The Light of ANAS

Raline And Arfin Confession

Afternoon in urban areas is synonymous with congestion that divides the city streets because the rupiah seekers are finished working and want to go home to each other. No exception the car driven by Arfin also participated in a series of congestion. Naz, who was agitated for fear of something happening with his mother, kept calling his number, but never got an answer. He also contacted Raline, the same was not answered even though the number of the two people was active, to the telephone number of the house was not lifted. Then Naz contacts Elsa, who is at his friend's house, so Naz can't get any news about his mother, and it makes him even more frantic.

“Aa cepet dong bring her car, I'm so afraid Mama why-why”, Naz has started to get nervous because of worrying about her Mama.

“Still jammed baby, how else? This car does not have wings so it can not fly”, Arfin even joked.”Try to contact the house person again, “, he added giving advice.

“Udah,, but nothing raised,, on where the hell ART there are three times no one heard the sound of the ringing call home”, Naz grumbled as he continued to try to contact the house person.

“It's been a pity, you are calm do not panic so, try you call Papa or Hardi.. This will be late afternoon, they must have gone home to work”.

So panicked Naz until it does not occur to Papa and his brother, he immediately contacted his Papa, “Hallo assalamu’alaikum, Papa again at home gak?”, Naz directly to the point.

“Wa’alaikumsalam,, Papa is not home yet, this just want to walk, why do you love it sounds so panicked?”.

“Papa, Mama called me earlier and asked to come to the house, but Mama said it while crying, I was worried something happened to Mama”.

“What?? Yes yes Papa will be home soon if so, already yes dear Papa want to drive,,”.

“Iya Pa,, be careful, “, he said and his phone was cut off before he said hello.

Naz sighed harshly, “Papa is also not home, this is Mas Hardi his number is not active”, Naz who has been filled with worry until he cried.

“Udah darling, you do not cry that,, bentar , Aa take the alternative road yes let not get stuck and quickly nyampe ya”, yes, he said he then turned his car into an alternative lane to get out of the traffic jam. But they stopped at a mosque to pray magrib, and after that they continued their journey.

Finally they reached the residence of Naz's parents, after parking the car in the front yard of the house, they immediately went inside, Naz ran away from her husband to her Mama's room on the second floor, but unfortunately when she entered did not find her whereabouts in the room or in the bathroom. Naz went back downstairs, and there he met one of his house assistants.

“Bi,, Mama where??”, asked Naz who was getting panicked.

“The girl was in Non Raline's room, Non”, she said, then Naz ran straight to Raline's room, while Arfin did not follow her and rushed to the bathroom.

Czech ,,,

Naz opened the door and without excuse he went straight in, he was surprised to see his mother crying on the edge of the bed while sitting on the floor, and Raline was crying on the bed while hugging her knees with a towel on her head like it was shampooing.

“Mama,,,”, he shouted and approached his Mama, he sat on the floor in front of his Mama, “Mama why cry, Raline also why?”, asked Naz, but of the two no one answered, Mama instead hugged Naz and continued to cry, “Mama why? Don't make me panic like this, Mama is sick?”, Naz keeps asking and Mama just shakes her head.

For a few moments Naz just hugged his mother who continued to cry, Naz continued to wipe his Mama's back to calm him. Then he let go of his embrace.”Raline,,, Raline,,, hix hiks”.

“Raline why, Ma”, Naz asked because she was confused and saw Raline also who kept crying.

“Raline got pregnant,,, hhuhuhuhu”, said Ms. Rahmi in between her tears.

“What?? Raline is pregnant??”, Naz is very surprised to hear his Mama's words, he asked again to make sure if he did not hear wrong, “Raline pregnant Ma,,,? How can?”.

“From yesterday Mama kept asking, but she did not want to answer who the father of the child in her birth, huhuhuhu”.

“Astagfirullah, Raline”, Naz looked at Raline with a sad look.

“Mama has failed to educate him, hiks hiks, Mama has failed Naz,, hiks hiks”, he said and then stood up and approached Raline, who was,

“Raline,, tell me who has impregnated you,,? he must be responsible, Mama will meet the person,, come say Nak, who is that person??”, Bu Rahmi questions the man who has impregnated Raline, who is the one who has been pregnant with Raline, who is the one who is the one who is the one who is the one who has been pregnant with Raline, raline cried and did not answer.

“See Naz, from earlier he was like this continues, he kept silent and did not want to say anything.hiks hiks,,,,”, he said turning to Naz while pointing at Raline,

“For so long Mama has given you full trust, Raline, because even if you often go wandering with your friends, you can always take care of yourself, you always say whatever there is Mama, you always say whatever there is, even until now you have no boyfriend and are not close to any man because you want to seriously study, how can you get pregnant, Raline? Why did you betray Mama's trust with you !! hhhuhuhu”, Ms. Rahmi had lost her patience, she yelled at Raline and pushed her, until she fell on the bed and the towel came off.

“Mama don't talk that way, pity Raline”, Naz feel unbearable to see the condition of Raline who certainly felt shaken because she was pregnant before marriage.

Raline immediately got up and approached her Mama who was standing beside the bed, then she held her Mama's hand while kneeling before her Mama,”Mafin Raline Ma,, sorry Raline,,,,,, I'm sorry,,, hiks hiks”.

“Tell me who is the man who has impregnated you, Raline “, Bu Rahmi keeps asking the man.

“What?? Raline's pregnant??”, that baritone voice shocked all three.

“Papa “, all three at once.

“Rahmi, what did you say? Raline's pregnant??”, Mr. Syarief repeated his question again.

Ms. Rahmi, who was still surprised by her husband's arrival, was silent, she was afraid that her husband would be very angry with Raline.

“Why are you even silent??”, Mr Syarief then turned to Raline who was kneeling, who was on her knees,

”Raline,, is it true that you are pregnant??”, Raline just looked down and kept crying. “Jawab Raline !!”, shouted Mr. Syarief.

Naz directly held Mr. Syarief's arm, “Papa,, do not snapped Raline like that, Papa can be good, pity from earlier he cried continuously,,,”, Naz tried to quell the anger of Mr. Syarief who already looked furious.

“Who has impregnated you, Raline?”, Mr Syarief seems to hold his anger, but Raline still does not say anything, just continues to cry. Rahmi helped him to stand up. “Tell me who the man is, Raline ”, Mr. Syarief repeated his words, but Raline kept her mouth shut. Mr. Syarief took Naz's hand out of his hand, then he approached Raline and grabbed her hand, “Here you are ”, he said and dragged Raline out of her room.

“Papa,,,!!”, exclaim Naz and then follow them.

“Papa, Raline wants to be taken anywhere, do not hurt her, Pa”, Bu Rahmi also follows her husband who dragged Raline because he was afraid her husband would hurt Raline.

Raline was dragged and led into the living room

Plakk,, one slap landed on Raline's right cheek which made her fall onto the sofa.

“Papa,,”. Shouted Naz and Bu Rahmi was surprised, Arfin who had just returned from the bathroom immediately approached them in the living room. Ms. Rahmi went straight to Raline who was knocked down on the sofa and immediately hugged her and sat with her, naz stands next to his Papa out of fear that his Papa will slap again or even hit Raline.

“We raised you lovingly, even we pamper you so much, even if you make a mistake of any magnitude that almost took Naz's life, we can still forgive and fool you, Raline,,,, we can still forgive you,,, but now you are making a disgrace that will tarnish the good name of the family ”, Mr. Syarief began to get angry.

“Sorry me Pa,,, I'm sorry,,, hiks hiks”, Only that word comes out of his mouth.

“We give you complete trust, but why are you like this? Really embarrassing!!”, Mr. Syarief is really angry, “Fruit fell is not far from the tree, why are you following in the footsteps of your mother?”, he shouted Raline.

“Papa,,, enough,!!”, now Naz yells at his Papa, because he never likes it if someone insults Bu Mira whom he already considers his own mother.

“Now you choose Raline, you say who is the man who has impregnated you or scuttle your content”, Mr. Syarief gives you a choice.

“Papa,,,,,!! “, exciting Naz and Bu Rahmi.

“If not, you have to leave this house, Raline!!”, now the threat is out.

“What is this Pa? why Raline and Mama cry that?”, Hardi who just came immediately threw a question to see the situation in the middle room.

“Ask the child does not know himself it”, Mr. Syarif replied while pointing towards Raline.

“What is this Ma,,, Naz, Raline?”, Hardi asked again.

“Raline got pregnant,,, hiks hiks“, said Ms. Rahmi.

“What?? How can?”, Hardi was also surprised to hear it and he approached Mama and Raline.

“Ask him himself, since earlier he did not want to say who the man who had impregnated him”, said Mr. Syarief annoyed.

“Jawab Raline,, before Papa's patience runs out, who has impregnated you?”, Mr Syarief yells again.

Raline then broke away from her Mama's embrace, as she sat upright she felt shocked by the presence of someone, her gaze fixed on the person who was standing, then he raised his hand and pointed at the person while crying tears.

Everyone looked towards the person Raline pointed at, they were very surprised and could not believe the person Raline pointed at.

“Arfin...??”, said Mr. Syarief, Ms. Rahmi and Hardi simultaneously.

Naz immediately smothered her mouth because she felt very surprised and could not believe if her husband who impregnated Raline, as if she received a very powerful shock, her chest felt tight, and she felt like she was not, his heart seemed to be torn apart and his body felt weak, his tears just poured out. Naz shook his head and then he left and ran to get out of the house, Arfin immediately chased after him. Without Naz knowing it he came out through the side door instead of the front door, which he knew he just wanted to run away from that place.

“Honey,, wait”, Arfin continued to chase after him, until Naz's steps stopped in front of the house's fortress wall, he circulated a look for something.

“Worker door where the hell? Why did I run here?” he murmured in the heart.

Grep,, Arfin hugged Naz from behind,.

“Down,, release me ,”, Naz revolted to escape from her husband's embrace, “Let go of your dirty hands from my body!!”, cried Naz then he stepped on her husband's feet, and Arfin let go of his embrace. “Go,,,, go,, hicks, I hate you, I hate, hicks hiks”, Naz points in any direction.

“Honey,, please listen to me”. Arfin spoke softly.

“Don't call me dear with your dirty mouth, hiks hyks,, what else to say huh,, hiks,,, that night I saw with my own eyes that you carried Raline and laid her on the bed, torch, torch, I tried to close my eyes and believe in you, but what?? It turns out that you could have so much as betrayed me and slept with another woman in our own home, let alone that she was my own sister, the hyx hiks”.

“At that time you said you had taken medicine and soon reacted, I waited for you restlessly in the room,, it turns out you were sleeping with another woman, hyks hyks,,,,, you know,,, it is only fitting that you suddenly pay attention to Raline,, have the heart of you, have the heart,,, torch the hyks hiks”, Naz expressed what he had thought all this while crying tears.

“Naz, I beg you to hear my explanation” first, Arfin continued to step closer to Naz, while he continued to step back until his body stuck on the wall of the house fortress.

“What other explanation? About all your lies I already know them all, hysterical hyx, what because of this, after that night you never touched me again,, is it because of this every night you always apologize even to the point of crying? is it because of Raline? Hiks hyks,, huhuhuhu”, Naz kept crying.

Arfin was surprised by what Naz threw, he knelt then hugged Naz's leg, “I'm sorry Naz,,, Excuse Me”.

Naz again smothered his mouth to look at Arfin who apologized as if he admitted his mistake.

“Your team, yes, why are you this tired,,,? why do you betray me when we haven't been married for a month, hysterics, why do you marry me if you just want to hurt me,, hysterics,, huhuhu”.

“I'm sorry,, I'm sorry dear”, Arfin continues to apologize with regret.

“Let me,,, release,,”, Naz tried to take his foot off Arfin's embrace, but he instead tightened his embrace.

“I'm really sorry, I'm lying to you, I'm afraid that you'll leave me if you know the truth”, Arfin started to admit his mistake.

“I will indeed leave you,, you must take responsibility for what you have done to Raline, hiksh”, he said with pain in his heart.

“So, I will never leave you, I love you so much, Naz, I don't want to lose you”.

“Long,, all that lies,, all that you say is all lies,, if you love me, why on earth would you betray me to meghamili Raline ?”, cried Naz .

Arfin was stunned to hear Naz's last words, “ I dared to swear by anything, not me impregnating Raline, not me, Naz,”.

“Don't ever swear to your lies, torch, if it wasn't you, why was Raline pointing at you when Papa asked who the man who impregnated her, huh?? Hiks hiks”, Naz does not believe in the words of her husband.

“I don't know what Raline meant like that, for God's sake it wasn't me who impregnated Raline, I never even touched her at all, it wasn't me, Naz”, Arfin kept convincing Naz.

“Don't make perjury in the name of God,, you must account for your deeds,, hyx,,, you've lied to me a lot,, torment,, you have lied to me a lot,, in my mind I kept wondering why you seemed to avoid me, you never touched me again, hyks,,, you pretended to go home late at night when you have been home since the afternoon,, even you were silent in the guest room, why? Does that room mean so much to you, huh,,,? because in that room you fucked Raline until she was pregnant, yes , hiksh”, Naz said what he knew and he was damned for a few days.

“Neither Naz,, that is all not true, I swear I have nothing to do with Raline even to sleep with her let alone to impregnate her, I swear , not me”, I, Arfin continued to swear and tightened his embrace.

“Long,,,!! I no longer believe in all your words, hiksh”, Naz continues to rebel trying to let go of her husband's embrace.

“How can I impregnate another woman while impregnating my wife alone I cannot”, he said sobbing.

Now Naz is stunned to hear the words Arfin, “What do you mean?”.

“I have not healed Naz, I have not healed.”, Arfin admitted the thing he hid from his wife while sobbing.

“What??? What other lies is this? It's not that a month before marriage you said you've recovered”, Naz still can't believe what her husband said.

“Yes, even until we arrive in Surabaya I am still normal, but after that, it is no longer working,,,, I,, I went back to the doctor for another consultation and the doctor said it was because I had too much thought, too much sauce and stress with my work in the office, I didn't dare tell you,, no,, I'm afraid you regret marrying me, I'm afraid you left me, forgive me,, forgive me”.

“What??,,, “, Naz who had been filled with anger, was now devastated to hear her husband's confession, he still did not believe it, she said, “Then why did I see you holding Raline and putting her to bed?”, Naz again asked her what she had seen at her house while her family was staying there.

“At that time I just finished calling Bang Evan, someone opened the room door and then heard the sound of people falling,, I did not know that it was the room Raline occupied, and it turned out that she had fainted. I tried to wake him up but he did not wake up, I finally carried him and laid him to bed, but at that time I deliberately left the door open so as not to cause slander”, Arfin explained.

“Then why did I come back from the kitchen the door was closed? Hiks hiks”.

“After laying Raline down, Hardi called if she was stray and did not know the way home after from the mini market, she ran out of her internet data and also her wallet was left in her room, he said, that's why I went out and closed Raline's room door from the outside, I immediately went to the driver for Hardi's nyamperin, I'm really sorry Naz,”.

Naz released Arfin's hand which was coiled around her thigh, then she lowered her body and hugged her husband.

“I'm sorry Naz, I'm sorry, I've been dishonest to you, I'm afraid you left me, I'm really afraid”, Arfin is now crying in Naz's arms, she said, she said nothing to see her husband so sad and afraid of losing her.

After Naz saw her husband who had begun to calm down, she let go of his embrace, then both of them sat on the grass facing each other. Naz held her husband's hands together, "Why isn't Aa being so forthright about that? Does Aa still doubt my love for you?”, Naz starts asking again.

“I never doubted your love, precisely because I was afraid that I could not make you happy that made me afraid that you would leave me”, he replied with a lowered head.

“I told you when I found out that I would accept you no matter how you are and would fight together for your recovery, why still hide it from me? ”, ask naz who has stopped crying.

“I'm sorry, at that time I thought I was completely healed but it turned out to be like that again, I didn't want to burden your mind about it, so I went to the doctor in silence, then I started taking the medicine prescribed by the doctor, and that night I just tried it, I thought it would work out it did not have any effect at all”.

”Isn't that night we did it?”, Naz asked again.

“Did you feel pain in that part?”, Arfin asked again, and Naz shook his head, “I saw you wanted it, I only helped you vent your passion, the doctor said that by frequent contact it can also trigger healing, but when it was as strong as I tried to remain unable to get an erection, I just stick and rub it to help you org*sme because mine never erect, so after that my head hurts, the desire has been changed but not erect, ”, Arfin explained what happened that night.

“Then why Aa pura came home late at night, whereas Aa came home late in the afternoon when I was still at Aunt Ina's house and even stayed in the guest room?”.

“I avoided you, for I was afraid that you would want it again whereas I could not fulfill my duty as a husband to give you an inner living,, And during those two days I took medicine at work, but until night there was no reaction at all, so I busy myself in the office, But after those two days I learned of your habit of going to Aunt Ina's house and coming home after magrib, I decided to go home early before you came home because I was afraid that taking medicine at the office would react before I came home, and I asked Mbak Jumin to prepare a guest room for me and keep it a secret from you so that I can enter the room after you fall asleep, while the driver will come to take my car late at night. All that time I kept taking the medicine, but there was no reaction at all, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I never touched you not because I didn't love you anymore, but I'm afraid it will only make you tormented”, Arfin continued to lower his head.

Naz holds both hands of her husband, “Look, from now on we will fight together for your recovery, if necessary we will see a better doctor than your previous doctor, he said, even if we need to seek treatment abroad and promise never to hide anything from me again, I don't want any of us to have this misunderstanding again”, I don't want to, he said and Arfin straightened his head making the two look at each other, then the two hugged each other again.

Suddenly Bi Surti came to them with breath ngos-tired because he ran out, “Sorry Non,,, “, heard the voice of Bi Surti, both of them immediately took off his arms “Sorry Non,, that's Mr. Syarief raging, den Hardi can not stop him”, he reported.

“What?? Papa ngamuk?”, asked Naz in shock, “Yeah Raline,,,,”, Naz immediately stood up as well as Arfin, they rushed back inside the house.

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