The Hurt

Dia

Tonight I don't know why my eyes are so hard to look at. In my mind I was just tired of 1000 kinds of unrooted problems. I finally woke up and took a diary. I open the sheet by sheet that has been filled with the writing of the past while occasionally I read to remember.

I was confused by the feeling I felt tonight why suddenly someone crossed my face in my mind. I also asked in myself and ignored my astonishment, “What is this that I think of so I can't sleep?”. I'm a little confused as to why he should be what I think. Call him Rafa, the guy who has 3 months’an this is my girlfriend. This time I remembered him. To be honest from the beginning I never thought of him, even I did not want to think of him. I never want to know a bit about him and I never know about him because he is extra and actually I never like him even though he likes the same 3 years i'm.

Our relationship existed without a plan only when he came back at the right time at the time I needed someone to make my restless ex so hot and not good to eat too. Abisnya since breaking up he often scuffed a girl my classmates who automatically every day donk I see him. Wish was achieved to make my ex jealous but now I was even confused how to separate the Rafa who is extra lebay and so love me. He's too good for me and he's better than my ex. He was kind, considerate, always there, always able, loyal, understanding etc., anyway all more than my ex but it never made me like him.

We have 1 week High School, 1 week we do not exchange news and can not meet kaya’ first because we are different schools. At first I was justin and felt ordinary, but more and more days I even thought of him because only now he gini. Although the prestige I finally contacted him first but the response was nil. I'm confused too. But for a long time I was tired of being I was late for up to 1 week and up to 6 months. I have contacted him but can not-can, find out about him friends of his Junior High School, his tutoring friends to the friends of his High School but it can not also make me meet him.

And yesterday on my birthday he came, I saw him in front of the school. How happy is heart. My friends have made fun of me as Rafa and thought as I thought. I guess she came as the most beautiful gift on my birthday like last year she came with an impressive mystery. But reality says otherwise, she came not for me but for another girl who is none other than my 1st school friend. Did you know that I love him so much now and I really feel sick seeing it.