LOVE 100 Days

CSH episode 73

BANNY stared at the silent sky of his room and his mind glared far away, why the uneasiness did not want to go away from the feeling of his soul.

Anxiety that increasingly shackles his heart and mind why not he is feeling his feelings that he can no longer hide in his skit.

His feelings grow increasingly roaring as he recalls Zeanu's words this afternoon saying that Zeanu will be ready to wait for Mona until her love affair ends with him.

Somehow the speech feels like a threat that will take his love Mona from him, even though it is clear Mona and himself there is no clear bond.

But what Zeanu will do to Mona makes him feel afraid to lose the figure of a Mona.

Banny took a deep breath she threw away the increasingly stifling feeling in her chest, why didn't Zeanu tell her she really loved Mona.

Banny recalled the conversation she had with Zeanu last afternoon and her face was bent and her emotions began to hunt as she recalled the words that Zeanu said.

" How long will you play with Mona eat for that long I will wait for her." Zeanu spoke out loudly, turning his back to Banny who stood looking.

" So you've been secretly loving it all this time ?" Banny asked looking straight at Zeanu's shoulder.

" Yes." Yeah." Banny replied briefly.

" It only took me three months for this show." Say it again Banny with a heavy voice.

" And you're sure that your feelings won't contribute to this ?" Zeanu turned to Banny.

Banny fell silent and did not answer Zeanu's question, because she understood that Zeanu's question was quite in her heart

Because if he does not realize if his feelings begin to feel the sparks of acidara fire began to warm his feelings again.

Banny only listened to Zeanu's face waiting for the answer to his question and Banny turned her eyes out of his office window and she saw a white cloud clumping in the blue sky,apparently he was reluctant to say the true feelings he was feeling right now.

" Fall in love with someone is not easy.It takes time to feel it." Banny said stiffly he still tried to hide his true feelings towards Mona.

" Why aren't you being honest ?" Sela Zeanu fast.

" Honest ?" Banny asked furrowed both eyebrows as if she was pretending not to understand the question Zeanu was asking.

" I know you not a year two Ban, long enough I know you and if you have feelings for Mona I can find out without having to talk a lot about it." Zeanu stared intently at Banny.

" Heuuh..," Banny smiled cynically she felt Zeanu was too pretentious of her.

" Why ?" Zeanu asked staring in full search at Banny who only smiled cynically at him.

" You're too ignorant of my feelings." Reply Banny with a sniffle.

" If you have no feelings for Mona,you can't possibly not like to see me close to Mona.If you don't have feelings for her where you might as well come to Mona's house just to deliver medicine, you know who you are ?" Speak Zeanu with a grunt.

" Zean, Zean, so you're a country if I'm so jealous if you're close to Mona, and you're also jealous if I get close to Mona?, you know ?,if that's just the guess I can also guess about it.But take it easy I'm close to Mona only limited to work and an arranged marriage.Yaaa..., if you love Mona please just ! but remember if my play is done you can approach Mona and that means you can have a chance to get her love Mona, but not for now !!." Banny was firm.

" Why ?I have the right to decide when I can approach Mona?because Mona has no contractual ties to the charade, right ?" Zeanu asked, staring hard.

" For sure I don't want my plans to fall apart because of your attitude." Banny replied with an emphasis tone of voice.

" What plan ?You just run your bokap command, right all this time ?after it's done." Sergey Zeanu who was increasingly fierce to his gaze.

" Zean,gue did all this for me so I hope you don't abandon my plans to marry Mona in three months."

" WHAT??, Married ?You want to marry Mona ?" Zeanu asked in a high tone.His astonishment increasingly ambushed his heart.

" Gue will marry Mona only for three months." Answer Banny stiffly.

" Lo gila what??, what kind of drama is this?,lo Marry Mona just for the happiness of lo doang ?how does Mona feel ?you don't think what about Mona's feelings after you got married ?then....?after marriage you're gonna divorce her?" Zeanu asked with a voice that was getting higher and his eyes were rounding more sharply and his breathing was increasingly roaring inexplicably he felt objection to the plan that would be done Banny against Mona.

" I don't need to tell you why because this is definitely none of your business !" Banny replied briefly.

His eyes seemed to dislike the response Zeanu showed towards him.

" I really care about Mona, because I love her so much!!!" Zeanu stared more sharply at the angle of the jaw of his cheek looks poking out withstanding his increasingly unstoppable emotions.

Banny returned Zeanu's sharp gaze by raising his face high he realized what Zeanu said did indeed feel burning his heart, it was clear that Zeanu's knowledge had at least provoked his emotional defense.

Banny releases her fist into her soft bed she wakes up from her daydream when Zeanu's words are still ringing so tightly in her ears.He really feels a very extraordinary jealousy for the recognition of Zeanu's loving feelings Mona is deep.

Banny squeezes his head in frustration and begins to worry about Zeanu's attitude, which at times can derail his plans to marry Mona and divorce her again in just three months.

Between fear and the seeds of love that began to grow is now mixed into one in his heart, and this is one of anxiety that has no meeting point in the matter of his life.

Banny again took a deep breath her gaze increasingly glare deep into the sky of her room she began to feel a fear that increasingly gripping her own feelings.

It is true that there began to be an unusual taste he felt towards Mona, especially the kiss has been imprinted in his heart, the kiss that has warmed his feelings that have been frozen for so long,it was that kiss that had rekindled her long-gone feelings of love after the heartbreak of Kinaya's idolatry, and it was that kiss that had reawakened the long lost passion of love.

Yes, the kiss is now a new dilemma that will not be easy for him to forget just like that.

Banny is increasingly depressed when she knows she is starting to be controlled by love that slowly makes herself a love slave that will interfere with thoughts and feelings every day prestige to confess his feelings, even he still avoids the real feeling if he has fallen in love with the figure of a Mona, you still do not want to admit it.

Let alone to admit his feelings just make sure he still can not accept.

Why can't he accept that feeling ?Why can't he admit it ?though it was clear he felt a comfortable feeling if he was near Mona, and it was clear he admitted that Monalah who had managed to open slowly the door of his heart that had been closed for so long, he said,but still Banny can not admit to his feelings.