LOVE 100 Days

CSH Episode 216's

MONA was silent staring blankly at the streets, there were many thoughts that were pushing her feelings, especially her mind was still attached to the figure of Banny who secretly came to see her in the morning,fifteen minutes passed he had been reunited with the figure of the man who had been the gossip of his heart.

His desire that was so passionate want to immediately part with the figure of the man, now it changes direction the feeling is now evaporating somewhere, at least Banny's explanation was at least affect his decision, now actually changed the direction of the feeling is now evaporating somewhere, at least Banny's explanation was at least affect his decision,and now what has been explained by Banny about his misunderstanding caused by Arnetta seoran managed to become a thought in his head.

Then is there a chance of him forgiving Banny and forgiving again ??

Clearly this is a pure misunderstanding of one's trap, Arnetta.

It was Arnetta behind all this mess, she who had made her relationship with Banny fall apart.

Then....., what should he do ?

Mona stared blankly, her mind increasingly filled with feelings of doubt as well as a prolonged dilemma.

" You still think about Banny ? " tanya Angkasa interspersed in the middle of his mind that was so complicated.

The man's voice managed to disperse all his reverie.

Mona turned her head for a moment towards the man who was sitting emudo next to her, but she looked back at the street with an erratic feeling.

" I know what you feel right now ?? Sorry for my attitude, maybe I was too involved in your personal affairs" Angkasa said as he rode his wheel with great care.

" It's okay, I don't mind." Mona replied softly.

" Hmm, Mona I'm sorry for my attitude earlier, maybe my attitude is a little presumptuous towards your husband, but I just gave a little harsh warning to your husband,so that he can better appreciate your presence in his life." explained Angkasa smiling wisely.

Mona smiled flatly.

" I don't think I'm interested in settling in her heart anymore" Mona said, throwing away her eyes.

The expression of the face of Space seemed to react.

" That means ??? " The sky was staring confused.

Mona.

" Let all this pass away soon, and I remain with my heart." Mona replied smiling heartily.There are doubts that are now stirring her mind, there is a feeling that is now not in harmony with her decision.

" Let this matter drag on ?" ask again for space.

" I've put everything into my destiny." Mona replied a little hoarsely.

" Are you sure ??? " take Space back to make sure.

" Maybe it's time I had to forget about all this, and rearrange a heart that has long felt so messy" Mona said with a blank smile.

Angkasa nodded his head, he understood what Mona meant.

" As long as there is a will, God will surely give you the best path." Space chimed.

Mona turned to look at the handsome man and he just smiled with an uncertain feeling.

For some reason this handsome man's attitude was so soothing to his feelings, his caring slightly opened up hope if happiness was not forever away from him.

" God never says I will make you happy, but God always says that HE will always give the way of happiness to every servant, depending on how his servant invites happiness." space smiled softly.

" You are right, there is happiness that needs to be pursued, but instead there is happiness waiting for us to be present with him" Mona said with a smile, smiling,he tried to expel all the doubtful feelings that perched in his heart.

" Mona !! "

call Angkasa lirih.

Mona turned her head, staring with a thumping feeling as the man's voice felt so different in his shade.

Space slowed down the speed of his vehicle and pulled over on the edge of the road that was so quiet, he looked straight ahead there his face looked so firm from the side.

Mona waited with a hope full of mystery, why her instincts said otherwise would be the figure of the handsome man.

Silent moment

Letting the occasional sound of the vehicle pass through, Mona waited for the man's words with erratic thumping.

" Give me a chance to be present in your life !" the man turned to Mona who was sitting next to him.

Deck.....

There was an unusual feeling present in the recesses of her heart, Mona flinched but she tried to remain calm.

The man's words felt like a bow of arrows that stuck great in his heart, Mona was stunned to stare in disbelief.

He was heartbroken, but on the other hand God was sending a creature so special to put his heart in the fragments of his broken feelings, Mona was stunned.

" I'm sorry so soon I said my heart, but to be honest I'm not a guy who is good at looking for a good moment or opportunity to express this heart, but to be honest,instead I deliberately say this feeling in the sense that this is the right time, before it's too late." said Angkasa staring in Mona's face.

Mona stared doubtfully, with a feeling of wonder she muttered.

" A late ??" he left full of questions.

" Yes, before you close your heart to someone else, no exception to me, I want you to know if I still hold that hope to this day, I don't care how sick your heart is right now,how broken are your feelings now because of your old love, but you must know, if I am willing to be the antidote to your heart,and I hope I can make your heart whole again even though it's not that perfect." said Angkasa so gently.

Mona was silent, she was drugged by the words spoken by the handsome man, his simple yet special attitude in treating him, Mona looked in a daze but he tried to keep his feelings calm.

Mona was a little nervous, she was trying to wet her dry lips, the effect of her shock.

Whether to behave what he is currently, happy or otherwise for the attitude of the handsome man whose gaze is now so fixed that it makes his faith weak, hypnotizing his feelings.What is certain is that this moment makes him unable to speak anymore.

" I'm not offering you any nonsense about happiness, but I just want to invite you to be happy together in enjoying the long days we spent together,I can't promise anything so special, but I'm going to give you a feeling so sincere that no one else or Banny has." said Angkasa in a trembling voice.

Angkasa felt that this moment was so moving.

Mona was silent, but there was a clear melt filling her eye pool.

" Mona !! " call back the sky feels shahdu.

" It's too soon you say it all." Mona choked.

" Why ?? " asked Angkasa slowly.Mona shook her head turning her gaze to another place, covering her face a little with her palm.

" I cannot delay this feeling, if indeed you feel worthy to be happy with me at this time, then you need to hurry to welcome that happiness, but if.." said Angkasa hanging.

" I need time to rearrange this feeling, I know I need to be happy, but not this fast.I don't want to fall a second time, I need time to recover all these feelings." Mona interrupted quickly.

" When will the feeling recover, until the time cannot be determined ??" ask Angkasa fretting.

Mona bowed, now the center of his attention his ten fingers.

" I can't determine when this heart will recover, I just need time to be quiet alone" he said.

Space shakes.

" You can't commit to yourself, too much following the feelings that make you drag on in grief" she said with an ironic smile.

" Because I'm not a perfect human being." Mona responded in self-defense.

" You deserve to be happy, if you are not perfect." Space continues to debate it.

" But that does not mean healing this wound with a new feeling, not so fast, this is the heart open a book, which is crossed out and easily the book was torn and thrown away,but this is a wound that does not know exactly when it will disappear with a time that we can not determine" Mona said.

" If you're grasping an object too strongly, then it can hurt you, but it's best before you hold it firmly, make sure that your hand is fine,you must be ready to know a risk from cause and effect, but that does not mean it is a reason for you to delay happiness" said Angkasa so straightforward.

Mona was silent, why did this man's words touch her so much, what broke her heart, it was all because of his own feelings, she said,he realized that he was too big to expect more feelings from the figure of a Banny.

Not did the feeling start from a play that ended with a romance drama, of course he understood the consequences of the play.

Then it is wrong that he must now hurry to let go of that feeling and wake up from his endless beautiful dream.

Mona took a deep breath, it seemed like the words Angkasa was able to give good energy to her, and indirectly the man reminded himself to be quick to rise and not drag on in a false feeling.

 

" Shiiiittt !!!! "

Banny vents her misery by throwing her suit on the sopa roughly.

How not his anger so overflowing to uncontrollable, his feeling became furious when he remembered the events of a few hours ago clearly he saw an attitude of victory that was so real from the figure of Space.

Banny did not expect that he would be reunited with his former corporate partner exs, and more surprisingly, the man was present in the midst of the riots of his household with Mona.

Banny wants to pick Mona back up, and reconcile her new hopes with her, she doesn't want to delay her feelings again to be able to fix all her mistakes. But whatever happened to the reality far from his expectations, a bitter reality that so felt at the base of his heart he had to accept, may Mona have turned away from him ??

The man's face looked up high staring at the sky of the room there, his chest covered with a sense of tightness and anger that filled the entire room of his soul.

This feeling was slowly tormenting him.

His big brain seemed forced to think hard about the relationship between Mona and the man, obviously this made him angry and jealous, his negative thoughts managed to control 95% of his common sense, he said,and the remaining percent he tries to think positively in the midst of the crush of emotions that dominate him.

Crazy !!!

The cold, handsome man's emotions began to rise to his crown, not accepting that Mona had really turned her back on him, she said,

It felt like he wanted to blow up all his anger without any restraint, venting all his disappointments explosively.

The burly hand trembled violently, trying to hold the embers that began to splash fire all over his body, as much as possible Banny held the amara so that the jaw bones of both cheeks poked strongly.

" Ohhhhh.......!!"

Brainsk.......

Finally the anger was not stunned again, Banny swept all the objects that were on his desk until the objects fell and scattered on the floor until scattered.

Banny took a deep breath releasing all her anger freely, she was no longer able to think rationally about what she saw and heard,Mona no longer forgives her and she chooses another man to replace her.

All looks bad in his eyes, Banny is restoring her hair rough until her neat hair becomes messy, annoyed and jealous managed to dominate his mind.

His breath was wheezing, with melted emotions that were increasingly hot and he fell down with a burst of anger that was so explosive, when he felt a sense of sadness that made him feel frustrated.

Banny cupped his face with both hands, crying out completely he realized he was not a great man capable of withstanding crying only for the sake of a woman,but this was not just a cowardly word but a sense of regret born from his heart, he accepted this disappointment with his bosom, not much he had to do but give up his destiny,whistling loudly maintained this feeling would only make him even more hurt, there were times when he had to admit this defeat with such a deep sense of disappointment.

The burly shoulders shook slightly, following an increasingly frail heart-flow, a million meaningless regrets in his heart, all blown away by time.

Banny weeps for his feelings, this is a very sick heartbreak that he has experienced in his lifetime.This is not the drama he is playing but the reality that is so bitter he feels.Mona refused him to refer back,and choosing a divorce with her, as if the world is collapsing now.

Banny realizes what she feels is as critical as what she ever did to Mona, when she drove him out viciously and even turned him on without compromise.

Banny cries out in pain, this is really a karma that he is feeling, maybe this pain is what Mona used to feel from him.Banny shook her head with pain that is so extraordinary.His heart softened like a lump of cotton in the ocean,so unable he endured this pain that his heart was this soft, where his firmness when hurting the woman disappeared instantly.

Banny was filled with such a deep pain, her world seemed to end just like that.