The Light of ANAS

Be Smile, who is your Master ??

A very bright day due to the actions of the sun who was dividing the light evenly to call the heat during the day, today, various types of vehicles passed by crowded the streets of the capital city which resulted in congestion on this Sunday. Likewise, the vehicle driven by Evan was involved in this traffic jam. Naz whose mood was still in a happy state and could laugh cheerfully by himself, he said, now turned quiet instantly after discovering there was a bee smile doll from inside Evan's bag that was exactly the same as his doll.

“How can Bang Evan,,, he has the exact same bee smile as mine..?”, he murmured inwardly. “This doll, this doll, this doll, this doll there are only two only because it was made specifically by the hands of his father Kak Anas himself,,, what,, what,,,,, a, a, impossible,, what,, there is no way that Bang Evan is Anas” Brother, Naz is still dialoguing alone in his heart while staring fixed bee smile in his hand, he also looked at Evan who was driving, he was looking at Evan who was driving, “But, that look, his eyes , the same as Kak Anas's eyes that I saw seven years ago”, Naz still can't believe what he saw.

“Naz... You why.. ko look pale like that?”, Evan's speech disperse the reverie Naz .

“Iy Yes Bang why?”, Naz wave.

“Eh even behind his name, you why are you so pale, are you sick?”, Evan repeated his question again.

“Eng.not really, just want to cepet until the house just want to rest, still tired maybe the effect of yesterday's trip is quite tiring, hehehe”, he said evasive, “Oh yes Bang, emmm,, he said,, speaking of this be smile doll, where did Bang Evan buy it from?”, Naz tried to pry for information.

“Buy what ?? where anyone sells models so Naz, it's rare goods and there are only two pieces. In the past it was the season of toys that could make sounds with the tool played that way, well bokap tuh fad-brain atik make it yourself and somehow be a toy called be smile it, is, and he made two pieces for me and my brother”, Evan explained the history of be smile while driving his car out of traffic. While Naz could not say anything more because of his shock, he only gnawed his temple because it felt a little dizzy, either because of be smile and the person he called Anas, or because he hasn't had lunch. Bissi salatri deui neng

After a while, when Naz arrived at his residence, he immediately got out of the car and went into the house without offering Evan to stop by, when in fact he still wanted to linger with Naz, but he still wanted to stay, but he did not say anything more because he saw Naz who looked pale and thought Naz really needed to rest then Evan went back to his car.

Naz walked into his house and immediately rushed to the second floor towards his room. Naz entered the room with shaky steps and a face that was difficult to interpret, he sat on his bed and thought of the things he found as clues that led him to Anas, whom he had been waiting for.

The naz POV

“ Impossible, this is impossible, how could Evan's sister be Anas I've been waiting for, but her eyes are the same as the eyes I saw seven years ago, Arghhh….”. I don't know why it feels so hard for me to accept this fact, but all this time I've been waiting for his arrival and eager to meet him, with the person who always gives me strength in the face of any problems. Maybe because of fear of this happening, he always refused when I asked him to exchange our photos and only let us be friends through writing in chat just like pen pals in cyberspace without knowing our identity and appearance.

Flashbacks

I'm Rheanazwa who used to be called Naz still sitting in fourth grade Elementary School, I have a body that bongsor and cheek chuby, I have, because of that everyone often says I'm like Tina Toon the chubby chubby kid artist, well that's how I am. Today we have a party to celebrate my birthday with Raline because we were born on the same date and year, the party is celebrated in a small restaurant and only all family members are present, then a woman came to our party claiming to be my real mother and she told everyone that I was not the biological daughter of Father Rizal and Mother Anita, everyone was surprised to know that moreover I who was still that small had to accept the harsh reality. Raline and I were taken out of the restaurant so as not to get involved with the parent's conversation.

There I saw from the outside a very serious debate let alone Opa of Dad was very angry with the lies that Dad and Mother did, especially, I could only cry seeing it all and not knowing what else they said, after a while later everyone broke up and went home to each other. During the journey home there is only silence in the car then when you get to the house Mother also said that everything she said was just a lie I was still the son of Father and Mother until anytime and forever.

The next day at home as if nothing had happened, we did the usual activities, Dad went to work to the hospital, he said, Mother to the boutique that was just pioneered and I went to school as usual, while Kak Dandy had left since the morning blind he said to take his friend to the airport.

My school is located close to an orphanage that is Mother Love Orphanage which is approximately only 200 meters from my school. I was in school with Raline the son of her Brother Dad, we were very close like twins and we were very spoiled by Opa and Oma, because they wanted granddaughters so much. But after yesterday's incident, Raline's attitude changed drastically even she told all the friends in the class that I was a collector's child who was not clear of his origin.

They made fun of me and insulted me, while I was so shocked and sad that I could only cry without anyone accompanying me or defending me at that time, because my three best friends were Ruby, Kiara and Andes have not yet come to school. Those who stood around me kept laughing at me who kept crying, I couldn't stand it and walked out of the classroom and I ran out of the school gate, I kept running with tears pouring down my cheeks, I ran with all my might down the road I recognized, continuing to advance my footsteps quickly then I reached the park where there was a small lake, I sat myself on an iron bench under a shade tree and facing the lake.

“ Hiks hyks hiks..” I kept crying, crying and crying vent my pain and pain, until I did not realize that there was someone approaching me.

“Dek, why are you crying alone here, where are your parents ?”, I heard a man's voice coming from beside me, while I was crying more and more while rubbing my eyes that continue to shed tears with my arms “Huaaaaa,,, Huaaaaaa”.

“Dek, you why,,, it should be this hour you're in school right?”, He asked back and even brought myself closer to me, and I bowed my head not daring to look at him, did I not, I'm afraid that person will kidnap me, "Sir, you've been raped, or you've been kidnapped?”, That person keeps asking in a panicked tone, and it turns out that he's not a kidnapper, I just shake my head. “Dek, if you stop crying later brother love something deh...nihh ”, He tried to stop my crying while showing his two hands that are face down and cover something.

I who was downcast also glanced into his hand that, “hiks hyks...that's what? “Tanyaku while as much as you like.

“Rahasia...ini magic loh,,,heheheheh...kalo adek stop crying if Kaka's hand is opened there will be a gift, but if adek is still crying then when opened in kaka's hand there will be cockroaches”, kaka, He pulled out his trick, and it managed to make my cry start to subside and as I was being unwilling to knock down his hand. “Sim salabim He said while opening his arms.

I'm surprised to see it “ Hah,, this is what, Brother?” I asked while holding the toy in the palm of the Brother's hand.

“This is called emmmm...-be smile-“, he said.

“Hahaha, not that it means be smile it's English which means smile”, He re-cited the name and explained it. “If you are sad, you like to play this, you are for a little entertainment”, he added and he let me hold and see the toy and teach you how to play it, “ Gini nih, try pulling the end loop of the rope until the rope runs out, then off”.

I also did according to the instructions of the rules of use that he explained “Tsummon smile,,,,hehehehe hehehe”, I felt surprised by the sound that suddenly issued the toy like a parrot, like the sound of a parrot, and I smiled as ordered by the smile.

“It is dong, the smile is beautiful, do not cry again ya Dek”, He says I am beautiful when it is like a slander to me, because my stature is fat and chuby, and I was crying again, “Ehh, ko crying again,, later ugly loh,,, shhstt sstt thou why dok??”.

“Huaaaaaaa...huaaaa... I'm not Dad's son..I'm not your child, I don't want to be someone else's child” , ' I don't want to be , I continued to cry and rubbed my arms back at my two eyes that kept shedding tears.

“Dek, you do not grieve yes,..emm means you have two pairs of parents, that means more who love you”, he said advising me .”You know, there are many out there who do not have parents and lack of affection from their parents, including children in the orphanage. The important thing is that you love your Mother's Father and they love you too, Dek, and you are a lucky child”.

I paused for a moment to hear his words and began to think about his advice it was true that I was lucky to have so many people who loved me, ”But why did my friends at school insult me because I was not your child?”, I'm saddened to remember the incident in the class.

“ Dengerin Brother Yes Dek, If anyone insults you do not listen to him or come back insulting him, we are the same creature created by God if we insult the creature of His creation, he said, just as we insult God the creator, do you want to be punished with God input into hell??”. He asked and I shook my head still in a lowered position because I did not dare to look at the person.

“Do not want, said Mother of hell is a place of bad people,”, I replied afraid.

“ Well that's why if they insult you ignore just think of a fart that makes a sound and gives off an unpleasant odor and then just disappear , just love them a smile, and show that you are a strong child, and show that you are a strong child, no crybaby but must remain kind, make it your excess, not just weight in excessin”, he said with a crisp laugh. “Oh yes, whoever your parents are Dek, you as a child must remain filial and love them yes, if you are sad you playin be smile ajja yes to entertain you, do not show your sadness to people who love you, especially in front of your parents, because it will make them feel sadness many times”, let alone, He gave me advice again and I ventured to raise my head which I had been bowing to look at him.

“Iyaa Kak thank you..emm but this has a sister why is she given to me? If Kaka is sad how?” tanyaku plain.

“Let's just that Brother still has one more really, this toy is specially made Papiku with his own hands and there are only two pieces, it was made for me and the other for my brother, the other is for my brother, because he doesn't want it so it's for you just Dek.” The big brother smiled at me, a sweet smile and our eyes looked at each other while throwing smiles at each other.

“Kak why wear it ? why is his head also on the bandage?”, you wonder to see his condition, because his face looks bruised and although covered in bangs still visible he wears a bandage on his right temple.

“Ah yes, a few days ago Brother finished crash”, He replied and suddenly a man came over and whispered to him, ”Sorry Yes Dek, I'm sorry, Big Brother said it first because now Brother has to go to the airport, Brother will go to America to study there, remember the message Brother was yes, do not cry again”, Brother is saying goodbye, brother is saying yes, he rubbed my head with a smile and then left me with the fathers who were whispering to him.

I was still sitting pensively alone on the iron bench by playing the smile that Brother's legacy that could make me smile, then shortly after that Bude came to me, he said that Mother contacted him asking for my whereabouts after getting a report from the school that I disappeared, because Mommy knows if I often play at home if I go home from school while waiting for an invitation to go home.

Flashback off

I took a smile from my bag and played it, then I kept staring at it deeply "Be smile, who is your master?? ", I murmured in my heart.

Tok tok tok.... “ Iang open the door, Ma'am Iyem said you have not eaten tea since your return home”, heard the sound of the cry of Mother from behind my bedroom door and spread my daydream. I saw the watch showing three o'clock more, I got up from my bed walking towards the door and opened it. “Let's eat first, Mommy does not want ya later you faint again “. Mother said as she hugged me from the side and we walked down to the dining room. As usual Mother prepared food for me and I also ate lunch to my afternoon accompanied by Mother who said she had lunch with Dad before I came home.

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It turns out that it was the origin of the be smile,,,,,, anyway,,,,

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