The Hurt

Waiting For You

“My heart hurts to see you happy with him. When you used to give my beautiful hope happy but that hope cannot come true because it was all just a dream for me.” Ica murmured in heart.

This morning Ica went to school to study. It just so happens that today is Monday Ica has to follow the Flag Raising Ceremony. Suddenly Ica saw the person she cared about these few months. His heart seemed to be beating very fast... “Yes Allah, what is happening to me at this time?” he murmured in the heart. Finished the ceremony Ica never saw him again. While in class, everyone looked at Ica with a strange look. Ica who was just standing near the door of her class became astonished because of the gaze of her friend. “Cie, Cie, Cie, y'all make it?” muttered Ira Ica's friend the gossip man. “Ha? What the hell…! Who is it?” answer Ica astonished and confused “kalian... you and Ivan... right?” knock Ira by shouting “Hah…! So it's the same Ivan? I'm not dating him..”. But in the mind Ica said “when did Ivan have the same taste as me?”.

The doorbell rang the students of Junior High N. 5 Tangerang scattered to go home. Suddenly “aduh... Be careful if you use the eyes do not use books, so nabrakkan!” exchange ivan immediately “Sorry-sorry, I was excited to read a book so do not see the way deh... hehehe” replied Ica with a tone of defeat and trembling. Ica said in her heart “Yes Allah..she smiled at me.. Will she like me?”.

The next day, as usual Ica left for school. As Iica walked down the front of the school hallway, Ivan suddenly appeared from behind. Ica very happy to see Ivan early in the morning.. “Wah... Ivan just came also a coincidence…” Ica talk alone and without realizing it Ivan heard it he too turned around and answered the talk Ica “What did you say? ko’ mention my name?” Ica flinched in shock half-dead hearing Ivan's response. Ica could only look down embarrassed because of that.

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The longer Ica's secret the more Ica knows that Ica loves Ivan. When the news is Ivan away from Ica. Speak never. Now all that was in Ivan's eyes was the mistakes he made.

“why have you changed? Wh why? Where's the Ivan I used to know? Where?” Ica said while crying in her heart in her class. Ica can only think of everything that happened. He expects this is just a dream and if he wakes up everything will come back like before, but Ica can't deny that this is all reality.

“I keep this feeling for you let me wait for you even if it hurts”

Ica can only remember her past with Ivan.

A few days later, Ica heard from her friend that Ivan had a girlfriend. Ica's heart is broken. She wanted to cry because she knew she was in school. The lessons being poured out today had not a single shred of interest in his brain, he only thought about how foolish he was to like Ivan who was obviously not fond of him. Ivan, whom he used to know, is now in a relationship with a close friend of Ica. He also did not know that Ivan was dating Rini.

A month passed. Icapun felt the relationship between Ivan & Rini stretched. Every time they met there was only commotion and quarrel.. I got tired of seeing the two of them. Ica and Ira went to the cafeteria. Suddenly they see Ivan and Rini having a big fight there. “why the hell did you change? where was the Rini I knew? The good, the jolly, the friendly and the loyal? Whereabouts? Why are you changing so quickly?” ivan with a disappointed face. “I haven't changed! I'm still Rini you changed! There is no more time for me!” answer Rini with her pretty face. “what? I changed? You should know me. I'm busy lately so don't have time to meet you. Well if you stay selfish this is mending us already our relationship now! Ok!” ivan's words were accidentally spoken and made Rini's heart fragile. “Ok! So now we're breaking up and there's no more connection between us.” Rini said with force. Ica is confused.. Should he feel sad or happy? On the other hand Ica was happy because Ivan had broken up with Rini, on the other hand Ica was sad because she saw Rini's fragile heart like that.

It does not feel that it has now been repeated in semester 2 and will soon face the National Examination. Ica still wants to be in this school, she does not want to share with her friends and teachers. “If only you knew I was still looking after this heart for you. No one can replace you until anytime!” Ica said in her heart. Suddenly in front of him was seen Ivan while chatting with his friend. “ya god..plus long I admired him so perfect is your creation is god.” said ica in heart.

Ica looked at Ivan. Ivan was surprised why Ica daydreamed while looking at him. “ca’, Ica, are you okay?” ivan's exclamation awakened the Ica reverie. “Eh... yes I'm okay” replied Ica shocked. “now where do you want to go?” Ask Ivan. “Custom, to my Favorite T4!” Ica replied with her sweetest smile. “Can I come? Bored naih at home continue” said Ivan begging. “OK! Deh” replied Ica briefly while blinking her eyes.

2 hours later, “we where?” Ask Ivan. “di T4 Favoritku” reply Ica sukat. “innikan bookstore!” ivan with a tone of astonishment. “Indeed it's a bookstore... here's my Favorite T4, Asikkan?” replied Ica smiling. Ivan just nodded.

Over time Ivan was more amazed by Ica because Ica prefers to T4-T4 which is knowledgeable and useful than roads that are not useful. Ica has always been a class champion.

Even after the farewell event, Ivan plans to express his feelings to Ica. At exactly 10:00 all students are ready to leave for one of the peaks. It just so happened that Ivan knew a lot about this area. Unknowingly Ivan photographed Ica again enjoying the view at this peak. “Ica...” shouted Ivan. “Iya... what's up Van?” ask Ica wonder. This time it just happened to be the two of them. “Ca, I want to talk to you seriously?” said Ivan seriously. “talk only” replied Ica curious. “Ca, you are different from other girls. You are kind, smart, smart, and beautiful. I'm amazed by you!” ivan praised Ica. In my heart Ica said, “didn't I hear wrong? Ivan was amazed at me.. oh my god thank you for all this..”. “thank you for the praise” Ica replied with a smile. Ivan replied with a smile as well. “Ica... actually my admiration makes my feeling so beautiful..” said Ivan while staring at Ica. “what do you mean Van?” ica replied curiously. “Ica... I love you.. Will you be the lover of my heart? I promise I won't do much.. I promise!” said Ivan assured Ica. “ya god.. Ivan likes me..From this first I hope thank god” said Ica in heart. Ica just nodded and smiled.

“Painful start but beautiful end” “An wait for months turns out to be reality”

..I WILL WAITING FOR YOU IN MY HEART..