I'm Tired, Love Me

Seek

Time passed so quickly, Vano's age had already entered 11 months. This handsome little man was very active and cheerful. She often looks for her papa when her papa comes home late at night Vano will cry looking for her papa until she falls asleep.

The last four months Bagas has often come home late at night because of a new project he says he has to finish soon. Not even infrequently the Saturday or week that should be for me and Vano several times began to use Bagas for his work reviewing locations outside the city he said.

Today Bagas left early in the morning he said there was a meeting with Big Bos.

Vano was fussy when I woke up, I who intended to carry him was surprised because Vano's body was hot this morning, when last night he was cheerful and always smiling. I carried him and then walked towards the medicine storage cabinet that was in the dining room and took the heat-lowering medicine to relieve Vano's heat, and drank it.

“uh unfortunately mama cup nak” I carry Vano

“which one hurts son?” I tried asking Vano

“ pa....pa...pa...” Vano just answered calling his papa.

“Vano want same papa nak?” I tried asking Vano, he replied with a nod of his head

“Later if it is not hot we call papa yes dear, now Vano stops yes cry, maem first yes let papa quickly go home” I said persuading Vano, Vano just nodded

“mbak Sari please get Vano food yes, bring a barrel yes mbak I want a bribe Vano on the terrace” I ask help Mbak Sari to take Vano food that I have prepared

“Good non” answer mbak sari

Vano ate only a small amount of his food and then he yawned, I thought the effect of the heat-lowering drug was starting to work, finally I brought Vano back into the room,and put Vano to bed next to mine and Bagas.

I left Vano asleep to wash Vano's clothes. When I left the heat Vano had gone down, I thought maybe he was tired so he had a fever.

I was drying Vano's clothes when I heard Vano crying calling me,

“Hikzzz hikzzz hikzzz ma…. Ma.....a....”.

“Ya dear....” I tightened my voice so that Vano could hear my voice.

“Wait son, this mama way to Vano” I walk from the jemura room in the back while making a sound so that Vano does not cry more

“Ugh dear mama is awake yes, want n*n*n yes nak” I approached Vano, when I lifted his body, I was surprised because Vano was back hot, I felt something happened to Vano, I felt something happened to Vano,because Vano was taking his medicine at 9 and now it's only 11 Vano is hot again.

While inviting my hot Vano v*i while thinking of turning my brain to still be able to think clearly and not confused.

I took my phone from the top of the nightstand and contacted Bagas,

Tuuttt….. Tuuttt….. Tuuuttt……

Bagas didn't answer my call, I tried to go back.

Tuuttt….. Tuuttt….. Tuuttts…..

Bagas again did not answer my call, I thought maybe Bagas was still meeting. I sent him a message

To : Papa

Pa,Vano fever from this morning, has been mama's heat-lowering drug, but only a little now hot again, why did you take it to the hospital?

sorry to interrupt papa's meeting.

Send

I have sent a message but there has been no reply from Bagas, finally I decided to call Bagas once again.

“the number you are calling it’s not active.” Bagas number is off, I tried once again to remain inactive.

Finally I decided to stop by Bagas' office first before going to the hospital to bring Vano, Sari's mom I invited so I could help me look after Vano while I was driving.

I do often drive myself when Bagas work, to shop for daily needs or just take Vano for a walk around when I was bored.

At 11:55 I reached the parking lot of Bagas' office,

“iya non” says mbak Sari

I rushed down to the lobby and asked the receptionist

“Good afternoon mbak, there's something I can help” said the receptionist asked

“Good afternoon, can I meet with Mr. Bagas Awangga,Manager Operational here” I replied

“Have you made an appointment?” Ask the receptionist

“But mbak, my wife Mr. Bagas want to kasi tau pak Bagas if his son has high fever” answered me explain

“Oh sorry mom I do not know if mom isri pak Bagas, I briefly try to call the room of Mr. Bagas ya bu” answer then walk to the side approaching the phone located at the end of the reception desk, and,I waited anxiously for what the receptionist was talking about on the phone I couldn't listen to him.

“Bu sorry Mr. Bagas is not in the office, all subordinates of Mr. Bagas do not know he is where bu” said the receptionist explained.

“Owh yes it is okay, I can just send a message yes mbak, later please mbak give it to Bagas ya” sir I said

“Good ma'am, this is the pen and the paper” said the receptionist gave me the pen and paper.

For Bagas

Bagas I take Vano to the hospital near your office so that after you get home from the office you can meet Vano.

From Rheyna

After writing a message on a piece of paper, I gave the paper and the pen to the recipe

“This is mbak,titip for Bagas sir yes mbak, thank you” said while giving a little smile at the receptionist

“Good ma'am,sama-sama” he replied while returning my smile.

I passed from Bagas' office lobby and ran towards the car I parked

“Non,den Vano delirious his papa” said Mbak Sari as I got in the car

“Iya mbak he miss his papa like, we take it to the hospital aja ya mbak” replied me who was a little sad.

Ten minutes drive we arrived at the hospital close to Bagas' office, after parking the car I immediately went down carrying Vano, and mbak Sari helped me carry my bag and Vano's needs.

I immediately took Vano to the IGD of that hospital. Vano was placed on the IGD bed and the doctor started to examine it while listening to my description of the beginning of Vano fever.

“Bu's son is dehydrated, how is his drinking reduced?reduced eating?” Ask the doctor

I was surprised and just remembered that these few days the frequency of Vano*s* is reduced and it eats only a little, but,

“It looks like yes doctor, sorry because I didn't realize it was dok” I replied full of regret

“Bok bu then his son is treated here only ma'am while given infusion to quickly recover, maybe two to three days can go home bu” said the doctor explained.

“Yes doctor, anything important my child can be back healthy” answered me

“Good ma'am, please take care of the administration for his hospitalization first bu” said the doctor directed me

Administration is done I take care of and I told Mbak Sari to return home, fear that Bagas did not return to the office and instead went home.

“Mbak Sari later if Bagas back home please drop Vano clothes to Bagas aja yes mbak,mbak Sari please take care of the house while I am here ya” said I explained

“iya non well” said mbak Sari then returned home by taxi.

Seriate……..