The Hurt

Love Story Please

The birds chirp very beautifully, the chickens race to crow. The sign of the sun has revealed itself. The morning was so bright, so was Shila's happy and degdegan feeling. Shila started her activities by going to school, because that day at her school will be held a school exam. He also gets ready and hopes that in school later he successfully does his school exam and gets the grades as he wishes. Arriving at school, he also joked with his fellow roommates.

Suddenly in front of them passed by a man who was none other than Revan, the girlfriend of his best friend. Revan smiled at Shila and seemed to signal something to her. I don't know what signal is that? Shila was confused by Revan's attitude towards her. Shortly after, Shila's phone shook. It was a message from Revan. Fill in the message that Revan invites Shila to meet after school. Shila ignores Revan's message, knowing that Revan is his best friend's girlfriend. However, Revan keeps sending Shila messages.

After returning home from school, Shila tries to make sure that Revan is really where Revan has decided it is or not! It turns out that Revan was in that place, but he was with his girlfriend Imel and Shila's best friend. Shila left that place and went home. Shila was happy to see Imel with Revan like that.

About 15 minutes later when Shila arrived at her house, her phone shook again. It was a message from Revan. Revan continues to invite Shila to meet. But Shila continued to reject him. He did not want to make his best friend hurt just because it happened again. Until nightfall, Revan still sends a message to Shila. Shila also answered the message from Revan and asked him why he invited him to meet continuously, even though at school he could see Shila. On that night, Revan sent a message which read:

“To be honest I like you shila, I seriously love you. The girl I like is you. I honestly like you. I beg you to answer now well.”

That's the message Revan keeps sending to Shila. Actually Revan has said it repeatedly to Shila without Imel's knowledge, since Revan was still dating Imel. Shila tries to get Revan to turn back on Imel. Because Shila was convinced that Imel loved Revan very much. Shila did not want to make Imel hurt and repeat the events of her past with Revan's words like that.

After the school exam was over, Revan still invited Shila to meet and talk about it. Because Shila also did not want to make Revan disappointed, Shila also met Revan in the place that Revan promised. Revan expresses his feelings to Shila.

But, Shila just kept saying, “you have to go back with Imel. Because Imel is beautiful and kind. Imel still loves you very much. Do not make Imel hurt. Moreover, you know Me and Imel sahabatan.” Revan keeps quiet, if Shila talks about Imel. Revan is still begging Shila to accept him and date him. Shila pity seeing Revan like that. Therefore, Shila also accepted Revan. Shila accepts Revan because she appreciates Revan's feelings. However, Shila does not want that her relationship with Revan is known. With a happy feeling, Revan drives Shila home.

On the way home, the two of them are seen by Shila's friend. Shila felt anxious because their relationship was known to her friends. Revan just said, “Let them know. That's none of their business. Imel also will not be angry.”

Three days after that, Revan took Shila for a walk. In fact, Revan takes Shila to see his uncle. When her uncle and sister cousin asked about Shila with her. Revan replies that Shila is his future wife. Shila was shocked by Revan's words. Shila begins to love Revan. They both joke. Revan always makes Shila laugh. When she returns home from school, Revan often takes Shila home. Earlier that day, Revan took Shila for a walk.

Days change, they go through the relationship. Until Imel found out. At that time, some of her classmates seemed to hate Shila. Despite being ill with her friends' words about her relationship with Revan, Shila tries to be patient. Shila tells Revan. Revan tried to calm Shila down and said, “ They are jealous of our relationship. Ignore their words.”

One night, Shila still brings Imel to Revan, making Revan angry and thinking that Shila will decide. Shila didn't mean it that way. He intends to ask “does Revan still love Imel or not?” Revan tries to make Shila believe him. Revan said in a message:

It was Revan's words that made Shila believe. Shila doesn't want her relationship with Revan to be called a relationship wrecker. Shila is still in doubt about her relationship with Revan. Because she knows Revan was known as Playboy by her friends.

For ten days their relationship lasted happily. Eventually, their relationship broke up halfway through. In the afternoon, when Revan takes Shila on the road, their relationship is fine. However, Shila begins to be suspicious of Revan because when Shila wants to borrow Revan's phone, Revan seems to hide something and does not lend the phone to Shila. Sad mixed with joy Shila felt at that moment.

A few days later, Revan sends Shila a message. But Shila seems not to know Revan's mobile number. Revan tries to get Shila to get to know him. Shila felt like she didn't want to deal with Revan anymore. Because he felt Revan was just his bitter past. Revan was the guy who first broke his heart. Revan disappointed his heart. The fun days he spent with Revan made him love Revan and it was hard to forget him.

One week later, Shila begins to forget about Revan. Some guy acquaintances Shila friends invite him to text. That's what healed his wounded heart. Although not completely. Former Shila named Asril seems to invite Shila to return again. Asril loved Shila very much. Asril accepted Shila as she was. Asril never made Shila sad even shed tears. Even in the condition of Shila's face that was scarred by garlic. But Shila was still confused to accept Asril or not. Because Shila's little heart still loves Revan. Shila still expects Revan to be her boyfriend again. Shila also does not want to hurt Asril, because because Revan he broke his relationship with Asril. Because at that time Shila felt Revan really loved her. However, all these events have a silver lining for Shila. The incident made Shila learn to understand the true meaning of love. If one day she is dating again, Shila will first learn the man's attitude, whether he is really sincere or just wants to hurt.

Shila is still trying to forget Revan, but it's all pretty hard for Shila. Because he still meets Revan a lot of times. When Shila goes to the cafe with her friend, Shila sees Revan with Imel at one of the cafe's places. Shila's heartache was felt when she saw that reality. Shila tried to make herself cheerful in that place. As if he didn't think Revan was there.

An hour later, Shila and her friend came home, and saw that Revan and Imel were still there. The pain that was so deep Shila felt at that moment that she shed tears. He had no idea what Revan had said about Imel. Turns out it was all a lie, Revan was dating Imel again. And it seems Revan is having fun without thinking about the feelings Shila has hurt. Shila tries to be patient, despite the fact that it makes her disappointed and hurt.

About a week later, his fellow third-class friends wanted to hold a recreation. Shila was not at the event. Because he was sure that Imel would leave too, and so was Revan. Shila would feel pain again, if she had to see Revan with Imel. Therefore, Shila decided not to come and chose to go to the beach with her best friend who also did not participate in the event. Shila hopes that when she gets to that beach, she can forget all her memories with Revan.

The next day, Shila was getting ready to go to the beach with her best friend. Shila felt very happy because she could hang out with her best friend. It was as if her past with Revan had been forgotten. They also joked in that place while eating the food they brought from home. But the thing that Shila hoped for was not realized. Shila meets Revan. Shila sees Revan coming to the beach with his friend, Ery.

When some of the people visiting the place came home, they decided to go home as well. Shila tried to be careless as she passed in front of Revan and did not want to look at Revan. Although Shila still keeps her affection for Revan, but she feels she has to forget about Revan. Until that night, Shila recalled her memories with Revan until she shed tears. Shila said, “Why do I still see him so often, why is it so hard to forget. Every time I've kind of forgotten her, I meet her again. Indeed I still love him and I also still hope to be back with him again. But, that is impossible ! Because Revan and Imel are dating again. It's possible that Revan felt something like this. It is also impossible for Revan to think about this feeling of mine that he has hurt. Ahh, stupidly I have accepted her as my boyfriend first. How stupid! Stupid me!”

Every time Shila heard the lyrics of a song sung by D’ BAGINDAS “ Forgive Me”, she recalled again with Revan. Because it's Revan's favorite song. Moreover, the song Revan has sent to Shila's mobile phone. The song is Revan's memory for Shila.