I'm Tired, Love Me

Turns out

I nodded and smiled a little, then got into the car and the car passed away from my home area. I only carry a cell phone, and a small wallet that only contains a few pieces of money.

In the silence of the journey that I did not know its purpose, I simply filled it with prayer that I would always be protected and that my husband would always be able to accompany me.

After about 30 minutes of travel, the car I was riding entered the area of a hospital that is quite famous here.

“Sorry our mistress has arrived, order master later there will be a doctor who picked up the mistress in lobby” the driver went out and opened the door for me.

“Thank you sir” I walked towards the lobby entrance which looks more like a hotel than a hospital.

I just sat down, though,

“Good night, lady Rheyna?” A male doctor in his 60s greeted me.

“Goodnight doctor..” I was silent for a moment and looked at the name in the typical white coat of the doctor he was wearing “good night Prof Agus” I rectified my speech and replied to his hand.

The prof smiled looking at me who was clumsy for mispronouncing him.

“Let mrs Rheyna come to my room, later I explain what you want.” Prof.Agus allowed me to follow him to the room where he practiced.

We rode the elevator in the hospital silence because it was midnight and no one was passing by. Set us up on the 5th floor, and enter the first room on this floor.

“Blame login” Prof.Agus opened the door and let me in and sit on the seat across from his chair.

“Mistress must be wondering,why should be here at midnight like this, sorry because I just finished surgery, and I when contacted when I will operate”

“No pa pa Prof, I understand. Just call me Rheyna don't have to use madam”

“Alright, what does Rheyna want to know at this time?” Profs. Agus asked me.

“About my husband pain Prof. What really happened?”

“Good, from the file I received from the administration, the file came from one of the hospitals in Germany, and the file states that there will be a follow-up treatment procedure here. Is it true that you have lived in Germany?”

“True Prof, not too long ago we came back here because my husband asked for it.”

Profs. Agus opened a file and took out a sheet of film and placed it on a box-like device with a lamp and turned it on.

“Rheyna look and notice that I will explain yes. This is a photo of the head and this is the brain, while this is a cancer cell.” Like being struck by lightning I listened to this explanation, my tears were no longer able to be dammed, I cried sobbing prof. Agus stopped his explanation.

“Cry first, after it strengthen your heart.” Profs. Agus gave me time to mourn my sorrow.

“What's Prof. Agus who contacted my husband earlier?” I asked in the middle of my crying, because I remembered Mr. A who seemed to know me.

“Oh no, I just happened to meet my husband Rheyna in the toilet mall, he was pale and like tired, he said,it also happened that my niece knew Rheyna's husband so I was asked to help and find out what happened. And incidentally again it turns out that Rheyna's husband has registered for control here.”

“Who is Prof.Agus' nephew?” I wiped my tears and asked suspiciously.

“Before ya.” Prof Agus pulled out his phone and contacted someone, “where are you? Oh okay, come home” Prof. Agus ended the phone call, shortly after the sound of the door being knocked from the outside.

Tok.dok..

“Masuk” says Prof. Agus allowed the knocker to enter

Czech….

I still occasionally wiped my tears away, as I turned around and stared at the door, I was surprised by the figure, the figure I had forgotten for so long, he reappeared before me.

“Mas Arlo” I said softly.

“Maaf” said she was shriveled beside me .

I still don't understand all these coincidences, I'm still in shock about all the facts.

“Can I continue the explanation Rheyna?” Profs. Agus offered to continue his explanation.

“But Prof...” I showed my dislike with the presence of Arlo.

“Continue om, assume I'm not here.” Reply Arlo cut my words.

“Ok, I continue ya” replied Prof. Agus is continuing.

“But Prof, can't patient information just be disseminated?” I said still denying.

“Arlo already knew Rheyna in advance, and she's the one who brought you here.” Profs. Agus explained it to me, and I just kept listening to him.

“Begini Rheyna, your husband's cancer has entered the final stage, according to the record of his treatment history, he only took drugs without wanting to do chemotherapy.” My tears came back, no matter how much longer I had to be with Steve.

“Does your husband often seem exhausted? Or often say that she is dizzy?” Question Prof. Agus was only able to answer with a nod of my head that was still down with tears that kept flowing.

“Prof, is there any hope for my husband to recover? I'm afraid of losing him Prof, only he I have.” My tears broke again, and I realized that there was a gentle stroke touching my shoulder, very soft as if afraid to hurt me. I let that hand rub my shoulder, because my mind is currently thinking only of Steve.

“Pray and ask for the best for your husband Rheyna.” Answer Prof. Agus made me realize that I was going to lose him.

“Rome Rheyna, I'm sure your husband doesn't know about your departure, but pretend not to know what he wants, I'm sure he doesn't want to worry you and be sad about his condition,later I will give you information about the development of his condition.” I nodded weakly, obeying Prof's words. Aguses.

“Arlo please take Rheyna home.” Profs. Agus told Mas Arlo to take me home.

“No need Prof, I will call a taxi online only.” Refuse me politely.

“Do not harm yourself, it's been 2 hours more in pajama clothes like this crime could have approached you.” Arlo refuted my words.

“Then let me just call my driver.” I answered while taking my phone out of my sweater pocket.

“Call me, if you want your driver to tell me where he picked up his mistress in the middle of the night like this.” He challenged me, and his challenge shrunk my nerve.

“True Arlo Rheyna, come home with Arlo for your safety.” Profs. Agus advised me

“Good Prof.” Just this time I want to get her.

I walked behind Arlo, silently and bowing my head, in the elevator I chose to be far behind him. No words were spoken from us, down the lonely road to the car park, he opened me the front door without a word, I sat in my silence.

He drove his car slowly, as if this car did not move, this quiet run.

“I passed Steve on the toilet..” Mas Arlo opened the conversation, and I didn't answer a word.

“His face was very pale at that time, and he was holding on to the sink table, I helped him so he wouldn't fall, helped him sit on the floor. Coincidentally I was going with om Agus to find a gift for his wife, I contacted om Agus so he followed me in the bathroom. Steve was late for his medication. Did you never find any drugs that she should have taken?” I shook my head, said Arlo, I should have known about the drugs.

“I don't know how my life without him.” I'm back sobbing.

Mas Arlo pulled over his car and tried to talk back to me.

“Your life will go on, because there are three children who will always need you. Remember Rheyna that the three children were presented with love.” Yes, again Arlo was right and I just fell silent with my tears still flowing.

Seriate….