Love Me Because of God

In the Name of Love

A girl nags to God about the fate she is living, a fate that makes her heart ache when she remembers all the events that have happened in her life, it was as if the thought had never disappeared and would continue to overshadow his life.

Yes the child is a 13-year-old girl sindhi who is now attending a famous school in Indonesia, namely mts ar–rahman, at the school he had 6 friends but he did not like one person from his 6 friends, for him someone it just makes him feel annoyed and restless every time he was with her, sindhi is hard to hold back his emotions want it feels like he quickly–quick away from his friend who just entered in 3 months after the mos took place.

In the morning Sindhi was confused to want to go to school or not, he felt in his school will learn lessons that are not considered important by him, even though he rarely get a rank 1, he felt, he still often do the school of david (aka the day after school not), Sindhi is not a lazy and naughty child just he is too selfish always want to do what he wants, never want to be regulated by the rules, he always envies others who get the advantages of what he has, he always envied, he always protested every time he was told to do homework for him it was not fair and maybe never fair he was jealous if his brother got a big score and bought it a suitable gift even if it is expensive.

Every lesson he considered to be rape he always daydreaming but he daydreamed not because he thought of the guy he liked but he thought why he changed, why he was stupid, why he was stupid, why does he feel that life is unfair and unfinished.

He always asked his god why he was created why, why he was born, he always thought that he lived in this world as garbage that never existed, who can't do anything, sometimes he also thinks why he should be in a match,–, match with his friends– why not others. For him in the heart of every day he daydreamed until one day he had experienced a funny incident at his school

that morning, the lessons of the bowo sir have begun to choose to sleep rather than listening to the lectures of the bowo sir indeed every bowo pack entered the class must be half an hour out because of the hospitality that sometimes makes anak–anak felt sleepy even though it was still morning, at that time Sindhi sat by the window and shortly afterwards he immediately went to his dream realm, after completing the lecture he immediately explained the material while going around until he found out that Sindhi was sleeping, after which he took a board eraser and applied an impermanent marker ink to the face of the sindhi.

Tetttt tettt, the change of lessons bell has sounded, uchie ma'am immediately entered the class and dressed before, explaining until he found his students who were asleep with black face due to the ink marker, ole ink, immediately bu uchie builds kan sindhi, slowly–sindhi opens her eyes and sees she is already in the crowd of her friends

Immediately she pushed the glass to Sindhi, how surprised to find his face full of black he immediately ran towards the bathroom to clean his face, with shame he ran very fast..

After school Sindhi immediately sat on the sofa he turned out he was thinking about the guy who made him crazy, the guy is his friend, his name is darma, darma, sindhi always feels jealous when darma is close to the girl he considers that the girl who is close to darma is his rival, one day sees darma greeting siska school friend Sindhi, who is, batin sindhi asked “why am I not in greeting with him, why should siska, does he not care for me?” Ask her in your heart

This incident he never forgot. Sometimes he also thinks why he can not hold back his emotions when he is disturbed a little by his friends he always uses karate style which sometimes must make Sindhi parents come to school.

Sindhi unknowingly awoke from his daydream, and he rushed into his room and went to the bathroom

The clock has shown at 7.30 at this time usually he sits sweetly in front of the tv while watching his favorite movie “white gray” yes this recently released film, which is, much attention from children–anak smp, high school and equal in this film anak–anak blink as the main character is always bullied by children–anak lollypop, sometimes Sindhi watch the film until it runs out but not infrequently he overslept until he did not have time to watch his idol act.. After the movie runs out, Sindhi falls asleep on the couch and goes to her subconscious

Tonight it turns out he dreamed he was invited by a small child to a place that is very dirty, and the unpleasant smell that caused a lot of scolding from the mouth of Sindhi until finally Sindhi found a very beautiful scenery that he had never seen, he said, he was amazed to see it until he was unaware of the little boy who brought him here

After being satisfied to enjoy the view of Sindhi ask “dek why bring me here?” sindhi asked with hope.

The boy immediately replied that he invited Sindhi here to feel how beautiful life is, maybe first we have to go through many obstacles, disturbances but if we have arrived at the end we will be happy, maybe first, after answering Sindhi's question, the boy ran quickly and soon after the boy, but he did not find him yelling “adeeekkkkk.. Where is adek?” immediately he woke up and found that the clock had already shown at 6 am, he immediately went to the bathroom, and, after finishing the shower he reflected he was amazed by himself “turns out I'm beautiful too huh?” inwardly, he then issued a sentence that made him want to change and try to improve. After finishing the glass he immediately opened the refrigerator and took out a piece of toast and took a glass of chocolate milk on the dining table, after finishing breakfast he again took a piece of bread and brought it to the front porch of the house, he medapati his driver was reporting his father's car he did not stay silent he immediately handed the bread to pak dhani (sindhi's personal driver) pak dhani who always drove sindhi to school and pick him up, from sindhi tk to high school to pak dhani knows all the nature of sindhi but this time he was stunned to see his employer's son change from the usual departure at 6.30 now even only 6 sindhi already ready to go to school, pak dhani greedily devoured the toast given by Sindhi, after finishing his breakfast which was very rare, pak dhani immediately opened the car door and invited Sindhi to immediately ride “please ride non” said mr. Dhani, after that sir dhani closed the car door and turned back his steps to get into the car.

Sindhi immediately rushed into the classroom, when he jaln in the corridor of his school he greeted the children of–anak who were there until he accidentally hit someone immediately he picked up the book–book that fell due to him and immediately gave it to the man who hit him.

He was very surprised to see the person who was hit was the darma, the prince who managed to melt his heart immediately he apologized and ran because he felt his cheeks were reddened.

Arriving in class he immediately sat down and joined the children of the permpuan children who were in his class until the lesson bell began he immediately sat back in his chair. Mr. Doni entered the class and told that there would be a sudden repeat, therefore pak doni gave study time to his students– for 30 minutes, Sindhi did not waste the opportunity, He immediately took out his physics book and immediately studied it.

Okey children–anak your time is up, quickly collect your books on the father's table, immediately children–anak + sindhi collect books to the teacher's desk. After all collecting his books pak doni immediately distributed a piece about pak doni gave 1.30 hours to solve the problems. In the 60th minute darma brought the matter forward and put it on the table pack doni. Sindhi who saw it immediately corrected the answer very carefully, immediately sindhi gathered his answer and made the child son of + pak doni stunned to see it. Sindhi did half a day at school.

After school, Sindhi immediately rushed to take a bath and took a nap today, he was very tired he slept until 5 am, fortunately, this time he was menstruating so he was innocent because he did not pray ashar, maghrib, isya. It turns out that Sindhi Kebo also yes sleep her long really, with immediately he did his routine activity that is shower in the morning and get ready to go to school

After arriving at school, the school bell rang immediately, Sindhi immediately entered his class, this morning the first lesson was pak doni's lesson, not how long pak doni entered the class, not how long pak doni, the children immediately prayed

After he finished praying, doni immediately stood up and said “that there was a very spectacular change from one of you, I don't think he will be able to fix his very broken value.. Cuuuurrrr,” said pak doni while smiling towards sindhi, after that pak doni immediately continued his praise–but it turns out all turned around there is a child who beat the value of darma, the child is sindhi, sindhi, the children then gave a very lively applause, darma also gave a smile and applause, Sindhi who saw the behavior of darma also felt salting, sindhi who heard was shocked to hear it he did not believe everything that happened he immediately went forward and took his repetition with pleasure and joy he immediately returned to his seat.

The break bell reads, Sindhi this time does not go to the cafeteria he chose to go to the library, at the library he immediately searched for books after circling in the library he finally found the book he had been looking for, her title is “jatijati muslimah” yes she wants to turn into a strong, smart woman, who can make her parents happy in the world and the hereafter. Not feeling the bel break quickly passed he immediately ran because he was afraid to be late to class he was afraid of being exposed to the marahan of the word sir, mr. Word is a strict teacher but sometimes children– his marahan affected always assume that he is being angry and not many students– who do not like the word sir.

Sindhi immediately went to the library. He ran very fast to get to class before the bell rang, it turns out his hope misses the word pack has entered class and sits sweetly in his seat but this time luck for him he did not get punishment from the word pack. He was also very relieved.

One day Sindhi the arrival of his old friend name kekey, when that kekey told me if he was the same son of high school ar-rahman his name andhika his parents were cute, but attention where good again said kekey proud–proud his new girlfriend, until finally kekey asked sindhi “dhi lo dah have a girlfriend pa blom?” this question makes Sindhi confused to answer him until finally he answered the word “dot know” kekey made more curious sindhi “behhh sindhi gitu nok” said kekey curious.

Sindhi immediately stood up and picked up a book about “jati kawah” Muslim woman then he read the law of courtship and explained why he chose not to date because no one shot him, not because no one, but Sindhi prefers to reject the love that comes to his heart and chooses to be friendly. Sindhi also immediately explained that courtship in Islam was haram because it was a passageway into the great sin of adultery, and if it has happened then the woman who will feel embarrassed because wherever–where carrying barrel, and regretted it because her future was destroyed.

Sindhi explained, Kekey also continued to want to hear, Sindhi also told kekey to come every home, many questions that Kekey asked as a rebuttal to sindhi, he said, but Sindhi was surprised that Kekey came to dispute why he came to my house every day. Questions in his mind. Until one day Kekey realized that his actions had plunged him into the hole of the devil, he also told andhika to break up and said that our soul mate would unite andhika also accepted kekey's decision with a spacious chest.

Now the days of Sindhi are filled with positive activities, his life changes, now he feels happy, there is a kekey that always accompanies his days.