The Hurt
When You Love Someone
When you love someone
Just be brave to say
That you want him to be with you
To know the hardest thing in love is confession. A recognition of these feelings, the courage to express them, and the readiness to hear the answers. Admit this is very difficult, even more difficult than the physics or mathematics that your teacher gave you in school, because it's a matter of the heart.
“You till when do you pendem feeling lo same Ardi?” Dinda broke the silence.
“Please Din, you don't have much to ask deh” replied Intan a little upset.
“Abis lo anyway, this uda 1.5 years passed when you started liking Ardi. When you start fretting that vibration–vibration. Do you want to wait until when?”
“Udah, ga usa discussed again. I'm a girl and I'm not going to start!” intan Bentak.
Intan leaves Dinda alone and goes to the library. He picked up a few novels and chose to sit in a still quiet place.
“Asaan anyway, why should I reveal the feeling first. I girl, my self-esteem will be trampled if it reveals first. Anyway gamau!!” Intan shouted annoyed
“Heh, ssssttttttt. Don't be noisy this library!” said a child who had been disturbed by the chattering Intan that was not because.
“Oh, sorry yah” replied Intan bowed shyly.
Intan again preoccupies herself with some of her favorite novels. Suddenly there was an SMS coming in and for the second time he made a noise in Perputakan.
Edna (Work)
Will there be time tonight? I want to take you to watch.
I'll pick you up at 7 p.m. Ok?
How surprised Intan was, he did not expect someone he adored for 1.5 years to take him away. Buru–hurry he replied to SMS Ardi, well before Ardi changed his mind.
***
That night, Ardi came to pick up Intan at exactly 7 p.m. Intan looks beautiful and is waiting in front of her house. In the car they were silent without a word, as if– as if they were embarrassed to start talking. Intan has never been seen this tight, even more tense than when participating in a provincial singing competition. “can’t be expressed with words”
“We have arrived, let's go down” said Ardi breaking the silence.
“At last ni guy said also” Intan said in his heart.
They were walking towards the cinema and someone was waiting for them there. The woman who looks very sweet, her hair unravels to give the impression of a metropolitan woman today. He waved at Intan and Ardi.
“Yuk we go there” said Ardi pulled Intan's hand.
They had stood face to face, without a word. Suddenly the mood became quiet.
Like lightning in broad daylight, Ardi said with an innocent look. She hugged Bella tightly. Intan could only look at them, his eyes seemed to look sad. It was undeniable that he wanted to cry and scream as loud as possible at this moment. Not because of accepting the fact that Ardi has had a girlfriend but the unstoppable heartache of feeling played with.
Intan ran as fast as she left the couple. With unstoppable tears, expressing how she felt at this moment. Ardi who saw the incident also went to follow Intan, precisely in front of the store Ardi managed to stop the steps Intan.
“Lo why tan? I have the same mistake, you? Ask Ardi curiously
“I don't have it, I'm wrong. I am wrong to like you! Makasi uda make me feel free to plunge from the seventh sky to hell the most part!” intan Snaps
“Tan? So you've liked me all along? why don't you talk?” the stupid question came out of Ardi's mouth.
“By the way you said? I'm Di's girl, you should be more sensitive.” Reply Intan sobbing.
“I'm sorry Tan, I was wrong. But my goal is not to come here to recognize you as my girlfriend. No more Tan, I hope lo ngerti” stupid statement was again thrown from the mouth of Ardi.
Ardi leaves Intan alone, Ardi returns to his girlfriend's arms. Well, it should be like that. Intan was sitting on the side of the road, crying. Intan looks very fragile, looks like a fool to be exact. He did not realize that beside him had been sitting a man, he was Rudi a friend whom he had known for a long time.
“Don't cry, you look so annoying” Deleted tears Intan.
Intan was silent without a word, he saw Rudi fixedly. He hugged the man “makasi Rudi”
“Someday someone will walk into your life and, make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else”
***
The next day Intan looks better, although his eyes still look puffy but a smile has adorned his face. After a very long and very tiring night that he had been through, with tears and thousands of–thousand tissues that he had spent. He looks very good.
“Lo want to lupain Ardi? Love 1.5 years lo?” Ask Dinda
“I don’t have reason to loving him so I don’t have any reason to forget my feeling” while smiling.
“Thousand thumbs up make lo”
They laugh together, there's nothing to cry about. The pain had gone away with time, but his feelings for Indra never changed, remained the same. Still love her just like 1.5 years ago.
“I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you’re still in my dream”
This story is about sincerity, waiting, and sacrifice.
To love sincerely, without expectation of reply, for love is a statement not a question
