The Light of ANAS

First Kick

Naz, who previously seemed to be in a deep sleep, suddenly disturbed when he felt someone touch his stomach that had begun to stand out like pregnant women in general. He moved his head and opened his eyes slowly. How surprised he saw the figure of the man who missed him so much, now in front of him who seemed to smile happily to see himself. He was just as happy, but he was afraid that it was just a dream.

"Aa.".. ", she shrieked with a surprised and still incredulous expression.

"Yes, dear.", Arfin who kept throwing smiles at Naz also greeted his wife.

The two looked at each other, a happy smile was engraved from the sweet lips of the two as if they were taking off each other's longing after a long time did not meet.

Arfin who had been glazed since then could not hold back his tears that fell just so wet his cheeks, until it dripped on Naz's hands. It was as if it was awakening to Naz that this was really real and not a dream in broad daylight.

Suddenly someone entered the room whose door was open,

" Naz this Balinese citrus dish has ja______ ", The person who brought a bowl of celibacy in his hand was surprised to see Arfin in Naz's room, so he did not continue his words, he said, and Arfin was no less surprised to see the person standing not far from where he was kneeling.

"Arfin.", he said still with a surprised expression.

"Mama.... ", arfin is the same.

"Hkk.. hkkkk", Naz suddenly felt nauseous, he smothered his mouth and got out of bed and immediately went to the bathroom.

Just as Arfin was about to follow Naz, his footsteps stopped hearing his father-in-law's screams,

"Arfin...wait..... !!! ", Madam Rahmi immediately approached Arfin, "Go,, stay away from Naz!!", he gave Arfin the command in a stern tone, as if to expel Arfin and forbid him from approaching Naz again.

Degs...

Hearing that, the happiness he felt instantly vanished, as if he only realized that Naz had not been able to forgive his mistakes. That's why Naz hasn't come back yet, because he hasn't forgiven her, he thought.

"Toy...Hoick..Hoek.", There was the sound of Naz vomiting in the bathroom.

"Ar... quickly you get out of this room!!", Ms. Rahmi repeated her words, she kept the bowl on the table, then immediately approached Naz to the bathroom and left Arfin who was still silently sculpting.

"It seems that Mama already knew what I had done to Naz, until she told me to stay away from Naz, ", she murmured inwardly.

"Is that what you hate about me, Naz??, until you complain to your parents about my actions and choose to stay with Mama instead of coming back to me.. Aren't you going to forgive me for my mistakes with you?, will your parents really separate us? Am I going to be able to do this, all right,,,?? Can I separate from you and our son.... "Inwardly in the heart that was accompanied by tears.

"Wheel.hoekkk ".

Arfin regained his senses from his daydream when he heard Naz's vomiting voice again. Surely he wanted to approach his wife, but what a force, the in-laws had told him to leave since. He left the room with a shunt step and a sad facial expression.

Lutfi and Mbak Jumin, who saw Arfin in such a state, felt strange and astonished, because before he seemed happy and excited when entering the house to meet his wife. But now it looks moody and lethargic and his eyes look swollen.

"b... Lo why?? Does Naz still not want to meet you?", Lutfi ventured to ask and Arfin stopped his steps in the middle room.

"Look we go home, ", he said blankly.

"Don't you just meet Lo,, sure you want to go home??? not kangen-kangen used to be that?", Lutfi even more kepo.

"He won't see me again,, "", Arfin stepped out of the house again, the real Lutfi was still confused and followed.

"Den Arfin wait,,", cried Mbak Jumin who then chased after Arfin to stop him. But Arfin did not budge and still continued to walk.

"Den don't go first, Non Nanaz is not unwilling to meet, but it's the baby's luggage!!", Mbak Jumin shouted from the front door at Arfin who was about to reach the gate, he immediately stopped his steps. Jumin walked up to him.

"Bring the baby??", he muttered feeling strange .

"Maybe you don't like the smell of body Lo, pregnant people like weird, my brother also used to crave strange things" said Lutfi.

Arfin sniffed on his body, "Cheat!.gue did not smell", Arfin denied Lutfi's accusations.

"It wasn't Den, it was, Non Nanaz couldn't see Den Arfin's face, because it made him nauseous with vomiting"

" Haha... Bini Lo aja until sickened to see the face of Lo, Ar..hahaha ", Lutfi even laughed amusedly at the words of Mbak Jumin.

“So Non Nanaz it, fitting see Den Arfin face instantly nausea vomiting, even by looking at the picture just nausea vomiting,, so Non Nanaz can not go home, Den”, so, Ma'am Jum explained.

“Hahaha,, mampoos lo boss, during pregnancy bini you do not want to see your face,, who is patient yes Ar, until bini lo lahiran you will split gini house,,”, so on, Lutfi is scaring nakuti.

“Diam lo,,, !!”, Arfin got annoyed at Lutfi, then switched on Mbak Jumin, “Ngidam what kind of it is, Ma'am?”.

“Si Mbak also does not know, Den, pregnant people crave it like weird anyway,,, eng, Actually two weeks after the incident, actually, Non Nanaz came home when Den Arfin had left for work, he said deliberately wanted to make a surprise when Den Arfin came home, but when he entered the room and saw a photo of Den Arfin,,, he said,, Non Nanaz felt nausea vomiting, at first did not know that it was because of looking at the photo, and every time he saw Non Nanaz returned nausea vomiting, so back here again, Den,,, even every day in the test by looking at photos of Den Arfin on the phone, until this morning, still nausea vomiting”, Mbak Jum explained at length.

“So, Naz hasn't come home yet not because he hasn't forgiven me??”, Arfin concluded

“Ngih Den,, but due to congenital pregnant,,”.

“So from when was Mama here?”, Arfin questioned her whereabouts there.

“A week ago, Ms. Rahmi came to the house, she was confused about what to say, and Non Nanaz told her to take her to this house, hence he continued to accompany Non Nanaz here out of worry, eng, but he didn't know how Den knew about the matter,, he knows his Non Nanaz lives here because he can't see Den Arfin's face,,”.

Arfin did not know what else to say, on the one hand he was happy that Naz had forgiven him, but on the other hand he was sad, because if he appeared to his wife, he was sad, it would only make his wife tormented. He knew very well what it was like to vomit because the cravings were really torturing him, the head felt spinning and the body became weak.

“So, as long as Naz is pregnant, I really can't see him?”, I'm sad to think he can't see his wife until Naz gives birth, which is still a few months away. Yesterday alone one and a half months had made him almost crazy, let alone this waiting for another six months.

“Perhaps during Non Nanaz still nausea vomiting only Den, usually it is only in the first trimester, but do not know also the time, because everyone cravings different Den”.

“Sabar,, Ar... add another fast lo until Naz gave birth,,,,”, Lutfi pat Arfin's shoulder, whether it's for encouragement or just for ridicule, “Eh,, Ar, that's,, he will vomit nausea if you see your face, meaning you can still find bini lo, but do not show the face lo”, he said giving a way out.

“Meanway? How-how? I turn my back on him?”, asked Arfin in surprise.

“Not, I mean, you wear a mask or your face is like a clown, or you wear an Ancol clown costume", Lutfi suggests.

“Don't be crazy lo, just nice my handsome face in colorful make-up like rainbow cake, ogah ahh”, Arfin immediately refused.

“Yes if you don't want to be a clown, you can wear a mask gotu”.

“What mask?".asked Arfin

“Topeng monkey... hahaha”. Lutfi answered ngasal.

“Sialan lo ,, it's mah lo aja want to know I”.

“Hahaha, I joked Ar,, besides you never enjoy childhood, there are many in the market various kinds of masks of heroes of kayak misfortune in these movies,, and,, mask spiderman cake, ironman, captain america, ultraman, betman, same criminals were many times, or if not mask puppet,,”.

“Ogah ah,, like such a big little boy,,,”.

“Ya up to lo,, that too if you want to meet bini lo without making him nauseous vomiting see your annoying face it”.

“Yowis,, if Den Arfin does not want to wear a mask or be a clown, Den Arfin wear a mask just like glasses, so his face does not look”. mbak Jum also give advice.

“Well,,, it can also be Ar,,, you wear a mask bengkoang let your face white-white like a ghost,,, or kayak tuyul cemong,, hahaha”, Lutfi wrongly thought.

“Wealah,,, not the mask anyway Den, but the mask that covers the nose of the same mouth is loh”, Mbak Jum explained what he meant.

“Lo was very happy to see the suffering of Iu”, Arfin looked at the annoyance of Lutfi.

“Hhaahhaa,, when else can laugh at this ferocious boss,, “, Lutfi even more happy.

“Diam lo,, already there, buy me the same mask goggles”, Arfin then take the wallet out of his pants pocket, “Nih his money,, spout,, do not wear lama”, Arfin offered four hundred thousand bills.

“Eitdah,, I'm the one who got it,, ask Mbak Jum who bought Napa?", Lutfi objected.

“See your watch, this is still working hours,, already there do the task from I”, Arfin reminded.

“Haduh,, shit banggo,, buy a mask only yes, in my car there are glasses the same hat if you want to use all of them, this is the rest of the money for gasoline.”, Lutfi was finally ready.

“Serah,, already there fast”, said Arfin annoyed.

“Iya yes bring lo,, “, Lutfi also immediately went to carry out the orders of his boss who likes it at will.

Now Arfin lives together with Mbak Jum in front of the gate,

“Mbak Jumin,, actually what happened that night after I left?”, asked Arfin who was curious about Naz's departure the night after he vented his anger there was Naz.

“Eng,, preferably later Den Arfin ask directly to Non Nanaz, let it be clear, the Mbak is afraid of mispronouncing”, Mbak Jum refused to explain.

Arfin let out a heavy sigh, his curiosity forced to be harbored first, because it was impossible when he met with Naz directly asking that, he was afraid that if Naz remembered that, it would hurt his feelings again.

Before long Lutfi came, he bought 1 pack of medical masks and 2 black cloth masks, as well as glasses and hats taken from his car. He handed it to Arfin, and he put it on.

“Well, then Naz won't see your annoying face”, Lutfi endlessly mocked Arfin.

“Diam lo, just be careful if this way does not work, I will cut your salary during this time I do not want to meet with me”, I will not, Arfin who was already feeling very upset finally issued a threat.

“Lahhh,, how am I affected,,, ? it's his idea from Mbak Jum loh, not from me,,”, Lutfi protest.

“Terserah...”, Arfin then went to go back into the house owned by his parents.

He stepped up expectantly so that Naz could accept his presence with such a look without feeling nauseous vomiting, and when he reached the living room, Ms. Rahmi just came out of Naz's room.

“It's Arfin, Ma,,,”, he said then opened the mask.

“Yeah Arfin, you do wear the same mask glasses so, like aja” masseur, Bu Rahmi who was surprised now seems to hold back laughter seeing the appearance of his daughter-in-law.

“Hehehe, if the masseuse wears sunglasses. Ma,,,, easy-ease with like this Naz won't be nauseous anymore when close to me, because he doesn't need to see my face”, he said,.

Ms. Rahmi chuckles to hear it, “Why new now?? Not from the cake, then, so you don't have to split the house like this, the effect is you are like a couple who are fighting again want to divorce know no.”, you know, Ms. Rahmi apparently did not know the real problem occurred.

“Sorry Ma,,, “, Shrink.

“It's there,, good luck yes, but if Naz is nauseous again, you go straight out yeah, Ar, pity nausea vomit like old, Mama to the kitchen first yes.. ”, , He ordered and then left.

“Iya Ma,, thank you, Ma “, he said with a smile by his in-laws who then left, while Arfin used his mask again, then went back into Naz's room.

He stepped slowly towards Naz who was lying down with a sideways sleeping position, so Arfin could only see Naz behind him.

Arfin sat on the edge of the bed, then his hand touched Naz's arm, which made him turn his body.

Naz was surprised to see a man wearing a mask and glasses and wearing a hat on his head, he then woke up and is now in a sitting position, “Who are you.?”, she panicked because a stranger had entered her room.

“Honey,, this is I am your husband, he said.

“Aa,,,?”,

“Iya, dear...”, Arfin nodded.

“Why does Aa look like that?”, Naz shifted her seat so that she sat next to her husband on the edge of the bed with her legs lowered and stepped on the floor.

“So you can't see my face,, you don't feel nauseous anymore right dear”, she asked and Naz just shook his head. Arfin was able to breathe a sigh of relief, finally he was able to get close to the woman he missed so much. Arfin got up and knelt down right in front of Naz, clasping Naz's hands together.

“Darling,, Aa apologizing for scolding you, even hurting you too often, Aa apologizing, because after marrying you instead of making you happy, it makes you sad more often, instead,, Aa apologizes for not being able to fulfill every promise Aa made not to hurt you, you must hate me so much, to make you leave me,”, so, Arfin expressed his apology with regret.

“Aa,,,,”,naz lyrics.

“Aa is stupid and selfless, has dared to hurt a woman as good as you, who can accept all my shortcomings, and,, Aa was so ashamed and felt unworthy of all your kindness that always forgave every mistake that Aa made to you, you can punish Aa in any way, Aa will accept, she said, even if you don't want to live with Aa, Aa will accept, if it can make you happy,”, Arfin passed his decision on Naz.

“Why does Aa talk like that?? does Aa love me no more? Does Aa not care about me and our child?”, Naz feels sad to hear her husband say.

“Aa loves you more than anything in this world, but Aa is afraid if one day hurt you again, Aa is afraid if you continue with Aa, you will not be happy, ”, you will not be happy, Say it with teary eyes.

“I will be happy as long as I can continue to be with you,, It never crossed my mind to part from you, especially now that I am pregnant with your child,,, childing, our child ,the fruit of our love”, without feeling Naz shed tears, then he pulled Arfin's right hand that was still holding it, then placed on his stomach that had seemed to start squinting, Arfin understood, and he stroked his wife's stomach until he could not hold back the tears that flowed.

Naz's hands touched Arfin's cheeks and looked him in the eyes until the two looked at each other, “I'm sorry I left you, for almost two months without seeing you, making me so tormented,,,,, you know,,, I don't hate you at all, I just don't want to hurt your feelings, because when I see your face I feel nauseous, and now just to meet with me Aa until it looks like this, surely it is not comfortable right?,,, just open it, Aa must be hot,”, he said sobbing.

Arfin shook his head, “Leave it like this, If it opens later you are nauseous vomiting again, dear,”, Arfin refuses to open the accessories.

Naz's hands turned on both of her husband's shoulders, "Aa get up, don't kneel like this,, I don't like”, Whine is still crying.

“But Aa likes, because you can see clearly your beautiful face”, he said and then remove the trail of Naz's tears with his fingers ," Don't cry anymore dear".

“But I miss Aa so much,, I want to hug Aa for as long as I want, if Aa kneels it's hard to bend”, Naz again whining like a child.

Arfin finally got up, as well as Naz, now that the two stood facing each other, Naz immediately hugged the husband he missed so much without shame. Arfin returned his embrace.

“I'm sorry,,,”, shriek Naz.

“Aa who apologizes to you, dear”, Arfin rubbed his wife's head gently.

“I love you so much, I miss you so much,”, Naz said.

“Aa also loves you very much, and misses you".

“Don't ever say goodbye again ,,, I don't want to lose you”, he asked sobbing.

“You also never leave Aa again, Aa can not be far from you, it is the toughest torture in my life”, Arfin actually did not want to be far from his wife.

“Sorry….. “,Naz again apologise.

“Sorry to you” too, Arfin slowly let go of his embrace, the two looked at each other, wanted it to feel like Arfin kissed his wife, but he did not want to risk taking off his mask Naz will return nausea vomiting.

He knelt down and took off his hat, and his hand stroked the stomach of Naz.

"Anaking, baby.... Pagu apologized for yelling at the two of you, for hurting both of you ", he said, returning to tears, he opened his mask and kissed his wife's stomach many times. Then he put the mask back on.

Naz smiles haru and is happy to see him, "Anaking misses his Pagu” very much.

“Aa misses him a lot too, baby".

“It's been 15 weeks, ", Naz told me.

" Not before the new ospek 8 Weeks?", Arfin felt Naz miscalculated.

"Yes, I'm ospek for a week and I'm here for six weeks" he explained and smiled, but at once his smile disappeared because there was a strange feeling he felt. " Oh.", complained Naz and held his stomach.

"Why dear???", asked Arfin in shock at Naz's expression.

" My stomach", he said.

" Why, baby? does your stomach hurt?", Arfin was surprised to hear Naz complaining, and he panicked. Arfin stood up and went out of the room. He took off his mask, though,

" lady... Mama!!", Arfin shouted to his father-in-law from the front door of the room, before long he came, along with Lutfi and Mbak Jum also approached Arfin because he heard his screams.

" What's up Ar, you're yelling like that", Ms. Rahmi who approached Arfin also panicked .

"Naz, Ma.", Arfin.

"Naz why?", he asked in panic.

"Naz's stomach hurts she said ", Arfin deduced from Naz's complaining expression while holding his stomach.

"What??", Madam Rahmi was surprised and went straight into the room followed by Arfin, while Mbak Jum and Lutfi only reached the entrance.

Ms. Rahmi immediately approached Naz who was standing while holding her stomach.

"Dear, belly, why?? which side is sick, son??", asked him who looked panicked.

"My stomach is like popcorn popping in it, Ma" Naz said, likening what he felt.

Ms. Rahmi who was panicking before, then breathed a sigh of relief, "Dear, that's a sign that your baby is kicking", she explained.

" Nendang??? ", Arfin and Naz asked simultaneously.

" Yes,, did you feel it this time?", he asked Naz.

" Yes, Ma.", Naz nodded.

" That means it was your baby's first kick, baby ", he goes back to explaining based on experience.

Naz and Arfin looked at each other with happy smiles, he rubbed his stomach gently. Arfin approached his wife, and he rubbed her stomach.

" Anaking has started to kick, A,", he said, which does not stop to comment on happy smiles.

"Yes dear,,,", Arfin was the same, so glad he forgot not to wear his mask back.

"Hkk.. hkkk", Naz smothering his mouth with nausea, he immediately went to the bathroom.

"Arfin...that's how your mask was removed, is it,,,?? naz was nauseous to vomit again", Ms. Rahmi grumbled annoyed at her daughter-in-law.

"Oh my goodness, until when will he vomit from looking at my face??" he lamented with a sad look mixed with disappointment, then he put his mask back on.

His gaze turned down and stroked his manhood, "The patient is Ujang,, Your fast is extended, But later you can meet the cute one, you do not back again like first yes..", he said that worried about ujang.

"Waduhh... address so this is mah pay cut,, nasipp ", Lutfi brushed off the eel lamenting his fate that remembered the threat of Arfin before entering to meet Naz earlier.

"Patient, Den... patiently loved Gusti Allh,,, Den Arfin was also spreading his Junior until it was rubbed.ndak afraid to wake up what yes", he said", Mbak Jumin apparently noticed Arfin who was ngabebenyokeun his Ujang.

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