The Light of ANAS

For the sake of Ujang

Naz and Arfin were about to go home, the steps were stopped by the Mother who expected them to stay and stay at her house, but Naz refused because he had to go back to Surabaya immediately until he slipped if he had made an appointment with a doctor in Surabaya.

“Hah, Doctor's appointment? Who is sick? You still sick deck?” ask Mother in shock.

Naz muttered inwardly and turned to her husband standing next to her as if asking for help to help her answer Mother's question, but Arfin himself looks shocked and confused because he already knows very well what kind of Mother of the person if it has been kepo.

“Heii,, how much tea are you even on the bengong?? Saiwhat's sick? What do you want to see the doctor?”.

“Mau consultation”,

“Mau medical chekup”, yes,,,

Arfin and Naz answered along with different answers.

“Hah…?? Your answer is different, anyway? Which one is really it? Who do you want to consult with the doctor? Kan Dandy and Dad are also a doctor”, Mommy's cerca.

“Ke Doctor specialist in”,,,,

“Ke Specialist Doctor Obgyn”.,

Arfin and Naz spoke together, and they looked at each other.

“Hah, which one is it? How different keep answering anyway? Mommy so suspicious, you guys tea again hide something huh?”.

Naz suddenly remembered the thing that happened yesterday in the restaurant, “Emm, gini means Mother, yesterday I had a stomach ulcer until fainting so my husband suggested a consultation with a specialist in internal medicine, and later in the afternoon we want to consult a specialist Obgyn about having a child that Mother,, Mother,, if I am under the age of 20 years want a consultation so it's good to have a child quickly or postponed first so”, Naz was forced to make up freely in order to keep her husband's secret.

“Oh, that is, why not the same Dandy or he's a specialist Obgyn”.

“Ahhh does not want, it is awkward, embarrassed also if the consul is the same Kak Dandy mah, Mommy,,,”, Naz reasoned.

“Iya Mommy, besides I have not entered work a few days ago, and surely my work has numpens”, Arfin also gave an excuse.

“Oh,, you already then, you hearts yes, good luck, let Mother be nimang grandchildren of you”.

“Quietly Mother, soon Mother also has a grandchild,,, ehh, ”, Naz immediately smother her mouth because of depression again.

“What ??? soon want to have a grandson, you mean tea how or not clear pisan if talking tea?”, Mother looks shocked and confused.

“Ehh, meaning, right if I can get pregnant, then Mommy can quickly have a grandchild that, hehehe”, hehe,. Naz.

“Oh, yasudah, you who are nimble yes make it,”, Mommy gives encouragement, then both say goodbye and kiss Mother's hand in turn, they also leave the Mother's residence.

They return to Arfin's parents' house to bring their belongings, then leave for the airport escorted by Mami with the driver. And they arrived in Surabaya at eleven in the afternoon. The two were picked up by Lutfi to the airport and then escorted back to their homes to rest first before going to the hospital.

As scheduled, they went to the hospital and entered the frtility Center room to consult with the doctor who handled Arfin. The doctor again explained the stages of treatment in the disease suffered by Arfin, to explain the treatment of the final stage of the installation of the tool and the worst possible that will occur. Doctors also recommend that they are often in touch to help with healing. After a while their meeting with the doctor ended, the two returned home.

Throughout the journey Naz kept silent and seemed to be thinking about all the words of the doctor at the time of the consultation.

“I have to help my husband to recover without having to do the operation as the doctor said earlier, hopefully with my therapy and help without taking medication he can get well soon”, he murmured in the heart.

The night Naz followed the doctor's advice to help her husband get an erection. Unlike usual, Naz and Arfin who were now in the room looked awkward as if they had just slept one room for the first time.

“Emm,, baby are you sure you want to help me?”, asked Arfin.

“Ten of course, does Aa not believe me?” Naz sounded nervous.

Arfin approached Naz who was sitting on the bed, then he began to open his pants until the bottom was naked.”Nih,, junior of ku“, he said as he showed his while standing before Naz.

Naz rounded his eyes when he saw the object,”Ihh,, why is it?”, he said grinning, because it was the first time he saw the form that Arfin often said his junior was.

“That's what?” how shocked is that? haven't you seen it in the shower? ",arfin was astonished.

“Yee our guys shower back at each other because I'm ashamed,"

"that's what it looks like,,? keep the color is also not clear that,, it's black what the ashes are,, hahaha”, Naz instead mocked and laughed amusedly to see it.

“What do you think it looks like? Indeed this is the form”.

“Kok different anyway? ", naz asked again.

“What does it mean? “.

“Same difference I've seen”, replied Naz.

“What,,,?? So you've seen someone else's?”, Arfin was surprised to hear that.

“Iya once, but not like I”, Naz answered honestly.

“What??? you've seen who?”, Arfin seems annoyed.

“It's got his Shaka time in circumcision last year “.

Arfin snorted in annoyance, “Yes it's different,, it's a child, this is the adult version”

“Oh,, hahahah,, different pantesan, so this is your junior, huh,,,? Why is his name junior anyway?”.

“What should be called? The Joni?”.

“Don't, Aa likes to be called like a sundanese gituh, because you want to be called Aa means that it is called Ujang, hahahaha”, Naz points in that direction while laughing.

“What is ujang? Good also called Junior, there is also a boyband super junior”.

“And you called him Aa,, when yes it was called junior, then Aa called senior dong,, not bibok ah,,,, then,,, if you want to be called Aa means that it was picked by the Ujang”, Naz kekeh.

“Yes it's up to you, so how do you want to help what the hell are you? Ko instead mocked from earlier”, Arfin felt annoyed.

“The reason for the strange speech is the shape, hahaha”, Naz laughed again.

“Do not see from its strange shape, the important taste”.

“What's up,,, strobery flavor? Blue berries? A cappuccino? Or a taste that never existed? Hahaha ”.

“Hmmm,, make no mistake, this guy just in the same patch of yours to make you sigh while crunching, especially if it's already in, and you know, and you know,, at that time you look very sexy continue to wriggle delights like a cobra that is drunk because of the sound of the flute”.

“Dih, don't bother,, “.

“Emang really dear,, that night you really sexy,,,”, Arfin even back mocking his wife,” already ah ayok he wanted to help”.

“Iya yes ,,, keep how?”.

“You just hold it, keep gently massage”, he said, then Naz also close his hand, touch the last guy, grepp,, held it, “Aww,, do not be rude that dear, do not squeeze,,, hold it,, pain ,,, the gentle dong megangnya”, Arfin protest.

“Hahaha,,, “.Naz laughed instead.

“Don't laugh anymore, ticklish tofu”.

“I am also tickled megangnya ihh,, kok rich squishi,, hahaha”.

“Has quiet,, don't laugh, just do your job”, he said annoyed, then Naz did what instructed by Arfin, like this begoneh, he said, until they do what the doctor advises.

Since then, every morning Naz always accompany her husband jogging and she always make healthy food for her husband and do night activities as recommended by the doctor, although sometimes ended with a headache. But that did not discourage Naz, even though Arfin himself had almost given up. Having just walked for two days, Naz had a monthly guest arrival, so his evening activities were up to date until he finished mens. And five days later Naz was able to resume the night with her husband.

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A week has passed, Naz is still faithful to her husband's healing routine. Today Naz was happy because it was still morning to get good news from his mother, that Arsen had invited Raline to get married, and also Mother had known about Raline's pregnancy, Raline, and she was pregnant, but he knew they made a mistake because they loved each other and had been in a relationship since Arsen was still in Bandung, therefore Mother who was very angry at Arsen but after Arsen was willing to take responsibility, he also asked for a wedding to be held immediately.

Naz immediately contacted Raline to congratulate him and asked Raline to tell him everything about what happened during this week there. Naz looks very happy for Raline's happiness which finally his desire since childhood will soon be realized. Raline also said that next week there will be an official proposal and the wedding will be held in three weeks. Raline also wanted Naz to attend, of course Naz was very enthusiastic and promised to attend. After he ended his phone call, there was a sense of worry in him about Arsen, but he could only hope and pray that his brother could love Raline, just as Raline loved him so much. He sat pensively on the sofa in the living room with a lighted television, as if the television was watching him.

Retno's sister who just entered the house then approached Naz, “Sorry Non,, later afternoon after Ashar there is an invitation to study for his four-monthly thanksgiving Bu Taslimah whose house is on the corner ahead”, and then on the next day, he said tell.

“Ehh,, yes Ma'am,, why?”, Naz broke his reverie.

“Anu Non,, later in the afternoon after Ashar there is an invitation to study for his four-monthly thanksgiving Bu Taslimah whose house is in the corner of front”, Ms Retno said again.

“Oh yes , which passed four houses from here is not?”, Naz remembered the location of the house.

“Nggeh Non”, Mbak Retno nodded.

Naz then sent a message to her husband to ask for permission, and her husband immediately replied to give him permission, “Okela then, later Ma'am Retno said me yes,, yes,, because I have not known the neighbor here”.

“Nggeh Non”, he said, then returned to the kitchen, while Naz went to his room.

After the Ashar Naz prayer went with Bmak Retno to his neighbor's four-month study. There he became acquainted with the neighbors present at the lecture. Naz is only as comfortable as he does not understand what they are talking about, which is where they speak in Javanese. He also followed the study until it was finished at exactly five in the afternoon, after which he went home along with the dissolution of the study with each bringing the blessing given by the host.

Arriving at the house Naz immediately changed clothes and immediately went to the kitchen cooking for dinner assisted by Ms. Retno.

“Nggheh Non”.

“Oh,, I think it's umuran huh?”.

“Nggeh Non, Bu Taslimah was married 15 years new blessed with children now, he said he took treatment everywhere, but not the results,,,,, he said,,, he said after being sorted to a place that is told the same bu RT alhamdulillah succeeded, there all diseases can be cured, even those that should be operated on can heal the same in the same order that person”.

“Oh yes??”.

“Nggeh Non, that mantunya Bu RT also exposed impotent can heal loh in the same order of the person it”

“Oh yes?”, Naz remembered her husband's disease grudge.

“Nggeh Non, in his order also not in that part, so all who treated there it was sorted on the soles of his feet, whatever diseases many who cured“. Retno continued to promote.

“Wah, great also yes, which person is it?”. Naz looked curious.

“If the original Purwakarta people, only four years he practiced in Wonorejo area, already know there his name is Pak H. Budi said”.

“Oh,, yes”, Naz smiled as if he had a fresh breeze to help her husband heal. After finishing cooking, Naz returned to his room, and when he entered he was surprised that his husband was already in the room only using a t-shirt and boxer pants.

“Loh, Aa when to go home?”, she asked and reached out her hand to kiss her husband's hand, but Arfin just looked away and went into the bathroom.

Jebred,, Arfin closed the bathroom door hard enough to make Naz aghast.

“Dia why? I think angry like that, what else is there a problem in his office?”, he murmured inquiring. Then she picked up her husband's old clothes lying on the bed, and replaced them with new clothes from the closet. Then he came out of the room carrying dirty clothes and put them behind him with a feeling that kept asking questions.

Not only did he get there, when the two had dinner there was no conversation, Arfin continued to remain silent without a word with a look of annoyed face. Naz, who had wanted to tell the news of Raline's marriage, also denied his intention because he saw her husband who was in a bad mood.

Tonight he did not take Naz therapy like the previous nights, even busy himself at his desk. Naz did not dare to bother her, she thought tomorrow she would talk to her husband. "Aa, don't sleep too late, remember the word doctor A can't ketapean”, said Naz, but Arfin just turned his head and did not answer.

“She actually why the hell from earlier was silent?”, muttered Naz in the heart. She fell asleep with curiosity about the change in her husband's attitude.

The next day, as usual Naz woke up at dawn, he turned on the sleeping lamp beside his bed, but he did not see the whereabouts of her husband. She got up and went to the bathroom, and she did not find her husband, thinking that he was praying in the mosque.

After he finished praying, he went straight to the kitchen to cook breakfast. As usual if the business in the kitchen is over, Naz will accompany her husband jogging, but it turns out Arfin has gone jogging alone. Finally she decided to clean up and clean the house with her ART and then she prepared her husband's work clothes who is now taking a bath. After Arfin finished the bath and came out of the bathroom, it was Naz's turn to take a bath.

“The book I have finished ya”, said Naz then went into the bathroom, and after a while he finished bathing then changed clothes and dressed up. She then went out to accompany her husband to breakfast. He also went to the dining room. But unfortunately, it turns out that her husband has finished breakfast and has left for work, according to Mbak Jumin. Naz felt that nothing was right with her husband.

Today is not as usual, Arfin came home late, Naz who since sote had been waiting for him, then he welcomed him.

“Tumben home tonight,,,? Aa why don't I pick up my phone just as not reply to my chat all day? Is the office busy?”, ask her husband who just entered the room.

“I was tired”, only the word came out of her mouth, then Arfin undressed and took a shower, and after changing clothes she immediately lay on the bed, still ignoring Naz.

The next day the morning happened again, even when Naz went to the kitchen, he saw Arfin coming out of the guest room. He did not immediately ask, and did the activity as usual.

When the two were having breakfast, Arfin still ignored Naz. After finishing breakfast Arfin left just as Naz kept the dirty dishes to the kitchen, Naz then chased after him to the living room.

“Until when are you going to ignore me?”, he said in a half-screaming tone, and it stopped Arfin from leaving the house. “What am I wrong? Why have you ignored me for two days and do not want to talk to me, hiks”, he said sobbing, but Arfin did not budge even silent. “What's my fault? Why did you get to sleep in the guest room again..hiks hiks”, Naz is now covered in tears, after holding back with a suffocating feeling.

“Arfin,,, !! what have you done?”, a voice came from outside and went through the door that was open, both of them looked surprised, and Naz immediately wiped his tears.

“Why is my dear daughter-in-law crying, huh, what are you doing?”, Ms Hinda asked again by giving a sharp look at Arfin, then she approached Naz, “Honey,, she said,, why are you crying like this? Tell Mami, what has your husband done to you?”, Ms Hinda asked Naz, but he just lowered his head and did not answer.

“I went to the office first”, Arfin even said goodbye.

“Who let you go? Come back here, solve the problem first, just work, sit you !”, said Bu Hinda with a firm tone and Arfin was forced to follow his Mami's decree. “Dear,,, we solve your problem”, take it to Naz, then all three sit in the living room.

“Mami heard everything Naz said earlier, why do you ignore your wife until you sleep in the guest room?”, Ms Hinda started interrogating.

“Mi,, this is my household business, Mami don't have to interfere”. Arfin did not answer her mother's questions.

“Nak only, since Naz dated again with you, Mami has promised to always protect Naz if you dare to hurt him again, so now this has become Mami”'s business, he said ketus, he said, “So what's your reason for behaving like that to your wife, huh?”.

Arfin snorted dejectedly, “He already talked about my disgrace to others”.

“Aib,, what disgrace?” ask Mami wonder.

“About ku” disease.

“What? Didn't you recover?”, Mami was surprised.

“Indeed it used to heal, but it actually came back like that again”.

“Honey, is that true?”, Mami asked Naz.

“No Mi, I can't talk about it with anyone”, replied Naz with a bow.

“Don't lie to you, I heard you talking about impotence with Retno's mom in kitchen”.

Naz remembered his conversation with Retno's sister, “No, Aa misunderstood, I was just asking about a neighbor who invited me to his four-month event, and said Mbak Retno, the man had 15 years to have a child after treatment where finally succeeded with alternative medicine, he said, and he said that his ex-Mum RT who suffered from impotence also recovered after being sorted there, I did not talk about mu” disease. Naz explained.

“Tuh you heard yourself Arfin”. Mami kept talking.

“I asked where the person lived, because it occurred to invite you to go there,, because I don't want you to be operated on after hearing the side effects and the worst possible thing that the doctor said, ', uh,,because it has been two weeks at home therapy has not produced results and you always look sad”, Naz again explained and made Arfin stunned because he felt guilty he had misunderstood his wife.

“So just because you heard wrongly you were angry and ignored your wife until you slept in another room, Al”, Ms. Hinda hinda concluded from what she heard, “You better follow your wife's advice to seek treatment to alternative”, he said again.

“No I don't want,, we've already discussed it first, Mi”, Arfin immediately refused.

“Naz, pack your things now”, said Mami.

“What?”, Arfin and Naz ask simultaneously.

“Iya darling, you pack your things, and join Mami”.

“But Mi,,,”, Naz was about to decline.

“Udah dear,, just follow the words of Mami”, Bu Hinda forced gently, Naz then glanced at her husband, “There baby, pack your clothes, with a heavy heart, Naz, Naz followed his father-in-law's orders. Ms. Hinda booked a taxi online with an app on her phone.

“What do you mean? Where do you want to take Naz?”, Arfin asked in annoyance.

“Not your business”, Bu Hinda replied in a jutek tone.

“Can't do it, Mi, Naz is my wife, she can only go with my permission”, Arfin reminded her Mami.

“Don't forget that Mami is your mother, and you must obey Mami, because your paradise is still on the soles of Mami's feet, still good for Mami to come, try if Naz's parents come, then, your wife has been brought home by her parents because she has been treated like this as you,,,, Naz has accepted you with your shortcomings and intends to help you, even done like that, Mami aja heartache see”, cerocos Bu Hinda who felt annoyed at his son. Then Naz came with a bag and a small suitcase.

Arfin went straight to Naz, “Honey, where are you going? I'm sorry, please don't go”, he said, holding Naz's hand.

“Already Naz, don't listen to him, instead he has ignored you and slept in another room for two days, so you don't belong in this house,”, please, Mami continued to persuade and made Naz look confused.

“So,, Naz can't go”, Arfin confirmed to his Mommy.

“Already,, if Naz can not go, Mami will report this to the four Naz parents, so they act”, he said casually, Arfin was silent as if he was afraid of the threat of his Mami who never played, then he released the hand of Naz omens giving permission to leave.

“Mami wants to take Naz where?”, she asked.

“You take him to the streets, let him forget his sadness”, he replied casually, “Ayo Naz,,, uh yes, where is your phone?”, he said, ask him then Naz also handed his phone to his in-laws, “Nih Al,, you hold your wife's phone, we want to have fun first, daah, his taxi has come tuh,”, we want to have fun first, Miss Hinda then took Naz away, while Arfin seemed to be very upset with her behavior.

Now both are on their way to the place where Bu Hinda is headed.

“Mami, why did Mami take me away? Poor Brother Arfin left at home”, Naz ventured to ask his in-laws who had been moping around since.

“Let alone, he must get the punishment for what he did with you, let him know what it feels like to be dicuekin”, he said.

“But Mami,,,”.

“Udah you come, Mami has a good plan so that your husband is willing to be brought to the alternative treatment you mentioned earlier, so he will recover quickly, and you can quickly give Mami grandson”, and you can, he said, and Naz was only concerned with in-laws who have similarities like him that always have a soft mind.

“Sorry Aa, this time I will follow Mami's advice, for the sake of the guy to make a quick recovery”, Naz murmured in his heart

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