The Hurt

Always obeyed

That afternoon at school me and my friends– was busy sitting on the school stairs. Friends–my friend is busy chatting by itself, but I even play games on a laptop and occasionally see notifications from facebook. Then I stopped playing games because I preferred to have a racebookan. I was chatting with my underclassman who happened to be when my MOS was guiding him. His name is Agung, I have been 3 days close to him, I feel there is something strange on the contents of the chat from Agung which contains “Kak, have there been notifications of relationship requests yet” I reply “relationship what deck?”. He replied to my chatte, he said I was told to log out my facebook and reopen it, sure enough after I opened my facebook back there was a relationship request from him, I was surprised to see how not, he sent a request to be my girlfriend, without a second thought I immediately accepted it.

After I received the relationship I officially dated Agung, the day after me and her officially dating, he invited me to meet at my house exactly on Sunday. I was shocked when he sent a message containing “pan, now I'm in front of your alley, you came out ya”. spontaneously I immediately rushed to my alley, my house, and sure enough there was a tall, rather large and sweet man.

I immediately took him to my house, at my house and he joked until he said goodbye, “Pan, I go home first yes, tomorrow I pick him up for my house ya”. I just nodded my head too. That day seemed to be a special day for me, she was the first person I had brought home after 1 day of dating. I'm comfortable with him, he's a different man than anyone else. He is unique, if he walks while nodding–bust his head. At first I didn't like him very much, but I started to love him as much.

As promised, Monday morning at 9 Agung picked me up at home. That day I was invited to his house and introduced to his parents. “be, I'm ashamed you know if you invite me to your house” I started the conversation, I started the conversation, but Agung convinced me not to be ashamed “not to be ashamed **, my papa is good, let's go later to noon” hunt. I don't want to obey my lover. Arriving at Agung's house, I was greeted by a large-bodied adult man, he said “Come in nak” a good welcome, “hopefully I received as his son-in-law's candidate, he said, hahahaha” I said in my heart.

While at home, I felt comfortable and at home. And no time showed at 15:00, I immediately megajakknya to drive me home.

Time passed faster and faster, I did not feel my relationship with Agung runs for a month. As long as I carve a beautiful love, as long as I love Agung sincerely, I go through joy, sadness, laughter, tears and happiness with him. But because of my mistake in trying to test the power of Great Love, he broke this relationship. I tried to apologize to her, but you she just sent a short message “You've gone too far to test my love for you, I won't want to go back to you, I'm disappointed with you, you look for a guy you can make your test material. Thanks and wassalam”. I cried non-stop, whether it was at home or at school, I felt guilty to Agung, “ it was hard to let you go gung, I still love you, I apologize for my mistake. I just want to know how much you love me, how much honesty you have to me. But because of that all I lost you” muttered in my heart as I met him in the schoolyard.

Now I feel how much love and affection I have for her. But what a power, he never gave me a chance to correct all my mistakes. I wanted to be with him again, start everything from scratch, but this was just a mere wishful thinking that couldn't possibly come true. Hari–hiku is now decorated by a deep sense of regret. “Remember, if you knew how much love and affection I have for you. I want to be with you again, I want to feel the beauty of love with you again, the good memories with you I will never forget because I only love you, nothing can replace you in this heart. Every night I shed these tears, I regret to test your loyalty. Although I have no lover, he will not be able to replace you in this heart, because this heart is only one and to love you.” I murmured in my heart as I recalled the memories–memories I passed with him. I want to feel back in the warm embrace of Agung, but it all has to be quiet in my heart because he loves others. If I am not united with him at this time I hope to be united in the hereafter.