LOVE 100 Days

CSH Episode 189's

ARNETA gazed far out there with a long looking look elsewhere, why for now his mind was no longer with his body,and now he is imagining that Banny is enjoying lunch with his wife.

I don't know if his feelings of jealousy are dominating his mind, why not ?if lunch time arrives he always accompanies Banny lunch, even if it only coincides with the work situation but for him it is the most valuable opportunity and very dear if missed.

Although a Banny can't possibly fall into his arms,but at least he can still hope that Banny's feelings will change with time running and the opportunity always together is always there and it does not rule out the possibility if the feeling of the cold-faced handsome man will turned to him.

Didn't they ever love each other, did they ??

Arneta smiled meaningfully, it felt too weak if he had to give up just like that, no one could guess if there was a good chance to side with him.

But this time somehow Banny chose to have lunch with his wife, and it made him very disappointed.

The beautiful-faced girl took a deep breath, why did her appetite disappear, now there was only a feeling of resentment accompanying her heart.

Not an easy thing he had to forget the figure of a man as cool as Banny, as great as Banny, even for him the figure of this man was so very perfect in his eyes, long before Banny behaved coldly, so much so,Banny is a warm and caring man but I don't know what makes him turn that cold ?

Arneta shook her head, feeling a thousand regrets whack her heart.

Now there is no more warmth felt by him from the figure of a Banny, although he hopes a lot in this impossibility, but in the deepest heart he always keeps haranpan if Banny will return to bring the feeling for him.

So far he has tried to divert all his thoughts to a man who has been in his heart for a long time, but so far his feelings remain dear.

Tired of feeling he had to hide behind a feeling that so shackled his heart and mind.

Why did he have to be close to the figure of the man, if in the end the man changed all his feelings to be ordinary.

Why did she refuse him to apply ?while she loved him so deeply.

And why so quickly the figure of the man changed his mind just because he was too concerned about his ego....

Kenpa, why and why ???

A thousand questions swirled in his head.

Huuzha......

The beautiful girl let out a long sigh feeling the tightness further squeezed her chest.

Regret makes him even worse in a feeling that managed to imprison him.

Stupid !!

He cursed with a feeling of hatred, if only he had heeded what became to the light of the man who was none other than Banny, maybe now he had carried the title of a Mistress from a man named Banny pratama wiguna.

Again Arnetta took a deep breath, everything he regretted would not return in any form.

Arnetta's beautiful face dimmed, her face looked so tired, tired of her feelings that never disappeared from her old feelings.

Five years already, not a short time he harbored that feeling, the figure of Banny is his first love as well as the first man to introduce feelings of love towards him.

Never mind......

It seemed that he would indeed not be able to get the chance to repeat the man's feelings to him.

" Einemm !"

Suddenly Arnetta was shocked by the sound of deheman quite loud, so the beautiful girl was awake from her long daydream.

Arnetta turned his gaze towards the voice, and he saw Zeanu standing looking at him.

" Of Zean ." Pekik Arnetta.

" How are you doing Ane ?" Ask Zeanu softly.

" Good mas !" Arnetta smiled stiffly.

" Can I join you?" asked Zeanu staring expectantly, Arnetta nodded her head gestured to allow Zeanu to sit before her.

" Thank's." said Zeanu taking a seat in front of the beautiful girl.

" Oya yesterday I was in an accident ?how are you now, healed ?" Ask Zeanu full of perhatin.

" Yes mas, Alhamdulillah I have been able to do again "Reply Arnetta softly.

" Thank God." Zeanu stared back in relief.

" Why did you eat lunch alone ?Which boss are you ? " Tanya Zeanu is friendly.

Before answering Arnetta was seen smiling wryly and not eager to respond.

" Banny's having lunch with his wife." Reply Arnetta.

" Banny had lunch with Mona?" Zeanu clarified Arnetta's statement.

" Yes !" Answer Arnetta briefly.

At first glance Zeanu noticed that there was a different attitude from the look on Arnetta's face.

" By the way, you're often invited to lunch by Banny?" asked Zeanu looking intensely at the beautiful girl.

" Not really Mas, if it just happens to be a mas, if we have lunch outside, then we like to have lunch together, but we are no more than that." Arnetta replies, before Zeanu succeeds in suspecting him.

" Oh, I think you guys have lunch together" Zeanu said with a faint smile.

" No mas, it would not be nice to see an office person, they could accuse me of being an actor again" Arnetta said smiling blandly.

" Why actor?, that's just your feeling, not necessarily the thoughts of others accusing like that." sidelines Zeanu tried to provoke his feelings Arnetta real.

" Yes Mas Banny will already have a wife mas, of course if I was too often with her would certainly be an unpleasant conversation among this company." aveng Arneta tried to explain it by looking brilliantly at Zeanu and Arnetta hoped that Zeanu had no bad thoughts between himself and his boss.

" But...," said Zeanu hanging staring inside the beautiful girl.

" But what is mas ?" tanyanya full of search.

" But you're saying there's still not the same feeling as Banny ?" Zeanu looked at the pretty girl's face.

Arnetta fell silent, Zeanu's questioning felt convulsing in his heart.

Arnetta realizes that Zeanu has known about his relationship with Banny in the past.

" I know, you still have that feeling for Banny, but it's not gonna do you any more good, Ane, so far Banny has forgotten all her feelings for you,so it would be nice for you to open your heart to another guy, he is a handsome guy not Banny doang right?I'm ready to be Banny,haa.. " Tell Zeanu with a crisp laugh.

Suddenly the look of the beautiful face turned red after hearing Zeanu's words despite sounding full of jokes but the sentence was able to make it a little to geeran.

Arnetta was speechless, she was seen blushing over the chattering of the calm-faced man.

Zeanu stared with various feelings towards Arnetta.

What Arnetta now feels, he can feel, how painful it is to love but not to have.

Arnetta was still speechless with an uncertain smile.

" Had forgotten my joke, I don't think you could have fallen in love with me that soon either, haha haha.. " Turn back Zeanu laughed widely.

Arnetta stared deeply at Zeanu's face which quietly began to tremble.

" Mas Zean joked" he said slowly.

" Life don't take Ane too seriously, it's too serious to speed up aging." seduced Zeanu smiled wryly.

Arnetta smiled blankly, but could not be denied if Zeanu's words hit his heart.

The tremors of romance began to shake his heart.

At first glance there was nothing special about the calm-faced man's gaze, but Arnetta could see from the unusual look of his eyes that there was something special about his attitude of a Zeanu,he was able to treat a woman so honorably.

" Banny has been able to forget her feelings for you, so what's wrong with you also move on from your old feelings, Banny can't possibly reopen her feelings, while Mona is her last love." zeanu let go of his gaze in the other direction.

Arnetta was silent to hear Zeanu's words as if he was finely skinning the wall of his heart, what he said felt real, if Banny had indeed forgotten his feelings in vain.

" I know mas, Banny will not turn away from Mona's mother, I realize that, because whatever I am, I'm not who Banny mas, my feelings are only limited to the first mas.Like rumpuk miss the moon." arnetta said with a face so deep.

" And you're sorry to have ignored Banny's feelings ?" asked Zeanu to look back at the beautiful girl.

" Mas Zean, I never ignored her feelings Banny, just that Banny didn't want to wait for me to continue my studies, she really didn't want to wait for me for five years,and he forgot me just like that, without any certainty to me." recalled Arnetta with a heavy feeling.

" So among you there's no breaking word yet ?" asked Zeanu staring worriedly.

Arnetta.

" That's why I find it hard to forget this feeling mas." replied Arnetta increasingly dissolved in an endless regret.

" One's heart is easy to change" Zeanu smiled meaninglessly.

Arnetta was silent, what Zeanu said was right, he never knew the feelings of someone including the feelings of a Banny.

" Mad Zean's right." Arnetta justifies all of Zeanu's words.

" I know, it's very heavy, just like what I feel.Love but can't have." Zeanu said with teary eyes, his eyes trying to be diverted to another.

Arnetta shifted her eyeballs then looked at the tip of her eyes, she tried to listen to the man's face that looked very sad.

" Don't Zean have the same story ?" arnetta asked curiously.

Zeanu looked straight at the face of the beautiful girl, and then smiled blankly.

" Life is not always beautiful Ane, but I try to live it fully to the senses, yes one of them I do not want to let a second of my time in use to regret what I have not found,we never know if someday God's destiny will lead us to great happiness." Zeanu said with great enthusiasm.

Arnetta smiled, quite touched by the words of the calm man, Zeanu was indeed very different from Banny, this man never had such a cold attitude.

There was a special attitude from Zeanu and it was never found from Banny.

" It looks like Mas Zean has already classed someone for another" Arnetta said to tease the calm man.

Zeanu smiled meaningfully, trying to give a good feeling to the beautiful girl.

" If God does not unite us with someone we like, surely God has prepared someone that is much better than someone we love." Zeanu smiled wisely.

Arnetta was stunned, why this man's statement made him so amazed, during this time he knew the figure of Zeanu only as the sahabtnya Banny, who often be nice to him, but in fact he was so polite and wise in acting.

Arnetta nodded slowly, her feeling somehow spinning so fast that it was so easy for her to feel an unusual feeling towards the figure of the man before her now.

Zeanu was indeed a simple man figure, but was able to make him comfortable instantly.

" Do you think my words are true ??" zeanu asked looking at Arnetta softly.

Arnetta was flabbergasted when Zeanu's question came as a surprise from his reverie.

Zeanu frowned at Arnetta's shocked expression.

" Why are you surprised, what is there to think about ?" zeanu asked her to look at him more gently.

" Oh, no !! Absolutely not." replied Arnetta stammered.

Arnetta's attitude was suddenly nervous as the calm-faced man's gaze stuck in his heart and imprinted on his net.

God quickly changed this feeling ???

Arnetta was stunned, back she dissolved in her own feelings.