
MONA was still silent with tears in her eyes, staring deep into the sky there, watching the clear sky with many star decorations .The moon seemed to smile and was laughing at her who was being enveloped by grief, and the pain began to spread throughout her body.
A gust of wind made Mona tighten her body. There was no longer any desire to recall his feelings towards the handsome man.In fact, the man can only play his feelings with all his selfishness.And spill a wound in his heart.
" Tonight I want to let go of all my feelings for you, and forget all my feelings. Just remembering you, I really can't." The girl's grunts in the middle of her gentle sobbing.
Mona closed her eyes slowly making her tears more rushing down her smooth cheeks.
The tightness of this chest makes it difficult to breathe.
" Tonight and only tonight I last cry over my feelings." Continue Mona with a deep sense of regret.
Mona looked back at the sky.
Oh, my God, GOD !! is it to be happy that I have to suffer this much ?? mona's mind is getting worse.
Mona bowed her head, then finally she lowered her body weakly.The tears had fallen a lot to wet the surface of her clothes.
Tonight the whole sky there is witness to the pain that Mona is experiencing.
The look of her face grimaced withstanding the tremendous pain in her head.
For some reason just arrived his sectarian vision blurred along with his head felt pulsating violently.
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TWO Mona's eyes opened little by little, occasionally she squinted her net to adjust the light of a brightly lit room.After having blinked her eyes many times,his eyes opened perfectly, he looked at every corner of the room that was now in his place.
He knew very well about this room, and this is Banny's apartment room, Mona was aghast and changed her position to sit down, but for a moment she grimaced feeling her head slowly pulsating.
In the midst of his pain that whack the girl was trying to recall the incident some time ago before he arrived at this place.Slowly his memory began to recover, and remember fully the incident some time ago.
He recalled, as he was about to leave the garden by the road to return home,but somehow suddenly his head felt throbbing hard like being hit by a hard object to cause tremendous pain in his feeling, after which he did not remember it at all.
To remember that alone, it felt like his head was throbbing back, thinking hard made his pain react back.
One of his hands stretched out touching the back of his head that felt increasingly throbbing.
Slowly Mona breathed in the atmosphere of the room so quiet.
Why is he here ??
Who brought him here ??
Mona's mind looked around her.
Mona slowly laid her body on the back of the bed with her eyes still staring around her trying to find the existence of the handsome man.
Before long the door of the room opened and showed a man standing in the doorway.
Mona looked straight at the man who started walking towards her with a small tray containing a glass of water.
Mona's eyeballs rounded amid the pain she was suffering she tried to hold back her groan.
The man reviewed a gentle smile with a facial expression that was as grim as it was when he saw the girl had regained consciousness.
Mona looked in disbelief.
" Thank God you're human !" Said the man slowly, then kept the tray on the nightstand.
Mona stared increasingly clueless, why could she be in the room of the haughty man's apartment.Not that she had gone far away from this place, then why did she just come back here again?
Mona gawked in disbelief.
Mona secretly touched both cheeks and then in her crumb slowly to prove that she was not dreaming.
The man approached her and sat directly on the bed facing straight towards the girl.
Mona still looked at him in disbelief at what was happening to him at this moment.
" I'm very worried about you." Banny sighed softly as her eyes stared deeply at the girl.
" As I remember, I was somewhere else, but I don't remember anything else.Suddenly my head felt heavy." Mona lirih.
" Why am I in this room now ? " Task Mona with her natural soft voice without making up.
Before answering, the man with the handsome face gave a gentle smile, so that the impression of the cold face disappeared instantly from the line of his face.
Mona just gawked at the unusual change in the look on the man's face.
" You fainted." Banny said briefly.
Fainted ??
Mona thought for a moment.
" Who brought me here ?" Ask Mona again, her neutrality focused on the man's face.Entah what has happened to her, making her not understand.
" I brought you home here." Banny.
Mona increasingly does not understand what the handsome man said to display a beautiful frown on his forehead.
How can this man know where he is ?
Not after him when he left his apartment.
" Mona," Call Banny staring doubtfully.
The girl's eyes still glanced with a heart and then looked at her with various demands.
" I'm sorry Monan, so I followed you, I even saw the presence of Space in that place." Clearly slowly.
Mona was stunned by staring in shock, but a moment later she was seen grimacing back while holding her head.
Mona shook her face looking troubled.
But it seems he is reluctant to explain what happened between himself and Angkasa.Ke wants to explain it is lost from his feelings, he just waste energy to explain it, he just waste energy to explain it,surely Banny has her own perception of it.
Mona sighed and she could only resign to what became the provisions of the owner of his life plan.
Let it be, it will still be Banny's prejudice against him, he feels hard not to be interested in explaining it.
" I'm so worried about you, Mona, please forgive me and all my prejudices for this long to you." Banny.
Slowly the man grabbed the girl's hand.
With feelings that cannot be explained Mona was stunned by what the man said to her.
Oye....
What is going on in this man's brain ?
why did she turn 180° ??
Mona looked at the man in full view.
Does this guy have a power pole?
The girl was busy asking in her heart about the change in attitude of the man.
" I don't want to lose you Mona." Banny stared meaningfully.
Not knowing what to do Mona was only able to grimace holding back feelings that were difficult to understand.
Is he dreaming ?
For a moment Mona let herself dissolve in her helplessness.As far as possible she went away from this creature, but somehow the LORD sent her back before him.
Mona closed her eyes, her power to get away from Banny's life yawned somewhere making her feelings melt instantly.
His feelings were moved back after hearing the handsome man's statement.
" I don't want to care anymore about everything, I just want to fight for what is mine." Banny stared with shahdu.
Mona opened her eyes again and took a slow breath, the feeling of haru in the chest was increasingly full fill the space of her heart.either why her two eyes felt wet, sober,but not because of crying for his pain, he is now crying for his happiness.
Mona looked down, powerless to look into the eyes of the owner of the handsome face, who looked at her meaningfully.
Banny pulls Mona's chin until their face approaches.Very close.The girl's breath hits her face and Banny can feel the rome feathers all over her body standing.
" I want you Mona !" The man's whisper was soft.
Mona was silent.She just stared at Banny with breath still hunting.They met face to face long enough.As if to convince each other of her feelings for each other.
Banny opium will stare at the old chocolate bead Mona.She seemed to drown there, she was drowning,a clean white face and a nose that is not too sharp and thick eyebrows that can add to the impression of a face that is not bored to look at.
A crazy decision just flashed through his mind.
How not as long as he was married to that girl there was something he had never told her.
Mona looked down with shame, shy in the long face of the handsome man.Tak usually Banny looked at him as intensely as it was, like hinting at something.
The pain in his head subsided a little, somehow the man's love speech was able to cope with the pain in his head.
" I want us to forget everything, and we start over." Banny's whisper drew her face closer to the girl.
Tears of happiness were more inundated in the beautiful eyeballs of the girl.During this time she always waited for a moment like this, the moment where the handsome man expressed his heart.Surely he could no longer resist the feeling.
Tonight really means so much to him.
" I want tonight to be a very meaningful start for us as a married couple, like any other married couple." Banny's hand reflexes outstretched to wipe Mona's tears that began to melt on her cheek.
But the look of the eyes was still look hesitantly staring at him.At least Banny had done the right thing to express his heart about how the continuation of the marriage.
Banny cupped the girl's face and then touched it, aligning it with the position of her face.
Mona's heart was pounding faster staring at the look of the eyes that seemed to want something from her.
Slowly the man brought his face closer and before long their lips were clenched to each other releasing the feeling that they had been quieting.
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Banny notices Mona's face is still asleep.The love that rises in the woman in front of him is no longer unstoppable.Wish once he immediately ended this theatrical relationship and began to live a sacred bond that will no longer be him toying.
Thirty-year-old man stroked Mona's soft cheeks.His heart trembled when their skin touched each other.His sturdy hand was stopped when the woman in front of him wriggled because of the soft touch that in it, the,there was even a subtle murmur coming out of the girl's mouth.
Banny looked at the sweet girl's face.
After observing in great detail the girl's face, a round chin with dimples splits her chin, she can clearly remember two dimples that were so beautiful when the girl smiled sweetly at him.
It is still clear in Banny's memory of the first time seeing this girl so indifferent to her,unlike the case with other women who are ambitious to approach him including Manda former secretary of beauty.Banny gave an opportunity to Mona to be made secretary in place of Manda.
His energetic yet innocent attitude was able to make a Banny interested in him.Loyalty and professional attitude makes more sure if Mona is able to compensate.
Even Banny blushed herself imagining it at some point when this girl was caught red-handed stealing the look of her beautiful face.
By shaking Banny remember the incident,and there was the most memorable thing in her heart when she recalled a scene that she would never forget in her entire life.And it was her first kiss after all this time she did not do that with a woman other than Kinaya is her ex-lover.
The kiss was able to vibrate his heart to make an impact until now.He was dissolved in these memories.
Until now Banny still guesses the brown color of the girl's eyeball bead, even the color of the eyeball is what always makes her opiate to stare longer.
Now the eyes are open looking at me towards him.
Mona stared fixedly at the man's face which was cool to affect his face, and Banny did not realize that Mona was returning her gaze.
" It's !" Call gently.
Banny did not care about it, she still looked at the girl's face.
" Have you been satisfied to look at me ?" Mona said back, this time her voice was quite clear.
Banny's body trembled hearing the girl's half-sighing voice as she spoke to him.
Not once Banny will dream of being able to hear the hoarse sound of waking up a Mona to be able to shake her heart.
All this time he never paid attention to the ritual of the girl in the morning.What else greeted him when he woke up.
" I'll never be satisfied." Banny replied without shame.
Mona smiled softly this morning was a historic morning in her life, the figure of a Banny who always looked cold face and no warm smile greeted her when the morning incarnated.
But now the lip line was no longer flat, smiling to form a beautiful crescent moon.
" What time is it ?" Mona asked wriggling so elegantly.
Banny glanced at the clock she was on the nightstand right next to Mona.
This is the second time they sleep in one bed, if previously Banny had fallen asleep together in the Ac because the room was too cold.
But this time there was no resistance from the girl letting him sleep beside her.
" Five o'clock at dawn." Replied Banny was reluctant because soon the sun will rise and of course they will be separated through the day in their respective offices.
Somehow Banny felt she didn't want to be away with this girl after the affair.
Yes....
At first he would have thought if he would never fall in love with this girl, marrying her just to make her happy.And divorcing her again was his last goal he knew the girl.It turns out he was wrong, he said,a kilo of cotton is no lighter than a kilo of steel.The more days passed with him, the heavier the feeling he carried.
Mona pulls out her blanket and wakes up.
" I'll get ready to make breakfast and......" The girl's words hang.
" There's still an hour to go, and that's far more." Banny said as she pulled Mona in her arms.
Mona smiled wryly as the man hugged her tightly.
His little heart still does not believe in the reality that is now in nature.
The happiness he never imagined before if finally the man would love him.
" Come closer and don't move away again "Smooth Banny whispered her lips almost stuck to the girl's ear.
Before long his lips gently tucked the girl's shoulder until it opened.
Mona's body trembled violently, feeling something she had never felt before.