

Arfin then got out of his car, while Uje as before, stayed in the car like a driver in general. Arfin entered the iron gate that did not appear in the key, he walked to the front porch of his friend Naz's house.

Arriving at the door, he immediately pressed the doorbell of the house.

Ting nong,,, ting nong,,,,,

No one opened the door, none other than Kristina herself.

Czechs …..

Kristina looked surprised to see the handsome man standing in front of her,

“Ebusyet,, handsome very ya”, muttered in his heart with a look of admiration without blinking his eyes.

“Good morning, Miss Kristina”, Arfin say hello.

“Eh,, se good morning,, sorry with whom? how do you know my name?”, it looks wrong.

“I Arfin, her husband Rheanazwa your campus friend”, Arfin introduce themselves.

Kristina was again surprised, because she had only seen Arfin at a glance while delivering Naz to campus, then she circulated her gaze outside,

where's “Naz? he said he wanted to come here?”, he questioned the whereabouts of his new friend.

“In fact I came here to mencai Naz..”, Arfin expressed the purpose of his arrival.

“What?? Where is Naz? Ehh, but he said he wanted to come here anyway, I'm already shareloc instead,, Mas just wait, maybe Naz will come soon,,,,”, just wait, he thought the one he was chatting with was Naz.

“Sorry Krissrtina, who contacted me using the Naz number, because she left without her phone, so I could not trace her whereabouts”, Arfin explained.

“What??”, Kristina back surprised.

“If he's not here,,?? does she have any friends besides you on campus?", asked Arfin.

“Emmm,, no way, because when on campus, if everywhere we are always together,, “, he said while remembering, remembering, “Lagian not possible if he met Sister Bisma”, he said doubtful.

“What?? Who earlier? Bisma?”, Arfin was surprised to hear the name of the man who made him jealous.

“Iya,, Brother Bisma,, Mas know?”.

“What on campus Naz is familiar with the Bhishma?”, Arfin did not answer, instead asked back.

“Akrab from Hong Kong, Mas, Naz people avoid continuing from Sister Bhishma, not only that, Naz is very close to male friends, even though yesterday we were divided by a group, he does not really like to interact with men and prefers to be quiet, if asked for a new opinion he talks, and that too without looking at his interlocutor. I think Mas is a fierce husband, who forbids it, hehehehe, but Naz said that since Junior High he restricted himself from being with men, except for the same name Andes the Goat,, uhh who is,,,? Embe if not mistaken”, Kristina explained at length about what she knew about Naz who for 5 days often with her on campus.

Arfin was stunned to hear Kristina's presentation of Naz who was so guarding herself from other men, while he had thought Naz was having an affair and a bitterness with other men, that's certainly a very hurtful accusation for Naz. And that adds more joy to his wife.

“Thank you Kristina, sorry to interrupt her time, I'm sorry”, Arfin then left by stepping foot into where Uje parked his car.

Kristina who seemed confused just kept quiet with her mouth open as Arfin walked away after saying goodbye.

Arfin was now in the car, as he circulated his gaze, he realized that the patch was not foreign to him, which turns out there is a housing complex where he used to live before having his own house.

He also remembered his parents' house. He opened the drawer dashboard of his car, and lucky he found the key of the house complete with the lock gate lock that he used to put in the drawer, in addition to his Mami he also had the key, also Mbak Jumin who is always assigned to clean the house every two days by his Mami.

“Uje, run the car, go straight, and in the roundabout there turn to right”, he gives directions to the next search spot.

“May Naz be there, “, he murmured in a hopeful heart.

Arriving in front of the gate, Arfin saw the gate was still in the lock and it made him think there was no one there. But he still hopes to find Naz in the house. He unlocked the lock, walking expectantly while holding the key in his hand.

It was the main door of the house, and he went straight in.

“Naz,, dear,, “, Arfin called his wife's name as he walked on and circulated the view to every corner of the house. He walked to the kitchen, but could not find the person he was looking for. He went up to the second floor and entered every room there, but still did not find it.

Arfin went back downstairs, looking in his Mommy's room, the guest room, and the last he went into the room he had been in. He still did not find the whereabouts of his wife, his room still looks neat, but it feels cool, maybe because it is still morning and outside it feels very cold.

Arfin receives a call from Lutfi informing him that the ATM Naz had last been used two days ago, and from the data of airport passengers and train stations whose information was obtained from his friend, did not find the name Rheanazwa, either in the departure schedule yesterday to today.

Arfin hung up his phone call, he sat on the floor and leaned his body on the bed in the room, he really felt desperate and did not know where to find Naz.

“Where are you, honey,,,?? Where did you go??. Where could I find you?, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, , I'm really sorry,, ”, but I'm full of regrets.

“Come back,,, don't punish me like this,, you can hit me, or beat me, but don't be like this,, I'm really sorry,,, baby,,,, I really regret..“, Arfin could not hold back his tears that were no longer unstoppable.

He sat down hugging his knees and lowered his head, his cries spilled for a moment, regret, pain, and fear were now hitting him. He was angry at himself who was unable to control his anger, the look of Naz's sad face continued to be reflected in his mind.

After a while, Arfin wiped away his tears, got up and left to continue his search for his wife again.

He was still curious and invited Uje to go to campus. Arriving there he showed a photo of Naz to everyone he met who might have seen him, but the results were nil.

He goes to his office, Naz may hide in his office, but he still does not produce results. He went to Dilara's house, as well as Lutfi, just as he did not find Naz's whereabouts. He was very desperate, because he never found Naz, one thing he realized, he was not as smart as his wife.

He was reminded of the residence of his sister-in-law Ruby who had been visited by Naz, whose location was close to the construction of the project first. He went there who knew he could find Naz, but it was still nil.

He no longer knew where to look for Naz, he increasingly worried about the state of his wife.

“Pak Boss, eat first oruh,, this tea already late in the afternoon,, from morning it looks like Mr Boss hasn't eaten yet huh? I've 3x eat”, Uje concerned to see his employer.

“How can I eat, while I do not know whether my wife who is somehow there has eaten or not,”, he said sadly.

“Later Mr. Bos tea can be sick, or how to nyari Bu Bos, if it hurts, mah,, this was my tea to buy bread with mineral water,, Mr Boss eat this alone was enough for a wedge,, or we want tea to warteg or restaurant that, or how?”, Uje continue to persuade Arfin.

Arfin finally took the bread given by Uje, “Thank you, this is enough”, he said then opened the bread packet and ate it.

"So now where are we going?”, asked Uje.

“We go home, who knows Naz has gone home,, “, he said expectantly.

“Siap”. Uje then restarts his car to drive home.

Arriving in front of the gate, Uje turned on the horn, before long Retno Ma'am came and opened the gate, after entering the car, Uje was pleased to go home.

Arfin got off the car.

"Mom, Naz is home? ", he asked expectantly.

"Not yet, Den ..but _____", not yet finished Retno spoke, Arfin immediately entered the house with a lethargic look while walking in a carefree step and lowered his head.

When he reached the living room, he did not realize that anyone was there to welcome him.

"Where is Naz??", a baritone voice that surprised Arfin, suddenly made him stop his steps and straightened his head to look at the person whose voice was no stranger to him, who turned out to give him a sharp look.

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