I'm Tired, Love Me

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After Steve and I were ready, we went down to the lobby because Mr. Sono was waiting in the lobby. And we rushed to the graves of mama and papa.

Steve told Mr. Sono to stop by the flower shop first, buy 1 bouquet of red roses and 2 bouquets of white roses.

Arriving at the tomb, I felt my eyes wet again because tears that I had not realized began to drip. It's been almost 3 years that they left me but it all feels like they just left.

“Pa, ma I kangen.” I sobbed, and Steve rubbed my back.

“Papa same mom already have a grandson again now, his name is Junior Alexander pa, he is cute like his brother. Sorry can not bring Junior here, later if I can I will bring him here ya.” I caressed papa's navel and that very clean mama.

“If you and your mom were still around, you would be happy to see me now, my wonderful husband, and his parents who love me so much, like their own children.”

“Sorry just had time to visit papa and mama, all this time I was in Germany and only now come home for a while here. In Germany I am happy, papa know I can eat chery fruit every day pa hahaha, what else is the pregnancy time Junior ma, ouch all the fruit and food I want is definitely available.”

“Allah was very kind to me, for sending good people to accompany me.” I told him everything in front of papa and mama's belly button, while Steve just stroked my back and occasionally wiped my tears.

“Papa, mama thank you for making Rheyna present in this world, so that it can accompany my life. I'm the lucky guy who can get your favorite daughter. Allow me to always love her until the end of my life.” Steve suddenly spoke wisely in front of my parents. My heart warmed to hear what Steve was saying, making me smile.

“Pa, ma Rheyna same Steve saying yes, if there is another chance surely we will often visit here. Come baby.” I say goodbye to my parents' belly button.

“Pa, ma we pamit.” Steve rubbed my parents' two gravestones.

We moved to the Vano camp, which is located next to the tombs of papa and mama. The small tomb looks very clean and neat, all must be Steve who has taken care of it.

“Honey, mom comes nak.” I stroked Vano's headstone

“Hai hotshot papi, we have never met ya, you must be a handsome boy, as handsome as your sister Junior.” Steve smiled at Vano's headstone.

“Son, you have a sister now, her name is Junior. He's as funny as you used to be.” I smiled and shed my tears.

“Sorry baby, my mom hasn't looked at Vano for a long time. Your brother Junior still can not go far with papi, later if you can invite him here ya.” I put a bouquet of flowers on top of that little belly button.

“Rheyna.” a voice I am very familiar with.

I lifted my head and looked at the man. “Bagas.”

“How are you doing Rhey?” That man is Bagas, my ex-husband who is also Papa Vano.

“Ba..ik, you how are you?” I asked back how it was.

“Alhamdulillah I am also good.” With a smile Bagas looked at me.

“Still here baby?” Whisper Steve in my ear.

“I'm done baby.” I'm going to say goodbye to Vano.

“Can we chat for a while Rhey?” Bagas' question surprised me.

“You chat what ya Gas?”

“Only a few things I want to screw up.”

“Sayang?” I asked Steve for his approval, and Steve nodded and smiled at me.

“Mas his follow all aja no pa pa, we chat in a cafe near here aja ya.” Bagas invited Steve to join.

“Nak mama said yes, later mama invited your sister here yes if papi has allowed.” I went back to saying goodbye to Vano's headstone, then stood up and walked toward Steve's car, while Bagas was still impregnated by Vano.

I waited for Bagas in the car, while Steve waited outside with Mr. Sono who delivered us kemakam. After about 10 minutes, Bagas walked up to Steve and did not know what to say. Steve and Mr. Sono get in the car and follow Bagas car, heading to a cafe.

After entering a cafe and the waiter delivers a menu list.

“Chocolate ice cream?” Steve seemed to understand my favorite, and I nodded with certainty to his question.

Steve and Bagas ordered coffee and Steve added tuna sandwish to me.

“It's been a while since we met Rhey.” Bagas opened our chat.

“Yes, I just got home. Two years I don't live here.” I explained to Bagas a little.

“You're married?” Ask Bagas by staring alternately at me and Steve.

“Already bro, even we already have a son aged two years.” Steve was proud.

“Owh congratulations to you both.” With a smile Bagas reached out to me and Steve took turns.

“Thank you. How are you and Princess?” I ventured to ask Bagas.

“I'm sorry Rhey, I've been so wrong with you and our late son. God punishes me and the princess. Me and the Princess had an accident, we lost the baby that the Princess conceived. And Princess until now still experiencing paralysis.” There was a face of regret that appeared on Bagas' face.

“I have forgiven you, everything has been outlined by God. I'm also concerned about the calamity that you and the Princess experienced Gas.” Steve rubbed my back and kissed me on my forehead, and I returned his smile.

“I'm really sorry Rhey wasted you and Vano.”

“Nothing to regret. I thank you, because of that incident I got a husband who loved me and our son very much. And I just found out that actually I'm very valuable, in the hands of people who think I'm everything.” Yes, I am very grateful for the betrayal Bagas did, so I was able to meet my husband Steve, and get a family that loved me very much, not just the husband, he said, but I got parents and family.

“Yes you're right Rhey.” With a still-sad face.

“What is your job Gas?” I was just making small talk while enjoying my ice cream.

“My position was revealed to be Rhey's regular staff, I'm no longer the manager I used to be.”

“Lho why was it taken down? Did you make a mistake?” I was surprised by this news.

“Mas Arlo is angry with me, because I betrayed you. According to him, if I could betray you, it is not impossible if I would betray the company.” It seems to be related to that guy.

“Sabar yes, try harder, so that the position can return.” I tried to encourage him a little.

“Thank you Rhey, can we be friends again?”

“Gas, I forgive you, but I'm sorry Bagas, I'm not friends with men, what's an ex-husband. I don't hate you, I just keep my husband and wife feeling.” I don't want to be friends with a man who will only make my husband jealous.

“Baby, if you want to be friends with Bagas do not pa pa low.” Steve tried to give me permission.

“No dear, if with the Princess maybe I still want. I just want to be close to you, daddy and Junior, three guys who won't hurt me

“As of you aja baby.”

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