The Hurt

Love and Sincerity

This scorching weather is not a reason for me to feel the heat that feels smoldering to the soul. But this situation makes me feel more (want) regret. I don't want to feel like this. Really not ingun.

When my desires, my mind, my desires and my love seem to be unable to have the fullness of what is in my heart and mind.

I want to defy the fate of God who sent me into this world with nothing. Well with nothing..

Without ability, weak helpless, can only be patient. Should I also say Patience has its limits?

But it doesn't apply to me, my patience is limitless or I can't do anything?

Even after (all) what I did was still not enough..

“Wahai... who is there (God)..

Who was looking at me full of smiles…

I will not ask You to make him mine,

I feel it's not fair to do that, while out there (so) many (also) want it..

Wanna..

Have it whole..

There is only one thing I hope for him, that I want to always ask You for

which (also) you must grant

reassure his heart with Your provision, that he may live his light without his heavy heart

and this is the one thing for me that you really need to hear like a prayer..

I did not want to cry over his passing, even though my heart (really as it was) was broken like the most fine dust, he said,

yet I still want to remain (as very) strong and firm in front of him..

please allow me too,

with time that (possibly) is still there, it is left,

to still be able to give the best I can..

to still be able to carve a strand of smile that has always made me happy..

o Creator who never regretted creating something..!!

make me.. Make me a part of your nature..

I also do not want to regret, for all that I have done while with him

My heart is really very weak, very weak.”.

Whereas before, I never (wanted) to let go of him leave me. I want to feel like I'm for a little pushy, a little pushy,

please be patient, I want you to stay with me

even if the wait is hard for you, do it for me..

for the love we have been living for..

Please.. Stay with me

No matter what happens, stay beside me..

and I will always try to take care of you.”

I think it's all impossible for me to do, your heart is too tired with the word “wait and wait”

it seems that your time has been wasted enough, just because Waiting…

now (maybe) it's time you put an end to it all

your wait will be over soon…

Go awayl..

Go awayl..

Go without me. Bring all the love you've ever tucked into my heart.

, don't leave one bit

, erode all your affection and love for me

and don't you grow resentment and hurt for me, for you.

because I don't want all the good memories of us to just (will) be tormenting in my heart and heart. Make it a past memory worth saving. Remember to reflect while smiling on our old days later..

you're my Great Beloved..

you have melted my heart with the sincerity of your heart

I have never felt love as deeply as your love

you're my Great Beloved..

love me completely

make me meaning in your life

happy to have a love like you

you complete my weakness with all your sacrifices

in my joy and sorrow you are always there