Love Me Because of God

For my Beloved

“Enda..”.

The sound of the pangilan he heard, he turned to see who was the name turned out to be Arinda friend of Aritsyah who is also his friend but other majors, Enda majored in religion while Arinda and Aritsyah majored in IPA. They used to be in first class and are very familiar. Enda is the top guy in school because of the religious knowledge they have. In addition, he is smart tilawah and lectures so many of his friends who ask him religious knowledge and the most make Enda known is fluency in Arabic let alone read the yellow book.

“What's up, Rin?” Ask Enda while looking at Arinda.

“Gue Just want to love this, take care of Ariotsyah.”

“What deposit?”

“Soal yesterday, ‘kan Syah ngak enter, so he's because he did not meet you because there was busy at home so he wrote on the paper that I had deliberately packed the envelope.”

“O, so.”

Without hesitation and further ado Arinda asked without question Enda's feelings to Aritsyah.

“Enda, you have a crush on Syah. If I have a crush I help make the pedekate so it is more deket.” Arinda said with a smile expecting a response from Enda.

But Enda just smiled while taking the envelope from Arinda's arms, and then she tried to give a response about Arinda's words.

“You are Rin, you know for yourself since we entered this school we are familiar even the three of us like brothers. Is there perhaps more feeling in my heart and in Aritsyah's heart? Moreover, the attitude of Syah same I mediocre, the same attention I ngak excessive. Maybe now I almost have a crush, later I just call if I actually have a crush on Syah.”

“Udah do not need to be closed, if you like it, if love says aja mumpung Syah is still single. If you have a crush say the same I let me help, do not be ashamed about love than a heartache when Aritsyah is taken by a new person nyesel.”

“Not to be discussed, tomorrow Sunday we go to ngak? let me buy you the most delicious empek-empek.” Said he switched the conversation.

“OK, I want but Syah invited to ride as usual.” Arinda Imbuh

Enda just smiled as he put the envelope into his pocket. Then Enda continued the conversation about something more important, considering Arinda was very close to Enda. The two of them chatted like two brothers who loved each other and with laughter made their hearts both happy.

After school Enda waiting for an invitation, usually he brought his own motorbike because the motorbike he usually carried his mother and his mother promised to pick up Enda so he waited under the banyan tree. Enda so remembered the envelope given Arinda who said from Aritsyah. He forgot where he had packed bags and textbooks but did not see them, he felt that the envelope was missing, but Enda found it when he put the ladder in his pocket. Relax and open up and start reading.

Make Enda at home

Assalamu Alaikum's

Enda, I'm sorry if my pen scratches with ink dance etched into paper surprised you, I'm actually embarrassed to write but I think I carved what was buried deep in my heart, I felt a tremor in my heart from the first time I met you, for some reason your face that always seemed to be reflected in me every time I pondered, I always crave meeting you and I always expect the sweetest smile from you. I don't know if I'm in love with you, either?

Enda, this feeling that shackles my soul, sometimes the jealousy comes suddenly when I see you talking to a woman, sometimes there is also a sense of despair to expect you. I once wished to forget you were my lover and we were just friends. But I can't, I always wish you to be my beloved whom I've always wished for forever. I try to forget you, not that I hate you, but it can't even have your name carved into the gravestone of my heart and your face adorned the walls of my heart.

Enda, I'm sorry I had to say this, I don't want to bear the heavier burden of loving you and wishing you. I'm trying to understand this feeling but I better tell you the truth I love you. I know, I'm not the kind of girl you want to be. Intentionally I strung a pearl in my heart so that the wound scratches and pain this feeling is not too long. I'll try to understand what's going on. If there is a place in your heart for me give me a special place in your heart I really hope for that, but when the place in your heart is filled I will try my best to forget you and also hope at some point to sit beside you.

Love is beautiful, it is what binds my soul, fire burns my heart, I crumble. Therefore I hope that someone who can treat a wound scar removes the pain and becomes my soul conditioning, and the person I hope to be a lover of the most is you, I hope you understand my wishes.

Wasalamu Alaikum's

Aritsyah

Enda's feelings became unfavorable, after he read a letter from Aritsyah who had one class with him, Enda felt like a dream, Enda, there are girls who honestly from the bottom of the heart say that the girl says love and hopes to be her lover Enda rather clumsy neutralize what she just read.

Enda pensively under the banyan tree felt disbelief that the Shah fell in love with her and hoped to be able to make love into a pair of lovers. Between conscious and not what happened to him, but his daydreams so spoiled when someone called him.

“Enda, let's go home.”

“Iya Ma.” Reply to Enda when he saw his mother on the road not far from where he was sitting. Enda walked with a somewhat chaotic feeling. He felt incomprehensible with the letter he had just read, with a definite step Enda came home.

***

After the completion of the isha prayer and the witir prayer, enda sat in the chair in front of him there are books that must be studied one by one because two weeks later there is an odd semester exam. But his concentration was scant as he recalled the letter from Aritsayh, he searched where it was, long enough for you to search for about half an hour. He remembered that the letter was kept in his pocket.

“Meet also you.” After finding the letter he was looking for. He returned to the place, sitting in a chair with leisurely Enda reopened the letter from Aritsyah and read for the umpteenth time.

After reading, Enda felt he had to reply to a letter from Aritsyah before he wrote, thinking first what he should write. He began with words that are not anguished and then continued with the core of his heart, but enda became dizzy while pensively trying to string the words that will be thrown on paper, as hard as it may be, the word is always wrong.

Enda smiled to herself, but her smile faded as she heard her phone ring. He picked up and saw a message sent by Arinda saying that the road to the park was Sunday afternoon. Enda so remembered that Aritsyah must be invited, how the look of his face when he met tomorrow.

Finally, without thinking long enough to take the blank paper and pen and then he began stringing words to reply to letters from arrithyah. Easily enda can string word by word so that it becomes a sentence in accordance with the intent of his heart, so that not up to thirty minutes Enda has completed a reply letter to Aritsyah.

Enda was very happy to be able to write a reply so that the burden on his daily life was rather light, he was satisfied with what had been engraved on the paper through an ink dance, Enda hoped that the reply written did not disappoint Aritsyah.

***

Sunday afternoon at about two o'clock in the afternoon, Arinda and Aritsyah sat down near the chicken noodle seller. Arinda ordered two bowls of chicken noodles for herself and Aritsyah, while waiting for her to send a message through her phone to Enda who had not yet arrived. He waited hoping that Enda came because that afternoon the air was not too hot so that coolness could be felt especially Arinda and Aritsyah seat near the tree protected from sunlight.

“Where is Enda, how not yet?”

“Always Arin ngajak Enda?”

“Yes obviously yes, who would like to talk to again, what is it?’

“Nothing.” Answer the aritsyah with a stammering tone.

“Syah, you have a crush on Enda?”

“By the way Rin, that's obviously why!”

“No need to lie Shah, yesterday it was a love letter what love letter?”

Arinda's tone made Aritsayh's voice tremble, she tried to hide what was right about Arinda's guess, quickly Aritsyah tried to make an argument so that what was really in her heart was not known to Arinda.

“O, it's just the same English assignment that I asked you because yesterday I did not enter, and again I rarely met Enda, let alone my activities in the school stacked, so ngak until reply via lip.” The Aritshah covers the truth.

“Ya already then, but if Syah likes to do anything, fine aja.”

Said Arinda who did not know that the letter sent Aritsyah is a love letter containing the expression of the heart of Aritsah, if Aritsyah likes Enda. Not long after you came.

“Arinda.” The voice of Enda called.

“Tu Enda, Shah.” Arinda.

“Mana?” ask Aritsyah slowly.

“That's the shirt cream.”

With a slow step, Enda accelerated his pace to cepet up to where Arinda and Aritsyah were who had received chicken noodles that were still steaming smoke and fragrant smell and must have tasted very delicious. Arriving near Arinda, Enda then sat in front of Aritsyah who sat down while his gaze was bowed.

“Sorry late yes.” He said as his eyes glanced at Arinda and Aritsyah.

“Koq really long, Nda?”

“Ban my motor is leaking, so it should be patched first.”

“But old message.” Arinda said slowly.

Enda saw Aritsyah sitting quietly while bowing his head, maybe his heart pounding when he met the prince of love, maybe also the feeling of not being sick because the secret of his heart had been known to Enda. Then Enda took the initiative to say hello to Aritsyah.

“Syah, koq bengong, how are you?” ask Enda while smiling.

Not the answer received but a sweet smile set on the tiny lips of Aritsyah, then Aritsyah replied even though his heart trembled with a soft Aritsyah said.

“Alhamdulillah Good, End.”

Aritsyah looked at Enda between two feelings, shame and happiness met her heart. Aritsyah is a bit confused how to face Enda because her heart always vibrates in rhythm with the vibrations of the heart, Aritsyah wants to behave as usual when at school but the feeling of shame and self-confidence makes her silent a thousand languages, another with Enda who felt nothing happened between himself and Aritsyah even Enda felt like normal even though he was nervous also facing Aritsyah. Enda tried to control himself because he was worried about being caught by arinda.

Secretly he noticed the usual Aritsyah called Shah, while talking with Arinda, unexpectedly Enda and Shah looked so that the vibration felt in the hearts of both of them, and they both felt, luckily Arinda did not know this, the Aritsyah lowered her head as Enda looked at her.

“Syah, I went to the toilet for a while ya.” Arinda. “You guys chat first, Enda I drop Syah, take care of him.”

“Ok Rin, relax aja.” Said Enda while glancing at Aritsyah.

Enda was satisfied to see Aritsyah's behavior, after Arinda left, Enda sat in front of Aritsyah with a pounding heart but trying to calm down. Enda understood Aritsyah's feelings, even if Enda was in Aritsyah's position it might be more than one feeling that was whipping in her heart.

“Syah.”

Aritsyah rolled both eyes right in both eyes Enda, feeling a cool air greeting their hearts greeting their hearts both. Enda smiled at the behavior of people who love him, Aritsyah also tried to calm down and answer.

“What's End?”

“I read your letter yesterday, I did not think that I was loved by a beautiful angel berparas ayu is very charming, and it turns out that the angel is in front of me. I don't know what words can fill your heart, and also to reply to your letter. This is my reply to you because I do not know what words to say through my lips.”

Said Enda while holding out something to Aritshah, Aritshah took it while looking at Enda, and for the umpteenth time they looked at each other and felt the trembling of their hearts both.

Then Enda said.

“Syah, usually do not have to be made serious, you from earlier koq cuek really, do not have to be ashamed of it, please Shah, look at me. We talk as usual, you don't have to behave like that. I'm glad there's someone who's very considerate of me, let alone you're as pretty as an angel.”

The word from Enda finally made Aritsyah look at Enda despite the exorbitant shame, but tried to be eliminated, eventually Syah used to also talk with Enda.

“Enda!”

“What's the Shah?” enda said slowly while smiling.

Aritsyah frowned, and even smiled at the end they both smiled. From far away Arinda walked towards him, so that they both already had secrets and would cover in front of Arinda.

***

After the streets, the Aritsyah washed his feet and hands and did not forget to wash his face. He wanted to go into the room to read a letter from Enda, but just arrived at the door his mother called for Aritsyah to take a shower and continue the next task of delivering food to his aunt's house not far away. Aritsyah also postponed to read a letter from the idol, he took a towel and went straight to the bathroom.

Fifteen minutes later, Aritsyah was ready, he stepped into the kitchen to meet his mother. Who is scorching tempe.

“Ma, Shah is ready.” Aritsyah said slowly.

“This, you drive your aunt home, just say food from mother, later go home directly yes.”

“Iya Ma, Syah ngak will forget.”

Aritsyah said goodbye, he went faster, especially his aunt's house is not far about 200 m, with a walk alone must have arrived. Shah somewhat sprained but what can do, orders his mother did not want him to argue. Even a little sprain he can smile also because he had met his heart idol that is enda.

Not directly home, even Aritsyah asked for help with his aunt. So he didn't come home, he was a little disappointed. Finally, after Magrib Aritsyah had just arrived home.

“Lho koq just came home, make me tell you to go home directly.” said his mother when Aritsyah just entered the house.

“Iya Ma, Syah remembers, but when Syah got there Syah asked the same aunt to help settle the kitchen because aunt again rehab kitchen, so Syah just came home now.” Answer Aritsyah with the right argument.

“Yes already, Shah has prayed magrib

“Already Ma.”

“Have eaten?” ask her mother again.

“So the aunt was told to eat together, so the Shah ate there. If so Syah to the room yes Ma, Mau ngerjain task.”

Shah also walked into the room, he was very excited, because he wanted to read a letter from his heart, arriving in the room of the Shah looking for the letter. He forgot where to put so he had to open the whole book, bag and not forget to look in bed, but he remembered that the letter he put in the pocket of clothes that he took the streets with Arinda.

The letter from Enda met also, the Shah opened the package of the letter so that it appeared a letter containing words that were not yet known, the shah unfolded the letter and began to read.

For Aritsyah

Assalamu Alaikum's

Thank you for deciphering words in ink that you never knew you were the one who wrote them. I was very surprised when I read your letter, and I understood that after three times I read it, I understood why you did it. actually I wanted to do it but I tried to delay because I would be testing soon.

Shah, I told you honestly the first time I met you, I started to feel a tremor in my heart, especially when you looked at me and returned my smile. It was the most beautiful moment of my life and it became the memory I still have in my memory, even if sometimes the feeling of jealousy was there when you were talking to another man, I felt heartbroken, but I try to harbor feelings that I haven't been able to convey.

Well, I tell you the truth, I liked you a long time ago and now I still like you. You are an encouragement at the study table to achieve the future, but I do not know what kind of love is memorized in Islam, that is still a question in my heart.

Enough to get here my ink scratches, because I can't string words as beautiful as pearls that I can set for you Shah.

Wasalamu.

From Enda

After reading the letter from Enda, Asritsyah smiled. He felt unapologetic because the hope of his heart was fulfilled, the excitement was so deep that a letter from Enda came to him, but suddenly there was a voice knocking on his door.

“Syah, already sleeping?”

“Not Ma, what is Ma?” ask Aritsyah.

“Have you prayed Isya?”

Aritsyah smiled as he said “not yet Ma.”

“Yes already, then take water wudhu continue to pray and continue to learn.”

“Iya Ma.” Answer the shah briefly.

The next day, Aritsyah waited for his idol Enda in the promised place yesterday, enda actually did not come late but he wanted to see Aritsyah waiting for a while and also wanted to give a little surprise. Because it had been a while ago Enda met Aritsyah by walking from behind so that Aritsyah did not know that Enda would approach.

“Assalamu aleikum.” Said Enda from behind.

“Wa aleikum greetings.” Aritsyah answered, looking back.

Aritsyah looked at who was coming, it was Enda who was waiting. Two lovebirds smiled, shame approached but because they understood each other, they both tried to be mediocre.

“A long time ago Syah?” He asked to open the conversation.

“Newly.”

“Syah, actually I am confused, what to say and also what to do. You sincerely love me, love something you don't yet fully know?”

Aritsyah simply smiled without giving an argument. And then continue his words.

“So, from now on we are lovers, I hope this serious relationship can provide happiness for both of us, you do not regret Syah being my lover?” ask Enda while looking at Aritsyah and ending with a smile.

Aritsyah said “no” while shaking his head.

Enda raised her hand while opening her finger, Aritsyah did as Enda did, they both promised to love each other, love each other, love each other, respect each other and also advise each other that the path to be addressed is in accordance with the straight path of religion.

That afternoon, they were both very happy because of the happiness that must be obtained. Enda who understands the rules of religion behaves properly to Aritsyah. Love in the heart they have in the morning by religious rules so that it is not out of religious norms and sharia.