LOVE 100 Days

CSH episode 176

BANNY looked at Mona's still silent body not flinching back without looking at her.Banny stared at every inch of her tiny shoulder line that looked so frail.

" I hope you don't go to leave me Mona !!" The handsome man's words sounded so heavy at every emphasis of his sentence.

Mona was still silent with increasingly depressed feelings.

Banny stared fixedly at the back of the girl who had been staying back and ignored her.

Mona still resisted her urge to leave, swallowing her saliva with all her might......

I don't know, why this would be his feelings for the man, such as numbness of all the attitudes that the handsome man had done towards him.

Yes.....

He's the one who made this numb.

Slowly Mona turned her body and faced and stared off at the man.There are unusual eyes he found from the eyes of the handsome man.

Yes...

he could feel it, the wait that he had never met before now felt so real.

and yet......

Suddenly felt tightness in the chest and culminated in teary eyes.Mona brushed aside and tried to get rid of her deep feelings towards the man,but now he does not want to be tied back with the feelings that besegu his heart space.

He longs for those magic words and the fact that Banny is a man who is so deeply stored his love in the heart.There is a deep sense of regret if you remember it.But all this is too late.

yes, too late !!

that one word was the one word that best represented Mona's current feelings.The handsome man looked at her with a demand, not long ago the man began to walk towards her with a meaningful gaze.

The man used to be the center of his world, but now, just looking at him, it feels like Mona already has no calm.

Stop wishing and stop loving maybe right now he is in that phase.

" Ter's late mas !" Lirih.

Banny stopped her steps and looked at the girl.

What ??

What does all this mean ??

Too late what ???

Really, he was too late.Batin the man tried to understand all this.

" What do you mean? "

Banny stared blankly at the girl.Before Banny had approached her Mona first turned her body again and intended to immediately step without having to explain anything about her feelings.Although Banny pursued her steps.

Mona must feel this bitter about her feelings for the man.Mona wipes her tears while continuing her steps as if no one had asked her to speak, ignoring Banny's words that kept her away.

Not wanting to be late Banny hurriedly chased after Mona, when the girl almost opened the door of her apartment, Banny immediately blocked Mona's hand and turned Mona's body so impatiently Banny wanted to look at the face of his wife.

" Wait !! you haven't explained what you mean ??" Banny said firmly.

Without replying to Banny's words or returning the man's gaze, Mona brushed Banny's hand from her hand.But only a second she managed to free her hand from Banny.The man actually re-blocked her hand shortly afterwards.

" I know you're disappointed in my attitude, but I'm sure you feel the same way I do." Banny said quickly.

Mona was still silent by enduring the pain of the man's tight-knit check.

" I don't mean to play with your feelings with all this Mona,I'm selfish, but the truth is different.I love you so much Mona.I can do what when I feel so overwhelming jealousy when I know Angkasa will be your grandmother's chosen mate.I'm jealous, and I'm afraid to lose you." Clearly Banny stared intently at the girl's face.

Mona chose to be quiet, listening to every word the man had that increasingly touched her feelings that had been disappointed, she was disappointed at his arrogance.

Once again Mona brushed off this man's hand.This time Mona also pushed strong Banny, so that the man did not have time to touch it again.

" I'm sorry, mas !" He said back in a stifled voice feeling his cry was about to break.

Banny staggers when Mona's push enough to make her retreat far back, Mona quickly opens the door and drags her suitcase and she immediately walks out.

Loud screams instantly sounded sensitive in Mona's ears.

" Mona!!, stop !" Call Banny half frustrated.

Mona speeds up her steps trying not to ignore Banny who keeps running after her.

" Give me this one chance, I really really love you Mona !" Banny cried again with her baritone voice.

Mona stops her steps and turns her head towards Banny.

Banny looked at him with a restless feeling, there were eyes filled with such deep worry.

Mona brushed off that feeling, though,it feels like he does not want to linger long there in a situation that is quite draining of energy and his mind.Mona was again walking with a feeling of destruction so destroyed.Tak want him to be seen crying by Banny he immediately ran and closed his mouth and tried to cry without sound, his heart ached not playing.He was unusually tight, but Mona did not know how to stop his tears.Sick in his heart or tightness in his chest.

Mona still can not not cry, even though Mona has promised herself to no longer cry, but still her tears come out without being able to be wept.

" Mona!," called Banny in a quieter voice.

" I really love you, please hold on for me. " She said softly, but Mona could still hear it, but she kept walking down the aphartment corridor.

Mona's tears flowed more and more.Maybe he was stupid, maybe he was naive, if you have to trust back the words of the man after his feelings made him not careless by the handsome man.

" Mona !! come back to me, and we start over.!" Shouted Banny half unconsciously, now his words were even more raving.

Mona tried to ignore the handsome man's scream while wiping away her tears she tried to calm herself and kept walking away leaving the man with his increasingly weakened roar in her ear.

Arriving outside his apartment Mona immediately stopped a taxi, and then did not wait long he immediately boarded the taxi.

" Mr night !" Taxi drivers are friendly.

" Night sir !" Answer Mona quietly.

" Where are we going mba ?" Ask the driver with such attention.

" Just walk first sir !" Mona replied with a feeling of pressure.

The driver just gawked and could not afford to protest, and he immediately re-run his engine with questions on his mind.

The taxi car also drove through the streets along the side of the night.

Mona sighed feeling her chest ache instead of playfulness, holding back any stifled anger, she said,his heart endured such a deep pain.Interested he did not cry as great.But the defense of his heart strength that was maintained from earlier began to decay instantly.

so that he did not feel the melt of his tears flowing down the valley of his cheeks.

As sick as this he had to bury in his love, the feeling was so tight that he hoped his breathing would stop at this very moment.Mona shook her head trying to expel his feelings of despair.

The driver quietly watched Mona from behind the rearview mirror, The little shoulder of the girl was shaken slowly, then the girl kneeled her mouth not to cry loosely.She did not want the taxi driver was disturbed by the action.

The handsome man's face suddenly seethed in his mind,however not the man had at least once diverted his world and the handsome man was able to make his life feel so passionate about his presence after so long he was imprisoned with a word of trauma.

Mona was not strong enough to withstand the tightness and she was right to cry with tears, she did not care anymore about her antennae the taxi driver who was now focusing on paying attention to her.

Hiks.......

Mona was so crying that she let go of all her feelings that were increasingly concentrated in her chest.

Hate, anger and affection blend into one, making it a feeling that is so difficult for him to feel.

Mona sighed, so she signed the divorce papers, she had made up her mind to no longer expect anything from a Banny, and for her it was all over.

Why cry back at that haughty man?for him it was enough to shed tears for the figure of a Banny.

Really at this time he wants to throw away the handsome man's face to the bottom of the ocean there.Together with the coral reefs and hope there are predators eating the shadow of the handsome man's face.

Mona shook her head in frustration, so far she cast a shadow on the man's face, and so far the man's face stuck in her mind.

" Oh my GOD "Slowly moan.

" I'm sorry mba, we've walked far enough, where are you going ??" Ask the taxi driver finally ventured to ask after feeling far away from the trip.

The taxi driver looked doubtfully.

Mona immediately wiped away her tears after the taxi driver's voice roused her from her long daydream.

Mona took a deep breath blowing her up several times.

" Where are you going to take me, sir." Reply Mona resigned.

Suddenly the taxi driver was just gawking at the wonder of the attitude of the girl.

" Waduh mba, I'm confused about where to take it ?" The taxi driver replied that it was plain.

For a dozen years of profession he became a taxi driver, recently he found passengers who do not know the direction of the destination will go.The driver shook his head to look at Mona from the rearview mirror with frustration.

Mona let out a long sigh after realizing the taxi driver's attitude was confused about the act.

Although he was in a chaotic situation like this, but that does not mean his common sense did not function well.

" I'm sorry sir, I'm getting carried away." Mona said softly.

" Hehe.hehe.What s wrong mbak, I understand him mbak.Maybe mbak again heartbroken to this sad." The driver replied with a faint smile with his eyes still focused towards the speed of the wheel.

Mona smiled but she still could not hide her true feelings.

" It's only natural that in life there will be ups and downs.sometimes happy, sometimes sad then that's why we have a broad heart in dealing with life's problems." Obviously the driver was with the songy, and with the pedal he gave a tip to Mona.

Mona just kept quiet to let the driver talk.

" I was also once young mbak, the question came and went, there was no end to it.What else the problem of love mbak.If we do not have the heart to forgive each other, maybe I am not fooled by my wife." The taxi driver smiled a little.

A flashback a few years ago made the driver drown in his past.

Forgive each other.

yes, forgive each other.

Mona was stunned for some reason her treasure was just moved by the statement of the driver.

" Just here, sir !" Pinta Mona suddenly asks to stop at a crossroads that are not so crowded through people.

The taxi driver slowly pulled over his car and turned to Mona who was busy tidying up the luggage.

" Mad's okay, right ?" Ask the driver to worry.

" I'm fine sir." Mona answered with a smile.

" This is the money !" Mona said after seeing the argo on the vehicle.

The taxi driver nodded his head in thanks.

" Thank you, ma'am." Answer slowly.

" Same with sir ." Answer gently.

Mona came out of the taxi with her eyes looking so puffy,his feelings were a little plong after he cried in the taxi and spilled all his sadness even though the feeling was quite uncomfortable about the driver's exertion.But that was all he could do to calm his feelings.

Mona shared her gaze around the place, the atmosphere of the night was not too crowded, there were only a few people who still passed by in the place.

Mona turned her head to the beautiful circular clock on her wrist and the time had shown 9 hours past 45 minutes.

Mona stared confusedly at her surroundings, she did not know where to step her legs.

Should he tell his two best friends that this is going to happen ?

Mona sighed and then slowly pulled the suitcase to walk towards a park not far from the side of the road.

His mind is really complicated can not think rationally, if he returns tonight to the safety of his grandmother, of course this will be a concern so great for the grandmother.

The girl's face looked up to the deep sky there staring with an ever-increasing prejudice.

His decision this time was completely beyond his senses, why could he be so bold as to take a decision like this, going from his apartment in a chaotic mind.

Mona is really difficult to express what she is feeling right now.Sad, disappointed and sorry to be one in the scope of her heart.

Mona closed her eyes again as the handsome man's words flashed in her ears.

How much he loved that man to himself.....

Ahhh sounds hypocritical indeed if she rejects from her true feelings.

Mona took a seat on the edge of the garden chair letting several pairs of eyes look at her questioningly for her presence alone in the place accompanied by a suitcase.

Perhaps their minds were preoccupied with the various accusations about him.

Soon a metallic-ash car stopped right across the park, and a tall man got out of the car.

Slowly the man approached Mona and looked at her face.

" Mona ." Call him softly.

" Mona, what are you doing here ?" Asked the man staring with anxious feelings.

Mona raised her head and looked towards the owner of the voice.

A well-built man was standing looking at him with questions.

" Space !" Mona said softly, But for a moment the look on her face turned restless.

Mona quickly wiped away her tears, and wiped off both of her cheeks that looked still wet.

He had not expected that he would meet with Angkasa under these conditions.

Remembering he had asked not to meet again with the charismatic face man, whatever the reason.

" What's going on ?" Ask the man for an explanation.

Mona smiled faintly but her eyes looked fragile.

" Are you okay ?" Ask back to the increasingly worried Space

The girl's face grew increasingly powerless stemming back her tears that asked out after the man's question was able to re-decay her defense of grief.

Angkasa rushed up to the girl then sat down beside her and stared at Mona's face so intently.

" You're out of your aphartment ?" He asked after seeing a suitcase accompany Mona.

Mona was unable to speak just nodded slowly and tried to neutralize her feelings.

" Ok, you're coming with me ! It's late, there's no way I'm letting you be here alone." Said Angkasa trying to calm the mood of the girl.

" Not cash! Thank you ." Reject Mona gently.

" At least you come with me and calm your feelings it's Mon." Space Saying.

Mona smiled faintly before she finally replied.

" No Cash ! I just need to be alone to calm my feelings." Mona clearly with a hoarse voice.

" You had a fight with Banny ?" Ask Space probing.

" No!, we just need time for mutual self-introspection." Mona explained.

The people shook their heads, it was impossible if they were not fighting where possible ! until Mona brought a suitcase everything.

" I know you're not okay." Said Angkasa.

Mona turned to the man with an awkward feeling.

Angkasa took a slow breath and rested his back on the back of the park chair.

" I know, Banny is so deeply in love with you ." Speak Space slowly.

Mona looked at the man expressionlessly.

" I don't want to be discussing that." Mona answered barely to say it.

" You should know, Banny canceled her contract just fighting for you." Imbuh Angkasa with a smile full of irony.

Mona swallows the saliva, Space's words startling her.

How could Angkasa know Banny's deep feelings for him.

" Believe." Space said stammered with a nanar staring towards the girl.

Mona was stunned to hear the charismatic-looking man's statement.

" I think Banny can let you go, but she doesn't.Just keep you in her way." Space said, his voice sounded heavier.

" I wish I could take you away from her, but the truth is you're the woman she fought for." Space Saying.

Mona increasingly mute staring at both hands with tears.Tak need an explanation for him after he understood the meaning conveyed by the handsome man.

Mona sits down, unable to hold back her feelings.

" I'd better take you home, and go back to your aphartment!" Said Angkasa looking back at the girl's face.

Mona shook her head slowly for now she did not have the desire to return to her aphartment Banny.She needs time to rearrange her heart.

" No, I can go home by myself."Reject Mona by sticking to her stance.She does not want to further complicate this problem with the presence of Angkasa nearby.

" But your situation is not possible to go home alone Mon and, I foreclose on your existence, I cannot, moreover, let you be like this." Space sounds restless.

" It's okay, I'm fine." Reject the girl with a gentle smile trying to convince her feelings Angkasa.

" It's not in such a good condition Mona, it's just this once, let me help you." Speak Space firmly.

" No Space, trust me I'm fine." Mona said with emphasis in each sentence, making Angkasa aware of the attitude of the girl.

She knew very well of Mona's current state of heart, she couldn't ignore, but Mona put some distance to it.

" Ok,ok ! then I'll take you to your best friend's house!" Pinta again Space.

Mona was silent staring intensely at the man.High her eyes were seen staring with various prejudices in her mind.

" Don't think I'd demand back that feeling Mona, I know your heart isn't for me !and I can't force that." Space said with a look full of disappointment.

Mona let out a long sigh, this man's words further rendered her helpless.

" Don't make my feelings any more complicated." Mona said in a barely audible voice.She felt not so clever to describe what her feelings are now.Honestly pretending in the play is very painful.

Space fell silent feeling how complicated he was in the girl's position.

" Hmm, I'll take you home!" space forced him back.

" I just need to be alone." Mona said a little ketus.but able to make the man feel smoother.

" Okay !" Speak Space slowly.

Slowly Space stepped away leaving the girl and letting in her solitude.

Angkasa looked at the girl with anxious feelings, why was he so unwilling to leave and let the girl dissolve in her sadness,but what is his power is not able to do anything more than that.Angkasa realized if he did not want to add a deep wound to the girl's feelings.

Space was still watching the girl from a distance.Forgetting her was the hardest thing in her life.