
Mona threw her little bag over the bed with a rough look, her face starting to drift with the remains of tears still wet on the side of her face.
His mother's apology continued to buzz in his audience, as if to tear the lining of his ear drum.
Slowly he dropped his body on the bed with his face down and then he poured all the disappointments in his heart.
Faintly heard the sound of steps towards his room room shortly after the sound of the door squeaking open slowly.
The middle-aged woman stood up and looked in wonder when she found her beloved granddaughter arriving home in tears.
That made him in a state of anxiety.
" Mona." The middle-aged woman's soft call was soft.Then she sat on the edge of the bed not far from where Mona dropped her body.
" Mona what's wrong ?" Ask the grandmother rubbing the grandchild's back slowly.
Mona still sobbed like she refused to show her sad face to the grandmother.
Patiently the grandmother kept waiting for the state of cucunha to be calmer, although curiosity ambushed him.Di elusnya with affection Mona's long hair unraveled.
Before long Mona moved and changed her position, she immediately embraced the body of the grandmother with tears.
" What's wrong, honey ?how does it cry like this ?what's going on ?" Asked the grandmother to warmly return the embrace of the grandson.
" Mona wasn't you at Zeanu's party?how come you come home and cry like this ?" Ask again the grandmother gently stroked the head of her favorite grandson.
" Mr." Pekik Mona while releasing her embrace.
The grandmother stared intently at the granddaughter, who seemed troubled to talk to her, and then she tried to make room for Mona to relax.
" What's up Mona ?you tell me the same grandma ! at least it can make you feel calm, just consider this grandma your confiding friend." Said her grandmother with a gentle smile, the grandmother tried to make the atmosphere more familiar so that Mona did not feel awkward or stiff telling her.
Slowly Mon began to release his embrace while wiping away the tears that continued to linger.
For a moment he puffed his head up, so that his tears would not fall again.
" What's up Mona, the same granny story !" Pinta the grandmother calmly looked.
Silent.....
Mona still can't say what's in her feelings.
The grandmother rubbed back her grandson's narrow shoulders until Mona looked calmer.
" Mona met Mama." Mona said softly, his emotions back overflow so that he was not strong to stem the defenses of his tears that forced to come out again, he sobbed back to gulp.
The grandmother heard the words of her grandson and
how shocked he heard the news about the existence of his eldest daughter who after a long time disappeared.
Now suddenly he heard the news of the presence of his son and the parents of his grandson.
" Mona what are you saying is true ?" Asked the grandmother with teary eyes beginning to hold back the feeling that stifled her chest space.
Mona just nodded with a sobbing.
" Where can you meet your mother ?" Ask the grandmother to look up.
" Mona met mama at Zean's party, and she was remarried to her father Zeanu nek,hikss.." Obviously Mona is getting sobbing sobbing.
" O GOD !! " Speek the grandmother gaped.
" Is that really Mona ?" The question repeats with certainty.
Mona nodded in her sobbing.
Grandma stared blankly with a rumbling feeling in her chest.
" FATMA." call the middle-aged woman softly while pressing her chest to remove the tightness in the chest.
How long he longed for his eldest son who had disappeared for so long, only his image was able to treat the wounds in his shade room.
His wrinkled eyes looked wet and his old ungodly eyes were glazed over, there was an overwhelming feeling of happiness rising in his chest. Not much different from what is felt by Mona the grandchild, such as that which participates in the feelings of the loving woman.
Fifteen years old Fatma her first daughter left without saying goodbye, leaving a deep sorrow for a mother who had conceived and given birth to her.
Fatma chose to leave her child and husband just to avoid the increasingly complicated household polemic, starting from an affair until the DPRT triggered her to be more determined to do beyond her senses.
But he was very grateful if Fatma chose to leave rather than end her life, which was always rested by him to his daughter.
The face that was no longer young was smiling bitterly considering the life of his beloved princess,
for all the treatment which her husband had for her daughter.
As a parent, of course, he wants his child's household relationship to be harmonious and fine.
But all of that is just a desire, which cannot be separated from the Fate of the ALMIGHTY who has given his son a way of life like this.
Using the tip of her shirt the soft-hearted woman wiped her tears that did not feel falling onto her cheeks.
He longs for his long-lost daughter.
" Mona, Grandma wants to meet your mama." His voice was softened, his voice heard.
Mona was just stunned staring blankly at that old face.
" Granny, sorry Mona, Mona has not been able to accept this statement, Mona has not been able to completely get rid of this sick feeling." He said with pressure.
" Mona, forgive all your mama's mistakes baby, you should not hold back and keep the feeling that has been stuck in your heart.Grandma knows your mama left because there is a certain alesan, because there is a certain,until he leaves you.
Grandma as her parents really understand if your mother's departure because she was depressed with her condition first, and this is not entirely your mother who is guilty." The woman whom Mona called her grandmother said quite wisely.
His grandmother wanted the grandson to be able to understand the difficult conditions experienced by his parents first, and he also tried to strengthen the heart of the grandson who was still hardened.
Mona slowly shook her head, as if others could not understand what was the reason to stick with her stance, even if it was her grandmother.
Although she was the woman who had given birth to her mother, but she still did not understand her feelings as a child who had been left gone so, it hurts to re-imagine it.
Repeating the long-standing taste he craved
Of course it's not easy to just disappear.
The pain that affects his life is not the life of others.
So that's how Mona felt when there was a man whose age was not far from the figure of his father helped him and helped him in the limitations of his life until he silenced higher education at one of the top renowned Universities the kindness of a sincere person gives him a scholarship until he finishes college.
And that angel-hearted man was none other than the parents of his boss at the company he worked for.
And that was also a strong reason he accepted the matchmaking and theatrical love with the son of the owner of the company.
Mona sighed, apparently the weight of life that was increasing he experienced, if the burden could not move from his life.
Problem after problem continues to undermine and accompany every journey of his life.
But he hopes that his beloved grandson will at least forgive the mistakes of his parents.Wish his heart can be reunited with his children and grandchildren even though in different circumstances.
The roar of the car engine was clearly heard entering the courtyard of their house and their attention was turned towards the sound of the roar of the car engine, and then shortly afterwards in the sound of horn honking loud.
Mona and her grandmother were flabbergasted and looked out of their room.
Mona stared back at the granny's troubled face.
" Something seems to be coming to our house." Her grandmother Mona turned to look at Mona's window.
Mona hesitantly wiped her tears and her face turned tense.
His mind was immediately fixed on the mother who most likely caught up with him.
" Sir, why don't you come to our house and Zeanu interracial." Mona asked, looking at the grandmother.
Just now Mona finished talking the sound of knocking on the door was heard loudly from the outside, Mona and her grandmother clenched and exchanged looks.
" Assalamualaikum's chat. "
Sounding from outside the door as she said her greeting, Mona stared increasingly tensely as she recognized the voice.
" That's Zeanu grandma, she must be here with mama." Mona looked confused.
" We'd better see them Mona, please,." Reply to her grandmother with a hopeful gaze if Mona is willing to meet her parents.
Mona was silent she just stared blankly at the room.
Before he spoke, his grandmother had left Mona in confusion.
The grandmother slowly approached the door while outside there was still a person repeating his greeting
With the gamang the grandmother also ventured to open the door.
As soon as the door opened a woman sprinkled towards him and hugged him tightly.
" MAMA !!" The strangulation of the woman who was none other than her mother Mona Fatma was scattering the middle-aged woman's embrace.
" Fatma." Screaming the grandmother softly, why suddenly his voice disappeared just like that after seeing the real child hugging him tightly.
" Mom, forgive Fatma.Fatma is wrong, Fatma has sinned with all this, forgive Fatma mother huu.huu.." Fatma was sobbing in front of her mother hysterically.
The mother hugged awkwardly because after a long time the hug felt hollow.
" Mom, how should Fatma make amends for this mistake ?" Isak returned to Fatma with a full day.
The mother stroked Fatma's head gently, not thinking if she had to ignore the good intentions of the child who wanted to make up for all her mistakes.
" I'm sorry for Fatma." Always prostrate at the feet of his mother.
" Don't be like that, son, get up." The mother raised Fatma's shoulders affectionately.
Fatma was still sobbing dissolved in grief that she had never imagined.
" Let's sit down, please let Zeanu come in." Said the grandmother invited Zeanu and a man whose age is not much different from his son.
Fatma sat not far from her mother, her eyes began because she was crying incessantly.
" Mom, are you going to blame Fatma ?" Tanya Fatma looked at the nanar, her eyes increasingly blurred covered by tears that pooled in her eyes.
Fatma wiped away her tears that had started to fall into her lap.
The mother stared intently, she could not appreciate the mistake her son had made, even though it was fatal for the life of her beloved grandson.
" Mom, I'm sorry Fatma." Again Fatma apologized regretfully.
" I know, this is the most fatal mistake you make, but I don't have the right to hate you, because after all you are still a mother's child, and I will always forgive you." Reply to the middle-aged woman warmly.
Fatma's eyes got wet when she heard the wise words of her mother who touched her feelings so much that she was even more filled.
" But I can't convince your son's heart to forgive you Fat." He stared fretfully.
Fatma was amazed, what the mother said was right, Mona would not necessarily be able to forgive her mistakes.
" ......." Fatma stared fretfully with an increasingly depressed face staring bitterly at the face of the woman who had given birth to her who was getting older going after she left.
" Mom." She strangled him and hugged the old woman again, she resigned if Mona really could not forgive herself.
" I'm sorry mom, I don't want to defend Fatma,but it would be nice to talk about this mistake wisely so that Mona does not misunderstand again the departure of her mother used to leave her.Since Fatma has told me a lot about her past before." As long as the fat man interrupts between the stuffing of Fatma with the mother.
Fatma turned to the voice of her husband who was defending her.
" Mom, this is Anton's husband Fatma." Fatma introduced her husband to her mother.
His mother Fatma looked inwardly at the man sitting not far from Zeanu.
" And this is my son Zeanu." Once again the fat man introduced his son to the mother.
" Mom's already familiar with Zean's son, because he used to drive Mona home." Sela smiled warmly.
" Mom, I want to see Mona." Fatma looked compassionately at her mother.
" Mona is in her room, but it seems she can't be bothered yet, she's still shaken over this meeting." Clearly the mother gave her understanding so that Fatma did not force her to meet her son.
Fatma took a breath and turned to her husband, and who only nodded to justify the words of her mother, so that Fatma did not force to meet Mona, she understood that Mona was still in a state of shock.
" Mom, do you forgive Fatma's mistake ?" Fatma asked with a regretful look.
The mother took a deep breath and looked inside her daughter.
" A mother will always forgive her mistakes, and surely a mother will always give the best for a child." Reply to the mother calmly.
Rebashing those words was like a powerful slap on Fatma's face, and incessantly offended her feelings.
" But Fatma is not like that, hikss...." Fatma again cried she increasingly felt ill to be a mother who had the heart to abandon her child for her ego alone.
" No Fatma, every human being will have a mistake, so as long as we are still given the opportunity to fix it, then fix it." His mother gave him advice wisely.
" Mom, I don't know how else to treat Mona's heartache, I'm afraid she won't forgive me for my mistakes." Pekik Fatma wriggled while squeezing the strong hands of her mother.
" Later she will speak to Mona again, and hopefully her heart will melt, because I'm sure Mona will not let her mother beg her to apologize to her,cause either way you're still her birth mother." Clearly his mother calmed the heart of Fatma which was marked by anxiety and increasingly gripping fear.
Fatma hugged the old body again tightly, the body that was not as young as before, but her heart never changed always gave her comfort,she is also very grateful to have a mother who is very wise in dealing with her mistakes.
Behind the door of the room a girl noticed and eavesdropped on all that talk.
Mona leaned her body behind the wall of her room staring deep into the window of her room she held back her stuffing which further strained her chest cavity.
His little heart wanted to run and hold tightly to the mouth of his love and then spill all the sadness that he had been hiding.
but whatever the power, his ego still shackles his strong feelings so that his arrogance defeats his fragility.