
MONA stared desolately at the starless sky, there were only clouds that began to march away fading into the dark night.
Much was being thought of by the girl about a feeling that was now troubling her mind.
Somehow his mind floated far away to the figure of a man he had just known but so easily expressed his heart.
No, exactly Angkasa is not a man who is new to him, but this man his figure is always discussed and introduced by the grandmother but it is not directly.
Yes, the grandmother always said if the grandson of her friend was the right man for her criteria.Why did she ignore this at that time?
Why he chose instead to find a companion to life through his path.And now he is trapped in a charade matchmaking.
Mona sighed heavily gazing further into the sky there which began to look thick no more white clouds clumped away already blown by the wind then, as if understanding how she felt for now.
The girl stood with a blank look leaning against the window of her room, she did not know what to do, why as if all the facts always led her to a feeling of dilemma.
His mind was increasingly branching into the thing that became the center of his mind, and the mind was fixed on the figure of a charismatic man, it seemed that it was dominating most of his brain at this time, he said,for him it is easy to turn away from the figure of a Banny but...,
Then what about his return to a Wiguna who had helped him so much in difficult conditions and as with open arms and a sincere heart the wise man helped him without seeing who he is and during that time also his kindness became his life capital when he was really in the slump.
It was Banny's father who played an important role in life in difficult times.
So to refuse his request it felt like the girl felt helpless.
So what's wrong if this time the man asks her to be his daughter-in-law ?
although indeed the person who will be made her husband either loves her or not.
The dilemma is becoming more and more so in the mind of the girl,on the one hand he began to be interested in the personality of his figure of an Angkasa who is so easy to take sympathetic with his gantelman attitude and his simple treatment and merta make him feel comfortable,the criteria are not far with the criteria of a Zeanu.Meski feeling is not spared just like that but he is sure if the comfort can not be replaced.
Mona sighed again feeling more and more tightness in her chest, that she felt she needed something to calm down the increasingly complicated feelings.
" What are you thinking, baby ?" Asked the middle-aged woman's soft voice managed to make the girl stunned then turned her head with a nervous feeling.
" Granny just surprised !no, no, there's nothing Mona thinks about." He said with a wry smile.
" Grandma knows you're thinking something." Said Wiranti the girl's grandmother trying to look around.
Mona again can only be silent and stare at the woman who always dauai his feelings.
" You can't lie to grandma !" Culpuruh.
Mona fell silent then looked back at the increasingly dense sky.
" If time can be turned back, Mona wants to go back to Mona's childhood, and Mona wants to make Mama and Dad able to reunite,so that Mona does not experience life as bitter as that and must accept and repay the goodwill of others." Say it with a soft.
Wiranti, the grandmother sank so softly in the feeling that is being felt by this grandson against the problems that are happening.
" Mona does love Mr. Banny, but it turns out that there are more people who love Mona Nek and it's Angkasa, the man who will be in the match of grandmother to Mona." Speak with bowed.
" Does Angkasa want to say his feelings to you Mona ?" Ask the grandmother so gently.
Mona nodded slowly with a depressed look.
" You do not grieve Mona, if indeed Space is your destiny then the LORD will lead you to that feeling, granny knows this reality is not easy for you to go through,after thirty days of marriage you will be parting again with son Banny, then grandma suggests if indeed Angkasa will wait for you for that long then you do not need to be sad about this separation, you do not have to be sad about this separation,there's a way, baby." The grandmother stared softly.
Mona was silent trying to consider what her grandmother suggested.
" Even though Mona had to bear a name Mona never wanted." Mona asked staring with bitter feeling.
" For now do what you're supposed to do, believe me if someone's feelings no one knows what they'll be like." Said the grandmother staring gently trying to convince her grandson's feelings of increasingly dilemma.
" Honey Mona, follow your heart, and pray that you be close to what you want.Yes, dear." Said the grandmother lovingly.
" Geez, Mona is confused as to what Mona should do, from now on Mona will do what grandma says.Mona knows all this Mona's fault for not hearing Grandma's words." The girl said in her gaze.
" No, do not blame yourself, the grandmother is sure that behind this matter there will surely be a silver lining.ALLAH it will not test his people beyond the limits of his ability." Again the grandmother gave him the motivation to remain optimistic.
Mona nodded feeling so much affection this middle-aged woman had towards her.
" Grandmother, thank you so much, my grandmother from then until now always loved Mona." Said the girl with a pushy look.
" It's grandma's duty to love you as Grandma's granddaughter." Reply Wiranti the wisest grandmother hoe warmly on the shoulders of her beloved grandson.
" It's lucky that Mona has a grandmother like this grandmother, even if in reality the attitude of the mother is very different from the grandmother." Mona looked at me.
" Grandma will still be your grandmother and your mother, but that doesn't mean you should forget about your mother, because at least there's no you if your mama isn't around." The grandmother stared wisely.
Mona smiled thinly, the golden heart of this beloved woman who always gave her to infinite beauty and this female figure was truly the heart of an angel who never made her granddaughter sad.
And the girl is more sure if the reason the grandmother betrothed herself because it was too dear to her to find the figure of the man who is most appropriate for her, he said,but unfortunately sometimes the good is always considered bad by him, with negative thinking first.
" Sorry, Mona yes, at that time Mona refused this matchmaking, in fact grandmother will match Mona to a man who really criteria Mona." Speak with regretful eyes.
" You don't have to apologize, grandma negrtiin your feelings, granny realize if in a match it will make you uncomfortable, but yes it's all destiny." Clearly the grandmother was looking carefully at her grandson.
Mona could only smile bitterly feeling that regret further undermined her feelings.
" Yes nek, and Mona also believes that if Mona obeys her wishes, Wiguna is a small part of Mona's destiny to repay her for her betterment, even though Mona has to sacrifice Mona's feelings for her,and Mona hopes that this fate will change how Banny feels about Mona." Clearly Mona is downcast.
" You really hope Banny will love you sincerely ?" Ask the grandmother to look straight.
Mona fell silent increasingly bowed deeply, could not be denied if her heart was already far adrift of the figure of the arrogant man, although often acting painful himself but somehow he felt difficult to release the feeling.
" Mona," Call the grandmother gently.
Mona puffed up then stared doubtfully feeling the growing unease.
" Mona, if you love Banny, then Space ?don't you just make him a runaway."
" I don't know Grandma, that's what Mona is thinking right now.Mona could have married Mr. Banny and then divorced after that Angkasa will be willing to wait until the time, but Mona feels Mona's feelings only......," The girl's words stopped feeling more guilty about her feelings.
" Just love Banny's boy ?" The grandmother interrupted and looked into the face of the granddaughter, who was increasingly in love with Banny.
" Love the one who really loves you, not the one you really love." Said the grandmother.
Jamb......
There is a deep feeling behind the grandmother's words and somehow the statement feels like a true feeling if it's been so deep put feelings towards people who never love her.Mona was silent only smiling bitterly looked inside the grandmother.
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" Mon, how's the wedding preparation elo ?" Tanya Amel broke the silence.
Mona glanced at her little with a reluctant feeling as her best friend asked her about her marriage.
" Don't ask me, Banny takes care of everything." Reply Mona with no taste.
" Loh is elo not included in the preparation ?" Tanya Amel while enjoying her lunch.
" I was just told to choose a dress for the doang, and for the others, Mr. Banny took care of everything." Mona was clearly indifferent.
" This part is just a wedding setting doang kok, why also the Mona must bother everything.This is not a beautiful moment for him." Sela Tamara chimed in by slowly stirring her bass sauce so tastefully.
" Elo doesn't like it if Mona's married to Mr Banny ?" Amel asked looking seriously at Tamara.
" I'm ?" Tamara pointed at herself.
" Who else is Tamara annatasya.?" Reply Amel with a look of annoyance.
" Well if I am, Mona married anyone fine-fine aja, human if only the setting is rich gini, I honestly do not feel Mel's objection." Clearly Tamara looked straight at Amel who began to put his face jutek.
" But I'm sure that Banny's sir is starting to like Tam ama Mona, and I'm sure that divorce won't happen." Amel said with a full gaze towards his two best friends.
" Well, where do you know?you don't have to so-soan outrank the instinct elo deh, it's clear that Mr. Banny has started to play with the new child, who is the name Mon tuh chick? " Tanya Tamara turned to Mona.
" Arnetta ? " Answer Mona was brief.
" Nahh that !that beautiful woman will definitely attract her attention, boss." Tamara said she did not want to lose with full confidence.
" Heh elo know where too? if my boss is interested in that pretty girl ?" Ask Amel started to get angry.
" What don't you see? if they often go and go home together, if there's nothing there's no way they can go along with it." Tamara.
" Ahh elo so you know, I'm just saying they're real Tam." Amel interrupted.
" coincidentally how can be in such a direction well, the question is suspicious tuh boskul if going to work muter-muter that time yaa find passengers are also rich in angkot." Tamara said as she shook her head.
" You two stop making noise." Mona said while covering both ears.
Mona's two best friends let out a sigh and looked at Mona simultaneously, but a moment later they looked at each other.
" Your opinions make me more confused." Mona said with a look of stress.
" My instinct is strong if the bosskul is dear to the elo." Amel said his intonation toilet was full of emphasis.
" Keren said he could not predict it, now so-soan so know the bosskul dear Mona, herman shah I am elo." Sela Tamara stared in frustration at one of her best friends.
" Tam my instincts this time are strong." Sergey Amel remained in his stance.
" Eat the instinct !" Cetus Tamara glanced at the jutek.
" The sky expresses its feelings as I do." Mona interjected in the midst of the debate between her two best friends and looked at her two best friends.
Suddenly it made his two friends surprised instead of playing and turned simultaneously towards Mona.
" What ??? Screeched Amel with his perfectly rounded eyes.
Tamara was staring at the same thing.
" Buck me this way." Tamara interjected with a frustrated-looking face.
" Seriously Mon, don't you guys there's no elo shoot, can you ?when is Mon ?" Amel asked his best friend with a variety of questions.
" Lo nanya rich hansip who is being digeintrogasi aja malingih anyway Mel." Tamara looked at keki.
Amel momentarily turned towards Tamara with a resentful feeling.
" I'm surprised Mel, so I feel as if Angkasa knows if my marriage is just a fictitious, Mel." Mona stared worriedly.
" What do you mean ?? " Amel asked after he had finished his meal.
" So the blue sky knows that elo's wedding is just a doang setting, so from that he shot elo ?" The light of Tamara enthusiastically chimed in and while Amel stared anxiously at the girl with the infectious body that began to look complicated in his eyes.
" It seems so, but if he knows about this, then he knows where this is going, then you know not too long ago." Mona shared her gaze with questioning eyes.
Amel shrugged his shoulders high with a flat facial expression.
" Yess !! that means the blue sky has a chance to take over the feeling of elo." Back Tamara chimed.
" The Space of Tamara." Sela Mona glances her eyeballs upwards until they turn.
" Heem, the little star of the blue sky." Amel screeched with a cynical glance towards Tamara.
Tamara melengos with facial features began to frown at the jokes of her best friend.
" I was surprised by his attitude Angkasa, he could be real his feelings continue he will wait for answers from me until the time comes.I mean what try ? ,you guys can imagine that suddenly my guy shot me directly at that." Mona looked at her two best friends.
Mona's two best friends looked at each other.
" The time has come until Azan magrib ?" Amel said with scorn.
" I think he's waiting for your widow.Something like that. ?" Tamara said.
Amel glanced sharply he objected if Angkasa did that to Mona.
" I think the guy is expecting too much elo, it's obvious you're going to get married why he shot elo?" Ask Amel staring.
" That's what is called Mel's love, to the point.Now if this marriage is only a setting there is no harm if Mona receives another love, it means Mona can still have a chance to be happy even if not by booskul." Tamara reiterated excitedly.
Amel was silent staring with a variety of feelings towards his best friend who can sometimes make his laugh funny sometimes irritated him half to death.But this time what he said was a girl with an infectious body was right, it was true,if Mona's best friend deserves to be happy, sex is not with that handsome guy.
" Elo's right Tam, and now it's up to you Mon." Said Amel soften.Tenderizing his body on the back of the chair with resignation.
" Help me Mel to solve this problem ?" Mona said with a face of dilemma.
" What is your feeling, then ?" Ask Amel staring fretfully.
Mona is silent if she has to ask about her feelings, and it always causes her heart and mind to instantly become deadlocked.
" Do you know who you're feeling ?" Amel added by guessing for sure the feelings of his best friend.
" Love Mona's chance to make Mel think." Tamara interrupted again with a worried look at her best friend.
" Lo think this is again the national final exam in love for a chance to think." Amel said and .....
Taps......
His gaze banged onto a chair that saw his boss with a woman who was no stranger to him.His round eyes narrowed trying to clearly investigate the whereabouts of his boss.
And sure enough if it was his boss who was with Arnetta the woman who was suspected by Tamara who was close to her boss.
Somehow his feelings turned back towards the handsome man, if at first he was very supportive of his marriage but this time his decision changed,and he admitted if all this time had been misperceived if his boss had any feelings for his best friend, the reality is not at all.And it makes him regret having convinced his best friend about the handsome man.
Mona exhaled violently.
" Okay, how if I saranin elo play our boss's game, then after the wedding after you can be happy with the guy blue sky that." Said Amel turned Mona who was still staring blankly with the look of her face increasingly in lema.
This time Mona and Tamara were made to shock at the statement of her best friend who suddenly turned back to 180 degrees.
" Lo why the hell Mel, a friend of the time yes, just a few minutes elo maintain the feeling of the boss pride lo, now really even make the Mona turn away from the boss, the good elo right?" Tamara's question was seen scratching her head that did not itch to see the change in attitude of her best friend.
" I think it's bad to also see that beautiful woman is close to the boss, it's so old boss nyebelin also yah, bikin my jealous feelings represent the feelings of Elo Mona." Said Amel while pointing to one of the tables that had his boss with Arnetta sitting together enjoying lunch together.
At the same time Mona and Tamara turned to look at Amel.
And suddenly Tamara was stunned by her expression as if she had found a lover with her affair.
And it managed to make Mona look speechless by staring stiffly at the boss who was busy conversing familiarly with Arnetta,and somehow his feelings are more certain if there is a special relationship between them.
" Elo's eyes just opened." Said Tamara staring satisfied.this time she felt victorious.
" This time my instincts are right, if they have anything special." Tamara added back.
Amel glanced at Keki towards the infectious girl with one of her eyebrows rising high.
" Not coming." He said, turning his gaze toward Mona who was still silent.
The girl's gaze could not be shifted to look long towards the whereabouts of the boss with his jealousy that was difficult to hide anymore,yes, he was jealous of the woman who so easily got a special place in the heart of the handsome man, even though he was just theatrical, he said, but the fact is it feels heavy if he has to see his boss close to other women.
" I'm sure this storm will soon pass, so the LORD presents an Angaksa to you." Say Tamara with poetic pretentious.
" So poetic live elo Tam." Amel said with a throw of face.Tamara only smiled triumphantly if the instincts of an Amel no longer apply for the moment.