The Light of ANAS

Feel You

“Arfin.... !!”, exclaimed the woman and her voice was heard by Naz so as to make him stop his steps who were about to go to the kitchen, he turned his body and hid behind the wall, making him stop his steps, how surprised he was to see the scene in front of him.

“The brash aunt,,, dare to hug my man,, “, said Naz was furious to see it, he clenched his hands and smacked it into the wall, “Awww,,, sick anjay,,,,,,, he said,,,, but my heart hurts a lot more,,,”, Naz shakes his hand, he continues his journey to the kitchen with a look of annoyance.

Several times he sighed heavily as if throwing a tightness in his chest, he also arrived in the kitchen that only Bi Darmih was mopping the floor, “Bi, Mami where?”.

“After serving food to the dining table, Madam went straight to her room, she said she wanted to take a shower, Non”, Bi Darmi replied.

“Oh,, yes,,,”, then he took a teacup of a set with his small plate, then he opened the refrigerator and took the lemon fruit and honey in a bottle packaging from inside. “Bi, Tea is stored where ya?”, asked who did not see the existence of tea around the kitchen.

“In that drawer, Non”, Bi Darmih pointed towards the kitchen set behind Naz's body, then he went to the back as it was done mopping.

Naz turned his body, stepped and pulled the handle of the drawer, he found several teabag boxes with several flavors and he took the taste of lemon. As he pushed back the drawer, he accidentally saw the vinegar bottle between the sauce bottles on the small shelf right in front of him, suddenly his ignorant soul came out, he took the vinegar.

Naz brewed the tea with hot water, then mixed two tablespoons of honey and put three tablespoons of vinegar into the tea, while smiling ignorantly, “Rasain lo,,, drink the tea shop,,,,,,, you know,,,, lemons just make a garrison,, it's okay the same-as-this same asem,, still fortunately I do not love the cat feces that are asem alaihim,,, hihiihi“, and so on, he said slowly while giggling and blabbing his tea using a spoon so that all the ingredients are mixed evenly, then the lemon fruit is cut round thin and paired on the edge of the glass.

“I should add kencur, brown sugar same cayenne pepper, let be shoppempek,, hihihi,, mules mules deh tuh stomach,, dare to say I'm a maid, and, tell me to make tea anyway, plus my man, look out, yes, wait for Nyai” retaliation, he said while squinting with a cynical smile.

Naz put his tea on the tray, he let out a long sigh to neutralize his upset, then he went to the living room to send the order of Aunt Gembel.

“Tante Gembel gatel plus ganjen, your tea will be soon until”, murmured while walking.

Lucky when he arrived in the living room, it turns out the woman was sitting alone there, “Sorry Miss, this is her tea”, said Naz who is still acting as a maid, then put it on the table right in front of the woman who was sitting while playing the phone.

“Hmm,, thanks, “, he said without looking, Naz left, but he was curious to see the woman drink her special tea. He also peeked from behind the wall of the guest room which became a bend from the living room to the middle room.

He took a glass with his saucer, then drank the tea, “Emhh,, really cool anyway, do not-don't lemon her most again, bego damn tuh helper”, he said grumbling, lest, but he went back to sipping his hot tea.

“Damn,, he said I'm bego again,, I swear mules for days lo,,”, Naz grumbled in his heart and giggled to see his tea has been drunk, then he went back to the kitchen to save his tray and apron.

As Naz walked towards his room, he heard Mami's voice in the living room, and what had possessed him made him suddenly go back to the room, he peeked at them from behind the walls of the guest room. Naz grew curious when he heard those who looked very familiar, until the woman called her in-laws Mami.

“Mami, Feli kangen really know not the same Mami, really since Arfin returned to Indonesia, Mami never to America again?”, he hugged Mami.

“Oh, so the name of that auntie, Feli,, kok kayak the name of a puppy yes,,, Feli,, guk guk,, kemari, guk guk,, hihihi “, h, Naz spoke inwardly while holding back a laugh.

“Mami also misses you, because Fatma also in a year yesterday several times returned home, so Mami has no reason to go there again”, said Mami.

“Mami, is it true that I heard about Arfin's wedding? Mommy really has a heart? It wasn't that Mami was the one who set me up with Arfin, until I was willing to follow him to college in America even though I wasn't a smart person until this year I just graduated,,,,,, and,,,, I used to be with him when he was on medication there until he recovered, even though he had decided he would not marry anyone, I kept waiting for him in the hope that one day he would change his mind, but, why even so... Mami, hiks hiks ”, he said which then sobbed.

“Mami apologizes dear, Mami also did not know that Arfin changed his mind when he met a girl who made him fall in love, none other than his wife, who is now his wife,, this is a sign that he is not your soul mate, Mami is sure you will get a better man from Arfin”, said Mami to calm him.

Naz smothered his mouth in disbelief at what he heard, she then left because she was afraid she would not be able to hear more from her husband's past that she did not know.

Naz walked towards his room with a surprised and confused look. The pain mixed with fear suddenly came to his heart, pain knowing that the woman who had embraced her husband was a person who had contributed and sacrificed a lot for her husband when he was in a state of slump, she was even the woman her in-laws chose to match her husband. Fear arises, too, if the woman comes to approach and snatch Arfin from her side.

“So Mami didn't lie that she married my husband to someone while she was in college, and that person turned out to be the Feli?”, she said in her heart.

Ceklek , he opened the door of the room and then entered and closed the door again, he who was still swept away in daydreams, continued to step foot into his bed.

“Honey,, why?”, asked Arfin who was surprised to see his wife like a sambet, “Honey,,,”, Arfin again called Naz while patting her on the shoulder.

The newly awakened Naz from her daydream spontaneously removed Arfin's hand from her shoulder violently, “Don't touch me !!”, Naz gave her husband a sharp look.

“Darling you why?”, a surprised Arfin was about to hold Naz's hand and he brushed it off.

“Do not touch me ihh, there shower first if you want to hold-hold”.ucspnya ketus.

“You why the hell?? Had a shower at dawn, had to take another shower? The person in the fitness room just not exercise even sleep”.

“No need to pretend,, what the fuck was hug each other women”.

Arfin was surprised to hear the words of his wife who turned out he saw the incident earlier, “Honey,, you misunderstood, you misunderstood, aa also did not know when Felisha nyamperin and suddenly he immediately megguk so aja”.

“Oh that?? Why did Aa keep quiet? it's good to be hugged by that beautiful and sexy woman, huh?”, Naz is getting tighter.

“No dear, earlier Aa instantly let go of her embrace kok,,,”, Arfin explained.

“Now I know why Aa suddenly came back here when before we had agreed not to stay at Mama's house until Raline's wedding, so because of this,,,, so,,, because Aa made a deal with that woman in this house, right ?? Hiks hiks,,,”, said Naz who was unable to stem his tears.

“Darling, not that, he was nobody, he was just a college friend when in America alone, friend Bang Evan also”, Arfin again gave an explanation.

“Oh, so she's the friend that Aa told you about yesterday?, so because of that woman, last night Aa didn't call me, and instead called her all night?? hiks hit “, Naz keeps crying.

“Do you know ? that night I kept calling you, I kept on getting restless and couldn't sleep because I hadn't heard your voice, and it turned out, uh, hyks, it turns out that you were calling each other, another woman,,,,, and,,, hyks, and now the woman has come here, and you have the heart, yes, hyx, hix,“.

“Darling, first listen to my explanation, you misunderstood”.

“I also know that she is the woman that Mami betrothed to you, right? Hiks hyks, if you want to make a deal with him why bring me here?? Hiks hyks,,,”, Naz keeps crying because his heart hurts more and more.

“Darling, you misunderstood, Aa nothing to do with Feli, just an ordinary friend, and Aa also did not make a appointment to meet here, she did say she wanted to go home, she said, but Aa doesn't know that she's coming here, Aa swears, and about last night Aa's already apologized, there's no other woman, in Aa's heart there's only you, in Aa's heart, Aa just love you,,,”, he said convinced Naz, he said,

"Oh yeah baby,, don't cry again ”, Arfin's hand held Naz's hand, and was again pushed aside by Naz.

“Don't hold it, look out there. I don't want the hand touched by the woman”, Naz steps up near the wardrobe, he opens the closet and takes her clothes, she says, then she went to the bathroom past her husband.

Arfin sat on the bed, he sighed heavily and rubbed his hair rough because he was upset at the arrival of his friend and made trouble between himself and his wife.

After a while Naz who had stopped crying came out wearing neat clothes while wiping his face with a towel. He stepped in front of the twalet table, then he took a pouch containing cosmetic tools to dress up. While Arfin continued to pay attention to his wife without anyone talking between the two.

“Darling, where are you going?”, Arfin ventured to ask after Naz finished his activities and put his cosmetics back into the pouch.

“You go home”, answer it briefly and then take his bag.

“Where to go? To Surabaya”, Arfin again asked.

“Back home to my parents”, Naz put a pouch and a cell phone in his bag.

Arfin instantly got up and got closer to Naz and clasped his hand, “Honey, please don't be like this,, we can talk about this well, you don't go yes,,,”, please, Arfin persuaded the wife who was still in crab mode.

Naz let go of her husband's hand, “I don't care,, my heart hurts so much I know gak”.

“Honey,, please don't be like this,, Aa don't want to be far away from you, don't go ya please,,,,”.

“Bodo very,, if the woman is still here, I do not want to stay here again”, Naz is already at the level of maximum annoyance.

Grep ... Arfin directly hugged his wife from behind, “Honey, please don't leave me,,,please,, I love you so much, I beg you not to go, dear”. She begged.

Naz was stunned by her husband's attitude and speech that was able to melt his heart that was still filled with anger, also making him feel unbearable to her husband, he sighed for a moment, he sighed,

“Aa do not have to prevent me from leaving, if you do not want to be away from me, yes stay with , what is difficult”, he said ketus.

Arfin rounded his eyes as if he had just realized from his stupidity, of course if he did not want to be far from his wife just follow him, no need to beg as if his wife will go to the end of the world and difficult to find, besides his parents' house is still around Jakarta. He spontaneously let go of his embrace.

“Already,, we go together,,", he said feeling clumsy.

“Yes, but change your clothes first, if you need to take a shower, I don't want to have the woman's scent on your shirt or body,, just throw away all your clothes that”, you know, tell Naz to condition.

Arfin immediately changed his clothes, as well as Naz because he had been hugged by Arfin. After the two were finished, they left the room.

“Dearly yes,,,”, then Arfin walked first to the dining room while Naz would follow, because he wanted to see the expression of the Auntie kingpin when he saw the person he called the maid turned out to be the daughter-in-law in the house.

In the dining room there are already Bu Hinda, Mr. Latief and Felisha the Aunt Gembel. “Al,, alone, Naz where?”, asked Ms. Hinda.

“But we'll be here soon, Mi,, “, he replied.

Felisha immediately stood up to welcome Arfin, and he took Arfin “Ar's hand, let's sit here,, I want to talk a lot with you”, he said smiling without shame.

“Yassalam,, just said that do not deket-deket same gatel, even in coupling,, patient Naz. calm yourself, do not show your annoyance and fear,,,,, and,, later the bitch was even happy”, muttered Naz in heart.

“Ekhem,, “, Naz who had just arrived at the dining table immediately cleared his throat, he pulled up a chair and sat down and stared intently at her husband who was trying to get his hands off Felisha's grip, he said, and finally he succeeded, then he walked and sat in a chair next to his wife, while Felisha sat next to Mami.

“Loh, you're the maid, why are you sitting here? Not very polite”, Felisha was surprised to see Naz and immediately spoke to him until everyone looked at Felisha because of his words.

“Felisha, keep your talk, since it was precisely your disrespectful attitude,”, Mr. Latief finally opened his voice, it seems he did not like the presence of Felisha there, he said, especially when he had just met Arfin earlier who was arbitrarily playing Arfin's hugs without shame when he was beside Arfin, plus he even insulted his daughter-in-law.

“Loh, why even defend the maid? indeed since when in this house the maid is allowed to eat with her employer?”, Felisha even more courageous, because she felt very close to the family, especially with Bu Hinda.

Arfin felt unable to stay silent to hear his wife called a maid by Felisha, he held Naz's hand on the table, then he opened his voice,

“Feli,, Naz this is not a maid, but a daughter-in-law in this house, and she is my wife, please take care of your attitude, Arfin spoke by looking at his wife with a smile, without looking a bit at Felisha who was sitting opposite him who was only blocked by the dining table.

"What???", Felisha was very surprised.

Naz only smiled triumphantly, without taking out a word, and it made Felisha annoyed to see him for feeling already being played with so much that she embarrassed herself in front of Arfin and her family. Miss Hinda was the same just silent, because she felt confused if she had to defend one, even though she actually loved Naz very much, but he could not bear if he had to hurt the feelings of Felisha who felt very sad because the man he had been waiting for with patience and great hope turned out to be married to another woman.

“We'd better start eating, I'm already hungry and I don't like any debate at the dinner table”, Mr. Latief asserted.

They also ate breakfast without speaking until it was over. An aura of tension and unusual awkwardness now adorn the dining table. Felisha really felt annoyed at Arfin who continued to ignore him, even to glance at him like he was unwilling, let alone talk to him, let alone talk to him, she misses a man who has not seen her for almost two years.

Mr. Latief who had finished eating was ready to leave for the office and was escorted by his wife to the front. Arfin went to the garage to heat up his car with Naz's bag in hand, while Naz used to clean up their food.

“Mau dandan as beautiful as anything, still fit it as a helper”, said Felisha insinuated Naz and kekeh thought of him as a maid.

Naz continued to comment on the smile on his sweet lips to show his calm demeanor, when in fact he felt very irritated and wanted to scratch the woman who tried to tease her husband, she said, “Since my childhood I have been educated independently by my parents, after all it is not a sin to be a multi-talented woman who is versatile,, which sins that disturb people's husbands, excuse me, Auntie”, he said then he just went to the kitchen with some dirty dishes in his hands, except for the plates used to eat Felisha.

Felisha is getting annoyed at Naz, “What,,?? He call me Auntie?? Shit,, he really sucks”, he said grumbling slowly, he went to the kitchen to the sink to wash his hands, he saw Naz who was washing dishes, he was looking at the kitchen, he was washing his dishes, then come towards him while holding hands.

“Mami said you guys are just a short relationship straight away marriage, meaning you don't know much dong about Arfin, I've known and close to him for many years since graduating High School, even after the accident I always accompanied him during treatment in America, every day we were always together, went to college together and there were no secrets between us”, Felisha still disturbed Naz.

Naz sighed deeply to keep himself looking calm facing Felisha, he turned off the tap water and wiped his hands, “Oh Auntie has known my husband for a long time,,,? know doang right,, not dating??”, he said casually.

“I know Kak Arfin since I was still in SD, even since I was a baby he often played to my old house,,, after all for what a long courtship if it has been in LOVE with each other, he who invited me to marry quickly, because he did not want to be far from me, he said, so love her he was the same me,”, he said he did not want to lose, Naz who had finished washing dishes was moving away, but his arm was grabbed by Felisha.

“Listen yes son of a snot, you do not need to doubt, I should have married Arfin because our parents have been betrothed us for a long time,,,, I am,, and I will take what should be mine”, he said in a tone full of emphasis.

Naz released his hand from Felisha's grip violently, “Listen to Aunty, no dreams, just as Auntie knew that Arfin came home from America to meet me, because for a long time he has loved me, so you guys are betrothed to parents also do not menggepek tuh for Kak Arfin, proof he chose me and married me right,,, ??... my aunt gave me advice yes, do not bother people's households, Aunty is beautiful and there are still many single men out there, just choose it,,, besides dear dong time already college far to America, but kok akhlaknya immoral”, Naz still trying in a quiet mode, continue to resist the emotions that have actually been overflowing in the chest.

“You...!!”, Felisha raised her index finger in the direction of Naz's face with a look of anger. ”How dare you say I am immoral”, he said more and more furious.

“Certain what dong? kegatelan ? flirting? Or cheap??”, Naz who felt furious finally issued words that actually did not like him to say, then Felisha raised her hand to slap Naz, and then, but suddenly his stomach was painful and very mules so that his hand even switched to holding his stomach.

“Wahh, tea shop already in action apparently, feel you, I work again ah”, muttered Naz in the heart.

“Tante slapped me, so tampar”, Naz even deliberately challenged and thrust his cheek at Felisa who was grimacing in pain, Felisha was about to step up to go to the bathroom, but Naz blocked him.

“Getting you aside !!”, Felisha whose stomach is getting sick is pushing Naz away from her to go to the bathroom, but Naz comes back to her.

“One more time I remind, never approach my husband”, he warned.

“Getting you !!”, Felisha pushed Naz again, then he immediately went to the bathroom, and Naz chased him until he got to the bathroom door first and again blocked Felisha.

“Ngapain the heck you are there, move aside I want to enter!!”, cried Felisha while holding her aching stomach.

“I will not step aside, before Auntie promises not to approach my husband again”, said Naz negotiate.

“Do not expect, I will still take what should belong to me”, Felisha cluck to her stance.

Naz was furious, then he went into the bathroom and locked the door from the inside.

“Open the door brash,,,!! “, cried Feli while banging on the door.

“Don't expect me to open the door, just get out there,”.sahut Naz.

“Open, please open, my stomach hurts so much, I can't stand this”, Feli keeps banging on the door.

“No want, before Aunty promise will not disturb my husband again”.

“Shitt,, damn it. Yes I will not disturb, quickly open the door”, Feli gave up.

“Appointments yes”.Naz assured.

“Iya, cepet open”.

Naz opens the bathroom door, but he doesn't let Felisha in,

“Surge you !!”, snapped.

“Eit, promise first “.

“Heh,, it's not that easy”, Feli is missing.

“You cannot enter”, Naz said casually.

Naz continued to block out the pale Felisha and could not endure the pain anymore, Felisa left Naz to the left, Felisha to the right Naz to the right,

“Fucking aside !”.bentaknya again.

“Not going..”.

“Yes yes I promise I will not approach Arfin again, move aside there”, Feli gave up.

“Eh later first”.Naz doesn't believe it's that easy.

“Moreover the hell, move aside, my stomach can't stand this”. Feli looks frustrated.

“You again what the hell is ?”, a voice that they know and both set their eyes on that person who was none other than Arfin who was walking over to them.

Duuuttt,,, heard a thunderous sound accompanied by an unpleasant smell polluting the air.

“So bad you, farts carelessly”, grumbled Arfin on Feli who looked surprised and embarrassed. Naz steps out of the door and closes his nose and lets Feli into the bathroom.

“Dear we leave”, take Naz and they go while closing each other's noses.

“Taste you Aunt Gembel, that is just the beginning, if you still dare to approach my husband, I will love more than this”, muttered Naz in heart while smiling cunningly.

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