The Hurt
Beautiful Memories
When all has passed without a sweet story in love. I never intend to fall in love again, all the passion and reason to fall in love is no longer denied. I don't want to get to know a man any further, just that friend is enough. Not without reason, I just fear that when I fall in love again I have to feel a struggle that only I alone struggle or when the one I love will never repay a love.
I guess with that intention, for now I won't feel in love. But intention is just intention. I was caught up in a feeling I never knew, I was in love or just admired. My story begins with…
CUP ONE
Tonight is Sunday night, usually I always spend time just reading books, but unlike usual I feel bored and bored at home. I was thinking of going out on a bicycle that would accompany me wherever I went. Passing through a crowded city by young people who are no stranger must be dating. Alone walking around only accompanied by a mini cell phone, after a long walk my eyes were fixed in an Ice cream shop.
I took the time to stop at that place, order a cup of ice cream and get busy with my mindless phone around even with the seller
“Mas, one cup of chocolate flavor ice cream” said me while continuing to play with the phone
“Sorry mbak, ice cream chocolate flavor is up” reply the seller ice cream
Spontaneous I then saw the ice cream seller and unexpectedly my heart felt trembling when I saw him. I don't know what made me wrong, or I just admire his good looks. He seems to be about my age
“Oh, yes already. Any vanilla flavor?”
“Oke, wait ya mbak”
At that time, both of my eyes continued to look at the ice cream seller, so I did not realize that I was also noticed because of my strangeness. And now I really don't understand this feeling.
“This is mbak, ice creamnya” said the seller ice cream
“Ohh, yes thank you” reply
There's a curious feeling in my mind, who is he? What's-her-name?. The question always bothered me right then and there. But when I had finished eating ice cream, and had to go back home I was not stopping to look at the ice cream seller. Tonight is a night that I may not forget, I intend to take the time to buy ice cream there, it's nothing just that I want to look back at the ice cream man. I came home happy
CUP TWO
After last week I came to the store, this time I came again because I was still curious about the ice cream seller. And order a cup of ice cream
“Mas, one cup of chocolate flavored ice cream” said me while unceasingly looking at the ice cream seller
“Oh, yes wait ya mbak” saut si seller ice cream
This time I was so overwhelmed with his good looks that I didn't realize he was in front of me
“Mbak, mbak” voices the ice cream seller who set me up
“Eh yes” sautku shocked
“This cupnya”
“Ohh yes, thanks mas” sautku
And I was laughed at by the man who was also the waiter at the ice cream shop, because of my strangeness. And the shame is on my face.
I had to hurry home because it was late at night, and it made me feel uncertain if I had to leave that place.
CUP THREE
This is the third week, after last week I came to that ice cream shop. And I went back to the store to see the ice cream seller. Still on a bike accompanied me around town before taking the time to the ice cream shop. I got to the store, but I didn't find the ice cream guy I met last week. All I met was a man accompanying the man I was looking for yesterday.
“Mas, ask a question. Mas who last week sold together where ya?” ask me curious
“Oh, mbak who last week came here huh?” Ask the ice cream seller
“Iya mas” I replied curious
“This is no letter from Reno, he sent this letter to mbak. The intention is he wants to love this last week but then he went to go” said the ice cream seller
“Reno?”
“Iya Reno, she usually sells together here. But this time he didn't go to work. I think he likes the same mbak” saut the ice cream seller while teasing
“There are these mas. Thanks mas”
I don't know what else, this time my heart was really pounding there was a happy feeling when I got this letter. I hurried to open the letter I was holding.
Dear…
Hay, I know my name is Reno. I'm the waitress who's usually at the ice cream shop here. I know you're reading this letter this time. And I just want to say something. Actually from the beginning you came to this store, I have harbored a sense. But, every time I want to get to you, you've been in a hurry to get home. This time, I wish you would know me, not wish for more than just friends. If you want tomorrow I want to go to the park next to this ice cream shop. I'd be grateful if you'd go there.
Reno
My heart was pounding, I didn't expect that he had harbored feelings all along. And my curiosity about him now has paid off, I already know that his name is Reno. I don't want to waste a happy time, I'll come to the park he showed me.
The planned time arrived, now I was waiting in a planned park. I waited almost a long time, but he never came. I thought he wasn't coming, and I was just given more hope. But suddenly there was a voice that shocked me and broke my daydream
“Hay” says from behind
“Eh, hay” and I turned my head, it turns out that he did come
“Sorry, long wait. Can sit” said Reno
“Bo.can. Please”
“By previous acquaintance?”
“Yes, my name is Briel” I replied nervously
“Oh, Briel. Finally I know also what your name is” he said beaming
“Means?”
“Yes, ever since you came to that ice cream shop, I've been dating you. I wish you would come again. And my guess is right you came, but I have not dared to invite acquaintance” he said
What's more now, my heart is really happy. I didn't expect him to say that.
“Oh, can you ask for the number?” said
“Oh, yes it's afternoon. Go home, want me to drop off?” bring
“No need, I already brought a bike kok” I replied embarrassed
“Oh yes. See you later” said as he waved his hands leaving me
“Until Jumpa”
This afternoon was probably our first and most memorable meeting. My mini mala was sitting on the bed playing with my phone, and suddenly the message came in and shocked me
“Malem Briel”
“Night too. Who is this?” answer me
“This Reno”
“Oh, Reno. What's up?”
“Papa kok Briel. If you want Sunday night tomorrow come to the store ya” take Reno
“Iya, usually on Sunday night will come to tavern” I replied via sms
“Oke, I wait ya”
CUP FOUR
Kringg kringg. The alarm clock sounded
“What? It was 7 o'clock malem” I shouted in shock as I rushed to the bathroom.
I fell asleep and forgot it was Sunday night I promised to meet Reno at the ice cream shop. I quickly cleaned myself up and hurried to the store on my bike. Along the way, I feel guilty for making Reno wait because we intend to make a 4pm appointment. Tampa looks at my not so happy face.
When I got to the tavern, I didn't find any Reno there. With a tired and disappointed look I sat down while breathing. I had intended to contact Reno to ask her where she was now, but I was afraid that she would not retaliate and get angry. All the confusion was on my face, and suddenly I was struck by the sound of the shell.
“Briel” shouts someone pay for my daydream
“Reno?” my answer is shocked
“I don't think you will come here” said Reno
“Ya is not it, even I think you are angry because long waitin”
“No, I know you came late must be tired, it was a day of activity solid” he said while throwing a smile
“Eh, yes I want to tell you something” he continued
“What Ren?”
“I got a scholarship abroad. And two more days I will move abroad to continue my study” he said while bowing his head
“What ren? You serious?” my answer is shocked
“Iya el, I seriously” say Reno with a sad face
“Reno” I said gently while holding her hand
“Honestly I'm sad, hearing this all. Our meeting was short, but our togetherness has brought us together and made me fall in love with Ren”
“Briel, don't cry” said Reno who wiped my tears
“Briel, honestly I've felt the same way all along. Our brief togetherness made me fall in love with el”, Reno said, hugging my body tightly
“Ren, you promise you'll be back here again?” Much
“Iya Ren, I promise. Someday I'll be back for you el”
Cries suddenly overflowed, I couldn't take off the reno. I only knew him for a while but I felt comfortable being close to him. Togetherness that we make into the sweetest memories, until someday we will make together again.
CUP FIVE
It's been two months Reno's gone, I'm just going to the ice cream shop this time. Just to remember Reno.
“Eh, Briel” greet the seller ice cream
“Lo know my name?” my answer is confused
“Iya, before Reno left she often stories about you”
“How is Reno? After he left he never made me forget me” Ask me
“Oh yes, this is a letter from Reno. He said to tell you after he left, but only now you are here again” said the ice cream seller while offering a letter.
Whatisthis? Why doesn't he bother directly, why should it be with a letter. I immediately opened the letter and was shocked by the contents of this letter.
Dear My love
This time you are the one reading this letter. When you find out what you're reading, I hope you won't feel sad and sorry for me. Briel, I'm not going abroad to continue my studies but I'm going for treatment. I have had blood cancer for a long time. Thank you for making this precious time more meaningful with your presence. I know there's nothing impossible, if maybe I live again I'll come back for you. But if it's not possible, I'll still love you, Briel. Love you's…
In order to
Someone who means Briel
Without me noticing my tears starting to drip, for some reason it seemed like I was going to lose who I was left with, my legs weak as if there was no support, it felt like my breathing stopped that very second. Someone I love is not going to leave me. And it's not impossible that I'll keep waiting for her until she gets back to me because I believe love will come if she's her partner.
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“Love is the most beautiful gift. Love never comes too late, nor does it come quickly. Destiny knows what will happen, God has written the flow of someone's life beautifully. Although sometimes it will end up not in accordance with what is desired. Love is present in time to depict eternal beauty.”
Now I wait for the presence of love that I believe he will return to carve out togetherness.
