The Light of ANAS

Ruzaq Lips

The naz POV

Bugh,,, Brother Arfin who suddenly came directly to beat Mas Lutfi while chatting with me. How surprised I was to see him and I approached Arfin questioning his reason for hitting Mas Lutfi when I knew for sure, it was because he felt jealous.

Because he looked so angry, I felt lured that I said what I felt for a year away from him. Surely I could not bear to say it, because it would definitely hurt his heart, but I don't know what prompted me to do it, so that he admitted his lies all along. However, he still kept silent a thousand languages and made me unable to hurt him again.

I also did not realize that Ruby was in the food stall paying and waiting for her brother's order. It turned out that he had heard everything I had revealed to Arfin Sister while crying, certainly making Ruby very angry at Arfin Sister. I immediately invited him home, but he kekeh wanted to vent his anger on Brother Arfin, and I continued to force until he finally wanted to be invited home.

After walking a few steps with myself still sobbing, I turned to Brother Arfin hoping he would chase after me, but he still did not budge still standing sculpting. I also went with Ruby. I booked a taxi online to go home to Arfin.

“Naz, why did you never tell me and the others about this lo problem?? All this time we thought you broke up because there was no match, but it turns out because Kak Arfin just wanted to play lo,, I really know emotions, no,,, I know,,, it felt like he wanted to beat Kak Arfin, try if there was Kiara, he must have beaten Kak Arfin to a pulp even until he prostrated and rested at the foot of lo”, he must have beaten Kak Arfin, Ruby continued to let out her frustration as we walked towards her sister's in-laws' house not far from Kak Arfin's company project site.

“By,, which you know only in part,, he left me precisely because his love is so great as me,,,,,, he,,, but I'm sorry because I can't explain this all the same lo and the others, I hope you can understand this”, said I who had stopped crying trying to relieve the anger Ruby, said, even though my own feelings were still sad and not careless, then we arrived at the house of her sister-in-law Ruby.

“Where to order sister?”, her brother Ruby directly charges.

Ruby pulled over her heel, “Yassalam,, missed Kak,, the roasted chicken had not been burned, but already paid kok,, just take it, hehe”, just take it, Ruby who was so angry earlier forgot to bring her brother's order from the food stall where we ate earlier.

“By,, I go home first yes, like a taxi my order is already close to see from the application”, I said while looking at the screen of my phone.

“Ehh,, ko home,,,? I come yes, no way I can let you go alone in a condition like ”, he said.

“Gak what By, I can go home alone, will stay by car doang ntar until deh at home”, said I refused because it felt bad.

"No, anyway I have to follow the point,, wait, I change clothes first”, Ruby then went into the house and after a while he came back to me, came back to me, and we say goodbye to the house.

“Eh, sister order how?”, so Ruby is back to charge.

“Yaelah Kak, it will be the stall,, take it yourself why,, have been paid too,,, assalamu’alaikum”, said Ruby, then we went away because my online taxi was in front. We headed to Arfin's house.

After traveling for a while , we arrived at Kak Arfin's house, we also entered with the door opened by Mbak Retno. I immediately looked for the whereabouts of Mami who according to Mbak Retno was in her room. I knocked on Mommy's room door, and after she opened it,,,

grepp, I hugged Mami.

“Huhuhuhuhuhu,, I've hurt her Mami,,, I've hurt her,,, huhuhuhuhuhu,, we've failed Mami,, we failed”, I immediately cry back in Mami's arms.

“Why are you,,,?? Hurt who?? Arfin?”, Mami asked as if feeling confused, I nodded. “Hurt how do you mean?”, Mami asked again, then I told him what happened in the stall near the company's development project Kak Arfin. Mami continued to calm me and encourage my heart that what I did was right, so that Brother Arfin realized and admitted his lie.

“You have done the right thing to wake him up,, our plan did not fail,,, he will definitely admit it to you himself, Mami sure”.

“But, earlier let alone chase me,, preventing me from going did not do it,, hyks,,, he really does not care about me Mami,,, huhuhuhuhu”, I said again while crying.

Mami was heard sighing for a moment, “Have, already dear,, calm yourself , everything will be fine,, “, said Mami who continues to calm me. After a while, my crying subsided, and we moved out of Mami's room to the living room where Ruby was waiting. Ruby also greeted Mami and introduced herself, because even though they had met, but had not been acquainted.

Because the clock was showing at four in the afternoon, we also performed the ashar prayer, after which I took a shower and changed clothes. Ruby asked to surround this house, I also said yes. We went out of my room to take Ruby around.

“Arfinnn,,,,!!,”, the sound of Mami's scream from inside the room, we immediately rushed to Mami's room without knocking on the door. How surprised we were to see Mami lying unconscious on the floor holding a cell phone in her hand. We panicked so much that we called both ART, and then the four of us took Mami and laid her on the bed.

“Mbak Jum, please call a doctor,,, Sister Retno please bring me drinking water and wind oil”, I said giving orders to both ART. Then I contacted Mommy and told her that Mami had fainted.

Just finished hanging up the phone, suddenly Mami's phone was still lying on the floor ringing, I took the phone, and on the screen of her phone was written the name Lutfi, Lutfi, my thoughts immediately went to Brother Arfin, maybe he wanted to tell the situation of Kak Afin because until now he had not returned home.

“Hallo ,, asssalamu’alaikum, Bu Hinda,,, Is Bu Hinda fine,?”, the question sounds panic .

“Wa’alaikumsalam,, this is Naz ,Mas,, what is it?”, I said and asked.

“This is Naz, I just told Ms. Hinda that Arfin had an accident”.

“What???”, I was very surprised to hear it, my heart seemed to stop beating, my lips trembled, my chest felt tight, it felt like screaming but these lips felt mute and mute, I was really in shock,, what I thought was that he had an accident and was as badly injured as he had ever been, and my body felt so limp that neither of my legs were able to support him,,,

brukkk, I dropped myself to sit on the floor with all the bad thoughts that kept raging about her, as if Mami's words were ringing in my ear

‘Arfin crashed himself on Nervan's car,, he was seriously injured,,, his heart stopped beating ,, the doctor declared Arfin had died’,,,, both my palms covered my ears.

“aaaaaaaaaaakkkk,,,,,Tidaakkkk,,, huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,,,,,,,,”, I screamed as I did and cried hysterically, the words kept ringing in my ear and Kak Arfin's shadow kept coming to my head.

“Naz,, Naz ,, you why”, Ruby hugged me and kept asking,, I didn't budge and kept crying hiteris,,, until Mother came and she hugged me and asked the same thing, but I kept screaming until I was unconscious.

When I realized there was a doctor sitting on the chair next to my bed, I opened my eyes slowly and circulated my gaze.

“Darling,, you've come to your senses, Nak”, there's the sound of Mother sitting on the bed right next to me.

My body still feels weak, then I wake up and sit down, when my consciousness returns fully, “Kak Arfin,,,,, hyks,,, Mother Kak Afin Mother,,,,,”, Hik, I said back crying.

“Iya Dek, Mommy already knows,, earlier Ruby got news from her sister-in-law's cousin, and Aji also informed Mommy, she was guarding Arfin in the hospital and said ......”, Mommy has not finished talking I directly cut it.

“Hospital..?? Mother I want to go to the hospital, I want to see him, I want to see him”, I said immediately got up and got out of bed and was about to get out of my room, but Mother prevented me, and she did not, but I kept it clean hard, I didn't care about anything because all I wanted was to see him and see how he was.

After the drama happened, I was finally allowed to go accompanied by Ruby, because Mother had to keep Mami who was still lying limp due to shock so that her blood pressure rose, and the doctor was still staying at home. We drove an online taxi to the hospital where Mas Lutfi told Ruby his address.

Along the way I kept crying, I was really afraid something happened to him, I was really afraid if I had to lose him forever, I really could not think clearly.

Upon arrival at the hospital, I ran to see him immediately, I was standing at the door of the elevator but the elevator just went up, and I finally went up the stairs by walking quickly to get to the fourth floor. Ruby continued to chase me with gasps, until we arrived at the door of the room where she was being treated.

Czech ... I opened the door and entered the room by stepping slowly along with my tears that never stopped and breath gasping. I saw him sitting on the bed and not looking badly hurt, my heart was relieved to see him, saw the man I loved so much turned out to be fine , not like in my shadow that's badly hurt. I did not let go of my gaze which was fixed on him, my steps were getting closer to him, I sat on the bed right next to him so that I sat opposite him,,,, I,,,

Grepp ,,,, I immediately hugged him, "Huaaaaa,,,,, huaaaaa,,,, I'm sorry... don't be like this anymore... don't hurt yourself again...hiks hiks... don't scare me like this.. I'm very afraid of losing you...huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu", I said while crying.

"Naz.

"Naz... let me go, don't be like this, ashamed to be seen by Om Aji and Ruby".he said slowly trying to let go of my embrace, but I didn't budge, I didn't care about my surroundings,,, because I wanted to hold her and not let her go again, until I didn't realize Ruby and Om Aji were leaving this room.

"I don't care, , I won't let you go.hiks..I won't let you get away from me anymore, I'll keep you, Aa... hyks hyks", I said refusing to let go of his embrace. He was silent, as if to allow me not to unfold it again.

" Naz, let me go, as you said we had nothing to do with it anymore ,, and you also know I have no feelings for you, I have.", too......",

But when I heard him speak and knew where the speaker was going, I immediately let go of my arms and cut off his words, "Lies, and I touched the cheek of the one who was looking down and then I lifted his chin so that his face was raised so that our eyes could look at each other,

"Look at my eyes .. Look at my eyes and then you repeat my sentence, hyx", I said as I looked into his eyes, but he remained silent,

"Why silence...? tell me you don't love me anymore .. say,, hiks.. let's say !! ", I said again without letting go of my gaze and he shed tears.

He seemed to sigh for a moment, then his trembling lips were forced to say, "I love you so much,,, I still love you so much, Naz,, I love you, you know,,, I do this because I love you too much, but I don't want to make you suffer one day" she said with tears in her eyes.

I smiled at my sobbing, and then I hugged her again, "I love you so much too. Hiks hyks .. I will always be with you.... I already know everything. I already know everything, hyks hyks ", I said.

He touched my arm and pushed me to let go of my embrace, "What do you mean, Naz ?? Know everything about what??", he questioned my statement with a look of shock.

I bowed my head for a moment, then I held it back, both my hands touched her cheeks and I rubbed to wipe away her wet tears, I looked at her eyes, both eyes,

" I already know everything about you, I already know the reason you left me,, I already know everything,, no matter what happens I will always be with you, I promise ... hyks hyks,", I said with a sincere heart without any doubt.

He looked still in shock and just silently looked, even though our eyes looked at each other, but the blank look that was in his eyes, I hugged him again. And for a while we just hugged and kept silent without a word, there was no sound other than my sobs and as many sounds as I pleased.

After feeling calm, I let go of my embrace and he kept his head down, “I'm a useless man, I'm not a perfect man, I can't make you happy, I don't deserve you, I am not worthy of anyone”, he sobbed.

I held back both cheeks and raised his face, “Listen,, no matter what you are, no matter how you are, nothing will change how I feel about you, no one is perfect in this world,,, no one,,, and again it's just a doctor's verdict right, the doctor is not God and the doctor's words are not an irreversible destiny,, believe me, you can be cured,, you can,, I will continue beside you and continue to be with you to support you through this,,,”, I said and gave him a smile, he immediately hugged me and shed his tears as if to vent the sadness that he had been alone.

“Cry as much as you,,, if afterwards it will make you calm and feel relieved,,,,”. I kept wiping his back. Just this time I saw her so sad and saw her like this so heart-wrenching.

How insensitive I have been all this time, unable to understand him who understands me so much, unable to feel his sadness when he always feels my sadness, never in the moment when he needs my embrace, he was always there for me when I was sad and needed him. “I'm sorry,, I'm sorry,,, “, now that's what I want to keep saying to her.

Both hands held my hand, “Thank you, thank you, “, he said, then kissed the backs of my hands, then he looked at me with a happy smile emanating from his face, I returned his smile. But when I saw the lapse of his infusion the sense of happiness turned to panic.

“Kak,, her hose,, bleeding, your blood “, I stammered in panic, then I got up and was about to move, but her hand pulled my hand so I sat back down.

”Where are you?”, ask.

“Call the nurse,,, that later the blood more and more flow in the infusion hose, like a blood donor nsnti..ihhh”, I said then shuddered in horror.

“No need,, just press the button on the wall sana”, he said pointing at the button on the wall behind his bed, he also pressed the button with his left hand.

After a while a nurse came in, and I showed her the infusion tube filled with Arfin's blood, the nurse came out again to pick up her medical kit, and soon he came back to replace the infusion hose, while I went to the bathroom to wash my muddled face was not clear because most of the mawning bombay.

When I came out the nurse was finished replacing the infusion hose and he reminded Kak Arfin so that his right hand that was infused was not moved first, fearing that his blood would rise again to the infusion tube.

The nurse left, “Sini,, sitting here so comfortable”, he said asking me to sit on his left bed so that he would not interfere with his infusion again, I obeyed him. Just sat in my arms and hugged me again, actually I was happy but I was embarrassed.

“Why do you keep hugging me?”, I asked innocently.

“Let it be like this,, I miss you so much,,,”, he replied as he rubbed my head.

“But for a few days we always meet, even stay at home, the time still misses me”, I said again.

“Hehehe, we are close but far away, we live in a house but never like this, embrace you with love, let go of the longing so big”, he said chuckling.

“Dihh, dreadlocks,, “, great-granddaughter.

“Indeed you didn't miss me,, hemmm,,,?? Didn't miss my fight as well?”, he questioned my feelings.

“No,,, “, I replied.

“Oh yes?”,anya a little upset.

“He em,, I don't miss you, but I miss you very much, hehhee”, I replied with a chuckle.

“Geleh ih gombal”, he said stealing my language.

“Hahaha,, not boleh but geuleuh,, hahaha”, I justify his words while laughing spoiled.

“Naz,,,”.neither.

“Hemm,,,??”, I say.

“What does this mean we are made again??”, he asked.

“Hahahahaha,,,,”, I just laughed.

He let go of his embrace, “Why are you laughing?”, he asked with an annoyed look.

“After you copypaste my sentence,,,,hehehe”, I replied with a chuckle and then smiled sweetly at him.

“Alright,,, “, he sighed, then both his hands clasped both my palms gently and his eyes kept staring at my eyes “Nona Rheanawa, Miss Eleanoor, My light that I love so much and I love more than anything even more than my own life, will you accept me to be your lover again?”,

I paused for a moment because I was really surprised and didn't expect him to say this, he asked me to be his lover again, a sense of happiness and a sense of hilarity in my chest, his eyes kept looking at me as if waiting for my answer. I don't know why these lips suddenly become silent and it's hard to say, before he pulls the words out again because the opportunity didn't come five times, I nodded several times with a happy smile with glassy eyes as a sign that I was willing to.

He smiled happily and kissed the backs of my hands many times, then hugged me again, “Thank you,,, thank my dear,,, my love,, the light of my life,, I promise I will fight for you,,,,, I hope I will fight for you,,, for your sake, for the sake of making you happy lapan”, his words made me cry again, but this time happy crying is what I feel. He let go of her embrace and for the first time he kissed my forehead. Then I accidentally saw the infusion, the blood had gone up again, yassalam,,,,

We called out to the nurse again, and this time she got a strong warning not to move her hand again in the infusion after the blood in her hose was cleaned, because this time the blood that rose just a little not so long ago.

He still did not want to let go of me who was sitting on his left while hugged sideways so that we were the same facing forward with my legs raised on the bed, “Honey,,,, how do you know about all that? Is it from Mami or Bang Evan?”, finally the question I was afraid of was thrown by him.

“Emmm,, I'll tell you everything,, but promise,, you don't get mad ya”, I said make an agreement, because I'm sure if it's not like that, he will definitely get angry.

“You are, Aa,,, now you have to call Aa again.. ”, he said grumbling.

“Iya Sorry,, I forgot,, Aa promise I won't be angry, then I'll tell you everything from the beginning”.

“Do you have a big secret that will make me angry huh?”, he asked suspiciously.

“Dih,, promise first,, new will sis”, I keep chuckling.

He snorted in annoyance, seemingly realizing that he would not be able to fight my cunning, “Alright,,, I promise he will not be angry,,”, he finally gave up.

“Yess,,,”, I said as I raised my fist.

“Sneaky ground,,,”, great-grandson.

“Eits,, ingenious not sneaky ya Aa dear,,,,”, said I rectify.

“Hemmmm,, as big as salajah”.

“Dih,, by the way, I wipe with a tissue”, I joked.

“Do not want,, want to wipe with lips aj”, he replied smiling.

“Cihhh,,, perverted bottom,,,”, I scolded my lips while screeching and pinching her hands that were coiled around my waist.

“Aduhh dear,,, ayatt,, just officially refer already KDRT ih”, he said babysitting.

“Hahahaha, just heard me, if you have broken up and then called a reference,, kirain is the name of food like fruit reference, refer bebeuk, cingur reference, ulek refer, vinegar”, refer cingur, I'm even more fond of his jokes.

“That's rujak,, “, he said ketus, “ada rujak the most powerful and unbeatable”, he said that looks convincing.

“What is it ?”, I was curious while raising my face looking at his face.

“Ruzaq Lips,, hahahhaa”, he said by qolqolah_kan his words and then mengonyonkan lips.

“Iiiihh, perverted brain base”, I said as I slapped his lips.

"Oohhh.... hurts dear.".", he said wiping his lip swab.

"Said ruzaq lip,, let's just say it's just been kneaded..hahaha", said I was happy.

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Cie... soan again while ngerujak... cengena or Aa.. let more hot jeletot 😂.

After ceurik rise seuri (out of crying out laughter)

please laugh after yesterday chick🤭😂

Naz POV seems to be decorating several episodes ahead.....

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