LOVE 100 Days

CSH episode 94

MONA stared in disbelief at the woman she called Mama by Zeanu, who turned out to be her own biological mother who had long separated from her.

His voice shook violently as if he was gamed to return the embrace of his loved one.

Zeanu looked at her with shock at what she was seeing.The stepmother had confirmed that Mona was her biological child.

" Mona, how are you, baby, you're so lost to me, son.?." The whimpering of the woman sounded soft, as well as the woman whose face was not much different from Mona was hugging her warmly.

" Mona...!!" Call him back and the mother pushed slowly her daughter's body while cupping her cheeks with a moved look.

" Mona.Mona, how's your grandmother baby.?" Ask her again with a heavy voice.

Haru's cry choked his chest cavity.

All the attention of the guests present at the celebration was diverted towards them, and at once the atmosphere of the party was changed to be dramatic like a soap opera that was displaying a moving meeting.

Zeanu stared in disbelief at the two of them with various questions flailing in his mind like there was a hard blow hitting him when he knew Mona was the son of the mother.

" Maa, what is this ?" Zeanu asked them and looked at the two.

Mona was speechless with both of her eyes beginning to get wet with tears.

He did not budge to withstand the increasingly unbearable tightness.

The mother was equally unable to explain anything other than crying.

Mona slowly wiped her tears and looked at the face of the woman she loved, she saw that both her cheeks had been soaked with tears.

The meeting that he had never known before if finally Zeanu who had bridged himself met the person who always longed for his presence.

Mona gently wiped the tears that flowed down her cheeks, really she was unable to say anything else but shed her longing as well as her pent-up anger all along.

Until now he has not been able to accept the mistakes made by his mother who left him for a long time.

Mona felt her suffering started from the departure of her mother until she had to experience a deep trauma in her heart.

" Mona.Mama is so bad for you!" Say again the mother softly, between the sobbing cries, the mother waited for the child to speak with a sense that is difficult to describe.

Mona slowly let go of her mother's hand, which was still cupped gently on both cheeks.

" Mona, finally mama can meet you again son, sorry mama who has left you "His moaning again with great regret.

The sentence stuck in Mona's heart, why did not the mother easily say sorry after a long time he had to endure the suffering mentally in her.

All the guests present there looked at Haru and were curious about what was going on between the two of them,and Zeanu was no exception, the handsome man had noticed every word that was spoken from the mouth of his stepmother.

Zeanu understood what was going on with the woman he called mama, the woman his father had married 10 years ago.

Zeanu has learned a small part of the story of his stepmother's past.

Not much different from the story of Mona's life, Zeanu was once in Mona's position.

Where he grew up and grew up in quite alarming conditions, because an affair had destroyed the heresy of his parents' household.

The tempest of infidelity stuck out in the midst of family harmony until the divorce could not be avoided anymore, and both parents finally chose to separate.

The separation that affects his personal life, will not want him to have to make a choice will be with whom he lives.

The child is always the victim to the egoism of the elderly in solving the household polemic and after not finding a bright spot in the problem, divorce is the last step they take mileage.

Zeanu understood that when the father met a woman with the same past background, so the father without thinking again decided to marry the woman,and the woman was none other than the biological mother of the woman he loved all this time.

" So mom is Mona's parents ?" Zeanu hesitantly interrupted amidst the thrills of the two women before him.

the woman he called the mother nodded slowly and then turned back towards Mona who was still sobbing softly.

Mona stared with a variety of feelings towards the woman who had always been the strongest figure in her heart and she could only stare resignedly with her mouth feeling tightly locked, unable to let out a word from her mouth.

He wanted to call that name, the name he always called whenever he was injured, the name he always called when he missed.

Mona shook her head slowly and then looked down deeply with a feeling of increasingly in the middle of nowhere.

This should have been a very happy moment for him.Because this meeting was so sacred because he could rediscover the paradise of his life.

But.......

Something was stirring up her feelings.

Happy or otherwise ?

two questions that are difficult to distinguish.

Didn't he miss this meeting so much?

Doesn't he always say do'a so that he can be rediscovered by his paradise.

But somehow the feeling suddenly disappeared when he believed that the mother only chose to be happy with another family rather than with her.

Didn't you think of mother, if she was as strong as her energy trying to rise from the slump?

Doesn't there be any compassion for you mother, for her when blasphemy and bullying shake her mind?

all because of the divorce that has made itself one of the many victims of broken home.

Then where is your conscience, mother ?is your affection throughout the ages so that his love is not timeless ?

Where's it?

If in the end he must be one of the victims of the sheer selfishness of his parents.

Where the logic is when they decide to leave themselves in a state without direction and purpose.

Even though he knows the reason the mother left him, even though he does not understand that he can understand but that does not mean the figure of the mother who has given birth to him left him, then where is your love ?

where is your conscience as a mother?

Inner Mona fought to bring up the wounds that had once existed in her heart so that at this time the wounds were still deeply cut.

The tears were increasingly flowing profusely from the hug of the eyes down the valley of the tender cheeks. Mona could not help but picture herself in her past as she was swayed in search of a identity, constantly trying to find a refuge so that she could find someone who could strengthen herself.

Getir felt he had to reopen the journey of his life that he did not easily pass, the past could not be lost from his memory.

Where was a mother's heart? when he was really at his lowest point.

Where is she....???

Resentment for the treatment of a woman who had given birth to him but abandoned him.

The hatred for the injustice of a woman who has made her in this world, will but choose to make other families happy.

Anger at once misses it to be one no matter what he has to do.

" Mona, talk to mama, why are you just quiet ?" Asked the mother softly while twisting both of Mona's narrow shoulders hysterically.

Seeing his daughter who was only silent by staring like a stranger made the mother increasingly restless and disappointed.

Mona remained unmoved only the tears flowing profusely that represented the picture of her feelings.

Mona let go of the woman's hand gently and stepped back.

" I'm sorry !" Lirih.

" Mona !" Call your mom by staring.

The feeling of disappointment was undeniable to see the attitude of the baby who chose to avoid him.

Mona slowly turned her body and ran out

leaving that place with various feelings in his heart.

"Mona !!" Call Zeanu running after him.

" Wait on Mona ! " The sergeant by blocking his steps, Zeanu then pulled Mona's hand to stop immediately.

Mona stopped her steps and then fell silent.

" Mona.So you've been the son of my stepmom ?" Zeanu asked with a heavy gaze.

Mona fell silent and closed her eyes, unable to tell the truth.It felt like for now she had not said everything to Zeanu.

" Mona look at me !I'm the same lo, is it true that the woman I call mama is your parents too ?" Zeanu asked half forcefully again with a firm grip on Mona's frail-looking shoulder.

" Yes ." Answer Mona quickly.

His eyes that glare full of anger staring into the face of the man in a calm manner that is none other than sodara.

Zeanu let out a long sigh the short answer from Mona made him choked, a loud punch on his face.

Somehow his memory returned to a story that had been told by his mother he continued to him, if he had sodara continued women.

Zeanu looked at the girl's face with a feeling of distress, but did not shake her after knowing Mona was a female sodara continued from a woman who had been considered as her own biological mother.

Zeanu's thoughts were stirring he did not expect in the slightest if in reality they were sodara continued.

" So you've been parting ways with your nyokap?" Zeanu asked again and the question made his cheek jaw harden that second as well.

Mona was silent again not answering, as if she was neutralizing her chaotic feelings.

" Mon, if you've been separated all this time, then why do you even go to avoid mama lo ?" Zeanu looked back at Mona who was still sobbing with both palms closing her mouth.

Mona was still speechless ignoring Zeanu's question.

" Mona, speak up !" Zeanu said a little forcefully.

But Mona remained silent unmoved.

" I don't know if you have a problem with my parents, but you should know that your mom loves you very much.Gue is sure it's Mon." Light Zeanu again said in a normal tone.

The movements of Mona's facial expression stared quickly at Zeanu with her irises emitting firmly.

" What did you say ? my mom loves me?, then why does she stay with me ?and where has he been for 15 years?" Mona asked stared fiercely at Zeanu.As if she wanted to bring out everything that became a mess in her heart.

" But, you at least have a reason to leave Lo Mon." Sergey Zeanu defended his mother.

" But at least my mama has more conscience than she has to maintain her own ego." Mona shouted furiously.

" But your parents have been suffering for this parting." Zeanu continues to defend his mother and Mona's mother.

" I hurt even more deeply with what my mom did to me, is that fair enough for me after all this time I live in uncertainty,how easily did my mom say sorry?" Mona asked a cynical smile as well as enduring the grief.

Zeanu stared at the nanar, what Mona said was logical, but not that this mistake could still be corrected, and this was not their chance to fix each other.

" Mona, this can all be talked about carefully.So give your mother a chance to explain her problems all this time." Zeanu asks Mona to get rid of her ego.

" Enough Zean !I think it's too late and I'm sure my mom will be happier living with your family, than it should be me." Clearly Mona was staring at nanar, between resignation and anger was so thin that he had difficulty distinguishing it.

" No Mona, you're thinking wrong about it, because you don't know what's been your problem all along." Zeanu said firmly.

" Lo know what about my life and my parents ?" Mona asked bitterly at Zeanu.

Zeanu sighed he could not answer with what Mona asked, he realized that he was not a person who was important enough in the life of a Mona to understand the full state of Mona.

" I'm sorry Zean.Gue has ruined your party and....."

" It's your party too Mona, it's your happy day, you can meet your nyokap." Sela Zeanu quickly.

" Sorry, it takes time to calm my heart." Mona's speech is short. Once again Mona smiled cynically, she did not care if Zeanu considered herself a selfish girl, even the heart of it, she said, because what he wanted to feel at this moment went to dodge and calm his mind which had messed up his mood.

Mona steps away leaving Zeanu looking at her stunned, letting Mona go with her heart.

He understood with what was going through the sweet girl who is now a sodara continued her woman.It is unthinkable if the giver of destiny will send the figure of a Mona to be a female-to-female in her life.

Then what did her feelings all this time mean for the girl?

Zeanu just stared resignedly at the body of the girl who stepped far away leaving him.

The woman who was familiarly called by the mother approached her with eyes still bright, she tried to chase after the only princess with anxiety.

" Zean, where's the mona ?" Ask in a hoarse voice.

" I'm sorry Zean ma, Zean can't help it, it looks like Mona is still hit with this reality." Obviously Zeanu while warmly embracing the mother's shoulder.

Slowly but surely the mother sobbed back crying over what had happened.

So all this time the beautiful girl that Zeanu used to tell her about was her own daughter whom she had left so long ago.

Sorrow mixed into one makes him dissolve in endless regret.