The Hurt

Dare to Fall in Love, Dare to Be Heartbroken

Hay my name gisel I often called isel 🙂 When I take a test in one of the smk in bekasi, I never like anyone. and I did not even think “gaada cute here” and was accepted in sma teresembut. after my Mos direction entered in group 19 and there was one of the guys who initialed RA, I started to like the RA but do not like2 bagget! long time I can move on from the RA move on total!, it's a cepet people do not really like wkwk

Wednesday finished studying chemistry teacher BK entered my class and told me not to go home first because you want to eat biodata gata gata or whatan biodata, he said, and ga long time kls AK-A children entered my class. turned out to be AK-A class children ngisi biodata in my class. finished I wrote my biodata nyamperin my temen in class AK-A her name is mutia. I'm the same mutia joking jambak jambak veil and ga accidentally I saw temen kls mutia cowo! ketch! but I gatau fitting it gatau whose name, he also squirms me smile that haha finished my biodata home deh~

The Wednesday before the teacher BK entered my Temen story, he said his ex-girlfriend was at school one school with me and said son kls AK-A, he said, but I was wondering about his I thought it wasn't important. I forgot it was Monday or Wednesday or Friday I said

“sel Tanya mutia deh she knows ricky ga whose ex boyfriend doni”.

direct me sms mutia “mut in kls you have a name ricky ga, ga long mutia bales “ada cell, why”

I replied “oh ga papa I Just nanya.

Immediately I went to the mutia class and called mutia “mut! here you want to help sales, chocolate ga”

mutia replied “iya for a moment I take her chocolate” first

Pas udh mutia take chocolate, mutia says “tuh cell whose name is ricky” there ricky dadah2 so deh, ricky, And it turns out ricky is the guy I saw fitting AK-A's kid into my class! ohh god!

Malem malem hp I have sms from mutia

“cell, ricky ask nmr lo. love ga”

that's why I think it's one of my chances

“you've given me mut”

long time hp I have sms from ricky

“hallo sweet mbak :p”

I know it was Ricky sms, but I pretended to be gatau haha

I just finished “ini who”

dia bales “papo aja ah wkwk”

I bls again “dih! if you do not tell you nmr lo I just yesterday on twitter, bbm, sms, facebook”

says he “eh yes haha, I'm ricky”

I bales again ”oh elo wkwkwk in guess who haha”

uh ain't in bales again.

Since then I've always been waiting for a text from him, but he never texted, so don't want me to text first -_-, tuesday is over for me ricky sms but forgot what sms like I'm just this

“already I want to eat first”

“you've eaten” balesan from ricky

wednesday after my break I went to mutia's class and said

“sel ricky again like someone in kls lo”

I Ask “who”

mutia spawned “Ask by ricky”

ricky's old geezer and I'm going to ricky

“rick lo likes the same who in kls I”

riki replied “ga likes the same who who” is,

mutia replied “ga need boong rick!. she likes the same abel sel”

I'm confused, I thought*abel who*

I Ask to mutia “abel who mut”

mutia spawned “oh the lina”

my word “oh lina”

I'm surprised why Ricky likes abel

I Ask to ricky “lo why I like abel rick”

ricky expressed “gue Just amazed by him”

I arrived atem, dalau mampus! don't know what to do! and after I ricky tuh have a girlfriend son sma 6 bekasi, but why ricky can like!, I want to tweet his girlfriend ricky gini “I never other lyrics ay, ay, I want to tweet his girlfriend ricky gini <TAG1>, if I see another girl, I even love your face”. And I thought, *kalo tweet that fika, why ricky could like the same abel*

I guess November there was a race at my school and basketball at my school was there. I guess school basketball was on Saturday! I defended waking up in the morning just to see Ricky playing basketball doang, my usual Saturday the most mager to school, to play basketball, this time I martial in to squirm him playing basketball :$, I went to the same canteen mutia and dance and there met ricky and I nanya

“rick, our school race what time”

I really like him talking like that until I thought that and there is a girl his name is syifa, syifa it likes the same ricky, pas ricky talk rich gitu syifa directly meletin me! there I was behind aja haha. basketball game has started, the time my team at school played, it turns out my school team lost and I was very disappointed!

november 10, 2012 is Monday! earlier on Sunday I bought a watch for ricky, just as I have finished buying my watch ricky sms

“rick, want ga” watch

ricky bales “mau dong”

I bales again “oke tomorrow I bring ya”

monday I have brought his watch.I through the corridor of my school, there ricky continued ricky maggil me

“sel, where's his” clock

I replied “oh yes I took first in class”

after I took my love to ricky and ricky directly nyium gu, I was there ngfly high and all the kids around it were saying

“cie cie”

I smile deh wkwk. set4 hours I play in my school cafeteria. there is abel, rick, ka kolpi, bayu and gor again who are the 2 people, ricky again see the clock I love :$, '<TAG1>,

ka kolpi says “cie dah new at love wkwk” clock

ricky said “what did you do ah ka”

son2 another basketball mencengin ricky rich gini

“lyrics to left, lyrics to right”

and I know what the max is! max is the lyrics to the left that's ricky again see abel! I just can't be fooled! I did not go to class about having a teacher

tomorrow I get word from the pute, if the clock I love the jatoh and the rope is broken! I'm shocked + want to cry + want teriaak!, malem I sms ricky

“ricky, the clock I love is broken ya”

ricky bales “engga kok”

I bales again “boong!”

ricky bales “emang earlier the clock was broken but I've really really, why”

I said just “engga why napa kok Just worry aja, take care of the real yes rick”

malem2 I read his personal message abel gini “still not expecting” I suspect if they both already so! malem malem, I gatau it's the day I went to Abel

“bel lo bean sama ricky”

abel didn't say he was with Ricky.

I texted ricky “rick, you're already the same abel”

ricky bales “still know yaa Wkwk”

I replied “serius ah! ga pake kiddinga”

ricky bales “iya I've made from the 10th yesterday”

I was immediately upset there! swig! be surprised! just mix! I direct bbm abel “welcome ya lin, lo udh soan same ricky :’) lasting! take care of good ricky”

ga old abel bales my bbm

“fetch what sel”

I replied “haha is not what is :’)”.

I was upset by that incident, Abis! my job is malem2! cry! anyway acute dah!, I minjem hp his abel and I read sms ricky to abel! friendly bangett! make me envious! I am confused for quite a long time gkwk gatau how long but I think it is very long~

Suddenly I got bbm from cindy, cindy was my best friend from 8th grade smp. Cindy bbm gini “cell, play yuk! bete at home! galau mulu at home! galauin nut moloo! :’(“

I bales her bbm “yah yukk cin, I also bete at home! want to play all day outside”

I played with Cindy all day! we eat, joking anyway far from the word “GALAU” haha, ga perkasa time has been malem about 8/9 so. back and forth I confused again! but just for a minute! long-time I have been able to move on but not fully :’).

Ricky's relationship with Abel was 2 weeks old and it was broken! malem malem I dapet sms from ricky “sel, I broke up abel” I was shocked!

I'm bales again “haah! seriously”

ricky bales again “iya serious, I want my own gamau cell first dating first”.

guess a week later I saw the bio yes ricky no writing “fika amalia <3” I was shocked! chat a little sih~. I sms ricky “rick, you reciprocate the same fika” ricky bales “iya sel haha” I bales again “najong! muna! he said he wanted to date himself first, that's proof back!” in bales again “hehe sorry cell I can not sendri”. I pura seneng so dehh I ask PJ aja same ricky but ga di kasih. Friday after finishing my day to the mosque at my school, I bilag to abel “bel here deh” said abel “bitar, why” I just tell abel “nih bell bio his ricky! ricky reverse the same fika!”. abis I tell you that abel directly run away like a cry so. yes I know the feeling abel must be nyesek~ Bokap and nyokap I fight! until almost divorced. I told ricky but I forgot at that time what I texted to ricky haha, which I inget gini “yah cell, do not have to think. your job as a child is to learn! inget my message, if missal right parents you divorce really you can not hate each other! inget gaada whose name is ex papah/mama” from the word I was shocked! it turns out ricky sage also well wkwk so amazed wkwk. On December 25, 2012, I went to Surabaya. once I arrived in Surabaya I updated the tweet malem malem “ini story street malem in Surabaya” ga long ricky mention me “lo in Surabaya sel” I replied “iya wkwk” ga long ricky even sms me “lo in Surabaya cell, if it really brought by by lah wkwkwk” I bales “iya rik wkwk, if you want to, okay just wait aja” on January 4th I went back to bekasi and bring souvenirs by many wkwk. Sampe day of the week and Monday I school I brought by 2 for my friend Just by making ricky different myself :$, long time I did not meet ricky until one day that is Thursday I play to his class ricky and I in the same rank ricky! ahhh soo sweet :$, you know ah how it feels to embrace the person we like! no old class I have a teacher and I have to go into my class feeling cool! This feeling I pendem until now, now I actually can move on from ricky but if I meet my heart so melted again