
SILENT.......
Both are silent and busy with their respective thoughts, Mona still feels upset with the attitude of her boss who often makes her upset.
Banny occasionally turned her head towards Mona who was still bending her face with a cake.
" What are your plans for this proposal." Banny asked broke the silence.
Mona turned to look at Banny forcibly.
" Why are you quiet ?" Ask Banny by continuing to focus on the pace of her vehicle.
" I'm confused myself too." Answer Mona briefly.
Briefly Silent.
And back to silence they kept each other's thoughts together.
" We can't keep this up, sir." Mona looked at Banny who was confused.
" Then ??"
" We must immediately tell the truth sir, I will be honest with my grandmother and you also have to be honest with your Papah.We cannot continue this way sir Because .......," Mona's words hang
" For what ??" Banny asked quickly then glanced at Mona sharply.
" Because we're just pretending, sir.And besides you, you can't possibly unite with me either." Clearly Mona is downcast.
" Why can't it be united ?" Banny asked again, getting curious.
Mona is silent she tries to turn her eyes out of Banny's car window.
Banny is still waiting for an answer from Mona by continuing to drive.
" Because we don't like each other." Mona said softly she was bowed even deeper.
Banny was speechless she just smiled cynically without speaking.
Banny slowly pulled over her car and stopped and looked straight out.
" Why stop sir ?We've arrived ??" Mona asked with a look around her.
" Loh this is mah not our office sir, where are we ne ?" Mona asked worriedly after seeing Banny pull her car over at the edge of the park.
" We need to talk." Banny said as she opened her seat belt and then she got out of her car.
Mona frowned both eyebrows and began to be confused by the attitude of the boss who was always difficult to guess would be to his desire.
Banny sat on a white iron chair she leaned her back with a load of her usual face implied firmness turned grim and her gaze glared deep into the blue sky at dusk.
Mona slowly approached him and sat down beside him with an erratic feeling of direction.
Banny was still staring deep into the sky there,His newly grown hull was seen looming on the part of his branch is clean.Thick eyebrow hair was seen elongated form a round crescent and the nose pointed straight towards the sky there.
Mona watched the line of the face carefully maybe in her little heart she was feeling the same way as what Banny is feeling right now
Banny and Mona both start to like each other and it seems like the feeling is starting to be present in their hearts but out of nowhere they have to start feeling that surely their feelings grow as the theatrical love is lived.
" I'm going to propose to you." Banny said briefly and then he turned his eyes into Mona's face which looked shocked to hear her words.
" WHAT SIR ???" Ask Mona with great emphasis.
" For my papah." Said Banny slowly
" How do we feel, sir ?"Mona looked at Banny.
" You can be honest with your grandmother and say to your grandmother if all this is me asking to perform, But not with my papah.So I ask you to perform for my papah." Clearly Banny looked seriously at Mona's still-in disbelief face.
" But sir ??" Mona asked hesitantly she stared deep into Banny's face which seemed to hold a lot of weight.
" But until when we go on a show like this sir we can't possibly lie to your papah by continuing like this and then surely this lie will end." Mona clearly stared at Banny.
" I don't want to see my papah sad anymore, because after he knows we will be connected papah spirit arise again and I don't want to see my papah discouraged again." Obviously Banny while taking a deep breath and bowed for the first time Mona saw a very deep sadness reflected from the face of Banny who was always firm and cold.
Mona was silent confused by all why this had to happen to him and then he again remembered the service of Pak Wiguna to him which was very much.
It was also impossible that he would have to disappoint a person who had done so much good to him.
Still fresh in his memory when Mr. Wiguna was so sincere when helping ida when Mona could not pay off the admin graduation lecture so with the breadth of his heart Mr. Wiguna moaned without any condition.
What a kindness he could never repay with anything.
" Oh...,!!" Mona said with a bow.Banny turned her head and looked at her with a full day.
" Are you willing to help me ?" Banny asked with a sigh.
" Yes as a sign of my gratitude to your papah, Because all this time your papah has helped me a lot in my life." Mona clearly remembered the kindness of her Boss Papah.
Banny already knows about it because the papah always tells of a girl who is often helped by his papah when the papah is still a Rector.And it turns out Mona.
" Where will it be if Papah you tell us to get married ?" Mona asked looking haughtily at Banny.
Then Banny fell silent and she again threw her gaze into the twilight.
" I'll think again if it leads to that." Banny said as she looked back at Mona's face which was also staring at her.
" ......." Mona fell silent expressionlessly she just thought about how she would feel,If he has to return the favor then he is willing to feel his feelings should be made a victim of feelings because he is aware of what he is feeling at this time because of the love that arises over time for his love them.
Silently they did not speak anymore they just stared deep into the sky there with an erratic feeling in each other's hearts.
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The next......
MONA is seen tidying up some of the archives she was about to submit to Banny.
Suddenly the door was knocked fast Mona was without a second thought to allow the person who knocked on the door to enter regardless of who he was.
" Go in !!"
Mona looked up at the voice of the woman standing before her in a slightly loud voice.
At the sight of her Kinaya standing tall before her Mona was quite surprised to see her.
" YOU ??.You're Banny's fiance, right ?" Tanya Kinaya stared intently at Mona.
" Mba Kinaya ??" Sela Mona with a brick.
" Hmmm..., so you're Banny's secretary ?" Kinaya asked with a cynical face.
" Why did Tumben see Banny go down in level ?Like a secretary ?" Kinaya said arrogantly to make Mona feel offended and Mona returned Kinaya's gaze no less sharp.
" I'm sorry Mba you want to meet with Mr Banny ?" Ask back Mona who is lazy to serve her taunts Kinaya against her.
" Yeah ! Do I have to ask permission first with you huh ?Yes you are his fiance plus his secretary." Said Kinaya sarcastically and stared dislikefully at Mona.
" No need.You please enter the room Mr. Banny, he is in the room." Mona replied in a flat tone.Entah why her feelings were suddenly resentful towards Kinaya who turned out to be arrogant for mercy.
" But I want you to deliver it to Mr. Banny's room allowed" Kinaya said with a nicebelin.Mona sighed why the gospel woman should come to his office when the timing was not right.
" Please "Say Mona by looking at Kinaya's annoyed look
" Thank you." Reply Kinaya smiled cynically and stepped ahead of Mona.
Mona immediately headed to Banny's room with a feeling of annoyance after seeing Kinaya's jealousy towards her. Then Mona knocked on Banny's door pretty hard.
" Go in !" Banny answered from the room briefly.
Mona pushes slowly through the door of Banny's room and Banny seems to be busy with some of her documents in front of her.
" Excuse me sir, there's someone who wants to see you." Mona said as she stood in front of Banny.
" Who ??" Banny asked as he looked up, Banny had not finished asking Kinaya had interrupted first.
" Hey Banny !!" Sapa Kinaya who immediately poked from behind Mona's body and immediately approached Banny who was staring in wonder at her arrival.
" Kinaya ??" Peek Banny while staring at the strange Kinaya who suddenly came to his office.
" I'm interrupting your time no ?" Ask Kinaya while sitting without permission.
" Excuse me sir." Pamit Mona immediately turned her back and immediately came out of Banny's room without speaking anything more.
Banny had seen the look on Mona's face that seemed to dislike the presence of Kinaya who came suddenly and not only that Mona also seemed to dislike the attitude of Kinaya who was too presumptuous to enter her room Bannies.
" What's up Kin ??" Banny asked stared intently at Kinaya who was in front of her.
" It's nothing, I just want to meet with you, can't ya ?"
" What for ?" Banny asked with a stiff face.
" To make sure that you no longer pretend to love someone ?"
" You mean ?" Banny asked, looking at Mona getting sharper.
" Hmmm that's your secretary, right that one just now ?And you're sure it's your fiancee ??" Kinaya asked with a suspicious look.
" It doesn't seem like it's any of your business." Banny said with her face starting to look riled up.
" Knees." Call Kinaya to look gently.
" ...........???" Banny returned Kinaya's gaze stiffly and flatly.
" I'm here to apologize for what happened a few years ago for my attitude toward you." Said Kinaya with a clear face.
Banny was speechless she stared deeply into Kinaya's wailing face.
" I've forgotten it." Reply to Banny briefly.
" If I were still given a chance to..," Kinaya's words hung down she stared doubtfully at Banny who was just staring expressionlessly and Banny was just coldly responding to her.
" The chance to right my wrongs, I'm sure you still love me right ?" Kinaya asked with hopeful eyes.
Banny stared increasingly stiffly at Kinaya for some reason she felt something missing for Kinaya from inside her as it began to appear after knowing the figure of a Mona.
" Banny ? " Call Kinaya with a sad face looking at him he awaits a definite answer from the mouth of a Banny.
" There's nothing to fix anymore because we've come a long way Kin, and I don't think it's there anymore." Apparently quite firmly Banny responded to Kinaya's attitude.
" What ?? So you've forgotten that feeling? I still keep that taste." Said Kinaya with a sad face.
" Whatever it is, you are my past, and your treatment I am sure is the LORD's proof to prove that you are not the best for me." Banny's straightforward reply was so piercingly Kinaya's feelings.However Kinaya had incised a deep enough heart wound for a Banny.
And it was quite heavy for Banny to live all this time so it took a long process of time to be able to recover the taste, it was,And now that feeling has begun to recover from the presence of a Mona even though the taste began with the accident he played with Mona.
" So ???" Mona asked and looked disappointedly at Banny.
" So I can't fix your mistake, and about that feeling I've forgotten it I think it's over."
" Summer....!!" Pekik Kinaya with pressure.High eyes look to withstand the deep disappointment.
" Soryy Kinaya I'm busy next time we talk ." Said Banny while turning her gaze toward the laptop.Rejection is quite smooth felt by Kinaya.She realized Banny who is now not the first.
There was regret in the heart of Kinaya who had left Banny just like that to marry the Sultan of a wealthy man.But he had to swallow a bitter pill that was very deep in marriage he was not as smooth as imagined the cause main Kinaya divorced due to third person factors in her marriage relationship.
And now all the regrets that he could no longer return with a happiness.
Kinaya folded her lips deep in disappointment as she tried to hold tightness inside her chest whatever the answer from Banny was the result of all her treatment just yet.
" Well, I hope you can still open my chances one last time so I can fix everything, because I still feel so guilty about you Ban." Kinaya said as he stood up from his seat.
Banny did not answer that she completely ignored what Kinaya had told her.
Banny took a deep breath and then she only smiled faintly at the kinaya who was still looking at her with hope if Banny could take it back.
Kinaya did not speak any more hesitantly he could only comment on her bitter smile and then step out of Banny's room without speaking any more.
Banny took a deep breath as easily as Kinaya wanted to return to him after Kinaya had so easily reached out to her.