Love Me Because of God

End of Muslim Love Story

That morning I was sitting in front of the old building. It's like I can't believe you're not with me anymore. You were willing to leave me and forget me just to pursue another love. Don't realize how much time we've spent together. We've been dating for 5 years. Doesn't mean that to you. Just a blink of an eye you glanced somewhere else. Bulsit your love.

Bulsit. How sick I am of seeing your attitude. Unaware by me at that moment I was startled by a voice familiar to my ears.

Re... I'm so glad I finally got to be with Nawan? Wisya.

That name makes me angry. How much he took my girlfriend. To me he's my true friend. But he was just a friend eating a friend.

From that morning I closed my eyes not to know the two of them again. Traitorous friend and ex-girlfriend who is tempted by beauty.



Today was my first day at university. I had implanted in my mind not to remember the man and in my heart wished that I would not be a University with him. God wants something else. I am a University with Nawan and Wisya. I try to run from in front of them. However, I could not help but have them in front of my eyes. I had to be pretty good with them.

Hey.. I'm lazy.

Hey also Re. I don't know if we are a university either.

Hemz. those were the last words I said. Then I passed from them.

What a great thing that makes me pretentious this early in the morning. The crocodile was also a major with me. How bad my life is today.

Rere's still mad at me. Ask Nawan.

Lo according? Briefly answer.

Ok. I'm sorry. After all, you never understood me. And not to fulfill my desire. Yes, I'm looking for something else. Said again.

Oh yea. This is for you. preKkkK.the slap I gave him.

Whys? I'm in love slap. Basic yes hick girl does not understand dating.

prekkk. Slap for the second time.

I abandoned. I can't feel my heart hearing the words of that man.

I know that courtship time I never gave her anything. I never gave him a kiss. That's all I do because I uphold my custom. In Islam the kiss is an act that approaches Zina. And anyway the reason I don't want to date that much. Because I don't want to give the rest to my husband later. But Nawan does not want to understand. He thinks I'm a hick and doesn't know how dating is. But let it be for me. Maybe Nawan is not a good man for me. Now let him date Wisya. Hopefully what he wants all this time he can get in Wisya. Hopefully later there will be a man who can accept me as I am and can accept all my wishes.

For too long I thought I was jolted by a voice so foreign to me.

Don't daydream. Not good to know. His speech.

Oh, not daydreaming. Oh yeah who are you?

Dawns. If you?

Rere. Nice to meet you.

Nice to meet you too. Why daydream anyway? Any problem? Ask Fajar to me.

There's no problem. Tuturku flat.

Yes that is. What faculty? And what department?

Faculty of Cultural Sciences and Department of Regional Literature. You alone? oh yes by the way what is your organization here? Ask again.

I'm majoring in Pharmacy. I'm Ukmi's son.

Oh, those would-be preachers, huh?

God willing. Said again.

Yes, I went in first. I said as I bid.

Yupz, Assalamualaikum.

Salam waalaikum. My spoken.

By jove. Very nice of the guy. He said softly and subhanallah his handsome. Try Nawan like him. Why did the man think again. Throw away your mind from that man Re.

Ever since that meeting my heart has been moved to be friends with that man. But in my mind does she want to be friends with me. I never used the hijab. Does he want to be friends. But I tried to get close to him first. How knows she can help me to be a real Muslim woman.

Early in the morning I saw him gathering with his senior friends. I was nervous to get close to him. Just wanted to step away. He called me instead.

Ukhti.. wait... ukhti looking for me? Ask.

Actually, yes, but that's it. Continue your business with your friends. I again.

It's okay ukhti. Is there anything I can help you with? Ask again?

You want to not be friends with me and want to not lead me to be a real woman?

Alhamdulill. I want ukhti. I will be happy to help you.

Thank you yes. I'm going in first.

Alright. Assalamualaikum says.

Salam waalaikum. Reply again.

How nice I am to be friends with a future ustad. Unaware by me during the trip to class I just smiled to myself.

Lo why Re? Ask my new friend Nini.

Why-why not. Again happy. Tuturku flat. Yes, go in!!!

Come la.

Not to mention entering the class I was surprised by the friendly performances displayed by Nawan and Wisya. They deliberately heated me up. But I try to be patient and patient. I don't care about their behavior. I just went straight into class.

When the lesson time is over. I immediately busied myself by reading the book–book on Islamic teachings about how Islamic women behave. Unaware by me from earlier there was someone who was watching me. I tried to see that the man was Dawn.

Subhanallah. A good start. His speech.

Hehehe. My answer.

Kok laughs anyway. This is all so knowing. I am happy with this small change. My advice is to wear a hijab.

I can't yet.

Whys?

Alright. Oh yes ukhti. May I ask you something personal?

Be able. Aboutwhat?

How much prayer?

Still poking.

By jove. Pray ukhti. Because prayer can keep us from vile and mungkar. And one more thing. Do you know why Islam encourages women to wear hijab?

Knows.

Do you know why it is not used?

I told you I still want to strengthen my heart. If it is for sure, I will wear it.

Alright. I will wait for that time. Second, have you ever dated?

Ever. It's even been 5 years. And now it's broken.

What happens during a courtship?

I never said anything, even my boyfriend decided me because I didn't want to be kissed with him.

It's good if the ukhti has never been in anything by another man.

Why anyway?

Because if the ukhti ever in anything. Kasian same husband ukhti later. Get an ex-person.

That's what I don't want. That's why I don't want to date people who do bad things.

Alright ukhti. Now it's time for me to go. I hope I don't feel offended by my words. This is how I am. Assalamualaikum says.

It's okay anyway. Salam waalaikum.

A good and perfect man. Happy if I can make him my husband. Surely my household will always be radiated by the rays of chastity. I was overwhelmed by his words. I'll try to change everything. Hopefully it can go well.

Today I came to college with a very different appearance. The hair I've been tying. Now it's stored in the hijab. The clothes that had always been narrow in my body, now turned into clothes that covered my body. Even though people can't see my body.

It has been a long time since I met the dawn. Since that day. I've never seen much of it where I've been.

I just went to class to meet Nini.

Ni you see the Dawn that I often tell the same lo?

Yesterday I saw. But now I never see again.why the hell?

Why-why not. He just wants counseling with her.

Oh yeah Re I've heard the news about the dawn.

What news?

I hear he wants to ta’arufan same a woman?

Ta’arufan. Whit who?

I do know.

It felt like my mind heard the news. It was ruined my hope. I want to have a good man, but I love someone else.

Fate!!

What is the fate of Re? Why Re's?

Nothing.

I think you are sad to know about this news. Don't–don't you like ya ma ustad it? c'mon ngaku?

Lo whatan anyway. Where there I like him. I'm not the type of Nini. She likes a Muslim woman. Not like me. A new woman is like this.

But you have other feelings for him. That's a sign you're in love with ustad again.

Maybe yes time. Yes already, now he's ta’upan. So I threw away this hope.

Huhu..have not been sad so Re. Maybe not a soul mate and maybe there are men who are better for you than at dawn. You are patient, yes.

Yes, I said again.

In my room. I whimper. I want to feel loved by Dawn. And I hope that ta’arufan Fajar does not run smoothly. But that feeling I'm trying to get rid of from my mind. After a long time I was dreaming. I flinched with the sound of knocking on the door from outside. And my mother's voice came from outside.

Dear. There guests. Get out for a while and don't forget to wear your hijab.

Good mama. I again.

I came out of the room and I was again surprised by something. The guests who came were Dawn and her family. How happy my heart is.

Assalamualaikum.

Salam waalaikum. Tell them everything.

Darling they mean here to ta’arufan with you. My mom heard everything. Now you stay. Want it or not.

According to mom and dad. How does. Rere leave everything the same mom and dad.

Then we accept yes.

Yes ma..

Alhamdulill. The word dawn and her family.

What if now we do the marriage contract. Are you ready for dawn? ask papa Rere.

God willing ready sir.

Alhamdulill. Let's do it.

After everything is done. Now I am a dawn wife and ready to give my soul and body to my beloved husband. I made a conclusion about love. No need to be in a relationship for years, but ultimately can not unite. But only one month to get to know each other and end up with an eternal marriage.