LOVE 100 Days

CSH episode 52

ZEANU stared quietly at the dark night sky, and tonight it seemed to be just humming silence, displaying a long daydream to look through the black sky.The nuances of this night did feel so melow, semelow his heart, and,this Malak really felt a quiet silence that was only illuminated by the faint lights in the city park.

Zeanu was still sitting pensively alone feeling the disappointment begin to seep into his soul, slowly his feelings of disappointment began to dissipate his hope for a feeling of the deepest.Zeanu stared deep into the edge of the sky there his thoughts and feelings are still entrenched with the words of his best friend who will propose to Mona in the near future and the woman he was going to ask for was the woman he had always loved.

In his exhale strongly it seemed like the tightness did not decrease in his chest even more pressing.

In his view the clutches of his hands resting on his thighs with eyes sore, why not ?that feeling must be stopped by his solidarity with his best friend and he realized that a Banny could not play with his words because he knew who Banny really was.

But suddenly the feeling is gambled, isn't Banny doing this all at the whim of her parents ?

maybe he said that because he knew that if he liked Mona, Banny could make him jealous.

I think it's pretty complicated too if he has to think about it, if indeed Banny starts to love Mona why not?shouldn't his best friend begin to open his heart to another love ?

The man shook his head with a difficult feeling.

" Gee !!" Call someone softly.

Zeanu was stunned then he turned towards the voice that called out to him.

" Mona !!" Screamed with surprise.

" Why are you here ?what else is it ?" Tanya was astonished after finding out what surprised her was Mona, the girl she was thinking about.

" I have a show with my best friend, was again in taxi I see you will go down first and nyamperin elo." Mona said as she sat beside Zeanu who was still looking at her in confusion.

" What else is rich people confused ?where to be alone in the park again tar kesambet loh !" Mona teased the calm-faced man.

Zeanu smiled stiffly as he turned his gaze elsewhere.

Momentary silence......

Mona turned towards Zeanu awkwardly she could catch a flash of Zeanu's face was different not warm as usual.

" I'm bothering ya ?" Ask Mona doubtfully.

Zeanu turned his head then shook his head next with a faint smile.

Before long he looked back at his fists in his lap.

" Why the hell?How did you get that diem ?" Mona asked curiously looking at Zeanu's slightly different attitude.

" Mone ! " Call Zeanu with a gamang, it seems he is heavy to say something.

Mona turned her head by expressing her curious looking face.

" Why ?" Mona asked briefly.Zeanu again looked uneasy.

" You want to apply for Banny ?" Finally the question also came out of his mouth with a struggle though.

DEG........

Mona fell silent and then she pulled her body to lean on the back of the park chair with her gaze straight ahead.

" Banny's gonna propose to you for a skit, right ?" Zeanu turned to Mona who was starting to look bad.

Mona fell silent again, she seemed confused to answer the truth, because she understood that Zeanu's attitude lately had felt different about her.

" To be honest ! I know everything Banny told me about this." Zeanu turned his gaze to his hand that was still squeezing his own fingers.

Mona stared deeply at the face of the man who chose to bow deeply.

" Yeah !! but the proposal was just for theatrics." Reply Mona in a depressed voice, there is a difficult feeling for her to explain especially with her feelings about a kindness return.

" I'm actually confused by this matchmaking, between refusing or accepting I'm still in a dilemma." Clearly Mona was gently staring at Zeanu.

" When are you going to play Banny ?" Zeanu asked looking worriedly.

" Sometimes we have to put those feelings aside when we are faced with someone's kindness, especially that person who has done us good,Even if we are unable to repay that, our feelings will be at stake." Said Zeanu staring at the desolate night sky.

Mona fell silent she absorbed the words that Zeanu said that were true and that happened to her now she had to give up her feelings to be made into a charade.

" but....;" Mona said hanging.

" But what ?"

" I'm in Zean's lema, my family will also match me if the cave is not able to find my own soul mate, my own soul mate,That's why I think Mr. Banny would propose to me could be my reason for avoiding my family's matchmaking." Clearly Mona is downcast.

" Want to get married too ?"

" Yes, my grandmother asked me to accept her betrothal if I couldn't get a soul mate myself." Mona said by squeezing her fingers.

Zeanu took a deep breath and then he cast his gaze towards the sky where his face looked frustrated, frustrated,If this is the case then the chances of him getting Mona are getting smaller there is no possibility if the opportunity he can get.

Mona stared doubtfully at Zeanu's face, which was still staring at the desolate jakun, as if Zeanu was holding something deep.

" Geek !" Call Mona by looking at her gently.

Zeanu lowered his face and turned towards Mona.

" Lo okay ?" Mona asked with a deep look at Zeanu's face that seemed to hold a very deep burden.

Zeanu smiled faintly and then looked meaningfully at Mona.

" I'm fine." The reply was slow and short.

" Ok.If so I go back first huha, Udah night nii tomorrow you work right ?" Mona said as she stood up to say goodbye.

" Mona !!" Call Zeanu quickly.

Mona's body hung in the air she held her body to her feet and then she sat back down when Zeanu confronted her.

" Why Zean ?"

" I'll take you home." Zeanu stared heavily at Mona.

" But !!" Mona said hanging she did not continue her question after Zeanu grabbed her hand and invited her to stand up immediately.

" For the last time I anter lo go home ya !" Zeanu said softly as he led Mona to walk.

While walking slowly Mona stared at Zeanu's steps which led her to walk.

" The last one?, where are you going see ?" Ask Mona in surprise.

" If you've lamar Banny I won't be able to nganter you go home again." Zeanu replied with a bland smile towards Mona.

Mona furrowed both of her eyebrows and looked in wonder at Zeanu's seemingly objected attitude to let herself loose in Banny's plea.But she could only surrender and could not resist anymore when Zeanu pulled her hand and walking led.

Mona looked at Zeanu's hand that was still holding him tightly and headed towards Zeanu's motorbike parked on the side of the road.

There was an unusual sense Mona felt from the clutch of the hand that led to a feeling of dilemma that made her more worried.

At least before there was any sense in the heart about a Banny first Mona had already felt something else towards Zeanu.

Yes Zeanulah Ternayata the first man who had stirred his heart before in the end the feeling fell in the heart of the figure of a Banny.

Zeanu also thought the same thing his hands are his last clutches before Mona will eventually fall in the arms of Banny who is no other good friend.

In his deepest heart he felt a crumbling crumble of pieces when this despair would never be conveyed,Although only a skit, Zeanu was able to guess where the plot of Mona's relationship with Banny because he really understood if Banny had slowly fallen in love with Mona.

This bitter reality must be swallowed raw by him feelings that he has not yet expressed have simply vanished and now his feelings must be buried in his aspirations.