I'm Tired, Love Me
No Need to Go Back
“Rheyna…. Where're you? Come out here” the sound of someone shouting shocked me and Arlo mas, reflex I told mas Arlo silent by coding the index finger on my lips
“Don't be hung up his phone” said mas Arlo while whispering which I replied with a nod of my head.
I walked towards the door and tried to convince myself with that voice.
“Den don't shout, non Rheyna is resting, not good to hear neighbor” I heard the voice mbak Sari prevent the person to scream
“You made me yell, you forbid me to see my wife, you are just a maid don't exceed your limits” she said snapping at Sari. Yes, he was Bagas who came to my mother's house with anger because Sari forbade him to meet with me on the grounds that I was resting
“Mbak Sari is my brother” I opened the door and exited my room “for what did you meet by shouting? If the host does not allow you to enter”, I said cynically
“Rhey you nothing sih” angry at me “I got a divorce warrant from the religious court” while thrusting the letter to me. I didn't care about it and passed into the living room and sat on the sofa, he followed me there
“You want a divorce from me Rhey?” Ask not sure
“Ya as you see” I smile cynically
“I don't want Rhey, I won't divorce you” he replied forcefully
“Yes that's your business yes, I don't care even if you don't want” I said indifferently while looking at the phone I held, there was a smile there, even though his voice was muted, even though his voice was muted, only he can hear my voice here
“I want us back Rhey” he said weakened
“I don't want to go back with you” indifferentku “just enough time a few years that I wasted waiting for you to change, it turns out the same” I said coldly
“Pardon my khilafku Rhey”
“I'll forgive you but I won't go back” I said casually
He approached me and tried to hold me,
“So your attitude is gas, I don't want the neighbors to look at me not well” I push her body
“But I'm still your husband Rhey” argued
“Suami?” Qanyaku cynical “Suami who impregnates another woman?” I laughed cynically “Suami who even when her son died she was making out with another woman? Husband who when his father-in-law died he did not know? Husband who when his mother-in-law died he also did not know?” I laughed to hide my pain
“What Rhey? Papa mama died?” Ask surprised
“Iya I am an orphan, surely you are surprised right?” My answer is relax
“I'm sorry Rhey, why don't you tell me? You even blocked all my contacts” he said protesting my actions
“For what to tell you? If when my son died even hundreds of times I contact none of you response” cynical me “you are too busy taking care of your mistress gas” I laugh out loud
“You have another man Rhey?” Her question was full of searching as she saw me smile a few times while staring at my phone
“Owh of course, I'm a single woman in a while, of course I have to open myself up to other men who love me more and understand how valuable I” I replied with a smile looking at my phone screen, there Arlo was smiling and turning his lips around as if he wanted to kiss me
“Go home if there is nothing you want to talk about gas again, I want to rest” I replied lazily
“But Rhey..” the rebuttal that I cut immediately.
“I'm tired Bagas, some days my sleep is not good” I like begging him to leave my house
“Alright Rhey, you rest tomorrow I will come after the office” I did not answer the plan, I just kept quiet and passed leaving it in the living room, he said,
“Mbak Sari please close the fence and living room yes, so there are no more intruders” said circus and then passed into my room and locked it.
“Have the rancid boy come home?” Ask the voice across that surprises me
“Eh yes already mas” I replied in shock
“You didn't pa pa darling?” Ask friendly
“I'm fine” I replied eagerly mimicking Pinkan Mambo's voice, which was answered with a laugh, he said,
“While moving my apartment first huh? Let the house my people take care of, all so that it is cleaned also”
“I want to find a rented house first mas” said I refused smooth
“Yes is not mas, even tomorrow morning the plan I have gone from this house” I replied capat
“Well you go to the apartment first, later I help find a contract” he starts forcing again
“Mas I've been too much trouble you, I want to try myself this time” reject me
“Effort but not when pressing gini dong dear, plis dreadin me this time” with a face that welcomes him half begging
“But I have mas” terms I apply for
“What is it?” With a curious face
“Don't help me if I start looking for work” with a serious face I look at him
“Deal dear” by rolling one of his eyes
“Genit really sih” with lips that little I deflect
“Don't tempt me with your lips it” I'm wide awake to hear his words
“Your faith is doubtful” me with my laugh at it
“Ow yes dear tomorrow the person who will take care of the transfer of the orphanage will leave for Jombang”
“Thank ya mas” sayku sincere
“Don't thank you now, it's not done all, your divorce file is also not finished” with a smile he answered me
“Ya ntar will just say thank you again hehehe” replied me lightly
“If Bagas does not want to separate and ask again how?” Ask seriously again
“No need to return, I am not the place to return” I replied with a smile
“That's my seductive smile again” he switched the conversation
“Only by looking at my smile are you tempted? Ah it's so easy to tease you, already have how many gold deposits? Hahaha”
“I don't like to keep a woman dear, you can ask people who know me even ask Mr. Aman who is the woman I met, besides Lila, my mother, I'm sure, mr. Aman just knows how I feel about you, because I've never been friendly or close to a woman other than Lila”
“Why am I mas?”
“Because you who thrill my heart just by looking at your smile, without knowing you want to have you” his words make me blush
“Where do you want to work?”
“I want to start drawing again, trying to put my drawings into some printing and advertise the services of making illustrations” I explained
“What equipment do you need to draw it?”
“I will probably buy a tablet or something for my media drawing, but later after my divorce and orphanage transfer business is over, and I've got a rented house”
It did not feel like talking to him long enough, until 12 pm we were still chatting and my phone asked to be fed a battery,
“Mas still want to continue this video call?” I asked when inserting the charger cable on my phone
“Iya until you fall asleep, let this video call light up, you put it beside your bed, I want to accompany you to sleep” his door
“Okay then I sleep yes mas” pamitku
“Sleep baby, assume I'm by your side hugging you”
“Starting right, good night mas genit”
“Good night my dear”
With the video call connection still left on, and from the sound across I listened to classical musical instruments make me fall asleep quickly.
Seriate……..
